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I apologize for this being so long but I had a lot of fun writing it.
Part 1: A Chance Encounter at My Lowest High Point
My name is Adrian Henderson. To look at me, you'd think I was a responsible man in his thirties with a wife and kids. Truthfully, I'm 27, but when girls say "its giving daddy", it isn't news to me. I'm as tall as every man who claims he's 6'2" wishes he actually was. Women have called me good sex walking, big daddy and a big slab of muscle wrapped in a suit and tie. I walk around knowing that I give off an air of elegant brutality that every man should. When you speak to me and see these big lips smile in your direction and you melt. You hope I don't notice, but I notice... and I use it.
People see me as a cocky, smooth operator with tons of pretty privilege. That, however, is fiction.
8 months ago I was staring down the barrel of the life everyone wanted for me. I had the babes, the house, the cars, the party life my dad told me I should want. My mom was more practical, all she wanted for me was an Ivy League Education and to spend every Sunday at the church I grew up in. To make them happy, I spent the last 3 years, immediately after graduating, working my ass off at a corporate job where I made sinful amounts of money.
Then my boss did the worst thing he could have done to me, he offered me a big promotion that included a 2 year contract. I'd have an office with a view, my own team and I'd plenty of opportunity to extend my clientele. It should've felt like a win, but I took the contract home, curled up in my California King sized bed and had the worst panic attack of my life.
I had a week to respond to the offer, so I went to the beach. There I soaked my anxiety in booze, attention from the beautiful women (women are wonderful but I'm not as big a fan as I make it seem), and I smoked weed for the first time. I didn't really know why it was so hard to sign that contract. I had worked my ass off for it, I was too young to be having this flavor of mid-life crisis. Yet, there I was, steeped in dread.
Then I saw KJ (his name is Kacelin, but he hates it). He was dripping from head to toe, sandy blond hair flat against his pretty face. He was obviously drunk, probably high and was trying to record himself on a little shitty ass smart phone. KJ was wearing these boy shorts, he didn't have a huge ass but what was there was nice and round, and it seemed bigger on his small frame. His bulge was impressive too, to be quite honest I don't know how he fit all that ass and dick in those itty bitty swim trunks. He was surrounded on all sides by a diverse array of men and women who were all vibing with him and having the time or their lives doing nothing. KJ himself was smiling big, standing on an overturned trash barrel. He alternated between yelling at the crowd, dancing and throwing that ass in a circle. He was even taking requests, doing handstands and shit like that.
As the sun was setting, it made them all glow but especially KJ.
I was standing there in my appropriately loose, designer swimming trunks that were way too expensive to be something you wear to dip your ass in salt water, and I was in awe. I know exactly why he drew my eye. Out of everyone on that beach, he seemed the most free. Sure, he was the perfect combination of handsome and pretty, but he radiated the kind of devil-may-care joyfullness I had never been able to have, only watch from a distance.
I was done with just watching.
So, I shoved through that crowd, not violently but no one was strong enough to really stop me from moving them out of my way. He saw me coming a mile off and got real nervous. KJ is closer to 5'7" than he'd like to admit and there was this big, half naked, muscular guy shoving past everyone to get to him. Being that I was inebriated as hell, I wasn't really thinking in terms of consequences.
It never even occurred to me to wonder why he had all those people around him.
Now, normally I'm a master flirt. I minored in psychology in college specifically because it allows me to manipulate other people which is what you need in the business world. I'm not ashamed to admit I've used it in my sex life to keep men and women at arm's length.
That day, all I could do was yell, "Aye, you got a boyfriend?" at the top of my lungs, like drunk idiot would.
The crowd was all oo's, aw's and wolf whistles. The way he turned bright red, shook his head to himself and smiled at me gave me life. He knelt down, his blue eyes visible through wet hair and long lashes, and this sexy, raspy voice came out of his pretty lips, "No buddy, KJ is single... unfortunately."
My intellectually stimulating response was simply, "You want one?" I cringe thinking about that stupid line to this day.
But that day, I took his sigh, him licking his lips and chuckling to himself as a yes. The guy even looked around to see if he was being pranked before looking back at me, his smile getting bigger and more embarrassed.
Instead of waiting for an actual answer like you should before you touch someone, I pulled his face into mine. I shoved my tongue into his mouth and felt him moan against my lips. His phone hit my foot and I snatched him off of that trash can, shoving myself against him. He humped against my abs as I shoved my already hard dick against his ass. He tasted like whiskey and mint. He smelled like cologne, the blue ocean-like kind. I was in my element, and he willingly as at my mercy.
The crowd around us erupted. People were shouting, screaming, swooning. The flashes of cameras ignited the atmosphere and I could feel their bodies pressing in, hands sliding across us. People grabbed my ass, his ass, I felt fingers on my dick as it hung out the bottom of my shorts.
I had absolutely no idea he had been live streaming to over 50k people on that shitty little phone. All I knew was I had his legs locked around my waist, my fingers were claws on his ass and it felt so good. I didn't give a fuck about anybody around us, and KJ had to grab my hands to stop me from ripping his trunks off of him.
Breathlessly, he begged, "Not here." I looked into his scared eyes and realized I might have gone too far. The mosh pit forming around us was also clue that I might have been doing the most.
Even so, his leaking dick was hidden between us, and he was holding onto me tightly to keep everyone from seeing/touching it. He swatted a few rude fans away, and I shoved one really aggressive dude as a warning to everyone. We had a modicum of space after that.
When he spoke, his voice quivered and I realized he might be overwhelmed, "Bro please get me out of here." but when I took my first step he said, "Wait my phone." his voice had a whining edge to it and I don't know why I liked it, it would usually be annoying. But I pulled him closer, squatted to get the phone that was still on my foot, and started walking while he continued hiding his erection. There was nothing I could do to hide mine except calm down.
I did what any good man would do in that situation, I carried him to my car. The rowdiness of the crowd was starting to die down. When KJ yelled for them to please back up, most did. The ones who didn't were corrected by the rest of the crowd.
But when I held up my key and the lights on my gunmetal gray Lamborghini Huracán lit up, they went wild again. To be fair to the randos, I was in a rare theatrical mood.
When I stuffed KJ (his hands went right to his groin) into the passenger he was awestruck. After he was in the crowd surged forward and more people seemed to be joining it because I swear it wasn't as big when I was shoving through them. All I had to do was clear my throat loudly, remember no one in the crowd is bigger than me and I'm also very capable of "imposing black man" energy. The people closest to me tried to back up. The rest of the steadily growing crowd of his fans seemed to love it though. A bunch of men and women yelled various forms of take me too daddy. Some were more distasteful people who yelled shit about KJ having "jungle fever" but, aside from that, I had to admit I loved it.
It wasn't until I got in the car, away from all the excitement and the electrifying energy of the crowd, that I realized what I had done. I wasn't out of the closet in any way, shape or form. Literally no one in my life knew I hooked up with men. But also, even though he was still bricked up, KJ was obviously freaking out.
And who could blame him? There was a huge crowd of people still outside taking pictures of my car, streaming live and slowly becoming a crazed mob he didn't want to deal with. Then there was the fact that he'd never seen me before, and didn't know if i was dangerous or not. He was between a rock and a hard place, holding himself defensively like a cornered dog.
I took a deep breath and put my head on the steering wheel, on top of everything I was hot and starting to feel nauseous, "Let me sober up a bit man and I'll take you to your car."
"Oh... uh... thank you?" he answered, voice high and shaky.
I took a second to just breathe and turned on the air, "So what are you, some kind of local celebrity?"
He instantly went from scared to skeptical and rolled his eyes at me, "Bro... c'mon... you know who am, you have to... why else would try to tear me out of these shorts in the middle of the fucking beach?" his tone was carefully playful, but his words were accusatory.
I tapped my center console and grabbed two cans of ginger ale out of the tiny refrigerator inside of it as I spoke, "I just... you looked happy and I just... look I'm more fucked up than I've ever been, I'm sorry if I scared you are whatever." I downed one full can in one go, and handed him the other as a peace offering, "I don't normally do... this... it's a little too high profile for me, and I just wanna gage what kind of damage I've just done to my reputation."
"Wait... you seriously don't know who I am?" he asked, looking out the window. The crowd outside was thinning, there were still people out there but their rowdiness had fizzled out completely.
I shook my head.
"Fuck." he said to himself more than to me, "...Everybody's going to think I staged this." his tone went from irritated to happy as he repeated, "Wow... everybody's going to think I staged this."
I was sweating buckets even though I'd turned the air on, "How many people do you think are going to see this?" my stomach was in knots.
"Bro I've never done these numbers on any of my streams." he said, looking at his phone. then he leaned up to look into my face, "I... uh... my name is KJ. Online I'm KJ4. I stream games, parties, events... anything really. I'm pretty big, but I'm not huge. Bro are you... like... out?"
The bro's were killing me, but I looked up at him and shook my head.
"This isn't like... a mid-life crisis? You don't have a wife and kids that are going to see you tongue fucking a streamer online or anything right?" still accusatory, but he was smiling like someone who didn't want what he said to be true. I liked how he was highly interested in knowing more about me, but was adequately trepidatious . He was leaning toward me, watching me closely, not being a fool hungry to leave with the "rich" man.
"No wife, no kids. Just a job, parents." then what he said dawned on me and I got confused, "Wait... how old do you think I am?"
"Bro, no offense." he said, hands up, "I can never tell. You guys look like you're 25 till you're like 80 or something. I swear I'm not racist, I'm actually like super digging you right now. Not like as a fetish or anything, I just... I... uh..."
"Relax, you're fine." I had to admit, he was bro-ing me to death and who used digging like that nowadays? All he had to day was groovy and I'd be certain he was a time traveler.
"No sir, you're fine. I'm just cute." at that moment I noticed his dick was still dialed up to 11. He'd shoved it sideways, but it was too big to be hidden by his tiny shorts. Way too big for his skinny frame now that it was hard.
"I mean... you wanna get out of here?" As I spoke, I slid my hand across his inner thigh, looked at the ass he was sitting on, licked my lips, and finally made eye contact. He shivered under my gaze.
He obviously said yes. He had me circle the block to get to his car, an old jeep that was well maintained but well past its prime. As he followed me to my house, my phone started blowing up. Younger cousins, old "girlfriends" and even a few of the guys from the office were calling me like crazy.
Obviously, I knew what it was about, so I ignored every call and put my phone on airplane mode. I may have ruined my life, I may have violated the morality clause in my general employment contract, but I refused to let any of that ruin my night. I used the drive and my stash of cold drinks to push tomorrow out of my head and chatted with the pretty guy next to me.
Part 1: A Chance Encounter at My Lowest High Point


My name is Adrian Henderson. To look at me, you'd think I was a responsible man in his thirties with a wife and kids. Truthfully, I'm 27, but when girls say "its giving daddy", it isn't news to me. I'm as tall as every man who claims he's 6'2" wishes he actually was. Women have called me good sex walking, big daddy and a big slab of muscle wrapped in a suit and tie. I walk around knowing that I give off an air of elegant brutality that every man should. When you speak to me and see these big lips smile in your direction and you melt. You hope I don't notice, but I notice... and I use it.
People see me as a cocky, smooth operator with tons of pretty privilege. That, however, is fiction.
8 months ago I was staring down the barrel of the life everyone wanted for me. I had the babes, the house, the cars, the party life my dad told me I should want. My mom was more practical, all she wanted for me was an Ivy League Education and to spend every Sunday at the church I grew up in. To make them happy, I spent the last 3 years, immediately after graduating, working my ass off at a corporate job where I made sinful amounts of money.
Then my boss did the worst thing he could have done to me, he offered me a big promotion that included a 2 year contract. I'd have an office with a view, my own team and I'd plenty of opportunity to extend my clientele. It should've felt like a win, but I took the contract home, curled up in my California King sized bed and had the worst panic attack of my life.
I had a week to respond to the offer, so I went to the beach. There I soaked my anxiety in booze, attention from the beautiful women (women are wonderful but I'm not as big a fan as I make it seem), and I smoked weed for the first time. I didn't really know why it was so hard to sign that contract. I had worked my ass off for it, I was too young to be having this flavor of mid-life crisis. Yet, there I was, steeped in dread.
Then I saw KJ (his name is Kacelin, but he hates it). He was dripping from head to toe, sandy blond hair flat against his pretty face. He was obviously drunk, probably high and was trying to record himself on a little shitty ass smart phone. KJ was wearing these boy shorts, he didn't have a huge ass but what was there was nice and round, and it seemed bigger on his small frame. His bulge was impressive too, to be quite honest I don't know how he fit all that ass and dick in those itty bitty swim trunks. He was surrounded on all sides by a diverse array of men and women who were all vibing with him and having the time or their lives doing nothing. KJ himself was smiling big, standing on an overturned trash barrel. He alternated between yelling at the crowd, dancing and throwing that ass in a circle. He was even taking requests, doing handstands and shit like that.
As the sun was setting, it made them all glow but especially KJ.
I was standing there in my appropriately loose, designer swimming trunks that were way too expensive to be something you wear to dip your ass in salt water, and I was in awe. I know exactly why he drew my eye. Out of everyone on that beach, he seemed the most free. Sure, he was the perfect combination of handsome and pretty, but he radiated the kind of devil-may-care joyfullness I had never been able to have, only watch from a distance.
I was done with just watching.
So, I shoved through that crowd, not violently but no one was strong enough to really stop me from moving them out of my way. He saw me coming a mile off and got real nervous. KJ is closer to 5'7" than he'd like to admit and there was this big, half naked, muscular guy shoving past everyone to get to him. Being that I was inebriated as hell, I wasn't really thinking in terms of consequences.
It never even occurred to me to wonder why he had all those people around him.
Now, normally I'm a master flirt. I minored in psychology in college specifically because it allows me to manipulate other people which is what you need in the business world. I'm not ashamed to admit I've used it in my sex life to keep men and women at arm's length.
That day, all I could do was yell, "Aye, you got a boyfriend?" at the top of my lungs, like drunk idiot would.
The crowd was all oo's, aw's and wolf whistles. The way he turned bright red, shook his head to himself and smiled at me gave me life. He knelt down, his blue eyes visible through wet hair and long lashes, and this sexy, raspy voice came out of his pretty lips, "No buddy, KJ is single... unfortunately."
My intellectually stimulating response was simply, "You want one?" I cringe thinking about that stupid line to this day.
But that day, I took his sigh, him licking his lips and chuckling to himself as a yes. The guy even looked around to see if he was being pranked before looking back at me, his smile getting bigger and more embarrassed.
Instead of waiting for an actual answer like you should before you touch someone, I pulled his face into mine. I shoved my tongue into his mouth and felt him moan against my lips. His phone hit my foot and I snatched him off of that trash can, shoving myself against him. He humped against my abs as I shoved my already hard dick against his ass. He tasted like whiskey and mint. He smelled like cologne, the blue ocean-like kind. I was in my element, and he willingly as at my mercy.
The crowd around us erupted. People were shouting, screaming, swooning. The flashes of cameras ignited the atmosphere and I could feel their bodies pressing in, hands sliding across us. People grabbed my ass, his ass, I felt fingers on my dick as it hung out the bottom of my shorts.
I had absolutely no idea he had been live streaming to over 50k people on that shitty little phone. All I knew was I had his legs locked around my waist, my fingers were claws on his ass and it felt so good. I didn't give a fuck about anybody around us, and KJ had to grab my hands to stop me from ripping his trunks off of him.
Breathlessly, he begged, "Not here." I looked into his scared eyes and realized I might have gone too far. The mosh pit forming around us was also clue that I might have been doing the most.
Even so, his leaking dick was hidden between us, and he was holding onto me tightly to keep everyone from seeing/touching it. He swatted a few rude fans away, and I shoved one really aggressive dude as a warning to everyone. We had a modicum of space after that.
When he spoke, his voice quivered and I realized he might be overwhelmed, "Bro please get me out of here." but when I took my first step he said, "Wait my phone." his voice had a whining edge to it and I don't know why I liked it, it would usually be annoying. But I pulled him closer, squatted to get the phone that was still on my foot, and started walking while he continued hiding his erection. There was nothing I could do to hide mine except calm down.

I did what any good man would do in that situation, I carried him to my car. The rowdiness of the crowd was starting to die down. When KJ yelled for them to please back up, most did. The ones who didn't were corrected by the rest of the crowd.
But when I held up my key and the lights on my gunmetal gray Lamborghini Huracán lit up, they went wild again. To be fair to the randos, I was in a rare theatrical mood.
When I stuffed KJ (his hands went right to his groin) into the passenger he was awestruck. After he was in the crowd surged forward and more people seemed to be joining it because I swear it wasn't as big when I was shoving through them. All I had to do was clear my throat loudly, remember no one in the crowd is bigger than me and I'm also very capable of "imposing black man" energy. The people closest to me tried to back up. The rest of the steadily growing crowd of his fans seemed to love it though. A bunch of men and women yelled various forms of take me too daddy. Some were more distasteful people who yelled shit about KJ having "jungle fever" but, aside from that, I had to admit I loved it.
It wasn't until I got in the car, away from all the excitement and the electrifying energy of the crowd, that I realized what I had done. I wasn't out of the closet in any way, shape or form. Literally no one in my life knew I hooked up with men. But also, even though he was still bricked up, KJ was obviously freaking out.
And who could blame him? There was a huge crowd of people still outside taking pictures of my car, streaming live and slowly becoming a crazed mob he didn't want to deal with. Then there was the fact that he'd never seen me before, and didn't know if i was dangerous or not. He was between a rock and a hard place, holding himself defensively like a cornered dog.
I took a deep breath and put my head on the steering wheel, on top of everything I was hot and starting to feel nauseous, "Let me sober up a bit man and I'll take you to your car."
"Oh... uh... thank you?" he answered, voice high and shaky.
I took a second to just breathe and turned on the air, "So what are you, some kind of local celebrity?"
He instantly went from scared to skeptical and rolled his eyes at me, "Bro... c'mon... you know who am, you have to... why else would try to tear me out of these shorts in the middle of the fucking beach?" his tone was carefully playful, but his words were accusatory.
I tapped my center console and grabbed two cans of ginger ale out of the tiny refrigerator inside of it as I spoke, "I just... you looked happy and I just... look I'm more fucked up than I've ever been, I'm sorry if I scared you are whatever." I downed one full can in one go, and handed him the other as a peace offering, "I don't normally do... this... it's a little too high profile for me, and I just wanna gage what kind of damage I've just done to my reputation."
"Wait... you seriously don't know who I am?" he asked, looking out the window. The crowd outside was thinning, there were still people out there but their rowdiness had fizzled out completely.
I shook my head.
"Fuck." he said to himself more than to me, "...Everybody's going to think I staged this." his tone went from irritated to happy as he repeated, "Wow... everybody's going to think I staged this."
I was sweating buckets even though I'd turned the air on, "How many people do you think are going to see this?" my stomach was in knots.
"Bro I've never done these numbers on any of my streams." he said, looking at his phone. then he leaned up to look into my face, "I... uh... my name is KJ. Online I'm KJ4. I stream games, parties, events... anything really. I'm pretty big, but I'm not huge. Bro are you... like... out?"
The bro's were killing me, but I looked up at him and shook my head.
"This isn't like... a mid-life crisis? You don't have a wife and kids that are going to see you tongue fucking a streamer online or anything right?" still accusatory, but he was smiling like someone who didn't want what he said to be true. I liked how he was highly interested in knowing more about me, but was adequately trepidatious . He was leaning toward me, watching me closely, not being a fool hungry to leave with the "rich" man.
"No wife, no kids. Just a job, parents." then what he said dawned on me and I got confused, "Wait... how old do you think I am?"
"Bro, no offense." he said, hands up, "I can never tell. You guys look like you're 25 till you're like 80 or something. I swear I'm not racist, I'm actually like super digging you right now. Not like as a fetish or anything, I just... I... uh..."
"Relax, you're fine." I had to admit, he was bro-ing me to death and who used digging like that nowadays? All he had to day was groovy and I'd be certain he was a time traveler.
"No sir, you're fine. I'm just cute." at that moment I noticed his dick was still dialed up to 11. He'd shoved it sideways, but it was too big to be hidden by his tiny shorts. Way too big for his skinny frame now that it was hard.
"I mean... you wanna get out of here?" As I spoke, I slid my hand across his inner thigh, looked at the ass he was sitting on, licked my lips, and finally made eye contact. He shivered under my gaze.
He obviously said yes. He had me circle the block to get to his car, an old jeep that was well maintained but well past its prime. As he followed me to my house, my phone started blowing up. Younger cousins, old "girlfriends" and even a few of the guys from the office were calling me like crazy.
Obviously, I knew what it was about, so I ignored every call and put my phone on airplane mode. I may have ruined my life, I may have violated the morality clause in my general employment contract, but I refused to let any of that ruin my night. I used the drive and my stash of cold drinks to push tomorrow out of my head and chatted with the pretty guy next to me.