Brian The Alpha (MMF, Bi Awakening, Cuckold Fetish Discovery)

Nalyd4Slave

Superior Member
Joined
Aug 26, 2023
Posts
973
Media
0
Likes
7,026
Points
288
Sexuality
100% Gay, 0% Straight
Gender
Male
This story has some bi themes but in terms of the dynamic between the two men it's more about the effect a physically unattainable straight stud has on another. There are erotic moments of sorts shared between the two men, but their orientations are not compatible. If you don't mind a male-male dynamic that's not coital, but where there's still erotic tension and plenty of fantasy involved, proceed :p. Needless to say, characters are over 18.

Prologue:

Hey, my name's Jake. I'm a pretty new student at UBC (University of British Columbia) and Goddamn has it been a wild few weeks. I guess I'll chill again eventually, but right now I'm a completely fucked up, can't sleep, anxious mess... but most important, I've never been so horny. I can only guess this is just the feeling of one's world opening up incredibly fast from the arrow-straight small town Christian kid they recently thought they were.

But first, the context.

I used to be a bigger fish in a smaller pond. I'm only 20 and my hair's starting to thin already but it used to be pretty long and get compliments... I was sort of cute - you know, for a dude. When I met my wife, the pretty natural blonde (but sheltered, as was I) Dani in our small high school, I swear to God I was a type. We're still only super-young but already been married almost a couple of years. Why did we marry in our late teens? Mostly God. Also her folks kind of suck. Mine are likewise no picnic. Looking back I guess we both represented a mutual escape.

Now we're both at a Uni of over 70,000 enrollees... The playing field definitely changed immediately. Dani's going to get looks if not ogled wherever she goes, but then there's me. The first night I stood in front of our student apartment's bathroom mirror with no shirt on, all 5'9" of me, skinny but no abs, twig arms, I realized pretty quickly that I was just another dude here. I didn't know what I was expecting. A major university... big confident jocks, handsome dudes from serious money, even model-looking guys can sometimes be found studying the most boring shit imaginable around here.

However, good looking as some of the dudes here are, none of them have changed the lives of Dani and I quite like just one.

Chapter 1:

The night I met Brian I'd decided to check out the campus gym closest to us pretty soon after the first fall semester began. It's Friday night of the first week. I could tell my OK but pretty modest social fortunes were unlikely to ever change, but for Dani, her wholesome beauty and light but magnetic bubbliness had already seen her absorbed into a larger popular girl-group around our same ages, much bigger than she'd ever had back home... a few of them (and a whole lot of wine) were gathered at our apartment tonight. I didn't feel like being the only guy, so thought I might as well start finally working out.

A flash of my student ID and I was in. Typical gym, dark, hard floors, but pretty big. Everywhere are countless machines and such I don't recognize. Not a lot of people tonight. I guess Friday night workouts are for the disciplined or unsociable. I slowly walk to the middle of the place. Maybe I should start with some cardio. I at least know how to do that.

'Hey bro, need some help?' I hear approaching from behind. Huh? Was I really standing around for so long that I looked lost?

Already sensing some atypical amount of presence, I look leftward to the voice's direction... then up. Holy shit. Two huge trunks of arm hang exposed in a clinging black tank. His shorts are gratuitous, but with legs that long and built I'd probably wear shorts that tiny too. They sure didn't make dudes like this back home. He's completely towering me and is twice as wide, yet he's also unmistakably young, with a totally unlined, shaved face, stylized mop-top and eyes of light blue.

'Hey,' I barely manage to say without too much pause. 'I'm a new student. I've actually never worked out.'

'Good for you, bro. I'm Brian,' he smiles, sticking out a hand. I shake it. As I do... holy shit, it's twice as big as mine.

'Jake,' I reply, now focused on not over-noticing his general size. 'I guess I could use a little help just to get started.'

'Should we just start you off with some easy curls?'

1757069612604.jpeg


'Come on,' he beckons, walking ahead. I see the long dumbbell rack against the farthest wall from here. He's not walking fast, but he seems to be getting there a whole lot quicker. Way bigger strides. I speed up a little to not fall behind.

I'm starting to feel a little uneasy. I can't say why. He'd undoubtedly be popular, but he seems pretty chill, no bully vibes at all. I already do feel tiny around him though, but I guess everybody does as least at first. I take a deep breath.

'You a personal trainer or something?' I ask him.

'Not in an official capacity,' he smiles. His voice is naturally surfer-like; no worries in the world. 'But they're harder to find at night and I know what I'm doing. Sit down on this bench here.'

I sit as he surveys the rack for a second, pointing to a weight. 'Think we should start you off with the 15 pounds.'

'Pfft, give me the 25. 15 looks tiny.'

'Trust me bro, start consistent at a lower weight and you'll start needing heavier real soon.'

1757069551056.jpeg


Brian places the 15 lbs weight on the lightly-cushioned black bench just beside me. He walks farther right a good deal more and takes down the 65 pound weight. Holy shit... he's about to outperform me by literally 50 pounds. My unease further spreads. Unsurprising, yet somehow unexpected in its degree. Damn it, snap out of it, Jakey.

'I'm not showing you up with this. It's just, don't look but there's a really hot girl not so subtly staring at us, 3 o'clock,' he laughs quietly as he sits beside me.

Ha. I really bet there's an 'us' in this scenario. I can't say I'm surprised. If virtual harems really exist, this guy probably has one. I steal a glimpse at the girl in question. She's standing at a short distance doing lunges. Anything to look like that spot in full view of Brian is particularly needed. Long straight brown hair tied back, tight dark blue fit, very nice breasts. Insanely hot. Even hotter than the high school queen of my year... honestly up there with my wife.

He successfully guides me through a basic type of curl. Elbow resting against hip, arm turned out around 45 degrees, reps until tired. We eventually lift in perfect unison for a while. He easily 'keeps up' with me even using that three times as large dumbbell. My biceps are still clearly in utero; his shift like crazy with each of his curls, giving the girl quite a show. I force myself not to stare. I've never seen up close what an arm looks like when such a strong guy does them.

'OK bro, you all good now?' Brian asks after a few minutes, standing up and putting our weights back after I've given up. He looks even more towering from this position as I at first remain seated.

'For now. Thanks for your help,' I reply, quickly being overtaken by a burning question. 'Hey, how tall are you bro?'

'That's all good. I'm 6 foot 7 bro,' he smirks. 'Or 2 meters.'

'Jeez. Do you do well on dating apps?' I ask, already answering 'duh' to myself in advance.

'Don't use 'em,' he smiles, shaking his head. 'I kind of do alright the old fashioned way. What about you?'

Ha, I guess if you'd never go unnoticed offline, old-fashioned dating is a realistic luxury. 'I'm married,' I answer, also reminding my own brain that I met Dani offline. I guess he hadn't noticed the ring.

'At our age?' he asks, a little shocked.

'Yeah. My wife's great, I'm lucky to have found her, very early-on.'

'Good for you bro. Not a lot of dudes our age are ready to give up the single life just yet,' he says, his face betraying a slight look that says 'couldn't be me.' I can't say I blame him. Guys like this in such demand must often settle down way, way later.

'Well, I don't think I'm ever gonna get a better deal. Speaking of approaching, are you gonna talk to that girl over there?'

'Uh, I was kind of on the fence, but she actually seems a little desperate,' he lowers his voice to barely more than a whisper. 'And I'm more into blondes. Gotta go bro, I'll see you 'round maybe. I'm in here quite a bit.'

He strolls off, looking like he crossed the whole gym in five seconds tops. I don't know if he fully grasped the implication of what he said. He's casually shutting down the possibility of hitting that? A girl that fit? Over a mere hair preference? If such a girl looked at me that way it would be all go... Wait, what do you care who other guys can pull? You're married, Jakey, married. To a total 10. Has fifteen minutes spent with Brian completely scrambled your brain? Wait, I just meant what I'd do if I were available. And if I were him...

I do a little stationary bike and arrive back at our apartment a while later, a bit after eleven. It's pretty small, but it's been recarpeted not that long ago (a soft grey, dull but nice on the feet) and the furniture's decent. I unlock the red-painted slab that's the door in the third floor hallway and walk in. Dani and the three other girls have crammed themselves on the maroon three-seater. No problem, they're all small enough to cram an extra person. One empty wine bottle sits on the coffee table in front of them, one full bottle and a bit to go. They're all in short skirts or shorts, eight legs and forty painted toes all on show. A nice sight.

'Hey baby,' Dani says. The rest all follow with either 'Hey Jake' or 'Hey' in polite unison before resuming looking at their phones. Whatever they're engrossed in, I'm no distraction.

'I'll just be in the shower babe,' I quietly announce, walking over to our small bathroom. No response.

I turn on the water and strip off, looking at my oh so normie reflection in the long mirror again just while the water heats, as if only one short session at the gym could've meaningfully changed my appearance. I think I'm motivated now though. I should keep going. I have to admit, looking around this campus - God, at Brian - it's time to try and max myself as much as I can. I turn away from the fogging mirror and position myself under the water.

After Dani's friends had been picked up and we were once more alone in the house, I was rearing to go. Those post-workout endorphins people talk about are no joke.

'Sorry, I've got like no energy left tonight,' Dani responds apologetically to my advances, pecking me on the cheek. 'Off to bed hun.'

I mean, fine, I guess. She's just spent hours yapping and knocking back glasses of red. I wouldn't be in much of a mood either, although she doesn't seem THAT tired as she disappears into our bedroom, her body swaying nicely in her red booty-shorts.

Once alone in the living room I search up my usual Asian-White girl on girl category for 'emergencies' such as this and raise my hips off the couch just enough to slowly pull my dark blue sweatpants' waistband down. I'm already hard, and as I keep pulling them past my trimmed bush, my cock emerges with a spring. I know my cock's not that big. That's probably how it gets hard so fast. It easily fits in the grasp of one of my hands, not a quarter-inch to spare. I've never measured, but it's another lucky reason I've locked someone down before too many comparisons with other dudes could be made.

While slowly pumping my cock, eyes on the hot ladies eating each other out on my phone-screen, the imposing spectre of Brian invades my thoughts. I've never seen someone that large in the flesh, at least someone all-muscle. Imagine living like that. Sheer physical dominance...

I shoot a pretty good load into the toilet within five and wash my hands before sneaking very slowly into my room.

I'd have guessed Dani would be asleep by now on account of 'no energy,' but I could've sworn I saw light from her phone suddenly turn off under the covers when one of my sneaking footsteps entering the room made the wall loudly creak.

Despite the nut, it takes me a little while to fall asleep.
 
Chapter 2:

'Morning babe,' Dani says from the edge of the bed the following late morning as I stir awake. Looks like she's getting ready to meet her friends for brunch or something.

'Hey,' I croak. 'Honey, what were you doing on your phone when I came to bed last night?'

'Nothing, just had to send off a class-related email I forgot about. Why?'

'If you weren't actually asleep I was really horny after my workout, that's all. No biggie.'

'Aw,' she smiles agreeably, leaning over and pecking me on the cheek again like last night. 'I'll make it up to you, promise.'

She exits our bedroom door and, in a few more seconds, the apartment.

I hadn't meant for that to sound too much like interrogation. Something's a little different from her usual energy though. Her answer felt a little cagy. Our sex life had been slowing down gradually for ages, like I'm sure eventually with all married couples, but it's like I've had a bit of even extra trouble grabbing her interest. I was hoping moving here, a new intriguing chapter ahead of us, would reignite something. Oh well, it's only been a week I guess... I sure am sick of not getting laid though.

It's Saturday, my schedule is totally free. I figure I'll stay in bed for a little while longer. Maybe I'll hit the gym again tonight... Getting more ripped could stir Dani's interest again. Oh, but that'll take months if not longer and that's best case scenario motivation-wise.

I wonder if Dani's checking out dudes around campus. I trust her and all, but shit. I wonder if she's seen Brian. Probably. He's pretty hard to miss. I'm not even gay and even I felt slightly affected by his sheer presence. That girl in the gym last night was stretching right in his line of sight for no discernable reason other than wanting him to notice and, I guess, fuck her.

God, no matter how much I grow in the gym, I already know I'll never command that sort of attention. I can only imagine how simple sex is for him to find. I'm fucking married and can't seem to get none.

Some sort of chemical starts to flood through my body again suddenly. That same unease I felt last night beholding him in person. Common sense tells me I should worry about running my own race, and probably not do what I'm about to - compare. I can't stop myself. With the scant information of 'Brian UBC' to tap into the search bar, it's not too long until a post referencing him leads me to his account.

OK, so Brian Wall is his full name... Oh no. Beholding him in person and only surmising things was crazy enough. Now I see that he, a mere Uni student, has amassed almost 500k followers. Some of these comments are beyond polite levels of thirsty. Never seen this many blown minds from a non-celeb account... and all he has to do is work out a lot and show up, basically... His socials don't do him full justice (I guess lucky me to have seen him 'live'), but he struts as gratuitously in his posts as he did in the gym last night. He's allergic to shorts that reach his knees, he dunks with minimal effort, he makes a point to casually touch ceilings unreachable to most, and 6'7", 250lbs is plastered all over his reels.
24.jpg
1757658237204.png


I don't know why this all feels so new to me. It's common knowledge that tall and muscular is what to aspire to as a man... I just don't think I've ever seen it laid out this neatly.

Besides the thirst, the odd comment even comes from dudes tragically unable to shut up expressing their physical envy... Am I like those guys low key? Jesus, why? The biggest advantage to looking as good as possible is finding a hot mate, and even being like a 6 at best, I have Dani even if we're going through a dry spell.

Speaking of, I bet Brian gets more than pecks on the cheek. I bet he's got a full-on rotation going that can't get enough of him. I very rarely watch porn, and never non-lesbian porn, but my mind wanders to that particular size dynamic where huge, athletic jocks fuck uber-petite girls. Gods, that's gotta be the experience all these hot Uni chicks want. Looking at Brian's videos, every cocky-yet-nonchalant flex, I bet he's had so much pussy to practice on he's a certified God in the sack by now.

Wait a minute... Oh my God. I suddenly realize I don't know if my arrow-straight stump of a dick has ever felt this hard before, but the way it's bricked and throbbing at the thought of Brian inside beautiful women feels so wrong, yet somehow right. I'm flushed with anxiety, but my cock feels like its every nerve is awakened, like a sweet fire. I won't be able to process any of this until I nut. I kick the blankets off me and practically jog to the bathroom.

My cockhead leaking and wet like never before after I yank my boxer-briefs down, I try to let my mind wander wherever it chooses. Might as well be honest with myself... A scenario comes to mind: Brian, pretty much as tall and wide as whatever doorframe he's entering, practically bursting out of one of those absurd, narcissistic tank tops, knocks with that massive fist on the door of some stunner's room, who greets him with a playful, devilish smile, helps him take off his shirt and pulls him towards a nearby couch to start making out, her hand finding the inside of his shorts. Oh fuck... that'll do it. Just a few quick pumps of my dick and I explode, spurt after spurt. I lose count...

Gods, I shouldn't have done that. Brian's the man, yes, but... he's a fucking man! I don't do that. I mean, I'm a Christian. God, I'm married!

... But the clearest part post-nut was that it felt so damn good.

I have to be honest and admit this isn't the first time I've somewhat felt this way. Last year I caught up with an old friend I hadn't seen in years. A guy who emigrated from Serbia as a boy. Shot up in a huge way since I last saw him. Delighted in reminiscing on how shy he was upon first moving to Canada, contrasted with now where he's been the talk of many a girl squad (at a different university) thanks to his huge dick.

His words now come back to me clear as a bell: 'I broke up with one girl and her best friend who I'd barely even spoken to DM'ed me the next day.' Of course he gave her 'the biggest she'd ever had,' the cocky shit.

I played it cool, but I was hit with some of those precise envious sensations I am now thinking about Brian. I was too shy to ask if I could see it. Maybe if I were less introverted it wouldn't have seemed weird, but he would've known it was out of my character. Part of me desperately wanted to though. I felt low key sick for a solid few days afterwards. Eventually the feeling faded and I aimed to push that first bicurious urge down as deep as possible.

I fight the urge to go to the gym after all. All day. If I shut down the possibility of seeing him precisely now, I'm sure I can soon move on from the dangerous, foreign experience of jacking off to the thought of a man as the primary object. I could just focus on Dani again, no probs, and there are other gyms on campus...

I tell myself I'm only spending most of the afternoon scrolling through his Instagram to try and get him out of my system, but I can't stop, and I'm not getting bored. My orgasm before was the most intense I've ever had, and never experiencing that level of arousal again is suddenly every bit as terrifying to me as these dangerous new urges. In the end my smaller head wins out.

After an incredibly distracted dinner with Dani, I'm biking back to the gym a while earlier than I did last night, hoping he won't be almost ready to leave when I arrive. I can't believe how quickly this feeling is advancing, and I feel powerless. I'm not under any illusion that anything physical will happen between us, but for now my general fascination with the giant himself is silencing that voice.

-

It's a little more populated tonight on account of coming in earlier.

'Damn, don't you have any parties to go to?' I joke after heading to the dumbbell rack once I see the hard-to-miss Brian there. I'm really out of my element trying to talk to popular guys. I'd had that little ice-breaker prepped for when I did see him.

1757658761716.png


His sheer size is just as scarcely believable to the eye as it was last night. This time he's also panting slightly and covered by a layer of sweat that defines his every muscle, especially under these fluorescent gym lights. He's in long light grey sweats tonight, his long built legs covered, but he's also in a tight blue wifebeater this time, the middle of his strong chest exposed. His arms though... fuck. He humiliates me with his mere presence.

'Oh, hey. Jake wasn't it?' he smiles, offering his massive hand for a slap-shake. I can't help but notice even his abs are clearly visible through the thin fabric.

'Yeah,' I say, standing there finding myself as unprepared as I was when I first met him last night. I'm now linking his sweaty, panting appearance to what his state's probably like after a nice rough fuck session, which isn't helping.

'Caught the bug, huh?' he asks.

'Guess so. Uh, what did you get up to last night after you left the gym? You looked like you were on a mission there.'

'I had a date, shall we say,' he smirks cockily. 'And then I had another.'

Eek. The way he said that... It's no surprise he had a girl last night, but the pull to score twice in a night, without apps no less... I wonder if many girls let him hit raw; cum right inside. They must get so wet for him.

A semi-whispered 'fuck' slips out of me before I catch myself. I can only pray he didn't read into it. I should run, right now. Yesterday. 'Good for you. My wife and her friends had been drinking so much wine last night she had nothing left for me.'

'That's no good,' he says, pausing a few seconds before speaking again. 'What's her name, anyway?'

'Dani. Wanna see a photo?' I'm not even thinking as I whip out my phone, my mind ablaze with sheer physical envy. Maybe having such a beautiful wife is the only way I can feel somewhat like his equal right now. I find my favourite G-rated photo of Dani in a low-cut purple top, her blonde hair down to about her shoulder blades a little longer than she usually has it, and a big, suggestive smile. If people still printed wallet photos, that would be mine.

'You weren't kidding. Good for you bro,' Brian says nicely, slapping my back lightly. He plays it cool, but I see the tiniest little mouth corner twitch, the tiniest flicker in his blue eyes. Dani is the type of many men, including clearly Brian...

'Mmm, if I had to get married young, at least it's to that, right?' I grin. That was such a power move. Good for me.

'Hey Jake, I've got a question. Helping you last night has kind of made me think of starting up some sort of personal training side-hustle. Do you wanna maybe meet up a couple of times a week? Be my first client?'

Probably a bad idea. 'Yeah, sure.'

'OK, what's your Instagram, bro? I'll add you, shoot you a DM later and we can set up a time.'

'nofakejake13, that's all lower case,' I answer, my speech on autopilot as my mind keeps racing.

'Nice. Uh, give me a few more minutes and I'll show you some more gym stuff right now, if you want.'

'No thanks,' I manage to form as words, fighting every urge in my body in order to force them out.

He looks slightly surprised... did that look like a weird flip-flop on my part? Shit.

'I was just gonna do some cardio for tonight,' I add. 'Don't let me distract your workout, we'll set up a time for later, alright?'

Am I being ridiculous? I know I'll never get to lay a hand on him. The most that will probably happen is he'll get creeped out and distance. I should just try and enjoy time with him for what it will be. Wait a minute, no. What if I out myself (I guess I'm ready to admit after the day I've had I might be bisexual, at least for the right man, not that I've had much time to process that yet) and somehow it gets back to Dani?

'All good bro,' Brian smiles, reassured, I think. 'I'll see you 'round.'

'For sure.'

After about five minutes on the treadmill, my phone vibrates in my pocket. Brian's followed me already. I follow back... Part of me still can't believe a mere Uni gym rat has 500k followers, yet it's also completely unsurprising. He deserves every single one. He's actually a mythical alpha male if ever I saw one.

I force my eyes to stay fixed ahead and down and hike the treadmill speed a tad. No doubt the only way to sleep tonight is to be exhausted...
 
Chapter 2:

'Morning babe,' Dani says from the edge of the bed the following late morning as I stir awake. Looks like she's getting ready to meet her friends for brunch or something.

'Hey,' I croak. 'Honey, what were you doing on your phone when I came to bed last night?'

'Nothing, just had to send off a class-related email I forgot about. Why?'

'If you weren't actually asleep I was really horny after my workout, that's all. No biggie.'

'Aw,' she smiles agreeably, leaning over and pecking me on the cheek again like last night. 'I'll make it up to you, promise.'

She exits our bedroom door and, in a few more seconds, the apartment.

I hadn't meant for that to sound too much like interrogation. Something's a little different from her usual energy though. Her answer felt a little cagy. Our sex life had been slowing down gradually for ages, like I'm sure eventually with all married couples, but it's like I've had a bit of even extra trouble grabbing her interest. I was hoping moving here, a new intriguing chapter ahead of us, would reignite something. Oh well, it's only been a week I guess... I sure am sick of not getting laid though.

It's Saturday, my schedule is totally free. I figure I'll stay in bed for a little while longer. Maybe I'll hit the gym again tonight... Getting more ripped could stir Dani's interest again. Oh, but that'll take months if not longer and that's best case scenario motivation-wise.

I wonder if Dani's checking out dudes around campus. I trust her and all, but shit. I wonder if she's seen Brian. Probably. He's pretty hard to miss. I'm not even gay and even I felt slightly affected by his sheer presence. That girl in the gym last night was stretching right in his line of sight for no discernable reason other than wanting him to notice and, I guess, fuck her.

God, no matter how much I grow in the gym, I already know I'll never command that sort of attention. I can only imagine how simple sex is for him to find. I'm fucking married and can't seem to get none.

Some sort of chemical starts to flood through my body again suddenly. That same unease I felt last night beholding him in person. Common sense tells me I should worry about running my own race, and probably not do what I'm about to - compare. I can't stop myself. With the scant information of 'Brian UBC' to tap into the search bar, it's not too long until a post referencing him leads me to his account.

OK, so Brian Wall is his full name... Oh no. Beholding him in person and only surmising things was crazy enough. Now I see that he, a mere Uni student, has amassed almost 500k followers. Some of these comments are beyond polite levels of thirsty. Never seen this many blown minds from a non-celeb account... and all he has to do is work out a lot and show up, basically... His socials don't do him full justice (I guess lucky me to have seen him 'live'), but he struts as gratuitously in his posts as he did in the gym last night. He's allergic to shorts that reach his knees, he dunks with minimal effort, he makes a point to casually touch ceilings unreachable to most, and 6'7", 250lbs is plastered all over his reels.
View attachment 189376431View attachment 189377001

I don't know why this all feels so new to me. It's common knowledge that tall and muscular is what to aspire to as a man... I just don't think I've ever seen it laid out this neatly.

Besides the thirst, the odd comment even comes from dudes tragically unable to shut up expressing their physical envy... Am I like those guys low key? Jesus, why? The biggest advantage to looking as good as possible is finding a hot mate, and even being like a 6 at best, I have Dani even if we're going through a dry spell.

Speaking of, I bet Brian gets more than pecks on the cheek. I bet he's got a full-on rotation going that can't get enough of him. I very rarely watch porn, and never non-lesbian porn, but my mind wanders to that particular size dynamic where huge, athletic jocks fuck uber-petite girls. Gods, that's gotta be the experience all these hot Uni chicks want. Looking at Brian's videos, every cocky-yet-nonchalant flex, I bet he's had so much pussy to practice on he's a certified God in the sack by now.

Wait a minute... Oh my God. I suddenly realize I don't know if my arrow-straight stump of a dick has ever felt this hard before, but the way it's bricked and throbbing at the thought of Brian inside beautiful women feels so wrong, yet somehow right. I'm flushed with anxiety, but my cock feels like its every nerve is awakened, like a sweet fire. I won't be able to process any of this until I nut. I kick the blankets off me and practically jog to the bathroom.

My cockhead leaking and wet like never before after I yank my boxer-briefs down, I try to let my mind wander wherever it chooses. Might as well be honest with myself... A scenario comes to mind: Brian, pretty much as tall and wide as whatever doorframe he's entering, practically bursting out of one of those absurd, narcissistic tank tops, knocks with that massive fist on the door of some stunner's room, who greets him with a playful, devilish smile, helps him take off his shirt and pulls him towards a nearby couch to start making out, her hand finding the inside of his shorts. Oh fuck... that'll do it. Just a few quick pumps of my dick and I explode, spurt after spurt. I lose count...

Gods, I shouldn't have done that. Brian's the man, yes, but... he's a fucking man! I don't do that. I mean, I'm a Christian. God, I'm married!

... But the clearest part post-nut was that it felt so damn good.

I have to be honest and admit this isn't the first time I've somewhat felt this way. Last year I caught up with an old friend I hadn't seen in years. A guy who emigrated from Serbia as a boy. Shot up in a huge way since I last saw him. Delighted in reminiscing on how shy he was upon first moving to Canada, contrasted with now where he's been the talk of many a girl squad (at a different university) thanks to his huge dick.

His words now come back to me clear as a bell: 'I broke up with one girl and her best friend who I'd barely even spoken to DM'ed me the next day.' Of course he gave her 'the biggest she'd ever had,' the cocky shit.

I played it cool, but I was hit with some of those precise envious sensations I am now thinking about Brian. I was too shy to ask if I could see it. Maybe if I were less introverted it wouldn't have seemed weird, but he would've known it was out of my character. Part of me desperately wanted to though. I felt low key sick for a solid few days afterwards. Eventually the feeling faded and I aimed to push that first bicurious urge down as deep as possible.

I fight the urge to go to the gym after all. All day. If I shut down the possibility of seeing him precisely now, I'm sure I can soon move on from the dangerous, foreign experience of jacking off to the thought of a man as the primary object. I could just focus on Dani again, no probs, and there are other gyms on campus...

I tell myself I'm only spending most of the afternoon scrolling through his Instagram to try and get him out of my system, but I can't stop, and I'm not getting bored. My orgasm before was the most intense I've ever had, and never experiencing that level of arousal again is suddenly every bit as terrifying to me as these dangerous new urges. In the end my smaller head wins out.

After an incredibly distracted dinner with Dani, I'm biking back to the gym a while earlier than I did last night, hoping he won't be almost ready to leave when I arrive. I can't believe how quickly this feeling is advancing, and I feel powerless. I'm not under any illusion that anything physical will happen between us, but for now my general fascination with the giant himself is silencing that voice.

-

It's a little more populated tonight on account of coming in earlier.

'Damn, don't you have any parties to go to?' I joke after heading to the dumbbell rack once I see the hard-to-miss Brian there. I'm really out of my element trying to talk to popular guys. I'd had that little ice-breaker prepped for when I did see him.

View attachment 189377461

His sheer size is just as scarcely believable to the eye as it was last night. This time he's also panting slightly and covered by a layer of sweat that defines his every muscle, especially under these fluorescent gym lights. He's in long light grey sweats tonight, his long built legs covered, but he's also in a tight blue wifebeater this time, the middle of his strong chest exposed. His arms though... fuck. He humiliates me with his mere presence.

'Oh, hey. Jake wasn't it?' he smiles, offering his massive hand for a slap-shake. I can't help but notice even his abs are clearly visible through the thin fabric.

'Yeah,' I say, standing there finding myself as unprepared as I was when I first met him last night. I'm now linking his sweaty, panting appearance to what his state's probably like after a nice rough fuck session, which isn't helping.

'Caught the bug, huh?' he asks.

'Guess so. Uh, what did you get up to last night after you left the gym? You looked like you were on a mission there.'

'I had a date, shall we say,' he smirks cockily. 'And then I had another.'

Eek. The way he said that... It's no surprise he had a girl last night, but the pull to score twice in a night, without apps no less... I wonder if many girls let him hit raw; cum right inside. They must get so wet for him.

A semi-whispered 'fuck' slips out of me before I catch myself. I can only pray he didn't read into it. I should run, right now. Yesterday. 'Good for you. My wife and her friends had been drinking so much wine last night she had nothing left for me.'

'That's no good,' he says, pausing a few seconds before speaking again. 'What's her name, anyway?'

'Dani. Wanna see a photo?' I'm not even thinking as I whip out my phone, my mind ablaze with sheer physical envy. Maybe having such a beautiful wife is the only way I can feel somewhat like his equal right now. I find my favourite G-rated photo of Dani in a low-cut purple top, her blonde hair down to about her shoulder blades a little longer than she usually has it, and a big, suggestive smile. If people still printed wallet photos, that would be mine.

'You weren't kidding. Good for you bro,' Brian says nicely, slapping my back lightly. He plays it cool, but I see the tiniest little mouth corner twitch, the tiniest flicker in his blue eyes. Dani is the type of many men, including clearly Brian...

'Mmm, if I had to get married young, at least it's to that, right?' I grin. That was such a power move. Good for me.

'Hey Jake, I've got a question. Helping you last night has kind of made me think of starting up some sort of personal training side-hustle. Do you wanna maybe meet up a couple of times a week? Be my first client?'

Probably a bad idea. 'Yeah, sure.'

'OK, what's your Instagram, bro? I'll add you, shoot you a DM later and we can set up a time.'

'nofakejake13, that's all lower case,' I answer, my speech on autopilot as my mind keeps racing.

'Nice. Uh, give me a few more minutes and I'll show you some more gym stuff right now, if you want.'

'No thanks,' I manage to form as words, fighting every urge in my body in order to force them out.

He looks slightly surprised... did that look like a weird flip-flop on my part? Shit.

'I was just gonna do some cardio for tonight,' I add. 'Don't let me distract your workout, we'll set up a time for later, alright?'

Am I being ridiculous? I know I'll never get to lay a hand on him. The most that will probably happen is he'll get creeped out and distance. I should just try and enjoy time with him for what it will be. Wait a minute, no. What if I out myself (I guess I'm ready to admit after the day I've had I might be bisexual, at least for the right man, not that I've had much time to process that yet) and somehow it gets back to Dani?

'All good bro,' Brian smiles, reassured, I think. 'I'll see you 'round.'

'For sure.'

After about five minutes on the treadmill, my phone vibrates in my pocket. Brian's followed me already. I follow back... Part of me still can't believe a mere Uni gym rat has 500k followers, yet it's also completely unsurprising. He deserves every single one. He's actually a mythical alpha male if ever I saw one.

I force my eyes to stay fixed ahead and down and hike the treadmill speed a tad. No doubt the only way to sleep tonight is to be exhausted...
Nice one! Waiting for next chapter
 
Thanks for the love guys. Next chapter I'll try and hurry up a bit :p.

-

Chapter 3 -

The following Friday, Brian and I had gotten a couple of training sessions in over this week. 'Power sessions,' half an hour max. He's been apologetic on account of the brevity. He never says he's busy, just always that he's got to run really soon. In a way that's wise, because he's all I can think about. Doing actual sex stuff with another man is still a leap to think about at this stage, but at minimum, the urge to touch and worship that tall, Godlike body certainly isn't. I'd just love to get my hands on him, somehow... somewhere. I'd settle for rubbing sunscreen into his massive back. I've been trying mostly in vain to remember I'm married and that up until last week I was perfectly happy. The crazy thing is, Dani and I finally got a decent fuck in last night, which I thought was all I needed to cure me of some of this; what a joke.

Brian chose a great fucking time (amid my wondering where my marriage is at, or even if I'll still have one pretty soon) to offer to take me out for beer after our session, the usual slow, sweet torture of watching him fly through his demonstrations, needing to turn my settings way down from his, then get a bit handsy here and there, correcting my form, every time in sweaty clinging tanks, tiny shorts, or both while I wear jerseys and long sweatpants, covering up at least one reminder how much catching up I have to do to be even half of this guy.

'Hey Jake,' he starts after tonight's session. 'I have a favour to ask. Some guys would be weird about it so you don't have to say yes.'

'Yeah?' I ask, narrowly-avoiding adding 'I'd literally do anything for you.'

'Can you be in one of my videos as my shorter gym bro? I haven't had someone to do this with in a long time.'

Jeez... Yeah, I really need my scorching case of physical envy personified on the screen like that. 'Alright, why not?'

A quick ten-minute shoot by his assistant cameraman follows, including a zoom-out to reveal we're both 6'7" while lifting dumbbells... if I'm standing on a bench. His shit-eating humblebragging expression says it all. Even if it's just his online persona, separate from the decent guy I'm getting to know, I'm letting him totally emasculate me in public online yet whenever he uploads it, it's going to be my new spank material, in case I didn't already wonder if I was completely losing my mind.

1758903719509.png


Before we go for beer, we're finally finishing our workout at the same time tonight which means... gym locker. No big deal, I think as he strolls just ahead of me there. This is nothing you haven't seen on his socials. He shows off all the time on there. Bullshit. As soon as we get in, he peels off that tank. I stare ahead and up at his comically-wide shoulders. I'm out of superlatives... he's just magnificent. People have to know it's no comparison to just seeing him online, and I have the front row seat. I pretend to sit and play on my phone (not at a position mistakable for camera-ready, of course) as he strips out of his black shorts too. Tiny dark gray boxer briefs. Gulp. I steal only a glance, but he's even got a pretty big butt, for a dude. Not really fat of course (not an ounce on him), but that built protrusion some athletes and gym rats can achieve. I never bulge much even bricked, but I raise my knees a little to hide any possible reaction to one of the best sights of my life... At least the showers here have stalls.

'Not hitting the showers?' he looks over his shoulder.

'Yeah, just gonna answer a text from my Mrs. first.'

-

The bar is a pretty low key place, especially for a Friday not far from the campus grounds. Nothing fancy but not bad for a student dive. He's gone quiet since the workout. I didn't think too much about it, but after he ordered and was given our pitcher, both of us now a couple of beers in, he's clearly revving up to say something heavy.

'Jake, before I say anything I just wanna let you know it's all good, alright?' he says.

'What's all good?' Uh-oh. I don't know what he's about to say, but my heart's already sinking in dread.

'Do you know that you eye-bang the absolute shit out of me?' he grins awkwardly, the words a jolt to my heart, and not the good kind.

'Fuck,' I put my head in my hands, bordering tearful, not bothering to deny it. 'I'm so sorry Brian. Do you want me to go? Oh God, please don't tell anyone.'

'Dude, chill,' Brian giggles, raising his Grizzly paws slightly off the bar. 'It's OK, really.'

How the hell and fuck is that OK? Oh, I know, I bet even dudes hit on him plenty. His comment sections alone would get him somewhat used to it. We sit in silence for a bit. He's smart to let me sit and process. I'm glad he's now wearing a sweater and that we're at a pretty similar level at least here, just two bros hunched over a bar. One of those bros isn't usually head over, IDK, workboots for the other one. That makes this somewhat easier. After a solid three or so minutes he's clearly struggling in the silence, starting to tap his fingers on his glass.

'You alright?' he asks.

'Yeah, let's just keep drinking. I'll get this next one,' I say, asking the bartender for a refill of our pitcher, knocking a couple more back pretty fast.

'It's honestly fine,' Brian repeats. 'I'm thinking of you for if you still wanna hang. I have a strong effect on some people, it is what it is.'

'Yeah, about that,' I can't resist saying words (not quite slurring yet, but probably almost) at least a few I may or may not regret tomorrow. 'I feel so invisible around you. The very night I met you in the gym you had pussy on standby. Literally standing right there staring. You think she gave a fuck about me? Dude, you like, exude power.'

'Yeah,' Brian smirks. Even now it may be partly his beer projecting, but his totally earned confidence is never not mind-blowing to me. It's like it's impossible for him to be unjustified in looking boastful.

'And apparently you already had enough better options that you just brushed that 10 off. That blew my mind. It was like, whole 'nother world.'

'Ha. It's a lot of upkeep too bro, but I'm not gonna say it's not good to be me. It's fucking awesome. I wouldn't trade anything I have physically with another guy. Very few dudes could say that.'

I quietly laugh a little at the batshit-craziness of this entire situation.

'It may interest you to know that I've started to develop problems of my own though, so to speak,' he muses, continuing.

'Oh, how so?'

He takes a big gulp of beer. 'I've become a little bit of a freak. I started out typical. Girls started approaching me regularly as soon as I grew and starting lifting, but, uh... after a while I discovered I have a thing for already taken girls.'

My dick starts up again as soon as that last sentence leaves his mouth. Should I think he's an asshole for this? A homewrecker? However he's intending this 'confession,' I just hear yet another flex from atop a mountain of manhood I'll never possibly inhabit. 'Go on.'

'About a year ago it started when I snuck a super-hot girl I didn't really know back to the locker after a morning basketball practice for a solid hour. The sex was crazy. I could just feel how into it she was, you know? I shouldn't have done it, but she asked me to raw-dog, and I did. Sorry, too much?' he asks bashfully.

'No.' Yes. 'Go on.'

'And afterwards while she was dressing, when I asked her what she was doing next, she said she was meeting her boyfriend for lunch. I didn't know, OK? At first I was a little shocked 'cause it was the first time I knew of that had happened to me, but later on I realized it actually hits different, the lines even some really beautiful unavailable women are willing to cross for me. It was like comparing me with her boyfriend made the sex even better for her.'

'Uh, I think I've heard about this. That makes you a bull, right?' The beer's really helping me stay relatively calm, but... I'm honestly ready to just pack my shit and haul ass out of UBC at this point for a total mental reset, even if it's just for a week or two. This dude is so hot that even taken girls want him. He now knows I do too... This general situation will not be consequence-free, I can already tell, but at the same time, whatever this trajectory is it's way too compelling to resist.

'That about sums it up, yeah. I'm a bull, at least sometimes. That's something I've liked to do ever since I learned I'm so apparently qualified for the position.'

'So, what's like the hottest thing that's ever happened to you while playing out this fantasy?'

'Uh, so, not all guys actually stay to watch the deed, right? It's more like I'm a hall pass. And that's hot too... but one guy literally asked me to impregnate his girl as we were in the middle of the deed. He just got real swept up in it all. I guess that's honestly a logical conclusion to this whole thing.'

Yup, it's official. His sexual potency is such that some dudes don't just know and perhaps grudgingly accept that his sperm is in their girl... they actually want it there in replacement of theirs... So fucking sick, so why do I feel like my dick's about to explode?

'D-did she get pregnant?'

'No, all pretend, but the idea that a guy could get so turned on at the thought of like a physically-superior guy with his girl that he'd be willing to float that idea? Fuuuuck, that's like, next level gratifying. I've just lived with the knowledge that I have that kind of potential power for a lot of people. It's insane. It's also kind of a curse though. Especially since that time, vanilla sex just really doesn't cut it as much anymore.'

'Uh, do you still arrange with this couple?' I'm back to that mode where I'm so turned on I barely even realize I'm speaking. How is this idea grabbing me so much?

'Nah, they moved away a few months ago.'

What was that expression he used? Hall pass? Damn... I wish I had one right now, had the space to explore some of these new urges I've been having. I know I'll get over Brian eventually... I don't think it's love if you want to be another guy as much as suck their cock, but just stating facts he is a superior man in some ways, for sure. Dani and Brian - those are the two everyone would assume to be the couple if all three of us hung out together. It's really all this cuck talk that's got my mind racing now though. Dani still turns me on, at least sometimes... nobody's ever turned me on more than Brian. I have the craziest thought, considering the person I was just a fortnight ago... what if the blonde hottie Brian's banging in some of my fantasies is not just some random... but my wife?

'Hey Brian...' I start.

'Yeah?'

'You know how I've been saying that Dani's not really been into me sexually for a long time? Well, it's not my only thought about that going on right now, but part of me thinks she could be missing out on some fun, you know? A lot of athletic guys here at UBC. I think she's bored with me and maybe she should get to explore.'

'You mean... discuss with Dani about a hall pass?' Brian asks me, tipsy but shocked, starting to giggle. 'You know, I think part of me knew it from the start.'

'Knew what?'

'That you were a sheltered kid with some freak to let out,' he grins. 'Let me see a picture of Dani again.'

I get out my phone and show him another picture, this time not the whole goodie bag, but close-ish, Dani in a tiny, see-through red lacy bra and panties, with her model-like shape, taken during our first few months as husband and wife when things were still hot and heavy, by our small-town standards anyway.

'You make a compelling case, Jakey, you really do. She is so my type,' Brian grins, licking his lips slightly. No doubt this is his look when he sets his sights on a girl and probably at least 8 times out of 10 gets a damn-near sure shot. 'I have to get this clear right now - are you saying what I think you're saying here?'

'What do you think I'm saying?' I ask weakly, still distracted by Brian's incredible sex-face.

'That if you discuss an arrangement with your wife, and that she agrees to it and is also into me - a lot of ifs - you would happily let me hit that?' He looks highly intrigued, but serious. Dead-serious.

Sigh. The following thought is at once an irresistible admission and a thought finally crystalizing in real time. I lower my voice to a near-whisper. 'Not only would I let you both, I think I wanna watch. You're both so hot I know it would be fucking electric.'

'Hey Jake, come with me right now,' he gently commands, standing up and heading towards the upstairs restrooms. I sense him catching a few stray glances from around the bar on account of his sheer size. How do I - how does anybody - say no to this guy? I follow him immediately. Two dudes entering the bathroom together would normally be a potential point of eyebrow-raising, but oh well, who's gonna dare outwardly poke into Brian's sexual business? The bathroom's surprisingly spacious for a small bar. Wood walls, a full length floor mirror against the wall. I'm half-drunk but racing with nerves and still horny as Brian locks the door behind us.

1758903919136.jpeg


'What the hell are we doing in here?' I ask.

'This may be risky but if you're really serious about being a cuck, I've gotta try something first. Listen, if you find this too much, just tell me to stop and no problem, this isn't for you. Plenty of pussy out there, for me anyway,' he grins, with an odd combination of sincerity and braggartry.

'What do you wanna try?' I gulp.

He says nothing, taking his jersey off, freeing his insane arms in a tight-fitting red wifebeater, everything poking through it - those pecs, those abs, making me feel like a pathetic weakling, nonetheless grateful for the show. Always grateful for any crumb he'll throw.

'Stand in front of this mirror, right here in front of me, I really want you to look at us both, to really just take in the difference between us.'

I slowly walk over to and past Brian, knowing what's about to take place is not gonna help my pride any. Settling in the mirror in front of him, it looks about as I could've expected. The very top of my head reaches his upper chest, barely, and I know that if anyone could see us from behind, I'd also be invisible, totally engulfed by Brian's width.

'Look how much I'm fucking towering you Bro. And how much stronger I am. I think you know deep down, everyone talks about alpha males online; I actually am one. And that's just the shit you can see. You know the truth. Now think about Dani. How much better she could do. She could easily get guys in my league. Fuck, I'm only a DM and half a campus away from her most of the time, just like all the other hundreds of ripped athletes that go here.'

'Everything you're saying is true, Brian.' All I can do is admit and submit... it's not quite as much of a leap as I would've thought. It's almost... freeing in a weird way.

'Imagine we were both in prison right here. Oh, and that you wouldn't like it, of course,' he grins. 'The fuck would you even be able to do? Fight me off?'

'I doubt it.'

'You don't have to doubt it,' he snickers. 'Which of us two do you think Dani would get wetter for if she could see us right now? Who?'

'You, Brian...'

Brian gives me a light reassuring rub on my upper back, a brief but sincere breather from whatever this is supposed to be - trying to break me in some way perhaps. Whatever he's doing, of course it's working. This is Brian, he's the man.

'I want to see one more thing, bro... Don't worry, you're gonna love this. Just keep looking in that mirror,' he adds after sensing a hint of hesitation on my part. He smirks and... holy shit, he's pulling his pants and underwear down... Just like that, his cock's out. Jesus, he really is trying to kill me. It's not halfway down his thigh or some shit, but it looks pretty big even totally soft. My now-raging, throbbing erection at this sight I've dreamed of beholding (and to be fair I've gotten to see only after knowing him a couple of weeks) and want to touch and lick and suck so bad doesn't adequately prepare me for his next command...

'I don't even need to see yours, little bro. I can tell just by the way you act it's not nearly as big. But let's see it anyway. You already know the gap between us in every other way. Let's see it, Jake. Just pull your pants down a bit for a sec.'

'What? No. I can't,' I murmur, my face turning red in the mirror. 'Dude, sorry... I'm really hard right now.'

'Even better. Trust me, this is gonna seal the deal. You won't want Dani to miss this. A lot of girls want only the G-rated version of me bad enough. Once they find out just a little bit more, it's fucking over.'

'Fuck,' I say in slightly high-pitched dread. 'OK.'

I pull my pants down to my thighs only. My 4.5 inch, average girth hard dick pops out with that spring only the hardest dicks exhibit. It stands there... stiff but hardly proud. Brian's expression neutralizes somewhat as he grabs his softie and spins it round a couple of times, generally playing with it. It only slightly chubs, but immediately passes my length and girth. Could honestly be a pretty thick 7 inches or so at full mast. I try to etch this little show on my memory as much as I possibly can, yet I also just got emasculated, this time not just by accident through him existing near me...

'What do you think now?' he asks. He pulls his pants back up, and I immediately and eagerly follow suit.

'I'll fucking talk to Dani. You're right. Why should she be tied to only me for the rest of her fucking life? She's too hot. She deserves the best.' Damn, I just let it all spill out like that. It's the truth though. Even if I still stay her primary, she should have the choice to experience true sexual fulfillment.

'I think you were born for this life,' Brian's back to grinning. He does something random, but sexy as fuck; leans down to playfully lick my ear, then strolls out of the bathroom and, I guess, bar, leaving me alone and shellshocked, desperately needing these hours of pent-up frustration released before i can head home myself.