I got another letter, but this one was from my mom.
It was basically the same thing my dad sent me a while back.
I'm just so depressed about the whole thing. I wonder why I ever got my hopes up that things would change between us.
I feel so helpless and hopeless in this situation that I'm just going to shut up about it. I'm done worrying about what they think or have to say. I just can't keep caring. I have bills, I have work, I have school, I have a life, and I'm trying to plan a proposal and a future wedding for when he says yes. That's too many life stressors to keep worrying if my parents like me or not.
It was basically the same thing my dad sent me a while back.
I'm just so depressed about the whole thing. I wonder why I ever got my hopes up that things would change between us.
I feel so helpless and hopeless in this situation that I'm just going to shut up about it. I'm done worrying about what they think or have to say. I just can't keep caring. I have bills, I have work, I have school, I have a life, and I'm trying to plan a proposal and a future wedding for when he says yes. That's too many life stressors to keep worrying if my parents like me or not.
