First time being a top…

[Beekeeper13]

When I was younger I had a buddy that we always would suck each other off. One night we were in his car, parked doing oral. He reached into the glove box and put a Trojan on me, then proceeded to sit on my cock. It was the first time I ever fucked a dude. I ended up fucking him a few different times. But this first time, well I always felt robbed of being able to decide who’s a$$ I wanted to be my first. It was Such a shock of why he placing it on me when he climbed on top of me and sat down it was too late to object.
Anyone else ever top someone but not by your choice?
Am I being dumb for feeling this way?

 

[friskydawg]

When I was younger I had a buddy that we always would suck each other off. One night we were in his car, parked doing oral. He reached into the glove box and put a Trojan on me, then proceeded to sit on my cock. It was the first time I ever fucked a dude. I ended up fucking him a few different times. But this first time, well I always felt robbed of being able to decide who’s a$$ I wanted to be my first. It was Such a shock of why he placing it on me when he climbed on top of me and sat down it was too late to object.
Anyone else ever top someone but not by your choice?
Am I being dumb for feeling this way?

There wasn't even any lube when you fucked him? Wow. My response is that it's never too late to object. You could have always pushed him away.

 

[halcyondays]

It's never too late to object.