I keep revisiting the past, and I know I have to move on. Perhaps what I need is a sexual palate cleanser - a new man, a new cock. Some new sexual experiences to replace the ones left behind.
As I never meet any new people, I am using a "dating" site from which to select a new friend with benefits/fuck buddy.
So bear with me as I drift away from my fantasy blog to detail the search.....
Let's look at the candidates so far:
1. The Master: Ok, this guy was never seriously in the running, but I have to say that he knows what he wants. All I would have to do is move a couple of provinces over, and live naked in his home. Well, not entirely naked - I get a collar. I would meet all his sexual needs and he would discipline and train me. Eventually, I would be the better woman for the experience. Oh, did I mention he'll let me get dressed and go to work everyday? I may be his sex slave, but it's no excuse for not chipping in for my share of the rent. At least I wouldn't be spending much on clothes.
I do like a man who knows how to take charge.....maybe?......better not.
2. Grandpa: A man reaching his 70s who is looking for a pretty little lady for some fun now and again. He actually sends me a "sexy picture" of himself. Oh dear...... I don't want to say anything negative, but let's just say I was not aroused.
I actually got numerous Grandpa type messages. As I do not have daddy issues... these are ones I decline.
3. The Visitor: Again, I have received several "visitor" messages. These are men who are passing through town and want me to show up at their hotel room to fuck them. No pictures necessary. Just show up and be clean. It's great that these men have some standards.
I don't know. Men that are too cheap to pay for an escort certainly can't afford me!
4.EEK: He looked great to me. Younger, but not too young. Funny, smart and extremely horny. But as we chatted, something became evident. I know his ex-wife.
This will never work, but I'll hold him in reserve just in case.
5. Luke(warm): The second of the serious contenders. Again, younger, but not too young. Funny, articulate and all around pretty good guy. The problem? I'm not sure he's as sexually on fire as I like a man to be. I like really horny men. He's never had his balls sucked or had a wet finger slide up his ass. Everything I said seemed to shock him.
Maybe I should keep looking.....then again, maybe he's open to teaching.
Speaking of teaching....
6. The Teacher: May be a contender. Experienced, educated and seems like a great guy. Ok looking. Oh and a nice thick cock. So what's the problem? He's age appropriate and I do not want a relationship. And because I don't want one, it's likely he will. That's just how my life works.
Still, as he's my age - he's probably pretty good in bed and still energetic enough to have fun.
7. The Driller: Good looking, well built, thick/long cock, sexually adventurous and experienced. Younger than I and I already know that a night with him is going to be hot. The downside? He is in town for a month and gone for 6 weeks. Also, I don't think we share the same sense of humour - no bantering....and I really like that part of sex too. (Actually, I'm not sure he has a sense of humour at all.) I find some witty repartee quite sexy!
So, what do I do? I am not seriously attracted to any of these men, but that's not that unusual. That kind of breathless attraction occurs about once every 15 years. And since I recently had that - I still have quite some time to go. I just want someone I like and want to fuck and who likes and wants to fuck me. Just have fun together. I have so much sexual energy and I need to use it.
Why aren't any of you wonderful LPSGers with whom I am friends - why don't you live near enough to me? You know who you are!
So advice or votes on candidates will be appreciated. Or you could move. Here. :fingersx:
As I never meet any new people, I am using a "dating" site from which to select a new friend with benefits/fuck buddy.
So bear with me as I drift away from my fantasy blog to detail the search.....
Let's look at the candidates so far:
1. The Master: Ok, this guy was never seriously in the running, but I have to say that he knows what he wants. All I would have to do is move a couple of provinces over, and live naked in his home. Well, not entirely naked - I get a collar. I would meet all his sexual needs and he would discipline and train me. Eventually, I would be the better woman for the experience. Oh, did I mention he'll let me get dressed and go to work everyday? I may be his sex slave, but it's no excuse for not chipping in for my share of the rent. At least I wouldn't be spending much on clothes.
I do like a man who knows how to take charge.....maybe?......better not.
2. Grandpa: A man reaching his 70s who is looking for a pretty little lady for some fun now and again. He actually sends me a "sexy picture" of himself. Oh dear...... I don't want to say anything negative, but let's just say I was not aroused.
I actually got numerous Grandpa type messages. As I do not have daddy issues... these are ones I decline.
3. The Visitor: Again, I have received several "visitor" messages. These are men who are passing through town and want me to show up at their hotel room to fuck them. No pictures necessary. Just show up and be clean. It's great that these men have some standards.
I don't know. Men that are too cheap to pay for an escort certainly can't afford me!
4.EEK: He looked great to me. Younger, but not too young. Funny, smart and extremely horny. But as we chatted, something became evident. I know his ex-wife.
This will never work, but I'll hold him in reserve just in case.
5. Luke(warm): The second of the serious contenders. Again, younger, but not too young. Funny, articulate and all around pretty good guy. The problem? I'm not sure he's as sexually on fire as I like a man to be. I like really horny men. He's never had his balls sucked or had a wet finger slide up his ass. Everything I said seemed to shock him.
Maybe I should keep looking.....then again, maybe he's open to teaching.
Speaking of teaching....
6. The Teacher: May be a contender. Experienced, educated and seems like a great guy. Ok looking. Oh and a nice thick cock. So what's the problem? He's age appropriate and I do not want a relationship. And because I don't want one, it's likely he will. That's just how my life works.
Still, as he's my age - he's probably pretty good in bed and still energetic enough to have fun.
7. The Driller: Good looking, well built, thick/long cock, sexually adventurous and experienced. Younger than I and I already know that a night with him is going to be hot. The downside? He is in town for a month and gone for 6 weeks. Also, I don't think we share the same sense of humour - no bantering....and I really like that part of sex too. (Actually, I'm not sure he has a sense of humour at all.) I find some witty repartee quite sexy!
So, what do I do? I am not seriously attracted to any of these men, but that's not that unusual. That kind of breathless attraction occurs about once every 15 years. And since I recently had that - I still have quite some time to go. I just want someone I like and want to fuck and who likes and wants to fuck me. Just have fun together. I have so much sexual energy and I need to use it.
Why aren't any of you wonderful LPSGers with whom I am friends - why don't you live near enough to me? You know who you are!
So advice or votes on candidates will be appreciated. Or you could move. Here. :fingersx: