today i spent a full hour searching the kitchen for a follows coffe cup i stole at fellows coffee five years ago on my holiday in san francisco. after drinking my morning coffee out of it for the past five years, i couldn't believe it suddenly disappeared. even worth: i could not think about drinking my morning coffe - not having this cup. i cannot draw a clear divide between where the objective world ends and I begin. a couple of weeks ago i bought a new bikini for the holidays. thinking back now i could not believe that i left the old one in the bathtub at the first hotel. i really start mistaking the IT for the I. in the end the cup turned up sitting next to my roommates bed. but i am still not over the bikini ... j