Things have been going ok around the house. I guess since I put it out there that we would be better off if we went our seperate ways, he's been a "new man" so to speak. He's been very nice to me. But, the damage is done. I'm getting out. Therapist said to make the move when I am ready, not when I think she wants me to do it. The only solution to this relationship is for it to end.
I've been working on getting myself back together. I've been working hard at changing my outlook on life and behaviors in it. I didn't like the way my life was heading and I am making strides to change it. Getting out of this relationship will be a start, but that's just the tip of the iceberg. There are so many bad habits I've picked up along the way that need to be eliminated.
Each person is awesome in his/her own way. It's not right for any person to try and tear down another. I used to be guilty of that, but now know that I was wrong. I tried so hard to behave, but I just was too far out there. Now that I'm "back", I've got a lot of work to do.
Another blogger was talking about how his life feels stagnant. I know that pain. This relationship killed me. It'll be better to be alone than to jump into a relationship just to not be alone. I'm working part time for my friend in a gestapo..*ahem* computer store. What a pointless existence that is. I could be doing so much better. Of course, I pick the time when the economy is bad to try and change my life. LOL. Figures.
I've been working on getting myself back together. I've been working hard at changing my outlook on life and behaviors in it. I didn't like the way my life was heading and I am making strides to change it. Getting out of this relationship will be a start, but that's just the tip of the iceberg. There are so many bad habits I've picked up along the way that need to be eliminated.
Each person is awesome in his/her own way. It's not right for any person to try and tear down another. I used to be guilty of that, but now know that I was wrong. I tried so hard to behave, but I just was too far out there. Now that I'm "back", I've got a lot of work to do.
Another blogger was talking about how his life feels stagnant. I know that pain. This relationship killed me. It'll be better to be alone than to jump into a relationship just to not be alone. I'm working part time for my friend in a gestapo..*ahem* computer store. What a pointless existence that is. I could be doing so much better. Of course, I pick the time when the economy is bad to try and change my life. LOL. Figures.
