Blog entries by SassySpy
Well I have much to give thanks for this year. Thanks to all of you and your positive thoughts, I had enough self esteem today to ace my interview and get the job!! I will blog more later but wanted to share the news:smile:
I realized today my profile includes my previous blog entries. BORING!!!!! So I decided I should at least try to write here occasionally, though it may still be boring!:rolleyes:
I have been out of work since the beginning of September. Already diagnosed with clinical depression, this has been...
In the interests of confidentiality and my clients privacy, if I have something to post about my work related experiences, it may be very general and make sense more to me than anyone else. This is not a reflection on you, my dear friends and readers, but a safety net my clients who cannot...
Some days are just fun and no sad thoughts go thru my head. One guy is a young very cute (in a truly boyish way) black man who is happiest when I am out on the roads with him and he is calling me 'sister' and I call to him 'my brother my brother from another mother, you did an awesome job...
I've been mulling over devoting a blog section just to my work crews. I find I have so much, so often, that I need to express in some fashion, and perhaps a blog section is the way to go. I am still thinking. Each crew has their own special essence, as does each member of the crew. But they all...
I have been out with one of my recycling/litter patrol crews all week. One guy is approx 67 yrs old- a bit fragile, has had heart troubles. But if he didn't come to work, well... he'd just wither away and die. I cut him some slack on the physically demanding tasks, yet he always wants to 'do his...
I have always enjoyed reading as well as writing. I recently have written a few erotic style stories, quite short ones...... Paul loves them and said I should post them somewhere, so thought I would put an excerpt in my blog. Reading them is a turn on, even being the author. Is that weird...
Thank you for the good wishes, it means a lot to me. It helps to know I am well thought of by others even when I am having difficulty finding it in myself. I just wanna grab you all into a big "group hug" LOL
I didn't have a real positive, supportive childhood. Nothing I did was ever good...
It really has been awhile, mostly Ive been so busy. But I find now a part of me feels kinda 'backed up'..like I haven't 'talked' in awhile and had some feedback, and thats true and its only myself I have to blame.
So perhaps I can start slow and try to add something more frequently, so I at...
I frequently I mean VERY frequently- find myself being the shoulder to cry on, or the one who helps the one who needs it.. even knowing how much it affects me emotionally.
This morning while out, I saw a guy next to a pickup truck, knelt on the roadside. As I slowly passed, I saw a little white...
My sixth day of work this week, which I had been dreading due to boredom potential and mild annoyance that I had to give up a Saturday to go to a class, ended up being the best day of my work week. I became a fully certified, card carrying flagger/traffic controller. The class turned out to be...
well there I was sleeping contentedly.... knowing getting up at 5 really drains me, when suddenly I wake up and realize Paul and I are already well into some very hot activity- part of me wants to bitch at him for being so inconsiderate, knowing how early I have to get up, but it feels so good...
sometimes you're the bug....:cry: today I feel like both, at different times throughout the day. Just gotta let it all out here I guess, tho I don't even know whats wrong. Just feel really blah- depressed- unhappy- keep crying and thinking about 'potential' problems.. how weird am I??:confused...
first week supervising crew on my own... driving to sites and locating the task areas, with my only assistance being guesswork and my local maps. The guys tried to help, but they cannot always be trusted for reliable information, depending on their mental status at the time. but wow- what a...
:tongue: we went to this casino the other night for dinner (GREAT seafood buffet, yummy!) and the "Legends in Concert" were performing in the lounge. I expected a half-rate show, this ISNT Vegas and the show is free..... but not only did I eat King crab legs I had to eat my words. They were...
Have been at my new job about a week now. So many differences in the crews and their ways of doing things. I've found the toughest so far to be just learning individual site routines, some days I think I'll never get it. The guys actually are amazing, they know their jobs really well and as long...
he is tall. I love that.
he loves me so much. I love that even more.
I said yes to his proposal. we both love that.
there are...complications, since he is here on a visitors entry. *sigh*
so much to think about, and I have to concentrate on a new job, too.
I guess I'll use this blog as a place to think out loud, maybe?
he asked me to marry him. Ive been asked by others before him, but never wanted to. Till now.
Is 6 months not enough? How is it I know he is the most perfect man for me? Puts up with my moods with a smile, he is never cross, easy to...