Old GF was Kind enough to write our what her first big cock experience was like with me.

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Why did I reach out? Well almost daily I remember that first time in your truck kissing I felt you start to get hard, I was so scared I wouldn't be able to take you.but I wanted you so badly,
I was constantly wet when I was around you, I could feel my pussy throbbing when we where at dinners, driving in the truck,
just hearing from you made my pussy swell
Then ....When you took me up to the condo I knew i was going to be in for something wild

Then Driving up you put your fingers in me the for first time....😵‍💫
It only took seconds until I was pouring pussy juice all over your hands. Then you pushed the same finger in my mouth and told me to taste myself ... I nearly came from just the control you took.
Seemed like forever until we arrived at your front door, I could barely breathe, you pulled me in behind you, kissed and pushed me to my knees in the doorway
Nerves turned to fear seeing a bulge running down your pant leg. I obeyed the order to unbuckle you and saw you naked for the first time.... I know for sure then I couldn't take you.... No way
But then you literally picked me up, threw me on the bed and ripped my panties off with your teeth..... My life changed The first time you ran, your tongue across my clit 🫨
Slow and heavy
That was the instant when I stopped caring. No matter what happened, I was going to let you have me
I knew you had me.
I loved sucking your rock hard cock that night. I was choking and gagging on you with a feeling of needing you in my body more that I needed air in my throat..

I felt so empty when you pulled from my throat, grabbed my legs, spinning and lining up with my pussy....I was no longer scared, I wanted the pain I knew was coming, and tried so hard to relax though the feeling of individual muscles tearing open.
I didn't want anything else
I wanted it over and over and over..... It hurts so much, but the pleasure would swing just as hard as you hurt
you where tearing through me, I wanted your cock more than I wanted air- like my entire soul was being fucked....
I needed breaks and remember sitting on the bathroom floor in tears, but still having to touch myself
Like a junkie
You asked to tell you when I felt you at the deepest point I'd been penetrated-
When I did you took my hand down between my legs to feel- the sensation of having you so deep, yet able to grip a entire hand length until your base was overwhelming .hadn'
I don't remember much about what seemed like an hour of you pushing my body to places I never dreamed until the second your pelvis pressed my clit....I left my body right then. I surrendered every part of myself to you- feeling as if Everything that was keeping me alive needed to come from your cock pumping into the middle of my body.
Even my breath was being controlled by the pressure your cock was putting on my diaphragm. I only have room for you or air.... I choose you....
It felt like a constant orgasm wave I never wanted to end, until I felt yours building.
I actually returned to my body with the strongest urge I have ever felt to open myself... The pain returned feeling you harden, grow and moan- your fist contraction seemed to lift my body with it's strength.
My soul needed every drop and you delivered.
Swollen and sore the next day but I had to have you again
I couldn't control how loud I was
I
And I fucking tremble each time thinking of how you sound when you tell me to cum for you

You ruined me for every other man .... That's why I call
 
Why did I reach out? Well almost daily I remember that first time in your truck kissing I felt you start to get hard, I was so scared I wouldn't be able to take you.but I wanted you so badly,
I was constantly wet when I was around you, I could feel my pussy throbbing when we where at dinners, driving in the truck,
just hearing from you made my pussy swell
Then ....When you took me up to the condo I knew i was going to be in for something wild

Then Driving up you put your fingers in me the for first time....😵‍💫
It only took seconds until I was pouring pussy juice all over your hands. Then you pushed the same finger in my mouth and told me to taste myself ... I nearly came from just the control you took.
Seemed like forever until we arrived at your front door, I could barely breathe, you pulled me in behind you, kissed and pushed me to my knees in the doorway
Nerves turned to fear seeing a bulge running down your pant leg. I obeyed the order to unbuckle you and saw you naked for the first time.... I know for sure then I couldn't take you.... No way
But then you literally picked me up, threw me on the bed and ripped my panties off with your teeth..... My life changed The first time you ran, your tongue across my clit 🫨
Slow and heavy
That was the instant when I stopped caring. No matter what happened, I was going to let you have me
I knew you had me.
I loved sucking your rock hard cock that night. I was choking and gagging on you with a feeling of needing you in my body more that I needed air in my throat..

I felt so empty when you pulled from my throat, grabbed my legs, spinning and lining up with my pussy....I was no longer scared, I wanted the pain I knew was coming, and tried so hard to relax though the feeling of individual muscles tearing open.
I didn't want anything else
I wanted it over and over and over..... It hurts so much, but the pleasure would swing just as hard as you hurt
you where tearing through me, I wanted your cock more than I wanted air- like my entire soul was being fucked....
I needed breaks and remember sitting on the bathroom floor in tears, but still having to touch myself
Like a junkie
You asked to tell you when I felt you at the deepest point I'd been penetrated-
When I did you took my hand down between my legs to feel- the sensation of having you so deep, yet able to grip a entire hand length until your base was overwhelming .hadn'
I don't remember much about what seemed like an hour of you pushing my body to places I never dreamed until the second your pelvis pressed my clit....I left my body right then. I surrendered every part of myself to you- feeling as if Everything that was keeping me alive needed to come from your cock pumping into the middle of my body.
Even my breath was being controlled by the pressure your cock was putting on my diaphragm. I only have room for you or air.... I choose you....
It felt like a constant orgasm wave I never wanted to end, until I felt yours building.
I actually returned to my body with the strongest urge I have ever felt to open myself... The pain returned feeling you harden, grow and moan- your fist contraction seemed to lift my body with it's strength.
My soul needed every drop and you delivered.
Swollen and sore the next day but I had to have you again
I couldn't control how loud I was
I
And I fucking tremble each time thinking of how you sound when you tell me to cum for you

You ruined me for every other man .... That's why I call
This is what women want!

"You ruined me for every other man .... That's why I call" - love the ending, makes me wonder why my exes keep coming back...
 
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This is what women want!

"You ruined me for every other man .... That's why I call" - love the ending, makes me wonder why my exes keep coming back...

Absolutely. I'm so happy to be in a phase of life where so many women are totally owning their needs & not settling for mediocre.
 
Absolutely. I'm so happy to be in a phase of life where so many women are totally owning their needs & not settling for mediocre.

I am fine with ex’s coming back for more just because I was the biggest they had and or I could fuck the longest.
 
Absolutely bro!! I guess I was just flattered and excited

You should be thrilled, flattered, and excited she comes back just because your cock is big and thick. That’s an embedded power you have over 99.9% of men. That deep stretch when they get long and thick for the first time hits a switch and imprints yourself on her. Carnal lust is so powerfull.