advise

I don't really know where to start or if this is even the right place to post this but here goes... I have been completely celebate for 5 years now and have never really been interested in traditional gay sex, I never felt like a bottom,vers or top and have recently become comfortable that I am...

I need some advise. My boyfriend and I have talked about opening our relationship to find not necessarily a whole harem of guys (hot but not what we want) but more like a FWB or 2. We have discussed this quite a bit but he always ends up backing out of it. We are very much so in love but our...