Usually when I cum – tightening, not breathing, not making noise, then making a LOT of noise. But I knew this time there should be more. I was crazed to cum from the beginning. I think I had a little tiny orgasm at the beginning but my body kept acting like I was going to cum again, I covered my face with a pillow to muffle my cries. Because I worry about making too much noise. The thinking brought me back down…. And I stopped mid O. For a second. Then my pussy contracted several times. It was then I realized that I neeeed to STOP thinking. Make me stop thinking.
He runs his hands up my body to my nipples and squeezes them hard just the right way and slides up and covers my body with his. I love him covering me – he positions his mouth over my left nipple, I watch his mouth open very wide and lower his head to suck. He easily has half my breast in his mouth. I arch my back. He sucks harder moves his mouth to the inside cleavage of the same tit and sucks very, very hard – making me drip and grind. He moves up to my neck and drives me WILD. He sucks and bites as I gush and try hard not to cum quite yet. He took my neck and devoured it moving then to my right nipple and breast – leaving deep teeth marks that he admired after leaving them. I was surprised that that bite in particular did not leave a bruise or lasting mark. A shame.
Then he wanted to watch me pleasure myself – and I had brought myself down from the edge and wasn’t ready yet. I started pounding myself with my rabbit vibrator while he sat and watched silently. He saw me arching my back, getting the right spots, and I got there – but no huge release. I do this – I nearly get to cum, and start THINKING -unless someone… or myself makes me STOP thinking. I worry constantly… can I cum quickly enough for him (no matter who Him is) will I be too loud? Will it be good? Will he like it? Thinking. Too much thinking.
I want to cum for HIM… not even so much for ME. I want to show HIM what he does to ME. Give him power. Maybe because I like so much to give a cock pleasure and see a man cum for ME, I want to share the gift.
Could this be why I love to pleasure his cock with my mouth while watching his face? To drop all barriers and see his real unguarded lust and joy? That is the real gift given to me.
He runs his hands up my body to my nipples and squeezes them hard just the right way and slides up and covers my body with his. I love him covering me – he positions his mouth over my left nipple, I watch his mouth open very wide and lower his head to suck. He easily has half my breast in his mouth. I arch my back. He sucks harder moves his mouth to the inside cleavage of the same tit and sucks very, very hard – making me drip and grind. He moves up to my neck and drives me WILD. He sucks and bites as I gush and try hard not to cum quite yet. He took my neck and devoured it moving then to my right nipple and breast – leaving deep teeth marks that he admired after leaving them. I was surprised that that bite in particular did not leave a bruise or lasting mark. A shame.
Then he wanted to watch me pleasure myself – and I had brought myself down from the edge and wasn’t ready yet. I started pounding myself with my rabbit vibrator while he sat and watched silently. He saw me arching my back, getting the right spots, and I got there – but no huge release. I do this – I nearly get to cum, and start THINKING -unless someone… or myself makes me STOP thinking. I worry constantly… can I cum quickly enough for him (no matter who Him is) will I be too loud? Will it be good? Will he like it? Thinking. Too much thinking.
I want to cum for HIM… not even so much for ME. I want to show HIM what he does to ME. Give him power. Maybe because I like so much to give a cock pleasure and see a man cum for ME, I want to share the gift.
Could this be why I love to pleasure his cock with my mouth while watching his face? To drop all barriers and see his real unguarded lust and joy? That is the real gift given to me.
