So a few days ago I found myself in a park restroom... In a stall... Door wide open... shorts off... Bent over with my hands on the toilet seat... Spreading my ass for two guys jerking off. But in a sense it was a missed opportunity. I had condoms. I even brought a little bottle of lube. I prepped... But because I was waiting for one to rub there cock on my ass. I didn't get past it. Sure they both came and that was really awesome to watch. Even I was dripping precum. But I should have held out a condom and took the lead. I mean they were jerking and cumming to my ass. Dang it I should have...
Which brings me to The Journey. This has been a process for me. I have a discreet situation so that adds a level of complexity. But it's purely sexual release I desire so I'm not overly emotional. I go from a warm fuzzy, to exciting, to even exhilarating. And it may not work out. That happened today.
I'd been DM'ing a guy for about 2 weeks. A top, fit, slim, and SMOOTH in his late 30's. We've chatted enough to know we want to meet up at the park and see where it goes... And bring condoms and lube. Now it was entering the exhilarating phase. We said noon. I prepped an hour early. When I got there. He messaged me that he was profusely sorry about not being there. He had an online meeting (works from home). Asked if we could meet later. But sadly my discreet situation prevented me from that.
So I hung out at the park on the benches in the back... Under the trees with a coolish breeze (90 here in the SFV). I let my cock out in the air and just laid there for an hour... Then left and went to the gym. He DM'ed me later apologizing again. We promised to try again.
So it's about The Journey.
Which brings me to The Journey. This has been a process for me. I have a discreet situation so that adds a level of complexity. But it's purely sexual release I desire so I'm not overly emotional. I go from a warm fuzzy, to exciting, to even exhilarating. And it may not work out. That happened today.
I'd been DM'ing a guy for about 2 weeks. A top, fit, slim, and SMOOTH in his late 30's. We've chatted enough to know we want to meet up at the park and see where it goes... And bring condoms and lube. Now it was entering the exhilarating phase. We said noon. I prepped an hour early. When I got there. He messaged me that he was profusely sorry about not being there. He had an online meeting (works from home). Asked if we could meet later. But sadly my discreet situation prevented me from that.
So I hung out at the park on the benches in the back... Under the trees with a coolish breeze (90 here in the SFV). I let my cock out in the air and just laid there for an hour... Then left and went to the gym. He DM'ed me later apologizing again. We promised to try again.
So it's about The Journey.
