i've kinda done it before.. to a friend.. a guy i really admired.. he was in a relationship with a woman.. i always joked around with it though i never made my sexuality something to feel shameful about nor did i push his buttons to where he reached his limits.. i used to joke about it and made it all very light and flirty because truth is, i never thought he'd say yes.. it was all in good fun and then we became friends, kinda chatted from time to time a little more often.. i think it was because of us at least having an unspoken bond and an understanding of what the deal was.. eventually i met his girlfriend, i introduced myself, she was a beautiful girl and just the same, said bye and never made a big deal out of it.. they broke up later and i offered my friendship and honestly, i did have intentions of going in for the kill though he had the wrong idea because he thought that i wanted him to give ME a blowjob and he refused.. it was no biggie, it kinda hurt me though because to me, it wasn't perverted at all what i was trying to do it was just me trying to show my respect or admiration for him... i found him to be a man.. unlike other guys who would just hold up crosses at the sight of another naked man.. i dunno, it was a matter of respect as far as i was concerned.. i wanted to get him off, i wanted to make him feel good.. never went through.. i developed feelings for him later so i stopped talking to him because i never wanted to cross the line and last i heard, he's been jokingly playing the role of gay and his relationship broke up for good.. i haven't returned or offered to be his friend or anything else anymore.. i like to think that perhaps even if just for a second, i helped him understand that there is a different kind of bond that can exist between a man and another man that differs from the bond of man and a woman or a man with family or friends.