Ever have one of those days when you realize how much of an impact someone has made on your life?
~To the world you're just one small person, but to one small person you might be the world~
If you want to see positive change in my life, look to how sad I always was, how depressed about life I was and look at the change. I am so much more positive in my day to day life, I have my off days, but only few and far between. I knew one person had the ability to make me miserable, but I didn't know that one person could pick up my mood so much. To see his smile, still makes me smile, his laugh makes me laugh. Even though we're destined to only be friends, I still get so much out of that friendship. I don't look forward to talking to anyone else nearly as much as I look forward to talking to him.
Maybe writing about him is creepy, but I have no one else to tell about how much I love having him in my life. :redface:
Maybe writing about him is creepy, but I have no one else to tell about how much I love having him in my life. :redface: