This was my first gay realization as a teen in the mid 90s. I was in 8th grade and I had only had "girlfriends" but not really. More like just friends acting like what they've seen around them growing up and how it's "supposed" to be. It all changed when this new kid started during the year. His name was Justin. The first time I saw him walk in the classroom I didn't even think about it, I was just drawn to his beauty. Lucious brown curls on his head, long eyelashes and pouty lips that had a mouth with the best smile I'd ever seen. I was crushing at first sight for the first time ever about a guy. I made no hesitance in sitting next to him at lunch and introducing myself. He smelled so good too. He was very friendly and liked to talk. We became "school friends" that hung out at school but not outside. We didn't live that close to each other. It was a Christian School and people came there from up to an hour away. My favorite time was gym class when we'd change clothes. All us boys were crammed together in the bathroom to change Justin and me always changed beside each other, but at this school we had no showers or anything so it was just changing from uniform to PE clothes so no nudity. Of course us kids mooned each other changing at least once a day. Justin was a mooner. He had a tight little ass that was formed so perfect. As the year went on we'd talk about sex and stuff boys talk about. He had already had sex at 13 and told me all about it. I knew he was straight but what I didn't know was he was curious too. One day he noticed I was hard when he was telling me something hot. We were on the ball field well ahead of the other guys in the class so we were temporarily alone. He smiled that smile at me and touched my dick outside my gym clothes and said "damn you are hard!" I grabbed his right back and he was hard too. He then looked to see if anyone was coming yet, and nope, then finally after months I saw his cock and pubes when he flashed me but then some other boys started coming closer and we had to act normal and just walked too so we could soften up which happened pretty fast. Later on we lingered in the bathroom while changing back to normal clothes. It was the last period of the day so school was pretty much over. Justin suddenly went to lock the bathroom door (it was a single use bathroom, not one with stalls). He said he'd been wanting to do what he did earlier for months. I told him I'd wanted him too but I was too shy to make a move cause I didn't want to harm our friendship if he wasn't interested. He said he trusted me enough to tell me he'd always wanted to play with a guy friend and he had known I'd been flirting with him almost as soon as we met. He said it's ok and hugged me and we were both hard. He looked at me with those eyes and kissed me. Then we dropped each others pants and jerked each other til we both came in less than a minute. We cleaned up and left school for the day. He called me and asked if I wanted to spend the weekend with him. My parents of course trusted me too since he was a Christian School friend! Well Justin's mom worked 3rd shift and his dad was out of town on business. Justin taught me how to have sex that night. We sucked each other and fingered each other and took turns fucking each other. Pure young lust and experimentation.
That Monday Justin was called out of Math class and came back with a swollen face from crying. I asked him what happened and he said he couldn't talk about it right now and he got his book bag and left. That was the last time I saw him. He wasn't in the next class and there were rumors he was expelled. It turns out he'd been cheating on tests because he had the teacher's keys from when his sister was homeschooled and used the same curriculum our school did. He lived nearly an hour away and when you are 13 in 1995 its not easy to keep in contact regularly when life moves on. I met a few more fuck buddies as my high school and college years went on.
It was 2007 and I was now 27 and bought my first house. Myspace was all the rage. I looked him up out of the blue and there he was. I sent him a friend request and he accepted. We chatted on there for a couple weeks and caught up and then he came over to my house. He still lived an hour away. He was now a handyman who had his own business and I needed stuff done to my new house so I hired him and his guys for the job. He had gone from twink to hot hunk! He had a girlfriend and told me all about her and they were happy. I asked him if he remembered the "fun" we had and said he thought about it sometimes. Of course I did too. He said I was his only gay experience. When he left Christian school he went to public school and he said he got into the party scene and had a long straight body list. Justin then said he knew I was gay and was checking him out as we talked as he worked. It was the bathroom all over again. He looked at me with those eyes and next thing all our clothes were off and we kissed, sucked, and he fucked me so good til his cum was oozing out of me onto my sofas and I busted all over.
After all that he said we should say goodbye now cause he didn't want to complicate his relationship but it was great reliving the past for a day. We stayed myspace friends but that was it. When that was gone I never found him on any other social media. I have searched his name on various search engines but nothing comes up anywhere around here. So I don't know what Justin's story ended up being. I wasn't supposed to know I guess. The days of our youth and one day as adults will always be one of the greatest adventures of my life.
That Monday Justin was called out of Math class and came back with a swollen face from crying. I asked him what happened and he said he couldn't talk about it right now and he got his book bag and left. That was the last time I saw him. He wasn't in the next class and there were rumors he was expelled. It turns out he'd been cheating on tests because he had the teacher's keys from when his sister was homeschooled and used the same curriculum our school did. He lived nearly an hour away and when you are 13 in 1995 its not easy to keep in contact regularly when life moves on. I met a few more fuck buddies as my high school and college years went on.
It was 2007 and I was now 27 and bought my first house. Myspace was all the rage. I looked him up out of the blue and there he was. I sent him a friend request and he accepted. We chatted on there for a couple weeks and caught up and then he came over to my house. He still lived an hour away. He was now a handyman who had his own business and I needed stuff done to my new house so I hired him and his guys for the job. He had gone from twink to hot hunk! He had a girlfriend and told me all about her and they were happy. I asked him if he remembered the "fun" we had and said he thought about it sometimes. Of course I did too. He said I was his only gay experience. When he left Christian school he went to public school and he said he got into the party scene and had a long straight body list. Justin then said he knew I was gay and was checking him out as we talked as he worked. It was the bathroom all over again. He looked at me with those eyes and next thing all our clothes were off and we kissed, sucked, and he fucked me so good til his cum was oozing out of me onto my sofas and I busted all over.
After all that he said we should say goodbye now cause he didn't want to complicate his relationship but it was great reliving the past for a day. We stayed myspace friends but that was it. When that was gone I never found him on any other social media. I have searched his name on various search engines but nothing comes up anywhere around here. So I don't know what Justin's story ended up being. I wasn't supposed to know I guess. The days of our youth and one day as adults will always be one of the greatest adventures of my life.
