(24M) I always wanted to know the feeling of my ass being penetrated. For as long as I knew I was gay, I've always fantasized about bottoming for a guy. Unfortunately to this day it hasn't happened yet, but I've always jerked off to the thought of being a guys fuck toy. So about 6 months ago I decided that I need to know what it really feels like to have my ass fucked. This would lead me to finally taking the plunge and buying an 8.14 inch dildo. When I finally got it, I was so excited to try it, I was a little too excited though, because I didn't do it right at all lol. I couldn't even fit the damn thing in my tight hole, and when I finally did, I didn't really feel any pleasure, it just felt like I had to poop. It wasn't until I used a lot of lube, that I felt more comfortable using it. I found the best way for me to feel pleasure was to jerk off while fucking myself with the dildo. This eventually leads into mind blowing orgasms that leave my whole body shaking and me being unable to hold my moans. Now 6 months later, I never wanna jerk off without my dildo because the orgasmn is just too good with it. Now I have a prostate vibrator as well, which also feels good. I just received a buttplug that's has an attached cock ring so I plan to see if I like it. I notice though I still find that my big dildo is still the best toy I use. I hope to try a real dick soon