Finding out a large curved penis is normal

As a teenager I found out that my penis was above average. In shape and in size. I have a downward curved erection which is quite long and thick. I wondered if it was abnormal. To be honest it made me insecure. For a long time I didn't dare to go into a relationship with girls, thinking they may reject it, laugh at me for it being curved. I even had it investigated at a hospital. I got an injection to develope an erection. Afterwards they should have asked me if I could get a natural erection by myself which I would have prefered to try. Anyway, the doctor said that my erection was absolutely normal and nothing to worry about. So I went back home with that thing in my pants still erect as the fluid injected still worked. It stayed hard and didn't become flaccid. I was told that if that was the case I had to go to the hospital nearby to have an anti-erection-injection. How stupid you feel as a teenager showing up at the first aid helpdesk having to tell them your problem. I got two injections as one was not enough and then it slowly became flaccid. The doctor said it was a good thing I came to the hospital is the veins could have damaged. After all this I was not insecure anymore. I started getting girlfriends and received compliments about the size and shape of my erection.