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SweetLovesVick · May 26, 2011

You are so worth the love of a complete gentleman! One who will treat you as an equal in all things. Someone who feels love so he knows how to show love and say " I love you".

I am so sorry you went through this.... you are perfect and I love reading your posts. I hope you find Mr. Right the one man who can make you smile 24 hours a day!

LaFemme · May 26, 2011

Aw, thanks SLV - this all happened a long time ago. I'm just trying to process some things and felt like I needed to dust some stuff off in my head. Remind myself of lessons I've learned and reinforce my own worthiness, if that makes sense. Maybe I'll never find anyone, but that's ok because I need to live my life with integrity & love - not just for others but for myself (and that's the tough one! lol).

HiddenLacey · May 26, 2011

Wow, LaFemme, this reminds me a lot of my ex fiance. Things were quite intense for along while until he started picking up a habit that changed who he was. Sometimes it's impossible for us to see who someone really is when we think that we love him more than the air we breathe. It's hard for someone who has never dealt with the situation to understand.

I'm glad Billy is gone. There should be no more Billy's in your life, you deserve more. Goodluck in your search.

ManofThunder · May 26, 2011

LaFemme, Billy deserves a beating. Horrible creature. I'm not violent but I can't stand anyone who hurts women in such a way. I'm so sorry that happened to you, lovely lady. If ever you want a shoulder to cry on, PM me. If ever you want to talk things over, I'll try to help. You really do deserve better than him. I hope the emotional scars continue to fade for you. x

LaFemme · May 26, 2011

submissivegirl83;bt32820 said:
Wow, LaFemme, this reminds me a lot of my ex fiance. Things were quite intense for along while until he started picking up a habit that changed who he was. Sometimes it's impossible for us to see who someone really is when we think that we love him more than the air we breathe. It's hard for someone who has never dealt with the situation to understand.

I'm glad Billy is gone. There should be no more Billy's in your life, you deserve more. Goodluck in your search.

No more Billys. And I don't regret him - without the lessons I learned from him, I wouldn't be who I am today and I can't regret that. It is nice to know that someone understands tho - so many people don't..... *hug*

LaFemme · May 26, 2011

ManofThunder;bt32823 said:
LaFemme, Billy deserves a beating. Horrible creature. I'm not violent but I can't stand anyone who hurts women in such a way. I'm so sorry that happened to you, lovely lady. If ever you want a shoulder to cry on, PM me. If ever you want to talk things over, I'll try to help. You really do deserve better than him. I hope the emotional scars continue to fade for you. x

Oh, this all happened long ago - practically before you were born! lol I don't need to cry - I only needed to think and process things. What happened to Billy later is a whole other story, but not mine to share. As to my scars, I don't need to erase them. I just hope that someday someone will accept them and love me - scars and all. If not, at least I am good company for myself. I am well on my way to becoming the crazy cat lady! hehehehe

bigbadboy11 · Sep 2, 2011

LeFemme, I am sorry to hear this story, it really upsets me to hear about a woman being abused that way. You are so worth a mans love, I have never abused a women and I never plan on it. You seem like a very intellegent lady and your pictures are lovely. If you would ever like to talk you know were I am

vanlines7 · Aug 20, 2012

wow intense story. I'll never understand men that would treat a woman that way, especially one as beautiful as you.

ronin001 · Aug 8, 2015

I know you wrote this a few years ago; but it touched me as I read it today. Generally I skim read Blogs; but I read yours with my full attention . I am So sorry that you had such an experience in your life, so sorry any one woman or man would have to have this happen to them.

Like I joked once before. I hope you find your Steve Trevor, after all he is Wonder Woman's true love

Ro

At.your.cervix · Oct 9, 2015

Sometimes we have to lose our self to truly find our self. That's why even the worst relationships are chock full of life-changing insights--as long as we are willing to see them. Good for you.

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