Cock Fiend Werewolf

[Jamesishuge]

Hi,
Weird title I know but I don't know if what I experience about twice a month as 48h episodes (no, nothing to do with the moon) is something you guys have ever experienced or heard of. I'm mostly straight in choosing partners and girlfriends and I haven't had a boyfriend type relationship with a guy. However, In these twice a month periods, I transform into a cock needing hypersexual who would prefer to devour enormous penises even more than fuck hot women. To satisfy my need, I scour the internet for the largest cocks I can find; especially looking for real amateur or homemade gay cruising porn with dicks anormally big with sucking and mutual cock play or cock worship with dirty size related dialog. I also will show off to everyone with cam shows on chat rooms like here, and masturbate for hours without getting soft for more than a couple of moments per hour. I've also hooked up with men just met online and gone to cruising spots looking to show off, find big dicks and get sucked or jerked off. I go to gay saunas to exhibit and expose my huge dick to all who want to see and searching again for very huge hung guys hoping to devour a monster cock. My actual in person encounters give me orgasms and brief periods of euphoria but, because of the reality of how rare cocks as big as mine or bigger are, I'm rarely content with the size of the partners I meet even really really above average guys. For 48h I'm not straight, I'm an obsessed size queen hunting for cocks.
Any thoughts about why I sexually need a huge dose of dick every once in a while? Do you know anyone with similar behaviours or experiences or needs? Just wondering.
Jamesishuge XXX ;-)

 

[long_uncut]

Hmmm. Seems sorta normal to me lol!

 

[Jamesishuge]

Hmmm. Seems sorta normal to me lol!

Normal? Reassuring. Does that mean that you do some of the stuff I do when you’ve got the cock fever?
;-] JIH XXX

 

[long_uncut]

Normal? Reassuring. Does that mean that you do some of the stuff I do when you’ve got the cock fever?
;-] JIH XXX

Well, the fever has to be treated. And I have to admit to some of the same stuff. But not all of it!

 

[Jamesishuge]

Please read first post
The size fetish is present all the time and I need big tits or when I'm in my cocksexual phases I need giant dick.
Looking forward to hearing more of your input.
JIH

 

[Jamesishuge]

Has anybody felt driven to seek a willing audience to expose and exhibit yourself like I do by going to where there will be groups of like minded gays and bisexuals waiting for any new stranger to come it .... then I enter the center of the room like in a booth or porn theatre, steam room or porn rooms . Where I usually let who looks the youngest to open up my towel and he is full of awe and wonder and his first big dick. I'm also trying to figure out cruising in my local spots where it's exciting to think of the reactions I'll get from a stranger not expecting my size. The Idea for a size queen like me to go to these places is that I think the dick size is skewed towards larger since small dick men probably won't go to places where they don't measure up. I've sexually had cock monsters a few times in my life and I have seen five without having sex with them. As previously mentioned our dicks on LPSG for members of this site are statistically extremely rare (even though everyone has annecdotes). A bit of continuation and free association

 

[Jamesishuge]

*SEE my first post.

Looking for anyone with similar experiences and if anyone else knows about mostly straight men with periods of manic, hyper sexuality, exhibitionism, goal driven activity to find the largest cocks Possible. I also need to expose my own huge cock to a willing audience to obtain praise, hear shocked reactions, and get propositioned promiscuously. ....

*SEE my first post.

 

[MuscledHorse]

Males are very sexual animals. BUT we a trained--brainwashed--from birth to be ashamed of our cocks, feel guilty about our sexual appetite and so we suppress our social sexual Nature and come to believe it is abnormal, even sick, to have such interests, desires and hungers. I have had sex with scores of married and str8-curious guys and one thing is clear when I analyze this phenomenon: The males that seek out sex play with other males, purely for the sport and masculine pleasure of it all are in a far more self aware and mentally healthier state than those who constantly deny their cock centered primal drives.

 

[caio_27]

I live it ... but I don't let it flow as much as you do ... my desire for sizes is a closely guarded secret so I don't expose myself as I would like. it has been difficult to live like this because opportunities have been scarce ... I am married, it would be a ruin! that pleasure is always endangering my marriage.

 

[Infernal]

You like what you like. No shame in that.

 

[kv78704]

it happens to me about once a month. I cannot get dick off my mind! I spend hours on LPSG, and other websties. I'm glad i'm no the only one that feels crazy.