Life has been super crazy hectic lately, seems like I have no free time. Last week, I needed some "me time"....okay, more like I needed some "me alone with the toys time"! So after work, I went home, had a drink while I relaxed in the hot tub. I then deep cleaned and took a hot shower afterwards. I had already setup the fuckmachine, so I got the lube and poppers and set them next to the machine. I turned down the lights and lit some candles to set the mood. My main goal was to try the new Beefcake and Atlas toys. So I set them out along with the Cockmaker.
I put the Cockmaker on the machine first. Even with his girthy thickness, he is great to help me open up. I fucked myself with him for about 20 minutes and was enjoying every minute of it. I finally decided I would try Beefcake next. He is a little bit thicker, but he has a smaller head which flares out beneath the head.
I lubed him up and lined him up with my hole. He easily slid into me, the head is that much smaller. But right after the head, I felt the resistance of the thickness trying to slide into my hole. I worked it for about an hour, I did get a little bit more inside me, but that super thick middle was being a problem. I needed a break, so I turned the porn off and turned on a movie. While I watched the movie, I kept the head of Beekcake inside me. Every once in a while, I would apply more lube and then turn the machine on and try to open up more. The machine will push it inside me, but when it gets enough resistance (which doesn't take much) it will stop moving the machine. It will just hold it there, pushing. I will push down on and hold it there for about 30 seconds. I will then release and usually feel it slide in a little bit more. But as much as I tried and worked on going further, it seemed like my hole wouldn't open up anymore.
So when the movie ended, I switched back to the Cockmaker and let it fuck me like crazy. After a few minutes, I started switching around to the different fuck patterns. I think there are 8 of the patterns and the first one is okay. It starts off really fast but it varies the speed occasionally. The 2nd pattern is a really fast pounding. I cannot take that one for very long and it has to be with a very comfortable dildo. Normally, I immediately jump from #1 to #3. Somewhere between #3 and #6, there are 2 really nice patterns with various speeds. One is a bit faster than the other, so depending on my mood, I will usually pick one of them. This time I picked the faster one and let the machine fuck me. Both of those patterns start off slow and gentle. They pick up speed slowly, nothing rough. And then they will suddenly switch gears and start pounding hard and fast. And then it will stop, and then slowly start back up, repeating the pattern over and over. I was really enjoying getting this. Slow and gentle, getting pounded hard, slow and gentle, another hard pounding. After about 10 minutes, I had to stop. I was really worked up, breathing fast and needing a break.
I got up and had a glass of water. I sat back down and took the Cockmaker off the machine. I cleaned him up and started to put him away. I then took the Beefcake and was going to clean him up. But as I was looking at him, I decided to try it again. So I put him on the machine and lubed him up. I got into place and turned the machine on. I felt his head slide into me. I loved how he felt going inside me and how quickly he was filling me up. This time, when he would go no further, I applied more lube, and pushed down hard. I felt more of him slide into me. I would pull off, take a hit of poppers and push down hard again. After about 5 times of this, I thought I had most of him inside me. I reached down and felt him and was disappointed that I had only got about 2 more inches in me. I kept trying this method of making sure there is plenty of lube, poppers, push down as hard as I could. Finally, I felt my hole stretch open more and then as I got more inside of me, he started getting narrower. Of course the problem then was getting the second hole stretched enough to take him. I worked on that, pulling off of him, lubing him up, poppers, pushing down on him (I didn't have to do it as hard anymore) and then stretching the 2nd ring. I kept this up for as long as I could, but damn it was so thick! I finally went all the way down it until the thickest part was stretching me out. I held it there for about 30 seconds (if I could last that long) and then pulled off. I would then go right back to that spot, hold it again and then pull off. I kept it up for a while but it was too much. I had to stop. So I took Beefcake off the machine, cleaned it up and put it away for the next time, which happens to be tonight! Happy fucking!
I put the Cockmaker on the machine first. Even with his girthy thickness, he is great to help me open up. I fucked myself with him for about 20 minutes and was enjoying every minute of it. I finally decided I would try Beefcake next. He is a little bit thicker, but he has a smaller head which flares out beneath the head.
I lubed him up and lined him up with my hole. He easily slid into me, the head is that much smaller. But right after the head, I felt the resistance of the thickness trying to slide into my hole. I worked it for about an hour, I did get a little bit more inside me, but that super thick middle was being a problem. I needed a break, so I turned the porn off and turned on a movie. While I watched the movie, I kept the head of Beekcake inside me. Every once in a while, I would apply more lube and then turn the machine on and try to open up more. The machine will push it inside me, but when it gets enough resistance (which doesn't take much) it will stop moving the machine. It will just hold it there, pushing. I will push down on and hold it there for about 30 seconds. I will then release and usually feel it slide in a little bit more. But as much as I tried and worked on going further, it seemed like my hole wouldn't open up anymore.
So when the movie ended, I switched back to the Cockmaker and let it fuck me like crazy. After a few minutes, I started switching around to the different fuck patterns. I think there are 8 of the patterns and the first one is okay. It starts off really fast but it varies the speed occasionally. The 2nd pattern is a really fast pounding. I cannot take that one for very long and it has to be with a very comfortable dildo. Normally, I immediately jump from #1 to #3. Somewhere between #3 and #6, there are 2 really nice patterns with various speeds. One is a bit faster than the other, so depending on my mood, I will usually pick one of them. This time I picked the faster one and let the machine fuck me. Both of those patterns start off slow and gentle. They pick up speed slowly, nothing rough. And then they will suddenly switch gears and start pounding hard and fast. And then it will stop, and then slowly start back up, repeating the pattern over and over. I was really enjoying getting this. Slow and gentle, getting pounded hard, slow and gentle, another hard pounding. After about 10 minutes, I had to stop. I was really worked up, breathing fast and needing a break.
I got up and had a glass of water. I sat back down and took the Cockmaker off the machine. I cleaned him up and started to put him away. I then took the Beefcake and was going to clean him up. But as I was looking at him, I decided to try it again. So I put him on the machine and lubed him up. I got into place and turned the machine on. I felt his head slide into me. I loved how he felt going inside me and how quickly he was filling me up. This time, when he would go no further, I applied more lube, and pushed down hard. I felt more of him slide into me. I would pull off, take a hit of poppers and push down hard again. After about 5 times of this, I thought I had most of him inside me. I reached down and felt him and was disappointed that I had only got about 2 more inches in me. I kept trying this method of making sure there is plenty of lube, poppers, push down as hard as I could. Finally, I felt my hole stretch open more and then as I got more inside of me, he started getting narrower. Of course the problem then was getting the second hole stretched enough to take him. I worked on that, pulling off of him, lubing him up, poppers, pushing down on him (I didn't have to do it as hard anymore) and then stretching the 2nd ring. I kept this up for as long as I could, but damn it was so thick! I finally went all the way down it until the thickest part was stretching me out. I held it there for about 30 seconds (if I could last that long) and then pulled off. I would then go right back to that spot, hold it again and then pull off. I kept it up for a while but it was too much. I had to stop. So I took Beefcake off the machine, cleaned it up and put it away for the next time, which happens to be tonight! Happy fucking!
