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NOTE: Everyone in this story is at least 18 years of age or older!
During the summer following my 18th birthday, I underwent a sudden and unusually rapid transformation.
Until then, everyone in my family (myself included) assumed that I had taken after my mother's side.
While the women in my mother's family were considered dainty and "petite", the men were just plain stocky and short.
Conversely, on my father's side, my dad, his brothers and my grandfather were tall, well built, and handsome.
In fact, with his rugged, square jaw and impossibly wide shoulders, my dad was wasn't just handsome, he was movie star handsome.
Even as a young boy I couldn't help but notice how women (as well as men), reacted whenever he entered a room.
I had hoped that I would grow up to be just like him, but at 18, I stood at a mere 5 feet 6 inches tall and had resigned myself to the disappointing fact, that unlike my dad, I had definitely not won the genetics lottery.
No matter, I was shy, quiet and had managed an existence lived under the radar. As a little guy, I was used to being ignored and had even managed to convince myself that I actually preferred it that way.
The school year came to a close, and as usual, my family headed off to our vacation cottage for the summer.
By September, when I returned to complete my final year of high school, I was virtually unrecognizable from the unassuming little fireplug I had been before the summer holidays.
It was as though I had emerged from a cocoon, a drab little green slug one day and a brightly colored butterfly the next.
The change and the subsequent reactions of my classmates (and even my teachers), caught me completely unawares.
This was frightening and unchartered territory for me.
Suddenly, I felt as though all eyes were upon me, as I struggled to navigate what had become a bewildering and overwhelming new reality.
Virtually overnight, I had no choice but to learn to exist within the confines of my new and unfamiliar body. A body that drew more attention than I was used to and much more attention than I was comfortable with.
In my head, I was still the drab little caterpillar, only now, I had to learn how to operate the daunting new wings of the butterfly.
As a result, something as simple as just walking into a room became an exercise in mortifying awkwardness.
At times, I felt like an infant strapped behind the wheel of an exotic sports car, driving in the dark and struggling to find my way home.
For my 18th birthday, earlier that year, my dad bought me a set of weights and set up a home gym for me in the basement.
Virtually unused, they had collected dust for several months, but now, suddenly, I became obsessed with working out.
It became my way of taking inventory, of taking ownership, to acquaint myself with my new outward appearance, and to reclaim both myself and my new unfamiliar body.
Working out became therapeutic for me, as I channeled all my anxieties and all my frustrations into developing a body that became ever stronger and more muscular.
I endured hours and hours of ceaseless hard work and dedication.
It paid off.
After only a few short months, whenever I stood naked in front of a mirror, either at home, or in the locker room at school, I could see that the physique, I had so carefully and diligently sculpted, had become impressive, even by the standards of the men on my father's side of the family.
I liked what I saw, though I still struggled to claim the reflection in the mirror as my own.
As a little fireplug, I had been relatively strong and my determination and tenacity had made me a fairly good high school athlete. I had been a wrestler, and a good one, but now, my new body and my new strength, made me a terror on the wrestling mat.
I wasn't just admired by my opponents, I was actually feared.
And though my team mates, were all in exceptional shape, they were still 18 year old teenage, young men, whereas I, to their surprise and amazement, (as well as my own), had reappeared with the body of a grown man and a build that rivaled even that of our 30 something hunky coach.
To make matters worse, my wrestling singlet left nothing to the imagination.
Not only did it cling tightly, like a second skin, but as I sweat profusely during every practice and during every competition, the mostly white fabric became virtually transparent and revealed every inch of my body, including my cock and my balls.
As if that weren't bad enough, as I competed, my sweaty singlet would inevitably ride up between my ass cheeks and outline the newly massive, meaty mounds of my butt.
I may as well have been stark naked, since I was essentially fully exposed and on display, right in the middle of the school gymnasium and right in front of my all class mates, their parents, and, even my teachers!
Yet, unlike most of the other wrestlers, who after winning a match, flaunted their athletic physiques and strutted as proudly as peacocks, I would immediately get into my sweats and cover up as soon as the competition was over.
The reality, I was too ashamed to admit, (even to myself), was what I eventually came to consider as my dirty little secret.
Though constantly embarrassed, I found the very idea of my exposure erotically thrilling.
It quite literally made me rock hard.
Confused by both my shame, my embarrassment and my inexplicable arousal, I covered up as quickly as I could to conceal the inevitable and uncontrollable hard-on that threatened to expose me on a whole other level.
It didn't help that the minute I stripped off my singlet and stood naked in the communal showers, I became the center of attention, as though under a spot light, like a rare specimen exhibited in a museum, or a wild animal caged in the zoo.
As soon as I peeled off my sweaty singlet, I was met with a chorus of admirers relentlessly singing the praises of various parts of my physique.
In what they believed was a show of good natured camaraderie and admiration, my team-mates would swarm around me (while I stood among them stark naked and sweaty) and pester me to flex, do all sorts of body building poses and show off my muscles.
Hands from every direction would "bro-slap" me on my upper back (or on my meaty ass) and appreciatively feel up my pecs, my abs, my biceps, my quads and even my muscular glutes.
It was as though my body didn't really belong to me anymore and my nakedness became a means for them to tangibly satisfy their curiosity as well as to somehow claim me as their own.
Though I "reluctantly" complied, secretly, I really enjoyed being naked and groped by my team-mates.
I was usually the first to strip down and the last to get dressed.
It wasn't just my muscles that fascinated them.
In the showers, their eyes would surreptitiously steal glimpses of my cock.
Though no straight guy would ever dare admit it,
regardless of sexual orientation, gay, straight, indifferent or whatever,
most guys have a fascination with other guys' cocks,
especially if the cock in question is unusually impressive.
Along with everything else,
I had inherited the family jewels from my dad's side of the family.
The fascination of my team mates, for what was, essentially, the generously proportioned cock and hairy balls hanging heavily between my legs, embarrassed, unsettled and (alarmingly) aroused me.
More often than not, by the time we hit the showers, all the attention and the groping had led to an impressive semi (or worse) much to everyone's amusement.
I would turn my back, face the wall and escape under the cold water hoping it would drown out the laughter and deflate my wayward cock.
Despite appearances, it was still an 18 year old's cock, and had a mind of it's own.
Horse play, bordering on the sexual and the homoerotic, is common among young men in the locker room.
I remember later in college, when I was still a wrestler, a brood of Irish brothers on my team, constantly rough housing and smacking each other's bare asses in the communal showers, until, at least one of them, would inevitably get hard.
They all thought it was uproariously funny.
Hardly incestuous, it was just boys being boys, enjoying the bond and shared exuberance of their young, joyful manhood, by celebrating the recently discovered magic trick of every young man's favorite toy.
I knew my team mates found my embarrassment (and my hard-ons) amusing and enjoyed relentlessly teasing me, however, as much I longed to bond with them, my feelings of inexplicable arousal confused, unsettled and even terrified me for reasons I was was still too afraid to explore.
My embarrassing erections in the communal showers were becoming more frequent and more inevitable.
The mere anticipation of the muscle worship session that would await me, as soon as I got naked in the locker room, had become an embarrassing trigger to my uncontrollable arousal.
Outside of the locker room, I wore my clothes loose and baggy in a misguided effort to conceal my body and to avoid drawing the attention that led to the potentially embarrassing responses of my dick.
I had always been a good student and got good grades, and so, as I continued to hide behind my studious facade, of wire rimmed glasses and oversized clothes, most (but not all) of my classmates failed to notice the full extent of my transformation and to my relief, continued to dismiss me as a taller version of my former nerdy self.
That is until they saw me practically naked and sweaty in my singlet in the school gymnasium.
As word spread, more and more of them showed up to watch me during my wrestling matches.
Suddenly, I began to notice my classmates, (and even my teachers), staring at me as I rushed through the hallways to get to my next class, or as I sat uneasily at my desk.
Girls who had previously ignored me, were now giving me lingering, almost lewd, looks as though they could see right through my clothes.
It shouldn't have been surprising to me.
Since they had seen me, in my virtually transparent and sweat soaked wrestling singlet, (as it clung like a second skin to every inch of my body), they had a fairly accurate idea of what I looked like stark naked.
Even though I usually hid myself under countless layers of oversized, lumpy sweaters, for some reason, I still felt fully exposed under the scrutiny of their shameless, X-ray vision.
Yet, as much as it embarrassed me and even made me feel dirty,
I really liked it a lot.
To my surprise, I began to fantasize about displaying myself, totally and completely naked, and parading around for their enjoyment.
Once, after "reluctantly" allowing a girl to lift up my sweater and feel up my abs, chest and arms,
she "jokingly" suggested I do a full monty striptease at her birthday party that coming weekend.
I was seriously tempted,
(I think both she and I knew that I REALLY wanted to do it),
but I laughed it off nervously,
she didn't persist (I could have been easily persuaded),
and regrettably,
the moment passed.
I found myself jerking off to that fantasy for months.
The thought of gradually being talked out of all my clothes and remaining naked for the remainder of the party,
as both the entertainment and plaything of my host and all her girlfriends, (most of whom were my classmates),
filled me with a desire and a need I couldn't put into words.
What was becoming more and more the norm, was that the thought of exposing myself didn't just arouse me, it aroused me, so intensely, to the point where I was constantly struggling to hide my seemingly perpetual erections.
To my horror, my cock asserted a mind of it's own, ignoring my each and every effort to control the ever familiar tightening in my underwear.
I was both miserable and ecstatic at the same time.
Most disconcerting of all, was that I now found myself constantly daydreaming and imagining various scenarios where I would actually end up completely and totally naked in public settings.
I could think of nothing else!
The only one naked at a party,
or the only one naked in the classroom
or the only one naked in the principal's office, (draped over his lap and anticipating the bare palm to bare ass spanking of my life!)
I already knew what it was like to be the only one naked in the locker room.
I often lingered in the showers after evening practice, until all the other guys had left and it was just me and the coach.
He'd usually come out of his office under some pretext or other, after he figured out how willing I was to give him a good show.
At first I'd emerge soaking wet, holding my towel in my hand, instead of wrapping it around my waist.
I'd stay naked for as long as possible, stretching and bending over, to massage my sore leg muscles and allowing him a perfect view of my beefy ass cheeks as I seductively rubbed my towel between them to dry myself off.
It gave me an intense thrill to know he was greedily drinking in my total nakedness while I pretended to be unaware that he was watching me.
Gradually, we both grew more daring.
He'd offer to massage my shoulders, back and even my glutes, as he cautiously tested the waters to see how far I'd allow him to go.
Finally, one night after practice, he offered to give me some pointers on wrestling moves.
I knew full well, it gave him the perfect excuse to grope and manhandle me while I was still completely naked, but went along with it anyway.
I even allowed him to pin me on my back with both my arms held up over my head.
I could have easily overpowered him, but I didn't want to.
Instead, I wrapped my legs around him and could feel his hard cock through his gym shorts as he pressed it forcefully up against my ass.
I was now rock hard myself, and though terrified, I couldn't help myself, and would have gone as far as he wanted me to, had we not heard the janitor making his way from the hallway to the locker room.
Though we both got on our feet with lightening speed, and I quickly wrapped my towel around me, we were still flustered enough for him to look at us suspiciously as he mopped the floor around us.
Though terrified, I craved a repeat, but from then on, the coach stayed put in his office whenever I was in the locker room.
I got the message, and stopped lingering in the showers after practice.
My experience with the coach led to my most intense and most frequently recurring wet dream,
where I'd end up, both publicly exposed and completely humiliated.
During a wrestling match, in the school gymnasium, (totally packed with my all classmates, their parents, my teachers and even our parish priest!),
my opponent, (the mirror image of the short, stocky little fireplug I had been before my transformation) somehow manages to overpower me.
Throwing me on my back, he aggressively and relentlessly rips off my wrestling singlet
until he successfully pins me down, (stark naked and on my back),
grabs both my ankles,
spreads my legs wide open and up over my head,
and ferociously grinds his ample crotch up against my meaty ass.
As he utterly dominates me, his arousal grows so fiercely powerful, that his pulsating cock literally rips through his singlet and invades my quivering hole.
He fucks me with the intensity and ferocity of a bull in heat.
Though tears of shame stream down my face, I moan uncontrollably, completely out of my mind with raw, animal lust,
until I shoot rope after rope of my thick load, totally drenching my abs and chest.
The crowd (comprised basically of everyone I know) jumps up to it's feet in thunderous applause
and cheers him on to fuck me even harder.
I'd awaken from this dream, soaked in sweat and cum, shaken and deeply ashamed.
Yet, the fantasy persisted and the arousal was too real to ignore.
Inexplicably, the both embarrassment and humiliation actually intensified my arousal.
I found myself confused, tormented and worst of all, fearful of what I might do should I ever succumb to my forbidden and secret desires.
How far would I have gone with the coach had we not been interrupted? I knew the answer, (my recurring we dream left me no doubt) and it both terrified and thrilled me intensely.
After graduation, I avoided any and all situations where I'd be naked around other people and continued to conceal my body under layers of ill fitting and unflattering garments.
I believed that by becoming invisible, I would somehow find the peace and the time I needed to figure things out.
Then on a cold February day, less than a year following graduation, and after I had just turned 19,
I found myself standing in front of a men's swimsuit and underwear shop (in a part of town I later learned, was known as the "gay village").
Time seemed to have vanished as I lingered, helplessly fixated on the posters displayed in the window of nearly naked, impossibly beautiful men.
Rendered powerless by a force as intense and as irresistible as the most powerful magnet ever, I stood mesmerized, my resistance and my resolve rapidly evaporating.
How wonderful that they could display their hard bodies, so proudly, so freely, and so utterly without shame!
I had begun to acknowledge and accept that the idea of displaying my body, as they did, was a tremendous sexual thrill that I no longer wished to resist.
After all, suppressing my secret desires had resulted in my recurring and increasingly frequent wet dreams.
In an instant, my cock hardened as, for the first time ever, I gave myself permission, at least for a moment, to fully savor the delicious fantasy of my own public nakedness.
A sudden shrill honking, from the busy street behind me, summoned me back from my erotic daydream, like the squeal of an alarm clock, after a night of fitful and uneasy sleep.
How long had I been standing there, indecisively, in front of the little men's shop?
I had passed it many times that day unable to work up the courage to go inside.
Still it beckoned me, relentlessly, like a siren seducing a sailor at sea, casting a spell that aroused and unsettled me in ways I couldn't explain.
Lust, embarrassment and shame left me dizzy as I was caught up in a tornado of sexual confusion.
My heart beat faster from an erotic excitement that aroused me to where I was actually the hardest I could remember.
Helplessly drawn to it, like an addict to a drug, I knew I would inevitably cross it's threshold and enter towards something I neither understood nor could resist for much longer.
My hand trembled as I finally reached for the door knob.
My arousal had finally conquered my fear.
Gripping the doorknob steadied my hand, at least for the few moments necessary to open the door.
My legs took control and carried me across the threshold indifferent to my misgivings.
A chorus of raucous traffic, seemed to mock me as I closed the door behind me,
"IT'S ABOUT BLOODY TIME!"
(To be Continued)
During the summer following my 18th birthday, I underwent a sudden and unusually rapid transformation.
Until then, everyone in my family (myself included) assumed that I had taken after my mother's side.
While the women in my mother's family were considered dainty and "petite", the men were just plain stocky and short.
Conversely, on my father's side, my dad, his brothers and my grandfather were tall, well built, and handsome.
In fact, with his rugged, square jaw and impossibly wide shoulders, my dad was wasn't just handsome, he was movie star handsome.
Even as a young boy I couldn't help but notice how women (as well as men), reacted whenever he entered a room.
I had hoped that I would grow up to be just like him, but at 18, I stood at a mere 5 feet 6 inches tall and had resigned myself to the disappointing fact, that unlike my dad, I had definitely not won the genetics lottery.
No matter, I was shy, quiet and had managed an existence lived under the radar. As a little guy, I was used to being ignored and had even managed to convince myself that I actually preferred it that way.
The school year came to a close, and as usual, my family headed off to our vacation cottage for the summer.
By September, when I returned to complete my final year of high school, I was virtually unrecognizable from the unassuming little fireplug I had been before the summer holidays.
It was as though I had emerged from a cocoon, a drab little green slug one day and a brightly colored butterfly the next.
The change and the subsequent reactions of my classmates (and even my teachers), caught me completely unawares.
This was frightening and unchartered territory for me.
Suddenly, I felt as though all eyes were upon me, as I struggled to navigate what had become a bewildering and overwhelming new reality.
Virtually overnight, I had no choice but to learn to exist within the confines of my new and unfamiliar body. A body that drew more attention than I was used to and much more attention than I was comfortable with.
In my head, I was still the drab little caterpillar, only now, I had to learn how to operate the daunting new wings of the butterfly.
As a result, something as simple as just walking into a room became an exercise in mortifying awkwardness.
At times, I felt like an infant strapped behind the wheel of an exotic sports car, driving in the dark and struggling to find my way home.
For my 18th birthday, earlier that year, my dad bought me a set of weights and set up a home gym for me in the basement.
Virtually unused, they had collected dust for several months, but now, suddenly, I became obsessed with working out.
It became my way of taking inventory, of taking ownership, to acquaint myself with my new outward appearance, and to reclaim both myself and my new unfamiliar body.
Working out became therapeutic for me, as I channeled all my anxieties and all my frustrations into developing a body that became ever stronger and more muscular.
I endured hours and hours of ceaseless hard work and dedication.
It paid off.
After only a few short months, whenever I stood naked in front of a mirror, either at home, or in the locker room at school, I could see that the physique, I had so carefully and diligently sculpted, had become impressive, even by the standards of the men on my father's side of the family.
I liked what I saw, though I still struggled to claim the reflection in the mirror as my own.
As a little fireplug, I had been relatively strong and my determination and tenacity had made me a fairly good high school athlete. I had been a wrestler, and a good one, but now, my new body and my new strength, made me a terror on the wrestling mat.
I wasn't just admired by my opponents, I was actually feared.
And though my team mates, were all in exceptional shape, they were still 18 year old teenage, young men, whereas I, to their surprise and amazement, (as well as my own), had reappeared with the body of a grown man and a build that rivaled even that of our 30 something hunky coach.
To make matters worse, my wrestling singlet left nothing to the imagination.
Not only did it cling tightly, like a second skin, but as I sweat profusely during every practice and during every competition, the mostly white fabric became virtually transparent and revealed every inch of my body, including my cock and my balls.
As if that weren't bad enough, as I competed, my sweaty singlet would inevitably ride up between my ass cheeks and outline the newly massive, meaty mounds of my butt.
I may as well have been stark naked, since I was essentially fully exposed and on display, right in the middle of the school gymnasium and right in front of my all class mates, their parents, and, even my teachers!
Yet, unlike most of the other wrestlers, who after winning a match, flaunted their athletic physiques and strutted as proudly as peacocks, I would immediately get into my sweats and cover up as soon as the competition was over.
The reality, I was too ashamed to admit, (even to myself), was what I eventually came to consider as my dirty little secret.
Though constantly embarrassed, I found the very idea of my exposure erotically thrilling.
It quite literally made me rock hard.
Confused by both my shame, my embarrassment and my inexplicable arousal, I covered up as quickly as I could to conceal the inevitable and uncontrollable hard-on that threatened to expose me on a whole other level.
It didn't help that the minute I stripped off my singlet and stood naked in the communal showers, I became the center of attention, as though under a spot light, like a rare specimen exhibited in a museum, or a wild animal caged in the zoo.
As soon as I peeled off my sweaty singlet, I was met with a chorus of admirers relentlessly singing the praises of various parts of my physique.
In what they believed was a show of good natured camaraderie and admiration, my team-mates would swarm around me (while I stood among them stark naked and sweaty) and pester me to flex, do all sorts of body building poses and show off my muscles.
Hands from every direction would "bro-slap" me on my upper back (or on my meaty ass) and appreciatively feel up my pecs, my abs, my biceps, my quads and even my muscular glutes.
It was as though my body didn't really belong to me anymore and my nakedness became a means for them to tangibly satisfy their curiosity as well as to somehow claim me as their own.
Though I "reluctantly" complied, secretly, I really enjoyed being naked and groped by my team-mates.
I was usually the first to strip down and the last to get dressed.
It wasn't just my muscles that fascinated them.
In the showers, their eyes would surreptitiously steal glimpses of my cock.
Though no straight guy would ever dare admit it,
regardless of sexual orientation, gay, straight, indifferent or whatever,
most guys have a fascination with other guys' cocks,
especially if the cock in question is unusually impressive.
Along with everything else,
I had inherited the family jewels from my dad's side of the family.
The fascination of my team mates, for what was, essentially, the generously proportioned cock and hairy balls hanging heavily between my legs, embarrassed, unsettled and (alarmingly) aroused me.
More often than not, by the time we hit the showers, all the attention and the groping had led to an impressive semi (or worse) much to everyone's amusement.
I would turn my back, face the wall and escape under the cold water hoping it would drown out the laughter and deflate my wayward cock.
Despite appearances, it was still an 18 year old's cock, and had a mind of it's own.
Horse play, bordering on the sexual and the homoerotic, is common among young men in the locker room.
I remember later in college, when I was still a wrestler, a brood of Irish brothers on my team, constantly rough housing and smacking each other's bare asses in the communal showers, until, at least one of them, would inevitably get hard.
They all thought it was uproariously funny.
Hardly incestuous, it was just boys being boys, enjoying the bond and shared exuberance of their young, joyful manhood, by celebrating the recently discovered magic trick of every young man's favorite toy.
I knew my team mates found my embarrassment (and my hard-ons) amusing and enjoyed relentlessly teasing me, however, as much I longed to bond with them, my feelings of inexplicable arousal confused, unsettled and even terrified me for reasons I was was still too afraid to explore.
My embarrassing erections in the communal showers were becoming more frequent and more inevitable.
The mere anticipation of the muscle worship session that would await me, as soon as I got naked in the locker room, had become an embarrassing trigger to my uncontrollable arousal.
Outside of the locker room, I wore my clothes loose and baggy in a misguided effort to conceal my body and to avoid drawing the attention that led to the potentially embarrassing responses of my dick.
I had always been a good student and got good grades, and so, as I continued to hide behind my studious facade, of wire rimmed glasses and oversized clothes, most (but not all) of my classmates failed to notice the full extent of my transformation and to my relief, continued to dismiss me as a taller version of my former nerdy self.
That is until they saw me practically naked and sweaty in my singlet in the school gymnasium.
As word spread, more and more of them showed up to watch me during my wrestling matches.
Suddenly, I began to notice my classmates, (and even my teachers), staring at me as I rushed through the hallways to get to my next class, or as I sat uneasily at my desk.
Girls who had previously ignored me, were now giving me lingering, almost lewd, looks as though they could see right through my clothes.
It shouldn't have been surprising to me.
Since they had seen me, in my virtually transparent and sweat soaked wrestling singlet, (as it clung like a second skin to every inch of my body), they had a fairly accurate idea of what I looked like stark naked.
Even though I usually hid myself under countless layers of oversized, lumpy sweaters, for some reason, I still felt fully exposed under the scrutiny of their shameless, X-ray vision.
Yet, as much as it embarrassed me and even made me feel dirty,
I really liked it a lot.
To my surprise, I began to fantasize about displaying myself, totally and completely naked, and parading around for their enjoyment.
Once, after "reluctantly" allowing a girl to lift up my sweater and feel up my abs, chest and arms,
she "jokingly" suggested I do a full monty striptease at her birthday party that coming weekend.
I was seriously tempted,
(I think both she and I knew that I REALLY wanted to do it),
but I laughed it off nervously,
she didn't persist (I could have been easily persuaded),
and regrettably,
the moment passed.
I found myself jerking off to that fantasy for months.
The thought of gradually being talked out of all my clothes and remaining naked for the remainder of the party,
as both the entertainment and plaything of my host and all her girlfriends, (most of whom were my classmates),
filled me with a desire and a need I couldn't put into words.
What was becoming more and more the norm, was that the thought of exposing myself didn't just arouse me, it aroused me, so intensely, to the point where I was constantly struggling to hide my seemingly perpetual erections.
To my horror, my cock asserted a mind of it's own, ignoring my each and every effort to control the ever familiar tightening in my underwear.
I was both miserable and ecstatic at the same time.
Most disconcerting of all, was that I now found myself constantly daydreaming and imagining various scenarios where I would actually end up completely and totally naked in public settings.
I could think of nothing else!
The only one naked at a party,
or the only one naked in the classroom
or the only one naked in the principal's office, (draped over his lap and anticipating the bare palm to bare ass spanking of my life!)
I already knew what it was like to be the only one naked in the locker room.
I often lingered in the showers after evening practice, until all the other guys had left and it was just me and the coach.
He'd usually come out of his office under some pretext or other, after he figured out how willing I was to give him a good show.
At first I'd emerge soaking wet, holding my towel in my hand, instead of wrapping it around my waist.
I'd stay naked for as long as possible, stretching and bending over, to massage my sore leg muscles and allowing him a perfect view of my beefy ass cheeks as I seductively rubbed my towel between them to dry myself off.
It gave me an intense thrill to know he was greedily drinking in my total nakedness while I pretended to be unaware that he was watching me.
Gradually, we both grew more daring.
He'd offer to massage my shoulders, back and even my glutes, as he cautiously tested the waters to see how far I'd allow him to go.
Finally, one night after practice, he offered to give me some pointers on wrestling moves.
I knew full well, it gave him the perfect excuse to grope and manhandle me while I was still completely naked, but went along with it anyway.
I even allowed him to pin me on my back with both my arms held up over my head.
I could have easily overpowered him, but I didn't want to.
Instead, I wrapped my legs around him and could feel his hard cock through his gym shorts as he pressed it forcefully up against my ass.
I was now rock hard myself, and though terrified, I couldn't help myself, and would have gone as far as he wanted me to, had we not heard the janitor making his way from the hallway to the locker room.
Though we both got on our feet with lightening speed, and I quickly wrapped my towel around me, we were still flustered enough for him to look at us suspiciously as he mopped the floor around us.
Though terrified, I craved a repeat, but from then on, the coach stayed put in his office whenever I was in the locker room.
I got the message, and stopped lingering in the showers after practice.
My experience with the coach led to my most intense and most frequently recurring wet dream,
where I'd end up, both publicly exposed and completely humiliated.
During a wrestling match, in the school gymnasium, (totally packed with my all classmates, their parents, my teachers and even our parish priest!),
my opponent, (the mirror image of the short, stocky little fireplug I had been before my transformation) somehow manages to overpower me.
Throwing me on my back, he aggressively and relentlessly rips off my wrestling singlet
until he successfully pins me down, (stark naked and on my back),
grabs both my ankles,
spreads my legs wide open and up over my head,
and ferociously grinds his ample crotch up against my meaty ass.
As he utterly dominates me, his arousal grows so fiercely powerful, that his pulsating cock literally rips through his singlet and invades my quivering hole.
He fucks me with the intensity and ferocity of a bull in heat.
Though tears of shame stream down my face, I moan uncontrollably, completely out of my mind with raw, animal lust,
until I shoot rope after rope of my thick load, totally drenching my abs and chest.
The crowd (comprised basically of everyone I know) jumps up to it's feet in thunderous applause
and cheers him on to fuck me even harder.
I'd awaken from this dream, soaked in sweat and cum, shaken and deeply ashamed.
Yet, the fantasy persisted and the arousal was too real to ignore.
Inexplicably, the both embarrassment and humiliation actually intensified my arousal.
I found myself confused, tormented and worst of all, fearful of what I might do should I ever succumb to my forbidden and secret desires.
How far would I have gone with the coach had we not been interrupted? I knew the answer, (my recurring we dream left me no doubt) and it both terrified and thrilled me intensely.
After graduation, I avoided any and all situations where I'd be naked around other people and continued to conceal my body under layers of ill fitting and unflattering garments.
I believed that by becoming invisible, I would somehow find the peace and the time I needed to figure things out.
Then on a cold February day, less than a year following graduation, and after I had just turned 19,
I found myself standing in front of a men's swimsuit and underwear shop (in a part of town I later learned, was known as the "gay village").
Time seemed to have vanished as I lingered, helplessly fixated on the posters displayed in the window of nearly naked, impossibly beautiful men.
Rendered powerless by a force as intense and as irresistible as the most powerful magnet ever, I stood mesmerized, my resistance and my resolve rapidly evaporating.
How wonderful that they could display their hard bodies, so proudly, so freely, and so utterly without shame!
I had begun to acknowledge and accept that the idea of displaying my body, as they did, was a tremendous sexual thrill that I no longer wished to resist.
After all, suppressing my secret desires had resulted in my recurring and increasingly frequent wet dreams.
In an instant, my cock hardened as, for the first time ever, I gave myself permission, at least for a moment, to fully savor the delicious fantasy of my own public nakedness.
A sudden shrill honking, from the busy street behind me, summoned me back from my erotic daydream, like the squeal of an alarm clock, after a night of fitful and uneasy sleep.
How long had I been standing there, indecisively, in front of the little men's shop?
I had passed it many times that day unable to work up the courage to go inside.
Still it beckoned me, relentlessly, like a siren seducing a sailor at sea, casting a spell that aroused and unsettled me in ways I couldn't explain.
Lust, embarrassment and shame left me dizzy as I was caught up in a tornado of sexual confusion.
My heart beat faster from an erotic excitement that aroused me to where I was actually the hardest I could remember.
Helplessly drawn to it, like an addict to a drug, I knew I would inevitably cross it's threshold and enter towards something I neither understood nor could resist for much longer.
My hand trembled as I finally reached for the door knob.
My arousal had finally conquered my fear.
Gripping the doorknob steadied my hand, at least for the few moments necessary to open the door.
My legs took control and carried me across the threshold indifferent to my misgivings.
A chorus of raucous traffic, seemed to mock me as I closed the door behind me,
"IT'S ABOUT BLOODY TIME!"
(To be Continued)