Prior to that, there are moments that stand out. Like I said, before I became curious about taking a cock into my mouth, I used to go to the booths and jack off for the browsers. That used to turn me on big-time. I’d leave the door open and stroke my cock until it was absolutely dripping. Then wait until one of the gawkers offered a mouth. I would simply turn sideways to the video screen, present my knob and allow a cool mouth to absorb me and swallow my load.
The first time? That was a bit of a trick. I wanted to suck, but didn’t quite know how to go about it. I found out about the Cruise–line by reading Fast-Forward and resolved to make something happen. Once online, I listened and learned about how to voice an ad that would appeal. I decided I would be the experienced guy looking for a new bi boy, one that had no experience and needed slow, understanding exposure. This guaranteed someone who would go at my pace and I was pretty sure I could talk someone into the scenario I was planning.
I found a likely candidate, and setup a meeting. He seemed perfect. Nice looking, able to hold a conversation and pleasant enough to deal with.
He came over on the appointed day and we sat on my couch to begin talking and ‘moving’ toward an experience. I had Zara Whites on the video and let it play while we talked. It was night time. Dark except for the Television. I offered that we should maybe watch each other stroke for a while. He was ok with that, so I started by stroking my cock through my jeans. He was following my lead, not going any further. I undid my belt and tugged down my pants, off onto the floor and sat in my underwear, a massive hard-on to one side. I rubbed while he stepped out of his pants too. Another nice big cock – I was happy with that.
I pulled mine out past the elastic an stroked slowly, watching my cock, my hand, the video, his cock and his hand. I wanted to suck him off, but we had come to this point agreeing that there would likely be ‘no action’ this early in the game.
I asked him if he wanted me to talk him through a few ‘basics’. He said ‘ok’ so I told him to just let his cock rest on his stomach and watch me stroke. I watched him watch me and I could tell he wanted to jack off seriously. I waited a few minutes and then offered my help. I told him that I understood he’s new to this and that I have experience and didn’t mind at all stroking him to completion. He said he would allow that. I said, “ok, but there’s one thing I want first. I want you to feel what a hard cock feels like in your hand. Before I jack you off, just reach over here and put your hand around my cock. Think of it as a show of faith, you can do it for a second, or a minute or however long you want, but if you want me to give a hand job, you have to put your hand on my cock.
I took my hand away and he didn’t even hesitate. He reached over, slipped his fingers between my stomach and my cock and curled them into a fist. His hand felt new. Inexperienced. But to his credit, he stroked. Gently and steadily, up and down, until pre-cum was running down the back of his hand. Good work.
I told him to relax, and reached over to stroke his cock. We ended up stroking each other, taking turns on and off and talking about how hot Zara Whites was and how much we love tits and pussy. And cocks. I always end up watching the cock when porn is on. I love to watch cum shots and marvel at the image of lips on cock heads.
It’s truly a beautiful thing to view.
I asked him what he would give for a blowjob right about now. He said that would be a wonderful thing and too bad there were no women around. I offered the fact that I had no problem with sucking his cock if he was up for that. I said, ‘I know we agreed do take his slow, but I have no problem with sucking you off if you like. I get to this point and I’m so horny, I just think, why not? I love to suck cock, wouldn’t mind at all.’ He eventually said ok.
I had him lay on the floor and I lay down in a sideways sixty nine sort of position. I told him it was the best view for him of my cock, right in front of him and the video over my thigh. His cock was at my face. I began to stroke it underhand, and said, “Here we are again. I’m about to suck your cock. How about this. I’ll suck you off. You can cum in my mouth, on my face, on my chest, whatever you like. I love to suck cocks and I love to take a load. But again, how about a demonstration on your part. I tell you what – if you want me to suck it, you have to - just for a second if you like, take my cock head into your mouth. Not for long. You don’t have to suck me off. Just open your mouth and put the head in for a minute. For however long you like. Ok?”. He didn’t hesitate. He said ‘ok’.
I fisted my cock and pulled it away from him. I said, “I’ll help, watch me stroke. Look at the tip, watch the juice. That’s right. Now open your mouth and let your tongue touch the tip”. As his mouth opened, I directed my cock, head bulging toward his mouth, and I felt his tongue on the slit. Then I moved my hips forward just a bit and guided my cock over his tongue and into his mouth. “Close up”, I said. He did. His mouth was cool and he was unsure. I moved my cock with my hand, stroking up the shaft in little jerks. He began to suck. You can feel when the skin on the cock head is tight enough to burst. This was one of those times. I had to be very careful. I didn’t want to squirt cum on his face on his first time out. He sucked gently for a few minutes. He probably would have gone on but I couldn’t take it much longer.
“Ok,” I said, “my turn”.
I didn’t pay much attention to his action from then on. I took his cock in my hand and directed it to my mouth. I slipped my tongue into the slit and slid it around the head. It was slick with pre-cum and tasted wonderful. I took it deep, sucked, stroked, licked his balls and sucked some more. After a while he began to make noises like he was close, so I encouraged him. “Go ahead, let it come. Don’t hold back. I like it”, and lay the head on my tongue again. I flexed my lips behind the head while sucking in little slurps and jerked at the same time. He moaned and I felt the juice flood into my mouth. His jizz tasted ok, it wasn’t at all vile, and so I sucked and sucked and swallowed a couple of times. I let him get soft, sucking gently on the head until he was still.
To finish me, I put a towel down and stroked myself while he watched, silent until I came in a great gush. We lay there for a while watching the porn and ended up jacking off together onto the towel again.
One thing I remember was squatting on his ass as he laid face down, my hard cock dripping on the small of his back, and I thought how easy it would be to fuck a man or to have a man fuck me. I was passing my fingers up and down his back as we watched the porn. I remember he said at that moment, ‘That feels so good, you can do that all night’.
All that’s really left to me now is my own cock. I’ve tasted my own cum more than once. In fact, at the age of 17 or 18 I used to be able to suck myself off. I could swing my feet over my head, brace them on the wall, and then sort of ‘walk’ down until I could get my mouth onto the tip. I remember the first time I ever tried it. I had just achieved that goal – I was pleased and amazed. I retained that position, licked and waited a few minutes, and when I strained again to push my hips down and my neck forward, I was pleasantly rewarded with the feeling of my cock-head being engulfed completely by my lips. I had a great sucking grip on my own cock and it felt like heaven. I sucked hard, worked harder and felt my mouth slide down the shaft until I had a good three inches of my cock in my mouth. I kept at it, in ecstasy, working myself up and then over the edge, and I made a decision and I braved the unknown as my cock pulsed and emptied lump after lump of chunky sperm and jizz into my mouth. I swallowed it all, amazed at the wonder of the action and at my own heroics in getting there.
I can’t reach my cock with my mouth any more, but I still come in my mouth sometimes. I want to suck cock so bad. I watch the porn on squirt.org and I look at the profiles and I’m approached regularly by people who would love to be with me. But I just can’t I made a promise and I intend to keep it. So, I get worked up and go upstairs to the bedroom.
I wear a ball stretcher, a cock ring and spend a lot of time stroking. Sometimes for hours. I like to ‘edge’. In the shower, I can actually leak a handful of jizz without climaxing. I’ll do these three or four times and use the handful as lubricant.
In the room, I’ll setup a video camera so I can re-live the moment. It’s on a rail of the bed post and looks down, the view is right down the line of my cock and onto my face. The viewfinder is turned around so I can watch this self-made porn as it happens. It’s very cool. I get my legs up, over my head onto the wall and position myself so that my cock is aimed at my face. Then, I watch the action on the video screen and edge myself until the pre-cum is dripping on my face.
When I decide to cum, I work myself over the edge and then just look at the tip of my cock. I’ve said before I squirt a huge load, but this is the best vantage point. The water flows first, a huge rush of jizz that streams down over my mouth, face, eyes and everywhere. Then a big line of lumps issues from the head, stringing out and down to my open mouth. I can taste the cum sliding down my tongue. More jets of jizz stream out, more lumps of sperm and again a jet of hot jizz, until the pulsing stops and my face is covered with my own cum.
I can look at these videos over and over and imagine that I’m sucking off some big juicy cock, but that just can’t happen.
The first time? That was a bit of a trick. I wanted to suck, but didn’t quite know how to go about it. I found out about the Cruise–line by reading Fast-Forward and resolved to make something happen. Once online, I listened and learned about how to voice an ad that would appeal. I decided I would be the experienced guy looking for a new bi boy, one that had no experience and needed slow, understanding exposure. This guaranteed someone who would go at my pace and I was pretty sure I could talk someone into the scenario I was planning.
I found a likely candidate, and setup a meeting. He seemed perfect. Nice looking, able to hold a conversation and pleasant enough to deal with.
He came over on the appointed day and we sat on my couch to begin talking and ‘moving’ toward an experience. I had Zara Whites on the video and let it play while we talked. It was night time. Dark except for the Television. I offered that we should maybe watch each other stroke for a while. He was ok with that, so I started by stroking my cock through my jeans. He was following my lead, not going any further. I undid my belt and tugged down my pants, off onto the floor and sat in my underwear, a massive hard-on to one side. I rubbed while he stepped out of his pants too. Another nice big cock – I was happy with that.
I pulled mine out past the elastic an stroked slowly, watching my cock, my hand, the video, his cock and his hand. I wanted to suck him off, but we had come to this point agreeing that there would likely be ‘no action’ this early in the game.
I asked him if he wanted me to talk him through a few ‘basics’. He said ‘ok’ so I told him to just let his cock rest on his stomach and watch me stroke. I watched him watch me and I could tell he wanted to jack off seriously. I waited a few minutes and then offered my help. I told him that I understood he’s new to this and that I have experience and didn’t mind at all stroking him to completion. He said he would allow that. I said, “ok, but there’s one thing I want first. I want you to feel what a hard cock feels like in your hand. Before I jack you off, just reach over here and put your hand around my cock. Think of it as a show of faith, you can do it for a second, or a minute or however long you want, but if you want me to give a hand job, you have to put your hand on my cock.
I took my hand away and he didn’t even hesitate. He reached over, slipped his fingers between my stomach and my cock and curled them into a fist. His hand felt new. Inexperienced. But to his credit, he stroked. Gently and steadily, up and down, until pre-cum was running down the back of his hand. Good work.
I told him to relax, and reached over to stroke his cock. We ended up stroking each other, taking turns on and off and talking about how hot Zara Whites was and how much we love tits and pussy. And cocks. I always end up watching the cock when porn is on. I love to watch cum shots and marvel at the image of lips on cock heads.
It’s truly a beautiful thing to view.
I asked him what he would give for a blowjob right about now. He said that would be a wonderful thing and too bad there were no women around. I offered the fact that I had no problem with sucking his cock if he was up for that. I said, ‘I know we agreed do take his slow, but I have no problem with sucking you off if you like. I get to this point and I’m so horny, I just think, why not? I love to suck cock, wouldn’t mind at all.’ He eventually said ok.
I had him lay on the floor and I lay down in a sideways sixty nine sort of position. I told him it was the best view for him of my cock, right in front of him and the video over my thigh. His cock was at my face. I began to stroke it underhand, and said, “Here we are again. I’m about to suck your cock. How about this. I’ll suck you off. You can cum in my mouth, on my face, on my chest, whatever you like. I love to suck cocks and I love to take a load. But again, how about a demonstration on your part. I tell you what – if you want me to suck it, you have to - just for a second if you like, take my cock head into your mouth. Not for long. You don’t have to suck me off. Just open your mouth and put the head in for a minute. For however long you like. Ok?”. He didn’t hesitate. He said ‘ok’.
I fisted my cock and pulled it away from him. I said, “I’ll help, watch me stroke. Look at the tip, watch the juice. That’s right. Now open your mouth and let your tongue touch the tip”. As his mouth opened, I directed my cock, head bulging toward his mouth, and I felt his tongue on the slit. Then I moved my hips forward just a bit and guided my cock over his tongue and into his mouth. “Close up”, I said. He did. His mouth was cool and he was unsure. I moved my cock with my hand, stroking up the shaft in little jerks. He began to suck. You can feel when the skin on the cock head is tight enough to burst. This was one of those times. I had to be very careful. I didn’t want to squirt cum on his face on his first time out. He sucked gently for a few minutes. He probably would have gone on but I couldn’t take it much longer.
“Ok,” I said, “my turn”.
I didn’t pay much attention to his action from then on. I took his cock in my hand and directed it to my mouth. I slipped my tongue into the slit and slid it around the head. It was slick with pre-cum and tasted wonderful. I took it deep, sucked, stroked, licked his balls and sucked some more. After a while he began to make noises like he was close, so I encouraged him. “Go ahead, let it come. Don’t hold back. I like it”, and lay the head on my tongue again. I flexed my lips behind the head while sucking in little slurps and jerked at the same time. He moaned and I felt the juice flood into my mouth. His jizz tasted ok, it wasn’t at all vile, and so I sucked and sucked and swallowed a couple of times. I let him get soft, sucking gently on the head until he was still.
To finish me, I put a towel down and stroked myself while he watched, silent until I came in a great gush. We lay there for a while watching the porn and ended up jacking off together onto the towel again.
One thing I remember was squatting on his ass as he laid face down, my hard cock dripping on the small of his back, and I thought how easy it would be to fuck a man or to have a man fuck me. I was passing my fingers up and down his back as we watched the porn. I remember he said at that moment, ‘That feels so good, you can do that all night’.
All that’s really left to me now is my own cock. I’ve tasted my own cum more than once. In fact, at the age of 17 or 18 I used to be able to suck myself off. I could swing my feet over my head, brace them on the wall, and then sort of ‘walk’ down until I could get my mouth onto the tip. I remember the first time I ever tried it. I had just achieved that goal – I was pleased and amazed. I retained that position, licked and waited a few minutes, and when I strained again to push my hips down and my neck forward, I was pleasantly rewarded with the feeling of my cock-head being engulfed completely by my lips. I had a great sucking grip on my own cock and it felt like heaven. I sucked hard, worked harder and felt my mouth slide down the shaft until I had a good three inches of my cock in my mouth. I kept at it, in ecstasy, working myself up and then over the edge, and I made a decision and I braved the unknown as my cock pulsed and emptied lump after lump of chunky sperm and jizz into my mouth. I swallowed it all, amazed at the wonder of the action and at my own heroics in getting there.
I can’t reach my cock with my mouth any more, but I still come in my mouth sometimes. I want to suck cock so bad. I watch the porn on squirt.org and I look at the profiles and I’m approached regularly by people who would love to be with me. But I just can’t I made a promise and I intend to keep it. So, I get worked up and go upstairs to the bedroom.
I wear a ball stretcher, a cock ring and spend a lot of time stroking. Sometimes for hours. I like to ‘edge’. In the shower, I can actually leak a handful of jizz without climaxing. I’ll do these three or four times and use the handful as lubricant.
In the room, I’ll setup a video camera so I can re-live the moment. It’s on a rail of the bed post and looks down, the view is right down the line of my cock and onto my face. The viewfinder is turned around so I can watch this self-made porn as it happens. It’s very cool. I get my legs up, over my head onto the wall and position myself so that my cock is aimed at my face. Then, I watch the action on the video screen and edge myself until the pre-cum is dripping on my face.
When I decide to cum, I work myself over the edge and then just look at the tip of my cock. I’ve said before I squirt a huge load, but this is the best vantage point. The water flows first, a huge rush of jizz that streams down over my mouth, face, eyes and everywhere. Then a big line of lumps issues from the head, stringing out and down to my open mouth. I can taste the cum sliding down my tongue. More jets of jizz stream out, more lumps of sperm and again a jet of hot jizz, until the pulsing stops and my face is covered with my own cum.
I can look at these videos over and over and imagine that I’m sucking off some big juicy cock, but that just can’t happen.
