My first time with another guy

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Hello, I want to tell you about my first time and at the same time ask you to answer something I didn't understand about that occasion.First it is important to tell you a few details about myself, since I was little I have always been aware of my attraction to boys, but I was also attracted to girls, growing up in such a traditional family and with such a retrograde mentality obviously prevented me from having the freedom to be with boys, so I usually went out with girls if I had girlfriends. I am 1.75m tall, white skin, athletic, brown hair and eyes and have a Dick 18cm long (according to a girl who measured me), particularly thick (I don't know how many cm thick). At approximately 14 or 15, I started to experiment and go out with boys to understand myself better, but no date went well and I didn't feel any kind of desire for any of them, not even the desire to kiss them, so I assumed that maybe it wasn't my orientation.At 13 I had my first relationship with a girl and it continued like this until I was about 20 years old. After a long period of asexuality, I took the courage to try again with boys. There was one boy in particular who caught my attention a lot. He would make innuendos through jokes like "Skinny guy with a butt, big hunk for sure" or at parties whenever he saw that I was drunk he would invite me to stay at his house (which was always empty, and no one would suspect anything since I was always losing my house keys and he lives in the same community).Anyway, this guy was about 1.70m tall, had a very nice ass which, due to its size, almost always ripped his shorts (he plays volleyball just like me), wavy, almost curly hair, dark eyes, a beautiful smile, very mischievous and daring, he was known for having a lot of experience in our group of friends in the community, but nevertheless very discreet about his relationships and conquests (since he was always clear about his tastes and came out of the closet at an early age), I on the other hand, although I had told my closest friends about my orientation, I had not come out publicly. At one of the many parties we attended, around 2021, during the pandemic, I finally pleased him and was with a guy, that same day in the afternoon before leaving we wrote to each other (As we used to to confirm who was going to attend and at what time), anyway, during the conversation suddenly the subject of underwear came up and he sent me a photo only in his underwear, he was facing away and you could see the tremendous ass he displays, the tingling I felt in my penis when I saw the photo was inevitable, I was shocked, I responded after a few minutes telling him that those white boxers looked great on him and that they left nothing to the imagination. "What if I take them off and try on some others?" he said, to which I replied that it wasn't necessary, that those fit him perfectly (I was very stupid for not getting the hint), "wait, I'll show you" he said and the phone started ringing from a video call which I thought carefully before answering but seconds later I answered and what a gift I received.He was slowly taking off his boxers and I was petrified, the bulge in my shorts was already noticeable, and to top it off I wasn't wearing any underwear, "And now you see better?" he says shamelessly and I couldn't help but massage the bulge, this was new, it excited me too much and I was leaking a lot of precum.

 

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"But what a delicious ham you bring" was the only thing I could answer almost stammering, "I would love for you to eat it someday" he said getting closer to the camera and bending down while opening his buttocks to show me that delicious anus, already at this point my erection was inevitable, i continued gently massaging the bulge that was already at its maximum splendor. "My mouth would enjoy licking that ass all day" I answered not believing what had just come out of my mouth, he turned around and showed me a tremendous erection that he also carried, "Look how I am just imagining that piece you carry, show me what I'm missing, please" he told me while looking in his closet for a new boxer, these were a light pink, he put them on slowly while he did a little dance for me, they were tight and his heaven seemed to want to get out of there no matter what.I took the phone and moved it slowly so the camera focused on my shorts that were already wet with precum and with the other hand I removed the bulge on my shorts, "What a nice case, now I want to see the gun" she told me while licking her big pink lips lasciviously.I slowly pulled out the penis and peeled it so she could notice my pink and very wet glans, I passed my thumb and index finger and played with the precum in front of the camera. Someone called me from the street so I had to hang up the video call, put the penis away as it was and answer it, it was one of the boys who was going to the party, he was looking for me to see if I was ready, it had gotten late because of my game with the other boy who we will call Sebas, I shouted from the balcony that I was not ready yet and I started to get ready.While I was bathing I couldn't think of anything else but that delicious ass of Sebas, which kept the blessed erection from going down, luckily the cold water helped a lot, I got dressed and finished getting ready to go out, to which I received a message from Sebas "are we going together or what?" he said, "Sure" I replied blushing, it should be noted that I am very shy and I wouldn't know how to react when we saw each other in person, the problem with having relations with Sebas is that he was the boyfriend of another boy from our group who is a great friend of mine even today, and that prevented me from having any sexual interaction with Sebas.I went down from my building and waited at the entrance of the building where Debas lived, it should be noted that I was very anxious and was very blushing, at least there was no more erection for the moment."Ready, or are we waiting for someone else?" Sebas tells me while I was rambling and I got scared, "Ready, ready" I answered anxiously, "I asked you to come with me to buy the drinks together" "Shit, I left my wallet" I thought, "Em, I forgot my wallet" I answered, "It doesn't matter, it's too late, I'll buy it and you'll see how to pay me" he told me winking.

 

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The party went on normally, we all had a good time, at times I had flashbacks to that video call and I had to go into the bathroom to wait for my erection to go down, when I exchanged glances with Sebas, he looked calm but I couldn't help but blush, luckily no one noticed since no one mentioned it to me, at approximately 5 am, he approached me "Do you think I should collect on the debt today?" he whispers to me, "The truth is I'm really hungry" I answer mischievously, taking advantage of the effect of alcohol, then we pretended that we were laughing at some nonsense so as not to raise suspicions, "I want you to tell me when we're alone and give me everything you showed me on the video call" he tells me but this time his breath felt hot, like a caress, biting my earlobe and walking out of my sight, I turned around but at this point the house where the party was taking place was full and no one seemed really interested in anything other than having a good time.I swallowed hard and walked to the bathroom to get the blush off my face. That tingling sensation I felt all over my body was something new that I loved. It would finally confirm my suspicions and I could fully and openly accept my sexuality.Half an hour after what happened with Sebas, he looks for me, I was dancing very closely with a girl and he whispers to me "Hey, save some for me" I don't answer and I get closer to the girl and I get closer face to face with her as if I were going to kiss her, I don't do it but I turn to see Sebas and the very unfortunate man acted very well since he didn't seem upset at all, he just raised his thumbs as if to tell me that I was triumphing that night, I continue dancing with the girl and a reggaeton was playing, I put her on her back and I twerk suggestively, turning to see Sebas discreetly every now and then, nothing, her expression doesn't reveal anything, I got tired of the game and let the girl go with the excuse that I was tired, she look for a kiss and I evaded her, the girl was very drunk so I took her to the friends she came with and I headed to the exit of the house, at the threshold of the door I lock eyes with Sebas and wink at him, he was talking to another of our mutual friends, I leave the building and wait by the stairs, the party was in a ground floor apartment, a few minutes later Sebas appears, he looks around and walks and to a point where the stairs blocked the view from the entrance of the apartment to where we were, he comes dangerously close and we stare at each other for a while that felt like an eternity, my heart was about to jump out, at any moment anyone could see us but even so, I didn't want to move away, instead, I slowly brought my face closer (the alcohol had taken away my shyness), with one hand I grabbed Sebas by the nape of the neck and clumsily gave him a kiss with tongue, he tasted like grapes alcohol and I tasted like Rum, I loved the combination.He replied moving away, looking to the sides walking towards the entrance to see if anyone was coming and looking towards the door of the house where no one was seen, suddenly he approached abruptly, with one hand he grabbed my dick over my pants and the other he passed under my shirt caressing my torso "Did you want to make me jealous? It was not necessary, I want you to shake with me like you did with that girl", he answered, I was totally frozen looking to the sides that no one came, licking my lips I brought my face closer, he closed his eyes waiting for a kiss and I turned my face away, "Shall we go? I'm really hungry" I answered and the one who had been stunned began to laugh making signs to his keys while shaking them, "We have to do it quickly, I think we will have company"

 

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We walked normally to the building where he lives, we went up to his apartment, he kept looking at me, he put music in the living room at a high volume and without hesitation he took me by the hand to his room, even with the alcohol I was very nervous "don't worry, nothing is going to happen that you don't want to happen" he told me winking, I slowly took off my shirt while he entered his room and I took his neck with both hands, he kept looking me in the eyes and licking his lips, which turned me on a lot, I tried to kiss him but suddenly he took me and laid me down on the bed getting on top of me, he began to rub his massive buttocks on the bulge that I already had between my legs, he did it slowly, like a dance, I felt in paradise, suddenly someone knocked loudly on the door and I was totally disoriented, he immediately got off and went to open the door, I ran to the bathroom picking up the shirt that I had left at the entrance of his room.

Sebas didn't turn down the music so I couldn't hear who had interrupted us. I waited a few seconds for my erection to go down and went out to the living room. It was one of our friends, the one Sebastian was talking to before we left. It seems they had an after party planned since he came with a bottle. "Shall we continue with the party?" he asked and I nodded smiling. Sebas acted like nothing was wrong. He deserved an Oscar for how good he is. He was sure I was blushing. We were drinking the bottle and doing karaoke. I was really sleepy. I apologized and told them I was going to sleep and Sebas and the other friend replied and told me I was bored. I went into Sebas's room and lay down on my back. The effects of the alcohol made me feel heavy and after a few seconds I fell asleep.

I felt a weight on my hips and slowly opened my eyes. There was Sebas. "We're totally alone. Are you still hungry?" He had something in his hands but he still hadn't woken up properly. "How long has it been?" I asked blinking to shake off the sleep, "Just a few minutes, I'm very hungry, can you feed me?" He says playing with a square of chocolate that was apparently what he had in his hand, he came closer so I could take the chocolate from his mouth, combining that flavor with the rum and sangria, we shared it mouth to mouth while we kissed and he leaned over me, after a while he stopped and stared at me, "Shirt off" he says and I obeyed while he caressed me and sat on my crotch, taking off my belt, he paused halfway and looked at me as if asking permission and I nodded, he stood up and I moved my hip so he could finish taking off my belt.

He started playing with the bulge that was forming in my crotch, running his hands over my pants. He kept looking into my eyes and moistening his lips. He took off my shoes and socks and took off his shirt, revealing a muscular body that I hadn't noticed before. I knew he had been working out, but I hadn't noticed any changes until now.

I got out of bed, took him by the waist and kissed him slowly and sweetly. Taking out the condom that i had in my pocket and throwing it to the side of the bed, I lay down, bringing him with me and being on top of me, I asked him to get on all fours and put his buttocks in my face. He obeyed and I began to take off his pants that were too tight for him. They were begging loudly to get out of that cloth prison. He was only left dressed in socks and the boxers he was wearing were the light pink ones he had shown me on the video call.

 

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"What a nice ass you have bro" I say giving him kisses on the boxers and he started to moan, I put my thumb on the fabric where his anus was and began to massage, "Do you like it?" I asked him while he nodded arching his back a lot and bringing his buttocks closer to my mouth, with my hands I began to play with his nipples and I got really turned on when I heard him moan, "Can I?" I say taking the edges of his boxers eager to finally try that huge ass, "Please, daddy", my heart raced too fast, that phrase turns me on a lot and he knows that from conversations we had in the group of friends about fetishes and tastes.

Without further ado, I quickly took off his boxers and pulled them down to his knees. With one hand I grabbed his very hard dick and started to masturbate him while with the other I caressed his buttocks and began to lick his anus at a slow pace while he didn't stop moaning and started to kiss my feet. With my fingers I opened his anus to see inside and without thinking twice, I began to spit in there. He opened and closed his anus and moved a lot. It was obvious that he enjoyed it. "Can I...?" "Do whatever you want" he answers without letting me finish asking, and I began to slowly put my index finger in his anus. I took it out and put it in while he moaned loudly. I put my index finger in, turning it around and he tensed up. "More, more, keep going like that." With the other hand I continued to masturbate him and his penis was really hot, he was really here and he was making a boy moan.

"Wait, stop it daddy" he says and stands up, taking off his boxers and being completely naked pointing at me with that tremendous erection he had, "I want to see that meat, I want to touch it, I want it in my mouth" he put his hands on the sides of his pants and looked at me as if asking for permission, I just nodded putting my hands behind my head and he took them off, threw them towards the door, looked me in the eyes and then looked at the big bulge that was forming on my boxers, gave them a few kisses and leaned over the edge of his bed, while he masturbated and kissed my penis on the fabric of the boxers, suddenly he stopped and looked smiling at the precum stains that were on the fabric of the boxers and began to lick it slowly looking me in the eyes, I was totally out of my mind.

"Are you going to eat it or what?" I said licking my lips, "I really want it" he replied, and I took his head with my hand and rubbed it on my bulge, masturbating with his mouth and filling my boxers with his saliva "Time to eat then" I said letting go of his head and pulling down my underwear and throwing it away, finally freeing my Dick and seeing Sebas' reaction I understood that the size and thickness met his expectations, he went blank, he didn't say anything or look at me, he only looked at my dick and masturbated, "Don't be shy, I have to pay for the bottle of liquor" I said winking at him and he burst out laughing "Wow, how you change in bed, don't you?" he said placing both his hands on my penis, releasing the foreskin and lowering it gently, I let out a moan and couldn't help but look at him with expectation.

He put one hand over the other and the glans and a little of the rest of the penis were still sticking out. "So I was right about this piece of meat," he says, still without seeing me, he just looked at my piece attentively, and he began to masturbate me, turning it with both hands.

 

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With both hands I grabbed his head and turned him around to face me. "I want to feel that ass," I said, and made him sit on top of me, placing his buttocks on my penis. I made him lean over to kiss him, while with one hand I positioned him to rub my dick between his buttocks and with the other I started to masturbate him. He reacted by moaning into my mouth and I moved my hips to rub my dick between his huge ass. "I want to eat all that sausage," he said. "And I want to eat that huge ham," I said, laughing, and we started doing 69. I was totally out of my mind, unbridled and hungry. He started to run his tongue over the head of my dick, tasting all the precum that was coming out while he masturbated.

After a while I started to put my middle finger in his anus and he kept moaning. "Everything okay?" I asked stopping "I'm going to finish if you keep going like that daddy, don't stop" he answers between moans stopping sucking, I obey and now I start to gently put my thumb in his anus, he had stopped giving me oral and kept shouting that he wanted more, I hope no one heard because of the loud music, "I'm going to finish, damn, put two fingers in" he tells me and I obey putting my fingers in my mouth first, "Deeper, oh how nice, more more" he tells me out of control putting my fingers in deeper himself while moving his hips "finishing a few minutes later on my abdomen, I felt that hot rain fall abruptly and I waited for his reaction, he didn't react so I started spanking him and licking and nibbling his ass, until he leaned down to lick his semen from my abs.

Suddenly he got up and took me by the neck lovingly rubbing his thumbs over my jaw, he brought his face closer and I opened my mouth to kiss him, something warm filled my mouth, It was his cum that we were sharing with our tongues until we had swallowed it all and I pushed it away to put his face with my hands on my cock, to which he responded by starting to suck it slowly, while looking into my eyes which turned me on so much, "I want you to eat it all" I said as he took a little more of the head of my penis in his mouth.

He began to swallow more and I began to control my breathing well to last longer, he noticed it and suddenly put my penis halfway in his mouth, to which I responded with an "Oh my god, all of it, eat it all, please", he pulled it out and began to play with his tongue slowly passing it all over my member, then he began to suck my balls and masturbate me with both hands. "Oh my god, yes" I said arching my back and rolling my eyes "Do you like it?" He tells me, "A lot" I answer, "Perfect, you're going to like this more," before answering him he suddenly puts my whole penis in his mouth and I arch with pleasure.

His experience was noticeable as he put his mouth in and out, filling me all over with his saliva and with watery eyes, "It's huge, my friend, but I don't think you can put it in," he tells me suddenly and I cut myself off a little, "Is something wrong? I have a condom if that's what you're worried about." "I'm sorry, I didn't wash myself and I don't want to ruin this great thing we're having," he answers, I was very upset, when I licked his anus I didn't feel any strange taste, was he lying? I didn't understand but I wanted to continue, I wanted more, "What can we do then?" I asked him somewhat annoyed, "Oh, I'm definitely going to make you finish, but there won't be anal today," he answered and without hesitation I grabbed his head and made him choke, i was upset and didn't understand but he had to finish.

He didn't do anything, he let me guide him with my hands and move his head, that sound when he choked I loved "You are such a hoe" I told him taking him by his hair and getting closer to kiss him, this time it was stronger and rougher, he was shaking, since as I noticed he was straight again and he was masturbating, "OK, now to eat" I said bringing his head to my Dick again, I squeezed his cheeks hard and then I took his hair to do that back and forth in which my penis entered and left my mouth, I was frantic, I used my hips to put my penis deeper and he just pushed me away when he was short of air "I'm cumming, I'm cumming" I announce while I stagger and writhe "I want it all in my mouth" he answers and I take his hair to finish there, the semen escaped from his mouth a little fell on his bed and there was more dripping from his mouth, I took him and brought him closer to I shared my cum while we were kissing and with my hand I took all the cum that was running down her chin and put it in her mouth, another bit that was on her chest I took with my thumb and put it in her mouth too, giving her one last kiss before moving away.

"I'm going to take a shower, can you lend me a towel?" I say and he points to her closet where I take one and so naked I take my clothes and go to the bathroom, while I shower I think about what happened and I don't understand why he didn't let me penetrate him, I get dressed and go to her room to say goodbye and there she was masturbating again, I make a sign to him and leave, there was a second time that I'll gladly tell you about, it will depend on how you take this first story, even today I don't understand what happened. I'm sure he had washed himself, I've come to the conclusion that he didn't want to because of the thickness of my penis. We are not friends now, not because of what happened that day, but because of several problems we had because of his shitty personality. Anyway, tell me what you think could have happened for him not to want to reach penetration.