I haven't been having sex lately. I haven't set the gloryhole up in a long time. The few offers I have had, I blow them off. My mood has been down, I haven't been feeling like putting much effort into anything sexual. My sex life right now is 3 or 4 times a week, I will watch porn and jackoff before I fall asleep.
I've been super stressed out lately. My job has been the biggest problem. There has been many issues at work. My boss being the biggest problem and the cause of most of the other issues. He is very rude, and almost every (yelp, facebook or google) review we have received lately has been negative and they each mention how rude he is. Then within the last month, we have had 2 major catastrophes at work and he just doesn't seem to care. I am not sure how much longer the place can stay open.
And then within the last few weeks, my 97 year old grandfather has fallen twice. Both times he was sent to the hospital. The first time, they sent him home to the assisted living care center. But the next time, they sent him directly to a nursing home. I talked to him after the first fall. He was having a hard time putting his thoughts into words. It was obvious that his brain did suffer from the fall. He was worried about my grandmother and who was going to take care of her.
I know he is getting great care right now, but it is obvious that the end is coming very quickly. Needless to say, I have been super stressed out lately.
I do see a relief to one problem though, I got a job offer the other day. We do a lot of business with a local bigger and busier company. The owner of that company called me and offered me a job. The good news is that it is almost double what I make now. The problem I see is that the job is a bit out of my league, but I do think it is something I can do (or at least attempt to do). We will see, next week I start working for him a few days a week to see if I like the job.
I've been super stressed out lately. My job has been the biggest problem. There has been many issues at work. My boss being the biggest problem and the cause of most of the other issues. He is very rude, and almost every (yelp, facebook or google) review we have received lately has been negative and they each mention how rude he is. Then within the last month, we have had 2 major catastrophes at work and he just doesn't seem to care. I am not sure how much longer the place can stay open.
And then within the last few weeks, my 97 year old grandfather has fallen twice. Both times he was sent to the hospital. The first time, they sent him home to the assisted living care center. But the next time, they sent him directly to a nursing home. I talked to him after the first fall. He was having a hard time putting his thoughts into words. It was obvious that his brain did suffer from the fall. He was worried about my grandmother and who was going to take care of her.
I know he is getting great care right now, but it is obvious that the end is coming very quickly. Needless to say, I have been super stressed out lately.
I do see a relief to one problem though, I got a job offer the other day. We do a lot of business with a local bigger and busier company. The owner of that company called me and offered me a job. The good news is that it is almost double what I make now. The problem I see is that the job is a bit out of my league, but I do think it is something I can do (or at least attempt to do). We will see, next week I start working for him a few days a week to see if I like the job.
