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A while back I made a forum post on my suspicions that a friend of mine liked me more than just a friend.
I found out, directly from him, that he has a crush on me. It's hard, knowing that he likes me. I feel like I can't be his friend anymore because I risk ruining any chance of a friendship...
I haven't posted on this blog in a very long time, but I wanted to write this down somewhere, and this seemed the most approprate place to do it.
So my man and I usually have oral sex, or we jerk each other off, occassionally I'll bottom for him, but he rarely bottoms because he says that it...
I finally did it! We are engaged now, and I'm so happy!
I've never been more excited in my whole life. He's the most special important man in the world to me, and I want to be with no one but him.
We haven't set a date yet, but we are engaged!!!!!!!!!!
:D
It's been a long while since I've posted to this blog, and I'm sorry for that haha.
Just wanted to announce that my boyfriend and I have been happily together for ten months now :)
We can't see each other today though because of work schedules.
I'm an incredibly emotional and sentimental...
Well, as some of you know, I was supposed to have roommates to cut the cost of my apartment.
Well, without them in the picture, things have obviously become tighter in the long run. I've run into financial difficulty, because my hours are being cut, and I'm not sure how much I'll be making at...
Today was a shittastic day. That's the best word for it.
I walked into work this afternoon to discover that my bosses have been using fear and intimidation to get the workers to do jobs they haven't been trained to do, threatening to send them home for things that they themselves do on a...
I wanted to leave a really quick blog post on here.
I was interviewed for a job today, and I was offered a position directly afterwards :) I'm really happy because the job is in an area that I'm hoping to move into by August, so securing a job is great.
On the flip side, I found out from...
A few days ago I posted about how I was planning on having roommates here in my apartment to help cut down the costs for me.
Well.... It fell through.
There are a lot of complicated things involved in it, but, to break it down simply, the school that they attend has sharp rules about...
I'm not sure how much information of past roommates I've had, but in the past, my experiences have been really bad. We'll just leave it at that.
Anyways, for about seven months now I've been paying an abnormally high rental price each month for my apartment. I'm paying for a two bedroom two...
I got a comment on my last blog, that I sort of wanted to address today to some extent.
I recently posted, rather, two days ago, I posted that I just want to be married already, and I received a comment where the user could not understand why so many gays wanted to emulate the straight...
I feel so impatient, and it's bothering me how imatient I'm getting. I just want to propose, I want to be married to my boyfriend, I want to live with him, I want to be next to him each day when I wake up and go to sleep. I long for him all the time, and I want to be with him, but as I said...
I'll make this a short blog, but basically I really wanted to propose to my boyfriend next week, and I had the whole thing planned, but after talking to his sister, I think we as a couple need more time.
I don't want to have a secret wedding. I don't want them to be in the dark. I want them to...
The other day I posted about how I ruined Valentine's Day for my boyfriend because I was a selfish twat.
Well, I went out the next night and I gathered a bunch of his favorite things and I comprised a beautiful gift basket full of them.
I gave it to him the other day and he absolutely loved...
Valentine's Day is my least favorite Halmark Holiday of all time.
I hate the commercialism of it, and each year I've been hurt, and I hate trying to make efforts and getting hurt, so I didn't this year. I made no effort, beyond the fact that I had absolutely no time to do anything or to catch...
A friend of mine is taking me out to go look for a car. I found one online that I can afford, and it seems like a great car for me.
I've never bought a car before, so I'm afraid of all the stuff that's involved with it. If I end up deciding to buy today, I'm also worried about all the signing...
My dad sent me an email today. He and my mom want to meet me either tomorrow or Saturday FML.
I'm not sure I'm ready for this.....
I agreed to tomorrow before work so there's not only a time limit, but they have to meet me near my job, so it's in an open area where they can't yell or hit me...
So finances are really tight, like, really tight. I'm barely making ends meet, if you can call it that, and my rent is really high for someone who lives by theirself.
I've had nothing but terrible roommate experiences for the past several years. My first roommate was a slob, and my housemate...
I got another letter, but this one was from my mom.
It was basically the same thing my dad sent me a while back.
I'm just so depressed about the whole thing. I wonder why I ever got my hopes up that things would change between us.
I feel so helpless and hopeless in this situation that I'm...
I don't handle criticism well, it's just a part of how I was raised. I don't accept it well, and I slightly break down.
I run a vlog channel on youtube, and I've recently gotten a lot of backlash for something I said two months ago. I'm really getting sad and depressed over the things some...
Today... Rather yesterday marked six months of dating my amazing boyfriend.
It's sad though, two people that I sort of know got dumped today, so I felt bad posting to my blog that I had been dating him for six months when both of them became single on the same day.
Ah well, such is life I...