Cross-posted from Hungry
I've spent too much time on weird websites chatting with desperate men. Especially during the pandemic. Talking about sex and looking at dick pics. But no amount of porn or dirty chat can really satisfy me, because what I really crave is so much harder to find. I need a deep, lasting, in-person male friendship.
It's like I've been hungry for a meal of real emotional connection for years, but I keep eating sugar to tide me over, again and again. It's rotting my teeth and I never feel full.
I've spent too much time on weird websites chatting with desperate men. Especially during the pandemic. Talking about sex and looking at dick pics. But no amount of porn or dirty chat can really satisfy me, because what I really crave is so much harder to find. I need a deep, lasting, in-person male friendship.
It's like I've been hungry for a meal of real emotional connection for years, but I keep eating sugar to tide me over, again and again. It's rotting my teeth and I never feel full.