I’m so glad I didn’t mention the thread, tysm for the advice, guys! Now I can think clearly, it made so much sense not to show him this. At least not rn. It could definitely freak him out.
soooooo I’ll just update you on what happened last night and what we’ve talked about since the last post.
To answer a few of your questions, yesterday when we first hooked up in the parking lot, it was kinda clunky and all over the place, since we were so horny and waiting so much for that moment. It’s important to mention we were in a public place, even tho no one else was there. But yeah, I blew him and later jerked him off, both times he came very intensely, but he didn’t do anything to me at that moment. That’s why we decided to meet up and spend the night, it had to be done yesterday!
he got here by the end of the night. He was so fucking handsome, all dressed up in black, his hair looked amazing, it was all so good! From the moment I closed the door, we simply couldn’t keep our hands off each other. We started hardcore making out, (he’s a very good kisser). After a few minutes, I can only remember we had moved to the couch and were both shirtless, and I started undoing his pants. Then he just stopped me and said he was feeling a bit anxious about what was going to happen.
I knew what the problem was. He had never been a bottom. I asked him and he confirmed, and I could see in his eyes he was worried about my reaction. That moment was incredible. Not only because I felt he was very honest with me, but also I could see his eyes from a very up close. I felt he just wanted that to be an amazing experience for us. I asked him if he had been with a guy, like ever. He told me it had happened a really long time ago, while he was in college. Basically he fucked a guy once at a drunken party and that was it. He told me he was experiencing and after all, he realized hooking up with men didn’t make sense for him at that moment.
me myself, I definitely wouldn’t label me as a bottom. From my last experience with a guy, I actually didn’t do it that many times, I was usually the top. So I told him it was absolutely no pressure. I knew what he was feeling, I’ve been there (side note, Idk if that happens to every guy who at some point of their adult lives, realizes they are bisexual. But for me, it was very confusing and conflicting. At first I didn’t wanted to be fucked. I felt if I did, I would be less of a man. I guess that’s just the toxic masculinity in our society talking).
Anyways, I just wanted to be intimate with him, no matter what would happen. After that intense moment, we just continued to make out and I pulled down his pants and started to suck him. Blowjobs clearly are his thing, he moans a lot, it’s amazing. After a while I couldn’t help not to kiss him again, he had that beautiful horned up face, it was killing me! I ended up kissing and licking every inch of his chest, armpits and abs. Then I asked him to suck me and to my surprise he looked really eager to do that. OH MY. That moment will be imprinted on my mind forever. It was so fucking hot. I have this kind of sensitive spot in the back of the head of my dick, and he noticed that. Fuck me!
At some point I just stopped him and asked him to fuck me. long story short, it was so fucking good. He knew what he was doing. His expression, his body sweating and dripping all over me, the grunting and moaning. I don't think I’ll ever forget that. At some point I remember he kept whispering in my ear “I can’t believe I’m fucking you”. I completely lost myself then. After he came, he sucked to orgasm. I straight up think I convulsed for like a whole minute. It was very intense.
after we cooled down, all we could do for a few minutes was just laugh and smile at each other. It was really cute
(I’m gonna do another post cause this got a bit long)
