Welcome! I am a closeted bi in that I spend a lot of time on this site looking at and jerking off to pics and vids of cocks. Married w kids. Live straight. Love women sexually, emotionally, and romantically. Never been with a guy, even growing up, but I fantasize about it all the time. Never seen another man’s erection in person. But I really want to. It sort of evolved as I became more at one with my own penis and my edging skills advanced. Now I like looking at cocks (especially cumming cocks) to the point of orgasm without any physical stimulus. No desire for anal or kissing guys. Just cock. So yup! Guess you could put me in that category!