Hey guys, I really don’t have any friends or anything to talk about this stuff and really just wanted to share. I (19M) finally had sex with a guy (34M) that I’ve been chatting to for a while.
It’s a really huge deal for me because I always struggled with low self esteem and image issues. I decided last year to start hitting the gym and trying to get in better shape and grow my confidence.
I still don’t have friends really or anything but I started to finally get happy with how I looked physically. I lost a lot of weight and got pretty toned. Before I was way too scared to even meet a guy because I thought they would be so turned off by me.
Anyway I finally got the courage to put some pics on my tinder and got some nice messages. This one guy was super sweet to me and he said he also used to have a little self esteem issues too so he understood. He was tall and pretty beefy with such a cute face and just my type.
We then met up and I was literally shaking before I arrived but he was so nice and calmed me down. He also kissed me on the cheek which was the first time anyone’s done that in a romantic way.
We’ve met a few times but only kissed (which was a huge deal for me already) but I really wanted to have sex too. I just haven’t stopped thinking about him for the two months we’ve been talking. So today I went to his place and it was so amazing!
He was super slow and gentle with me and kept asking if it was ok and if I liked it (which I did lol). He gave me my first blowjob which felt so amazing. It was more than just the feeling of sex though it was like it just felt so good knowing a guy actually wanted to suck my dick. I felt really desired. I also sucked him for a bit and I’ve never felt so sexy in my life. I was just looking up at him moaning on my knees.
We ate each others ass too which I never knew could feel so good. The whole time he was telling me I’m beautiful and I just couldn’t stop smiling lol. He went super slow when he fucked me and it didn’t even hurt (I told him I was super nervous of the pain). We got in missionary position and I came while he was fucking me and kissing me and then he came inside me.
I’ve never felt so good in my life. After we just laid in his bed and cuddled. He said I did such a good job and he wants to see me again and I told him I do too. The whole thing was just so intimate and beautiful. I can’t believe how lucky I am.
We’re gonna meet again in a few days and go for a picnic and the beach and explore some more sex stuff after lol. I told him I really wanna try topping and he said he loves bottoming too so he can’t wait XD and I can’t wait either!
It’s a really huge deal for me because I always struggled with low self esteem and image issues. I decided last year to start hitting the gym and trying to get in better shape and grow my confidence.
I still don’t have friends really or anything but I started to finally get happy with how I looked physically. I lost a lot of weight and got pretty toned. Before I was way too scared to even meet a guy because I thought they would be so turned off by me.
Anyway I finally got the courage to put some pics on my tinder and got some nice messages. This one guy was super sweet to me and he said he also used to have a little self esteem issues too so he understood. He was tall and pretty beefy with such a cute face and just my type.
We then met up and I was literally shaking before I arrived but he was so nice and calmed me down. He also kissed me on the cheek which was the first time anyone’s done that in a romantic way.
We’ve met a few times but only kissed (which was a huge deal for me already) but I really wanted to have sex too. I just haven’t stopped thinking about him for the two months we’ve been talking. So today I went to his place and it was so amazing!
He was super slow and gentle with me and kept asking if it was ok and if I liked it (which I did lol). He gave me my first blowjob which felt so amazing. It was more than just the feeling of sex though it was like it just felt so good knowing a guy actually wanted to suck my dick. I felt really desired. I also sucked him for a bit and I’ve never felt so sexy in my life. I was just looking up at him moaning on my knees.
We ate each others ass too which I never knew could feel so good. The whole time he was telling me I’m beautiful and I just couldn’t stop smiling lol. He went super slow when he fucked me and it didn’t even hurt (I told him I was super nervous of the pain). We got in missionary position and I came while he was fucking me and kissing me and then he came inside me.
I’ve never felt so good in my life. After we just laid in his bed and cuddled. He said I did such a good job and he wants to see me again and I told him I do too. The whole thing was just so intimate and beautiful. I can’t believe how lucky I am.
We’re gonna meet again in a few days and go for a picnic and the beach and explore some more sex stuff after lol. I told him I really wanna try topping and he said he loves bottoming too so he can’t wait XD and I can’t wait either!
