(This is my first thread so I hope I am doing this right, be kind to me!)
Im a 19M and I have NEVER enjoyed bottoming till this past year. I've had lots of anal sex as a top and started to get bored with it. However, I've discovered I love the feeling of being penetrated and its entirely liberating! Although I find myself quite a sexual person with a very high libido, I'm young and naive- these revelations have really caught me by surprise. There were many factors in this change of preference, and they sort of fascinate me. Initially, the type of "lube" I was using made a substantial difference. I wont reveal what it was that I was using exactly, for I am honestly embarrassed. A water based anal lube has totally shifted my perspective and its fantastic! Additionally, I'm surprised that the idiomatic "Practice makes perfect" bullshit is actually quite true- its not some random commonplace assertion, you have to gradually build your anal muscle memory. That's honestly amazing to me because I never saw myself being able to take the size of toy I've been able to lately! Lastly, the TYPE of object penetrating me has made a world of difference in my preference as well. To be frank, I've been fucked by some bigger dicked guys lately and its fabulous! I also started off with any cylindrical object I could find, but recently purchased some actual dildos! I took the risk and bought a Clone-a-Willy kit for myself. I hoped it didn't seem self absorbed in anyway (as im the only one using it), but I have a valid reason I believe. I still enjoy fucking a hole, and I have a pretty decent size cock ( 7.5 inches and 6 in girth). The incentive of the kit was to get a feeling for how a bottom feels when taking ME so I can be a bit more courteous and aware. Man I am not gonna lie, if I could leave this dildo in my hole 24/7 I would. It is so hot! As I begin to digress, I really get raunchy and horny typing this out. I feel so sexually liberated by this newfound love for bottoming honestly! I love talking and discussing the feel of it. Specifically, I am most turned on by the sheer feeling of fullness, it makes me hard instantly when I feel my rectum being filled up by veiny hard cock. The stretching of my hole as it engulfs cock drives me wild. Here's the cool part! I have always enjoyed these aspects and sensations, but never the movement. When the top started moving I started going limp and getting ridgid. ALL OF THAT CHANGED THIS WEEK. I started trusting myself to go faster- to really pound my pussy. I was really aspiring to try and cum hands free (that's a work in progress still), but the feeling is so fucking fantastic. I will just go crazy on my asshole for an hour and I cant get enough! Its been 3 straight days of pure horniness. I'm visiting my father and his wife and I can't even spend time with them because all I want to do is sneak off somewhere and slam my prostate till is swollen. The other night I put my dildo in, and then I layered some really tight underwear on and got dressed. I walked around the house with it pressing against the top of my rectum and my prostate. I want some beautiful boy to fuck me HARD and FAST and im unfortunately not in a situation where that's possible. My dildo will do for now! Thanks for reading!
TLDR: I've realized not only do I love the feeling of being penetrated and filled up, I also go crazy for being fucked hard as hell. I've spent the past couple days going crazy on my hole for the first time.
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Im a 19M and I have NEVER enjoyed bottoming till this past year. I've had lots of anal sex as a top and started to get bored with it. However, I've discovered I love the feeling of being penetrated and its entirely liberating! Although I find myself quite a sexual person with a very high libido, I'm young and naive- these revelations have really caught me by surprise. There were many factors in this change of preference, and they sort of fascinate me. Initially, the type of "lube" I was using made a substantial difference. I wont reveal what it was that I was using exactly, for I am honestly embarrassed. A water based anal lube has totally shifted my perspective and its fantastic! Additionally, I'm surprised that the idiomatic "Practice makes perfect" bullshit is actually quite true- its not some random commonplace assertion, you have to gradually build your anal muscle memory. That's honestly amazing to me because I never saw myself being able to take the size of toy I've been able to lately! Lastly, the TYPE of object penetrating me has made a world of difference in my preference as well. To be frank, I've been fucked by some bigger dicked guys lately and its fabulous! I also started off with any cylindrical object I could find, but recently purchased some actual dildos! I took the risk and bought a Clone-a-Willy kit for myself. I hoped it didn't seem self absorbed in anyway (as im the only one using it), but I have a valid reason I believe. I still enjoy fucking a hole, and I have a pretty decent size cock ( 7.5 inches and 6 in girth). The incentive of the kit was to get a feeling for how a bottom feels when taking ME so I can be a bit more courteous and aware. Man I am not gonna lie, if I could leave this dildo in my hole 24/7 I would. It is so hot! As I begin to digress, I really get raunchy and horny typing this out. I feel so sexually liberated by this newfound love for bottoming honestly! I love talking and discussing the feel of it. Specifically, I am most turned on by the sheer feeling of fullness, it makes me hard instantly when I feel my rectum being filled up by veiny hard cock. The stretching of my hole as it engulfs cock drives me wild. Here's the cool part! I have always enjoyed these aspects and sensations, but never the movement. When the top started moving I started going limp and getting ridgid. ALL OF THAT CHANGED THIS WEEK. I started trusting myself to go faster- to really pound my pussy. I was really aspiring to try and cum hands free (that's a work in progress still), but the feeling is so fucking fantastic. I will just go crazy on my asshole for an hour and I cant get enough! Its been 3 straight days of pure horniness. I'm visiting my father and his wife and I can't even spend time with them because all I want to do is sneak off somewhere and slam my prostate till is swollen. The other night I put my dildo in, and then I layered some really tight underwear on and got dressed. I walked around the house with it pressing against the top of my rectum and my prostate. I want some beautiful boy to fuck me HARD and FAST and im unfortunately not in a situation where that's possible. My dildo will do for now! Thanks for reading!
TLDR: I've realized not only do I love the feeling of being penetrated and filled up, I also go crazy for being fucked hard as hell. I've spent the past couple days going crazy on my hole for the first time.
