I don't think there could be a better time for me to win the lottery...
I've (almost) seriously contemplated moving to a forest somewhere and fending for myself. Lol. That has to be less stressful than dealing with financial issues. I feel like I'm spinning my wheels... pedaling furiously and getting nowhere. So many things coming at me at once and I don't have the money for any of it. It's consuming every waking thought, trying to navigate my financial mess in some way that makes sense, but every time I think I come up with a solution, something else rears it's ugly head. Transmission going out in my car, unexpected medical bills that insurance won't cover so I can get screened to make sure I don't have scary diseases (like cervical cancer), getting stuck with a $1200 bed payment by my ex boyfriend who promised to help me pay and hasn't given me a dime. There's more. No sense in listing it all here. I'm just tired of all of it. I'm tired of thinking about it. Tired of stressing about it. Just tired.
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I've (almost) seriously contemplated moving to a forest somewhere and fending for myself. Lol. That has to be less stressful than dealing with financial issues. I feel like I'm spinning my wheels... pedaling furiously and getting nowhere. So many things coming at me at once and I don't have the money for any of it. It's consuming every waking thought, trying to navigate my financial mess in some way that makes sense, but every time I think I come up with a solution, something else rears it's ugly head. Transmission going out in my car, unexpected medical bills that insurance won't cover so I can get screened to make sure I don't have scary diseases (like cervical cancer), getting stuck with a $1200 bed payment by my ex boyfriend who promised to help me pay and hasn't given me a dime. There's more. No sense in listing it all here. I'm just tired of all of it. I'm tired of thinking about it. Tired of stressing about it. Just tired.
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