I am a bi-sexual guy but not very active with men--and I have had only a few real hookups. For the most part my experience has been a simple blowjob and done. I occasionally watch gay porn but mostly to watch one guy getting serviced by the other. I am very uncomfortable watching two men being intimate in any other way. I am very uncomfortable watching two men kiss.
Years ago I was with a guy and we were doing some wrestling to get warmed up. After the wrestling I was expecting was to suck his cock and get some tips on giving a good blowjob. That was it.
As we wrestled I was often on my back. So it made it easy for him to suddenly lean in and give me a kiss. I instinctively turned my head away, but he placed his hands on either side of my face and began to kiss me. I felt his tongue running across my clenched teeth and I for some reason I opened my mouth to accept his tongue. He explored and continued to kiss me. Then it happened--I gasped with pleasure. I can't tell you how long he kissed me; probably ten seconds but it seemed so much longer. My mind was racing with so many emotions.
He didn't kiss me again, and I have never kissed a man again. I am still uncomfortable watching two men kiss. Just a few days ago I was watching television and two men kissed. I flinched with unease but my mind immediately went back to my kiss years ago.
This post is really just a chance for me to share a secret that has been trapped away for years.
Years ago I was with a guy and we were doing some wrestling to get warmed up. After the wrestling I was expecting was to suck his cock and get some tips on giving a good blowjob. That was it.
As we wrestled I was often on my back. So it made it easy for him to suddenly lean in and give me a kiss. I instinctively turned my head away, but he placed his hands on either side of my face and began to kiss me. I felt his tongue running across my clenched teeth and I for some reason I opened my mouth to accept his tongue. He explored and continued to kiss me. Then it happened--I gasped with pleasure. I can't tell you how long he kissed me; probably ten seconds but it seemed so much longer. My mind was racing with so many emotions.
He didn't kiss me again, and I have never kissed a man again. I am still uncomfortable watching two men kiss. Just a few days ago I was watching television and two men kissed. I flinched with unease but my mind immediately went back to my kiss years ago.
This post is really just a chance for me to share a secret that has been trapped away for years.