hey 24m kinda bi sorta more experienced with guys more than girls. pretty easy going with guys, easy to get hard, pump, dump. anyways I want women more in my life now, thats just how I’m feeling. my game with women’s not the same, and I have a harder time finding the ideal girl. its honestly harder to find an attractive woman who likes me back.
anyways hooked up with this girl. she was alright looking. I wasnt really into her, but was bored and kinda horny. she was fondling me, got pretty hard, took my pants down, she sucked me off a little. I fingered her, she was pretty wet. went to her bedroom, took our clothes off.
gosh I wanted to eat her pussy. it smelled awful. I couldnt do it for more than a few seconds. my grape shriveled up. I lost all sex drive. couldnt even get hard from head. I was chubbing up here and there from being naked and chillen, but our vibe was different. Finally, I think I might be gay I thought, as a confidence critic. It felt really good fingering her, just couldnt get hard or didn’t have a want to fuck her either.
Anyone feel similarly sometimes? I still want to be with a woman, but I think I might have more of a pressure/nervousness with a girl. Also hygiene is pretty important, and the smell wasn’t fantastic. It lingered on my hands after I washed my hands and left (didn’t finish).
anyways hooked up with this girl. she was alright looking. I wasnt really into her, but was bored and kinda horny. she was fondling me, got pretty hard, took my pants down, she sucked me off a little. I fingered her, she was pretty wet. went to her bedroom, took our clothes off.
gosh I wanted to eat her pussy. it smelled awful. I couldnt do it for more than a few seconds. my grape shriveled up. I lost all sex drive. couldnt even get hard from head. I was chubbing up here and there from being naked and chillen, but our vibe was different. Finally, I think I might be gay I thought, as a confidence critic. It felt really good fingering her, just couldnt get hard or didn’t have a want to fuck her either.
Anyone feel similarly sometimes? I still want to be with a woman, but I think I might have more of a pressure/nervousness with a girl. Also hygiene is pretty important, and the smell wasn’t fantastic. It lingered on my hands after I washed my hands and left (didn’t finish).
