i am sean, dont boot me!

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Bratwurst: thanks guys, thanks a bunch. but please dont dealete me, i need this support, i am SO confused about life. Do you know Dr. Lin? at actionlove.com, he makes me feel like SHIT!
he told me that i cant satisfy a women because of my large dick because supposeably us large guys dont have as much control and are too bulky to have accuracy in bed, and because of the hella more volume supposeably i hand get a 2 oclock errection which is what a woman wants (i got a solid 4 oclok, usually its 3 oclock though).
but then i come here and read about you guys and your topics and then i feel like such a less a man, and i am soooooooo jealous at the end and confused.
its like i am in limbo, i am way too big to be like Dr. Lin (hes asian too, does that mean anything?) ideal woman gratifying man, but not big enough to live up to you guys.
PLEASE DONT DELETE ME
i need something here. I am jelquing in the morning to hopefully gain size, should i?
oh and one thing more............
theres this girl at school who i absolutely adore, but is a grade older (shes grade 12, i am grade 11) and i am soooooooo into her. But i dont know how to get past this "great school friend" thing. She recently was with (for one year) a guy who is/was the main supplier of coke for vancouver island. Shes broke up with him (2 weeks ago), but recently just went over and spent the night at his place to midnight, even though she has personally told me she has NO intrest what so ever anymore in this guy (whos 5 years older and fat) because they fought ALL the time. Does this recent "hanging out" at his place mean anything? How can i make my move in? I am real pretty boy and this "g-funk" (druggy lord) is more of a guy who takes advantages of woman and is an absolute asshole. Should i try and do something to i dont know, like be an asshole and try and not look like such a pretty boy. Do girls find really in shape guys who are super nice and respectful of them like me attractive? WHAT should i do? FUCK this must make no sense. ps. i recently took up methamphedamine (is the good stuff though, 98-100% pure, so its not street unsafe) to help with this absolute LOVESICK depression. oh and i am not a virgin, i have had my share off very pretty girls, and they say my dick size is awesome, but i just strive for perfection (i got 6% body fat at 5'9" and 155 lbs.) and i just want my dick to be the best out there. BUT THIS GIRL IS SOO MUCH MORE THAN A HOT ASS, i really know her, and this affliction i have i have never felt before.... i just need to hold her!

well for those of you who make sense of this jibb (lol, pun on words) thanks for your time. PLEASE dont boot me.

oh and do penus enlargement pills, like prosollution help keep a healthy dick? like supplements for your body... i guess it wont help me get bigger....... but excercises might., know any good ones????

 

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Bratwurst: oh and i just read that you delete anyone cause of legal reasons not discrimination, well thats cool........ cause i am not 16, that was a type o............... ;D very sorry for the confusion ;D

errrrrrrrrrr, i am in grade 11 cause i ahhhhhhhhh failed two grades, and kali's not a year older, shes a year younger

there so sorry for the confusion of my age, no need to boot me! please dont, it was an honest mistake...........................

 

[benderten2001]

Welcome Sean,

(I think and... well, I hope!)

I've read all your posts and I regardless of your age, you are needing some advice and some consolation.

You may first of all want to take a deep breath and calm down.

It appears you have gotten some bad, (really rotten!) advice.

I don't know this "Dr Lin" and--- I don't care to.

In one of your earlier posts, you mentioned your size and you know what? You're perfectly okay.

You're not "too large" as this Dr. Lin person implies...

You are above average but within the limits to be effective and pleasurable...for whomever, as well as for yourself.

Your mention of that "drug stuff" REALLY alarmed me.
I'm only going to say that you should know better and stay clear of that complication in life. You have enough going on right now to cloud your judgement. Why add more?

"Zero-in" on two things--WHO you are and the fact that you need to take life a bit slower at this stage.
Suffice it to say, 'looks like you're heading for a tizzy.

If I'm wrong here, forgive me. But, you're not demonsrating to me that you are thinking too clearly at all--about anything. You are definitely NOT ready (yet) emotionally to be trying to make decisions about bedding down women, what women seek or want,
and / or IF you're "adequate". You're trying to live your whole life at once!--trying to sort through the kind of issues it takes years for even us older fellas to figure out.

If anything, you would be wise to seek some GOOD role models in men and their approaches to life and forget trying to impress others by trying to become what you're not (or what you THINK you want to be!) Some of the kind of men you are currently seeking to emulate may not be the best choices! You need to accept yourself as you are and get over envying the larger members here..what they have and what you don't have. More importantly--the attitude you currently have toward what you are seeking in life could get you into some BIG trouble if you're not careful! Gosh---I hope you slow down!

I'm already (probably) a bad guy to you right now.
Sorry, I don't mean to be. But, I AM concerned for you.

And, your inquiry about "how to make it bigger".

I'm not going to answer you just now.

I AM going to give you the benefit of the doubt here and say that you ARE really in your late teens.
You know what? You're possibly STILL GROWING!

And, (somewhere?) you say you "want another inch" and you're already 8.5" x 6" right now?

Um um ummm.. -You've already got ALOT going for you.

Calm down and for goodness' sakes, get a grip.

--You're not such a bad fella right now.

It's time you start believing it!

 

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Bratwurst: thanks....................i dont know what to say, that really meant something to me :'(

dude, i will work on my jealously of whats srong with me, this LPSG.org and people like you in it really help out, i am just one kid so i guess its not really important if you help me, but thanks.... a whole bunch :'(

 

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Tender: your size is GOOD.
if i were you id stay away from this Lin guy. he sounds like a nut.
the angle of an erection varries greatly from one man to another. theres nothing wrong with it. normal.
you should be scared witless of the drug predictament.
i have some horror stories on that......

it will not make you anymore of a man, any better of a person or take you anywhere you want to end up.
it will leave you drastically sorry one day.
and it will NOT get you the kind of woman you want to love. that would be the kind of woman who loves YOU not your dick.
it sounds like this girl you are SOOO in to... is playing with fire, and most likely will only burn you...
probably is playing games. she broke up with the other guy, tells you its over, but still sleeps with him....uh huh. sUuUure!! thats what they AaAll say.... :
i think i take the former posters stance that perhaps you are trying to live life too fast, and figure out too many things at once.
it will depress you and burn you out; render you too weak to take an opportunity when it DOES present itself.
but the drugs or this girl, is NOT an opportunity.
pass it up.
stick around, maybe some of the guys here can offer you some advice. what you just got above is excellent.

Tender

 

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serj: You know, if you don't do anything else, stop taking crank or coke!!! It seems so hamless while you are on it, but once you get off the habit or if you get off (2 years for me) you look back on that part of your life, and you realize what of waste of EVERYTHING it is. Money, health, family, girls, friends, EVERTYHING goes to sh!t. It is so horrible for your health, if you ever want to have normal kids then please stop taking it, go buy some herbal energy pills or something. Anyways sorry for going off here, but it realy is the worst drug in the world.

 

[benderten2001]

[quote author=Bratwurst link=board=pe;num=1069137729;start=0#3 date=11/18/03 at 00:05:59]

"... i am just one kid so i guess its not really important if you help me..."

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WRONG ! ------new found friend.

I really DO want to help you.

But, you have other needs for help besides enlarging your penis right now.

You've made an important first step, though--acknowledging your need to redirect your thinking (regarding jealousy) and that's commendable. You also chose to at least respond back (from my post) and "stay with our group". I think that's terrific! Hopefully, other members will follow and be able to give you additional "food for thought" which I may not be able to.

I will add this idea, though. You may have that issue with jealousy of other (larger) men, but it really boils down to a deep-seated, self esteem (personal) image matter with yourself. You have allowed other wrong influences (in ideas and people!) to somehow convince you that you "don't measure up" in a number of ways---far worse than your penis size. And, THAT'S what you must seek to overcome--first and foremost. Your value system in life needs fine-tuning and consequently, your life is pleading for a MAJOR attitude adjustment. With time to re-program your thinking, you can indeed do this.

You know--you're not the "odd ball" you must think of yourself being at this point. You're young and (like many of us of ALL ages!) you're quite vulnerable to a world filled with false illusions and misdirected media hype---and negative street life (which REALLY concerns me about you especially....i.e. the drug scene).

'Stay with us, here. What you hear from our members could prove "rough going" as you uncover some real shocking (scary!) truths about yourself. But it's necessary for you to begin overcoming your unhappiness. You can look upon our advice and counsel here as "tough love" because I think you'll find many of us around here REALLY do care and want to help you. THAT'S what this forum is all about.

We quite often seek to help (and listen) to any member who has issues in life---whether it's big-penis related or not. Sometimes, we learn something as well as we're reaching out to others.

 

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Bratwurst: benderten, i dont know what to say. this really is a support group, you guys really are helping me out here. And i want to say, that i got your message just in time! It was on my first and last run. i really think that i gotta not let her control me (but she really is a nice girl, just neive, shes not controling me directly, i think shes totally oblivious to my feeling for her) and just concentrate on my positive future. That run i was on when i made i guess "my cry for help" message was my first experience but i am glad that yal knocked some sense into my head. I looked up the proper doses for habitual users and i got TOTALLY jacked, my druggy "friend" had me inhale (holding in for about a minute so no smoke comes out when exhalin') TOO MUCH. But i think i got luck on my side, cause i never got ONE LITTLE BIT of happiness (euforia) out of it! So over the coarse of a few hours he got me to do about a whole dime bag (absorbing it all with the minute tokes) and still i never had a single side effect. He said he was so impressed, he was get me more but ran out. AND YAL ARE SOOOOOOO RIGHT, although i got NO positive side effects, hours and hours later, i got insomnia and crazy cravings and MAD depression. I am tough and thanks for the "tough love". I have expressed my feelings to him. I will be fine, i just NEED to make sure i dont act on these cravings........... thanks to you all, thats my first and last experience of PURE glass.

 

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Ineligible: Good on you Sean, yes, amphetamines (and cocaine) just defer the depression a while, but then it comes back much worse. Regular users of either also end up with a type of paranoid schizophrenia - not nice at all. I'm afraid the girl might be hooked; or unable to give up someone with money.

I ran across Dr Lin's site a few years ago, and I got the impression he is something of a nutter. He has his own views (and his own stuff to sell); but he is being far too ready to make generalisations, which often seem very doubtful.

One of the problems with LPSG is that you can get the idea the sizes here are typical, when they are nothing like typical. (For a bit of reality on the other side, I am 5" × 4 3/4".) They are not always even perfectly honest. You are big!

Being the sort of person who strives for perfection is a real burden. Since total perfection is impossible to attain, nothing is ever good enough. That takes a lot of effort to try to counter, but it is important. It's important to be able to accept less than perfection, and to be able to see the good in a mixed bag, because that's what life always gives us.