Looking for my first experience (sort of)

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When I was in jr. high I had a friend that I would spend the night with sometimes. We used to look at his dads old playboys and I remember he got ahold of a Hustler, so I REALLY enjoyed staying at his house (this was about 1991 so we had to work to look at porn). I don’t remember how it started but at some point the two of us would play strip poker, and once fully naked we would start daring each other to do things suck as grab ass, kiss the other one’s dick, balls in mouth, stuff like that. He matured faster than I did, and had this thick hairy cock. I just loved playing with it when it was hard. We were so inexperienced, but had so much fun together.

The summer before we went to highschool my family moved a few miles away and we started different schools. One night in my bedroom alone I taught myself how to jerk off to completion and I couldn’t wait to show Paul and try it on him. I invited him to spend the night that weekend! Paul came on a Saturday afternoon and as luck would have it, we had the house to ourselves for a few hours. I can’t remember if we had magazines or played our little “game” first, but I remember we were both completely naked on my waterbed. He was laying on his back and I was kneeling between his legs facing him. I remember how hard his cock was as I was stroking it up and down. He stated to tighten up and all of a sudden a huge rope of cum shot all over his chest. I was more of a leaker, so it shocked the hell out of me. I kept pumping and the cum just kept shooting all over him. He jumped up and ran for the bathroom. I had some of his cum on my hand, so I tasted it. I was super turned on now.

Unfortunately Paul came back in the room, put his clothes on and said we shouldn’t do that anymore, since it’s pretty gay and he’s not gay. I said I agreed, but was so disappointed. The rest of the night we just watched movies, went to bed and never hung out again after that. I was afraid to try anything with anyone else, so never even attempted with other guys.

A few years later I got a computer and was connected to the internet. It didn’t take long before I discovered porn, and realized not only was straight porn amazing, but gay porn was fun too! I also discovered sex with girls and REALLY like that as well! Anyways, over the years got married, and now I am 48 years old. Still married, but a few years ago I noticed that I watch way more gay porn than straight porn. I also found out how turned on I get caming with guys. I also still can’t get stroking that one cock out of my head and NEED to do it again.

I love my wife, but she would never understand this. I am looking to finally make this happen, I need to, but the situation HAS to be right. I am looking for another married man that has to be discreet as well. I am in the Houston area, but willing to travel if the situation is right. I really want to make out with another man, suck, be sucked, frot, lots of rubbing and touching, and if the situation is right I want to bottom.

I am mostly into bigger hairy guys around my age, but would be open to younger (like 25+) or older. I am not to hung up on body type, I don’t think you could be too skinny or too fat for me. I do love guys with beards! This is probably a long shot, but hit me up if you might be interested or just want to offer encouragement.

I am 48, 6’0, 240 lbs, hairy, shaved head, beard, 6.5” cut.