A few years back I had a few dates with a girl way younger than me and very much into me, I spent a couple nights at her in the town where she lives (which is not my hometown), nothing happened, kissing, hugging bla bla bla by the time to go sleep she clearly said she won't give it to me before a few more dates and so it was, nothing happened.
During a holiday season we had another date, we went to a nearby town and got back on time for a late dinner, during the meal she wrote me a note on a piece of paper "do we fuck?"
Needless to say we left quite excited, she had to ask somebody for a cigarette (never seen her smoking, actually that was the only time) to eventually cool down, we made it home and to bed, light off (she is in her 30s with a body to smoke any 20 yo out there, rock hard to say the least) because, like many girls, very conscious about her body, I had a flu going on, got an erection, worked her pussy with my tongue and fucked her missionary and spoon, I did not come and next day had to go back to my hometown, we had a not pleasant at all conversation where she eventually pointed out her "un satisfaction" and since then a few years went by.
Weird, I still had her number in my phonebook and for some reason I blocked her, one fine day I told myself it is useless to have a locked number, either delete or unlock and I went for the second option, next day or two days later I got a message from her and we started to text each other, then call and stay long on the phone till she came to here for her summer break. From text and calls we started to meet, beach, some night walks (somehow she wanted to keep me in the shade as well as she used to do years back) but slowly we went further and further, self esteem issue still there, I have been working onto it but that't not the point.
One fine day we had a boat lent off a friend of mine, there was a local parade by the marina and we did wait for the sunset, she was horny, super horny, she made sure no boats around us and nobody left on the beach, she asked me to untie the bottom of her bathing suit and so I did, it fell down leaving her amazing butt naked, she laid down and we started to have sex when a boat approached us, then we had to quit and get back to the marina.
I docked the boat and once everything was almost back in place hormones took over, there were people around us on other boats because of the parade and even tho not closer than, say, 20-30 feet, we pulled down her bottom and my shorts but too many eyes around so I laid down kind of like a mattress in the boat storage and she got naked, please note it was pitch dark down there, I aldo jumped in (another note, I too am very self conscious about my body, especially my south dept), pulled down my shorts and there we go, we looked like those yogi who can bend to fit in a cardboard, it was damn hot, I was the done doing the dirty job, she was either belly up or spooning and me trying to keep it hard, keep the position with an arm and a leg... she was quite "vocal" if you know what I mean, it never happened before but when she came I am pretty sure the neighbours could figure something is going on, I loved how her pussy contracts whilst I am inside her but I had to breathe and as such stood up (not easy at all after holding that position for an old guy like me), had my upper body out in the air and light hit my, she was looking at me and I for a moment forgot about my very own self esteem with regards to the south, whilst taking a couple deep breaths and wiping sweat out of my body she called my name and said "I have to apologise, please apologise me..." and I went like "what are you talking about?" she quickly said "I was almost sure that you had a small one and that's since that time years ago but, wow, that's beautiful and big, please accept my apologies..."
Now, at the end of this intro my question is, I understand that years before the flu didn't allow me a proper erection but we still had at least half an hour session where she didn't see me naked and she thought I was small (I am no big by any mean by the way), does visual have such an impact to make the same thing look so much bigger than just "friction"?
Needless to say each and every time we had sex during the few weeks we have been together she kept posting out my "size" and how good it looks and feels but I still wonder how much impact have sight over other senses and how much women overestimate size.
Sorry for being so long, appreciate your input
Grazie
During a holiday season we had another date, we went to a nearby town and got back on time for a late dinner, during the meal she wrote me a note on a piece of paper "do we fuck?"
Needless to say we left quite excited, she had to ask somebody for a cigarette (never seen her smoking, actually that was the only time) to eventually cool down, we made it home and to bed, light off (she is in her 30s with a body to smoke any 20 yo out there, rock hard to say the least) because, like many girls, very conscious about her body, I had a flu going on, got an erection, worked her pussy with my tongue and fucked her missionary and spoon, I did not come and next day had to go back to my hometown, we had a not pleasant at all conversation where she eventually pointed out her "un satisfaction" and since then a few years went by.
Weird, I still had her number in my phonebook and for some reason I blocked her, one fine day I told myself it is useless to have a locked number, either delete or unlock and I went for the second option, next day or two days later I got a message from her and we started to text each other, then call and stay long on the phone till she came to here for her summer break. From text and calls we started to meet, beach, some night walks (somehow she wanted to keep me in the shade as well as she used to do years back) but slowly we went further and further, self esteem issue still there, I have been working onto it but that't not the point.
One fine day we had a boat lent off a friend of mine, there was a local parade by the marina and we did wait for the sunset, she was horny, super horny, she made sure no boats around us and nobody left on the beach, she asked me to untie the bottom of her bathing suit and so I did, it fell down leaving her amazing butt naked, she laid down and we started to have sex when a boat approached us, then we had to quit and get back to the marina.
I docked the boat and once everything was almost back in place hormones took over, there were people around us on other boats because of the parade and even tho not closer than, say, 20-30 feet, we pulled down her bottom and my shorts but too many eyes around so I laid down kind of like a mattress in the boat storage and she got naked, please note it was pitch dark down there, I aldo jumped in (another note, I too am very self conscious about my body, especially my south dept), pulled down my shorts and there we go, we looked like those yogi who can bend to fit in a cardboard, it was damn hot, I was the done doing the dirty job, she was either belly up or spooning and me trying to keep it hard, keep the position with an arm and a leg... she was quite "vocal" if you know what I mean, it never happened before but when she came I am pretty sure the neighbours could figure something is going on, I loved how her pussy contracts whilst I am inside her but I had to breathe and as such stood up (not easy at all after holding that position for an old guy like me), had my upper body out in the air and light hit my, she was looking at me and I for a moment forgot about my very own self esteem with regards to the south, whilst taking a couple deep breaths and wiping sweat out of my body she called my name and said "I have to apologise, please apologise me..." and I went like "what are you talking about?" she quickly said "I was almost sure that you had a small one and that's since that time years ago but, wow, that's beautiful and big, please accept my apologies..."
Now, at the end of this intro my question is, I understand that years before the flu didn't allow me a proper erection but we still had at least half an hour session where she didn't see me naked and she thought I was small (I am no big by any mean by the way), does visual have such an impact to make the same thing look so much bigger than just "friction"?
Needless to say each and every time we had sex during the few weeks we have been together she kept posting out my "size" and how good it looks and feels but I still wonder how much impact have sight over other senses and how much women overestimate size.
Sorry for being so long, appreciate your input
Grazie
