Realizing I am Gay

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This is a total work of fiction that I hope you enjoy.

Realizing I am Gay

I am a freshman and renting an apartment off campus. My parents are paying the rent as it was their idea that I live off campus so that I have a quiet place to study.

I'm a nerd. I admit it. I don't care. I’m a bookworm. I'm not at all sporty. Also, I'm skinny with little muscles but I'm also not unhealthy.

All of this means that I am a natural hit with the ladies. I can't keep up with them. I bounce from one to another, never with the same girl twice. Well, that is what I dream about. Unfortunately, the truth was that girls were not interested in me. I'm also really shy so that didn't help. I admire the guys with nice toned and sexy bodies and the confidence that matches, attracting all those girls to them. I pretty much have given up trying to hook up with a girl to avoid the embarrassing rejection. The extent of my sex life consisted of watching porn and masturbating and since I live alone, I got to do that a lot. Hence, I did get a lot of action, except it was always with my hand.

On that particular Saturday, I was walking home when a sudden thunderstorm began. I decide to cut through the park to shorten my walk. I am in the middle of the park when the rain becomes ridiculously heavy. Instinctively I run to the closest shelter, which was a bathroom.

Surprising, the bathroom was relatively clean, but it smelt like stale piss. Not that I cared as I was out of the rain. The rain outside was getting heavier so I headed into a stall to sit and wait it out.

The stall was also relatively clean for a toilet in the park. I took my clothes off, wringed out as much water as I could and placed them on the floor, hoping that they would dry a bit. I placed some toilet paper onto of the closed toilet lid and sat my naked butt down. I figured I had a lot of time to waste while waiting for the rain to stop so I pulled out my phone and started to watch some Tik Tok videos. It donned on me that since I was sitting here naked and alone, I might as well look at some porn and shoot a load.

I am stroking my hard cock looking at a pic of a brunette when I heard someone enter the bathroom and I, of course, stop jerking. The guy moved towards the stall next to mine. I heard the door squeak open and closed and see a shadow of movement out the corner of my eye. Looking over at the stall’s wall I saw a hole cut into it, which I failed to notice until now.

Out of curiosity, I look through the hole and could see the lower half of the guy next door. He was sitting there on the toilet with his pants around his ankles. I guess he had the same intentions that I had, as he began to stroke his hardening cock. I assumed that he didn’t realize that I was in the next stall.

This was the first time that I had seen another guy’s erect cock, outside of porn videos but I move back figuring it was not right spying on him. Although I must admit, watching him, to put it mildly, pique my interest. I had to fight my desire to continue watching him.

I was startled when I saw his eye looking through the hole at me, which was followed by the stranger asking me if I liked what I saw.

Obviously, he knew that I was spying on him. It was also at this point that I realized that my cock was hard. He must have thought that I got hard watching, not knowing that I was jerking off before he came in. But, then again, my cock did go limp when I was startled when he first entered, so he would be correct in believing that my cock reacted to him. But why would it?

The next thing I knew was that the guy stood up, approached the wall, and slowly pushed his cock through the hole. I sat there mesmerized by his cock. Yes, I have seen other guys’ cocks before in the locker room in the school’s gym but never so close to one and never a hard one. His cock, unlike mine, was uncut. Also, its purple head was glistening with precum.

I was naive for not realizing earlier that this was a gloryhole. Of course, I knew what gloryholes were and I also knew enough that he was expecting me to suck his cock.

Instead of freaking out, I kept gawking at his cock. As I stared at his cock, etching its details into my mind, I increasingly had a desire to reach out and touch it. Not only that, but I also had an urge to suck it. I don't know what was happening and why I had these thoughts. Why was I so calm about this? No not calm, I was excited. It seemed like the natural thing to do.

Before thinking about it any further, my hand reached out and I was holding the stranger’s cock. At the same time, it felt similar and different to the way my own feels. I instinctively started stroking the cock slowly, fascinated at seeing the foreskin sliding back and forth over the head of his cock. I heard a soft moan from behind the wall. The head of the cock was shiny with more precum. Before having any time to think about it, I drop to my knees onto the stall’s floor and lick the head of the stranger's cock.

I was hooked at first taste. His precum was delicious. I keep licking until there was no precum left. I then put the whole head in my mouth and suck slowly. I couldn’t believe that I was sucking a cock, let alone a stranger's cock, through a hole in a wall. I have no idea who this guy or what he looked like. I continued to suck and pleasured the cock with my mouth. I think it was that I was performing a lewd act with an anonymous person which made me so incredibly horny. No, it was the fact that I was sucking a cock that made me feel horny.

I slid his cock further and further into my mouth. I try to go a bit too far and gag. Knowing my limits, I adjusted my technique and focus on providing the best blowjob I could. Not that I had any real-life experience to guide me, but I had watch plenty of girls sucking cock in the pornos. His moaning must have meant that I was doing it right.

As I continue sucking, I wonder what was going to happen when it came time from him to come. Will he warn me, or will he just shoot in my mouth? Do I swallow? Do I spit? Will he be disappointed if I spit his cum on the floor or would he just be happy that I got him off?

As it turned out, he did not warn me. I had about half his cock in my mouth when he started to release his warm, slightly salty, cum. I initially cough a bit, and some leaked out the sides of my mouth, but I did my best to swallow as much as I could. His cum tasted like nothing I ever had before but surprisingly, it tasted pretty good. As soon as he finished shooting his cum, he pulled his cock out of my mouth and back through the hole. I heard him zip up and he got out of the stall and left the bathroom without saying a word.

I sat back on the toilet, still naked, thinking about what I have just done. I had sucked a stranger’s cock and swallowed his cum. And I had enjoyed it. I was so horny, as my rock-hard cock confirmed. I jerked my cock savouring the taste of his cum that was still in my mouth. It didn’t take long for me to unload my cum as an intense orgasm sent shockwaves through my body.

After calming down from the high that my orgasm gave me, I put on my damp clothes and left the stall. I saw my reflection in the mirror with cum on my chin and neck. I washed my face and then headed home.

During the walk back home, I was re-examining aspects of my life. I realized that the girls in the porn movies that I was attracted to were always flat-chested and boyish. Furthermore, it’s not that I wanted a body like some of the guys but that I was attracted to their sexy bodies. Also, the reason that I was not trying to hook up with girls was because I was not interested in them, it was guys that I wanted to be with. It was their cocks that I wanted to play with. How I instantly wanted to suck the cock as soon as it was presented to me. I was realizing that I was gay. Or more like that I was finally accepting that I was gay. Seeing the cock appear through the gloryhole simply triggered what came naturally to me and that is why I showed no hesitation to sucked it. Seeing that cock, allowed my true gay nature to be freed. Surprisingly or maybe not so surprisingly, accepting that I am gay did not freak me out, instead, I felt a sense of relief. I finally figured out an important part of who I was.

As soon as I got home, I went into the bedroom, stripped off all my clothes, grabbed my laptop and got onto my bed. I found a gay site and started to watch some gloryhole videos to which I jerked off while reliving what I did in that bathroom. I related to the guys sucking cock through the hole and eventually shot cum all over my chest. I scooped up some of my cum and licked it off my hand. My cum tasted okay but was distinctly different from the cum I had earlier. I hoped that soon I would be able to compare the taste of other guys’ cum to mine. Now that I knew I was gay, I had a lot to make up for. I hoped that hooking up with guys or at least a guy, would be easier than my unsuccessful attempts of finding a girl.

 

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My new routine was to jerk off while watching gay porn, usually oral compilations. Eventually, I came across a video where after the guy sucked his partner’s cock for a bit, he turned around and was fucked in the ass. It got me wondering what it would feel like to have a cock in my ass. I was soon watching video of guys sucking and fucking each other while I jerked myself off until I came again. I decided that I needed to buy a dildo and find out what it was like to get ass fucked.

I looked up where the sex shops were and found one that was located in the gay area of town. I headed there after lunch.

As I approach the sex shop, I quickly look around to see if anyone was watching, not noticing anyone, I duck inside. I was okay being gay but thought that it would be embarrassing if someone I knew saw me going into a sex shop. Not that I was expecting anyone I knew to be wondering in the town’s gay area. There was a staircase heading upwards, I walk up and was greeted with the sight of DVDs and magazines. With the easy access to porn on the internet, I was surprised that anyone would want to buy these. However, most of the store was dedicated to sex toys. There were a whole range of items, many of which I have no idea what they were. I spotted the dildo section and head towards it.

I could not believe that large assortment of dildos. There were big ones, small ones, even ones that look like a fist. Some looked very realistic, including a set of balls, others just looked like rods in assorted sizes. I was not sure where to begin but knew that it was not with the large ones.

"Can I help you find something?" A voice says from behind me. I jump slightly at hearing the voice and I turned around and realized it was the guy from the counter.

"I'm looking for a dildo." I said nervously.

"For you or a friend?" He politely asked.

"Um, for myself," I reply trying not to look him in the eye.

“Are you experience or new to anal play?”

I knew he could tell by my demeanour that I am new to this.

"New, I never had anything up my ass.” I answered truthfully and then added, “However, I have sucked a cock.”

He smiled and told me to follow him. He guided me over to the next row and shows me a range of buttplugs which he told me are better for beginners, and that once I get my hole used to being stretch, then I could try using a dildo.

With his advice, I purchase an 'anal training kit' which he explained was designed to gradually stretch my ass to be able to take bigger things. The kit included three buttplugs, small, medium and large. Obviously, I was to start with the small one and work my way up in size as my asshole got used to being stretched. He suggested that I could leave the plug in my ass, put on a tight-fitting pair of underwear while doing chores around the house. He guaranteed that it would make the chores more enjoyable, while allowing my ass to get used to the plug. He said that once I could take the large plug I could try a dildo. He recommended a 6 inch one that had a slight curve to it and behind its balls was a suction cup. He explained that the suction cup could be attach to a wall or stool to make fucking it more fun. He also insisted that I get a bottle of lubrication and told me the importance of using plenty of lube. He also suggested that if I wanted to practise my oral skills, that I could suck on the dildo while one of the plugs filled my ass. He warned me to make sure that I washed the plugs and dildo after each use and to dry them off before storing them. I thanked him for his help, and he invited me to return again, and he would help me find other toys that he knew I would like.

When I get home, I took my purchases to the bathroom and washed and dried the plugs and dildo. I stripped as I entered the bedroom. I lube up the smallest plug, which was just a little thicker than my finger and push it into my ass. Surprisingly it went in quite easily. As evident by my hardening cock, I liked how it felt in my ass. I open my laptop and return to the gay site.

I was watching a scene involving two football players making out in the locker room and it made me very horny. I took the small plug out of my ass. Pulling it out felt as good as putting it in. I lube up the middle-sized plug and push that in my ass. As the fatter part of the plug entered my hole, I felt some resistance and a little discomfort I pulled it out and applied more lube to it and in and around my asshole and then slowly worked it into my ass. Once I managed to get it in, the discomfort soon turned into a feeling of ecstasy as I enjoyed the feeling of my ass feeling full

I never knew having something up my ass would feel so good. I apply pressure on and off to the bottom of the plug, sending waves of pleasure throughout my hole. I continue doing this while stroking my cock and watching the guy on the screen take his teammate’s cock into his ass. The feeling of the plug in my ass along with the visual stimulus was too much for me and I blew my load. As I was cumming, my ass tightened around the plug and I felt my orgasm wash over my body. Such an incredible feeling.

I felt spent but in a good way. I remove the plug from my ass, washed up, and took a nap.

Over the next week, I use my plugs every day, stretching my hole enough that I finally was able to take the big plug without too much discomfort. I found that the medium plug fitted comfortably enough in my ass that I could leave it in for an extended period of time. I wore it around the apartment and at times when I went out to do some errands. Although when I went out, I wore a shirt that extended below my waist to cover any erections that the stimulation in my ass from the plug sometimes caused. During my jerk off sessions, I would insert the large plug into my ass while sucking on the dildo.

The next step was that I would first get comfortable with the large plug in my ass while sucking on the dildo. When I felt I was sufficiently stretch, I took the plug out and inserted the well lubed dildo into my ass. I slowly fucked myself with the dildo. I eventually tried mounting the dildo to the wall with its suction cup, laid some towels below on the floor and fucked myself. I slowly increased bucking my ass back and forth. I managed to get the full length of the dildo into my ass and fucked myself. I reposition myself, changing the angle and the head of the dildo started to hit my prostate. This caused precum to continuously leak from my cock. I never had so much drip before and was thankful that I laid out the towels, which was getting drenched with my precum. I jerked my cock as I fucked my ass and had an incredible orgasm.

I continued my daily fucking and jerking session. I sometimes placed the dildo on a chair and fucked myself that way.

I watched some threesome movies and it gave me the idea of getting a second dildo so that I could fuck and suck on at the same time.

With the help of the same clerk at the sex shop, I got a realistic 9 inch dildo with suction cup that also vibrated. He said that the vibration would give me a nice new feeling. Boy was he right. It felt great fucking my ass with the vibrator while sucking on the smaller dildo.

With the help of the dildos, I came quite comfortable fucking my ass while also improving my oral technique. It was now time to graduate and find a real cock to fuck my ass. I did some searching on the internet and found out that the bathroom in the park was a know gay cruising spot, especially on Friday and Saturday nights. I set Friday night as the night that I would try to lose my virginity or at the very least, suck another cock.

To ensure that I was properly stretch, I wore the medium plug to the park. I also brought the bottle of lube with me.

I notice that there were some guys hanging out outside the bathroom. There were two guys in their 20’s who were chatting with each other. The other guy, standing alone was in his 30’s. I would be happy with any of them that was willing to fuck me. I made a point of looking at each of them in the eyes as I made my way into the bathroom.

There was no one inside. I enter the same stall as last time, removed my clothes and sat on the closed toilet lid, with the plug still in me. I placed the bottle of lube down on the floor beside my clothes. I hoped that one of the guys would come and join me.

I didn’t have to wait long. I hear someone walk in and he entered the stall next to me. I look through the hole and saw that it was the older guy. He lowered his pants and sat down on the toilet. He stroked his cock that got hard fast. His cock looked bigger than the cock I sucked but not as big as my 9 inch dildo.

He tapped his foot near the wall, which I now knew was a sign that he wanted action. I in returned, stuck my finger through the hole and wiggled it in a “come hither” fashion to let him know I wanted his cock. He quickly responded by sticking his cock through the hole. I waste no time staring this time, instead I drop to my knees and took his cock into my mouth.

I gently suck this cock. I roll my tongue around the head of his cock which got him softly moaning. When his cock felt rock hard, I moved my head back, allowing his cock to leave my mouth. I ask him if he would like to fuck me.

He quickly answers yes.

I stood up and removed the plug. I told him that I am going to coat his cock with lube.

“I sure love a kid who comes prepared,” he laughed.

I lube his cock and stroked it a few times to make sure I got it all slicked up. I turn around and bent over, lining my ass up with his cock. I reached back and grabbed his cock, guiding it into my hole, I pushed back and took his cock up my ass. Yes, it hurt at first, but the pain faded and was replaced by a very pleasurable feeling.

The feeling was indescribable. It felt different and much better than the plug or dildo. Unlike when I was able to control the dildo, the man determined the speed and angle of the thrusting, and this added to the thrill. He started off slow but built-up speed.

I thought to myself about all the time I wasted trying to lose my virginity with a girl but was extremely happy that a cock had taken my virginity.

Leaning on the toilet for support, I reached behind and spread my ass cheeks which I pressed against the cubicle wall. I wanted to get as much of his cock up my ass that the gloryhole would allow.

He picks up the pace and was fucking me hard and fast. The feeling was incredible and increased my horniness. Precum was dripping from my cock, which was harder than it’s ever been while bobbing back and forth with the movements of the cock fucking my ass. I want to prolong this feeling, so I didn't dare touch my dick for fear that I would cum.

Suddenly the man slowed down and I felt a warm sensation spread through my ass. The man was cumming in my ass. The knowledge that my ass was being filled with cum for the first time put me over the edge and I came hard while groaning. I never knew that I could cum without actively touching my cock.

The man withdrew his softening cock out of my ass and back through the wall. I felt empty. I collapse onto my knees, drained of all energy. The guy’s cum began to leak out of my hole, I felt it drip down my thighs. I also heard the man get dress and leave.

I looked around and saw the buttplug resting on my clothes. I picked it up and shove it in my ass, wanting to keep the rest of his cum in place. I sat back down on the toilet seat. I figured I’ll take a few minutes to rest up before getting dress and heading home.

As I was about to put my clothes back on, I heard the bathroom door open and two voices. It must have been the two younger guys.

They came directly to me and knocked on my stall’s door.

“We were told that you have a talent mouth and ass,” one of the guys said. Then the other added, “Come on out. Let’s have some fun in a large space.”

The older guys must have told them about me. I wasn’t expecting another round but no reason to pass on the opportunity. Besides, it would be nice to be able to interact with the person without a wall between us. I left the stall and joined them.

“Whoa, you are naked, obviously you were expecting us,” the one with black hair said.

“Not only that but this kid has a plug up his ass,” the blond-haired guy added. “Makes it easy to know what he wants.”

“Before we get to his ass, lets find out how talented his mouth is,” the black-haired guy said as he placed his hand on my shoulder and pressed down.

I followed his lead and got down on my knees, in front of these two guys.

The black-haired guy pulled his cock out of his sweats. The other guy did the same.

I was now starting at two erect cocks. I took the black-haired guy’s into my mouth and started to suck and tongue his cock while I reached out and grabbed the other’s guy’s cock and gently stroked it. After a cock of minutes, I swapped and sucked the other guy’s cock, stroking the other. I kept alternating between the cocks.

After a bit, the blond-hair guy said that he wanted to try my ass. They helped me up and bent me over, telling me to hold onto the sink for support.

“Damn, he’s dripping cum.” Blondie laughed, as he removed my plug and the older guy’s cum leaked out of my ass.

Blondie stripped off his sweatpants and toss them onto the counter beside the sink.

“Your hole is already lubed up and begging for action,” he said as he guided his cock into me. He proceeded to give my ass a good pounding.

After a while, the other guy said it is his turn, he had already removed his pants. Blondie withdrew his cock from my ass and stepped aside. He was replaced by his friend who slipped his cock into my waiting ass.

As my ass received a pleasurable fucking from the black-haired guy, Blondie did something that I didn’t expect. He got under me and started to suck my cock. I was receiving my first blowjob while being fucked and I felt like I was in heaven.

Needless to say, I could not help but cum, sooner than I wanted. Nevertheless, it felt fantastic shooting my load into Blondie’s mouth as his friend pounded my ass.

When I stopped cumming, Blondie stood up. He patted his friend on the back and he withdrew his cock from my ass. They had me kneel in front of them, as they jerked their cocks, which were aimed at my face. I asked them to fill my mouth with their cum, as I opened my mouth wide.

The black-haired guy was first to cum and he directed most of it into my waiting mouth. I swallowed as much as I could. It wasn’t long afterwards, that his friend followed suit, filling my mouth with his cum.

They both had me lick their cocks clean before they put their pants back on. They thanked me for the good time and hoped to see me again. They then left.

I washed up in the sink before heading back to the stall to retrieve my clothes. I put the plug back into my ass. It felt looser then before. I guess all that fucking stretched it nice and good. I got dress and headed home. I never felt so alive.

On the walk home, I was thinking that although I enjoyed myself at the park’s bathroom, I wanted to have something more stable. I wanted to be dating a nice guy around my age. I wanted a real relationship. I figured that I good start would be to check out the LGBTQ society on campus and go from there.

 

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This story was so hot!! Awesome

 

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Great story!

 

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My new routine was to jerk off while watching gay porn, usually oral compilations. Eventually, I came across a video where after the guy sucked his partner’s cock for a bit, he turned around and was fucked in the ass. It got me wondering what it would feel like to have a cock in my ass. I was soon watching video of guys sucking and fucking each other while I jerked myself off until I came again. I decided that I needed to buy a dildo and find out what it was like to get ass fucked.

I looked up where the sex shops were and found one that was located in the gay area of town. I headed there after lunch.

As I approach the sex shop, I quickly look around to see if anyone was watching, not noticing anyone, I duck inside. I was okay being gay but thought that it would be embarrassing if someone I knew saw me going into a sex shop. Not that I was expecting anyone I knew to be wondering in the town’s gay area. There was a staircase heading upwards, I walk up and was greeted with the sight of DVDs and magazines. With the easy access to porn on the internet, I was surprised that anyone would want to buy these. However, most of the store was dedicated to sex toys. There were a whole range of items, many of which I have no idea what they were. I spotted the dildo section and head towards it.

I could not believe that large assortment of dildos. There were big ones, small ones, even ones that look like a fist. Some looked very realistic, including a set of balls, others just looked like rods in assorted sizes. I was not sure where to begin but knew that it was not with the large ones.

"Can I help you find something?" A voice says from behind me. I jump slightly at hearing the voice and I turned around and realized it was the guy from the counter.

"I'm looking for a dildo." I said nervously.

"For you or a friend?" He politely asked.

"Um, for myself," I reply trying not to look him in the eye.

“Are you experience or new to anal play?”

I knew he could tell by my demeanour that I am new to this.

"New, I never had anything up my ass.” I answered truthfully and then added, “However, I have sucked a cock.”

He smiled and told me to follow him. He guided me over to the next row and shows me a range of buttplugs which he told me are better for beginners, and that once I get my hole used to being stretch, then I could try using a dildo.

With his advice, I purchase an 'anal training kit' which he explained was designed to gradually stretch my ass to be able to take bigger things. The kit included three buttplugs, small, medium and large. Obviously, I was to start with the small one and work my way up in size as my asshole got used to being stretched. He suggested that I could leave the plug in my ass, put on a tight-fitting pair of underwear while doing chores around the house. He guaranteed that it would make the chores more enjoyable, while allowing my ass to get used to the plug. He said that once I could take the large plug I could try a dildo. He recommended a 6 inch one that had a slight curve to it and behind its balls was a suction cup. He explained that the suction cup could be attach to a wall or stool to make fucking it more fun. He also insisted that I get a bottle of lubrication and told me the importance of using plenty of lube. He also suggested that if I wanted to practise my oral skills, that I could suck on the dildo while one of the plugs filled my ass. He warned me to make sure that I washed the plugs and dildo after each use and to dry them off before storing them. I thanked him for his help, and he invited me to return again, and he would help me find other toys that he knew I would like.

When I get home, I took my purchases to the bathroom and washed and dried the plugs and dildo. I stripped as I entered the bedroom. I lube up the smallest plug, which was just a little thicker than my finger and push it into my ass. Surprisingly it went in quite easily. As evident by my hardening cock, I liked how it felt in my ass. I open my laptop and return to the gay site.

I was watching a scene involving two football players making out in the locker room and it made me very horny. I took the small plug out of my ass. Pulling it out felt as good as putting it in. I lube up the middle-sized plug and push that in my ass. As the fatter part of the plug entered my hole, I felt some resistance and a little discomfort I pulled it out and applied more lube to it and in and around my asshole and then slowly worked it into my ass. Once I managed to get it in, the discomfort soon turned into a feeling of ecstasy as I enjoyed the feeling of my ass feeling full

I never knew having something up my ass would feel so good. I apply pressure on and off to the bottom of the plug, sending waves of pleasure throughout my hole. I continue doing this while stroking my cock and watching the guy on the screen take his teammate’s cock into his ass. The feeling of the plug in my ass along with the visual stimulus was too much for me and I blew my load. As I was cumming, my ass tightened around the plug and I felt my orgasm wash over my body. Such an incredible feeling.

I felt spent but in a good way. I remove the plug from my ass, washed up, and took a nap.

Over the next week, I use my plugs every day, stretching my hole enough that I finally was able to take the big plug without too much discomfort. I found that the medium plug fitted comfortably enough in my ass that I could leave it in for an extended period of time. I wore it around the apartment and at times when I went out to do some errands. Although when I went out, I wore a shirt that extended below my waist to cover any erections that the stimulation in my ass from the plug sometimes caused. During my jerk off sessions, I would insert the large plug into my ass while sucking on the dildo.

The next step was that I would first get comfortable with the large plug in my ass while sucking on the dildo. When I felt I was sufficiently stretch, I took the plug out and inserted the well lubed dildo into my ass. I slowly fucked myself with the dildo. I eventually tried mounting the dildo to the wall with its suction cup, laid some towels below on the floor and fucked myself. I slowly increased bucking my ass back and forth. I managed to get the full length of the dildo into my ass and fucked myself. I reposition myself, changing the angle and the head of the dildo started to hit my prostate. This caused precum to continuously leak from my cock. I never had so much drip before and was thankful that I laid out the towels, which was getting drenched with my precum. I jerked my cock as I fucked my ass and had an incredible orgasm.

I continued my daily fucking and jerking session. I sometimes placed the dildo on a chair and fucked myself that way.

I watched some threesome movies and it gave me the idea of getting a second dildo so that I could fuck and suck on at the same time.

With the help of the same clerk at the sex shop, I got a realistic 9 inch dildo with suction cup that also vibrated. He said that the vibration would give me a nice new feeling. Boy was he right. It felt great fucking my ass with the vibrator while sucking on the smaller dildo.

With the help of the dildos, I came quite comfortable fucking my ass while also improving my oral technique. It was now time to graduate and find a real cock to fuck my ass. I did some searching on the internet and found out that the bathroom in the park was a know gay cruising spot, especially on Friday and Saturday nights. I set Friday night as the night that I would try to lose my virginity or at the very least, suck another cock.

To ensure that I was properly stretch, I wore the medium plug to the park. I also brought the bottle of lube with me.

I notice that there were some guys hanging out outside the bathroom. There were two guys in their 20’s who were chatting with each other. The other guy, standing alone was in his 30’s. I would be happy with any of them that was willing to fuck me. I made a point of looking at each of them in the eyes as I made my way into the bathroom.

There was no one inside. I enter the same stall as last time, removed my clothes and sat on the closed toilet lid, with the plug still in me. I placed the bottle of lube down on the floor beside my clothes. I hoped that one of the guys would come and join me.

I didn’t have to wait long. I hear someone walk in and he entered the stall next to me. I look through the hole and saw that it was the older guy. He lowered his pants and sat down on the toilet. He stroked his cock that got hard fast. His cock looked bigger than the cock I sucked but not as big as my 9 inch dildo.

He tapped his foot near the wall, which I now knew was a sign that he wanted action. I in returned, stuck my finger through the hole and wiggled it in a “come hither” fashion to let him know I wanted his cock. He quickly responded by sticking his cock through the hole. I waste no time staring this time, instead I drop to my knees and took his cock into my mouth.

I gently suck this cock. I roll my tongue around the head of his cock which got him softly moaning. When his cock felt rock hard, I moved my head back, allowing his cock to leave my mouth. I ask him if he would like to fuck me.

He quickly answers yes.

I stood up and removed the plug. I told him that I am going to coat his cock with lube.

“I sure love a kid who comes prepared,” he laughed.

I lube his cock and stroked it a few times to make sure I got it all slicked up. I turn around and bent over, lining my ass up with his cock. I reached back and grabbed his cock, guiding it into my hole, I pushed back and took his cock up my ass. Yes, it hurt at first, but the pain faded and was replaced by a very pleasurable feeling.

The feeling was indescribable. It felt different and much better than the plug or dildo. Unlike when I was able to control the dildo, the man determined the speed and angle of the thrusting, and this added to the thrill. He started off slow but built-up speed.

I thought to myself about all the time I wasted trying to lose my virginity with a girl but was extremely happy that a cock had taken my virginity.

Leaning on the toilet for support, I reached behind and spread my ass cheeks which I pressed against the cubicle wall. I wanted to get as much of his cock up my ass that the gloryhole would allow.

He picks up the pace and was fucking me hard and fast. The feeling was incredible and increased my horniness. Precum was dripping from my cock, which was harder than it’s ever been while bobbing back and forth with the movements of the cock fucking my ass. I want to prolong this feeling, so I didn't dare touch my dick for fear that I would cum.

Suddenly the man slowed down and I felt a warm sensation spread through my ass. The man was cumming in my ass. The knowledge that my ass was being filled with cum for the first time put me over the edge and I came hard while groaning. I never knew that I could cum without actively touching my cock.

The man withdrew his softening cock out of my ass and back through the wall. I felt empty. I collapse onto my knees, drained of all energy. The guy’s cum began to leak out of my hole, I felt it drip down my thighs. I also heard the man get dress and leave.

I looked around and saw the buttplug resting on my clothes. I picked it up and shove it in my ass, wanting to keep the rest of his cum in place. I sat back down on the toilet seat. I figured I’ll take a few minutes to rest up before getting dress and heading home.

As I was about to put my clothes back on, I heard the bathroom door open and two voices. It must have been the two younger guys.

They came directly to me and knocked on my stall’s door.

“We were told that you have a talent mouth and ass,” one of the guys said. Then the other added, “Come on out. Let’s have some fun in a large space.”

The older guys must have told them about me. I wasn’t expecting another round but no reason to pass on the opportunity. Besides, it would be nice to be able to interact with the person without a wall between us. I left the stall and joined them.

“Whoa, you are naked, obviously you were expecting us,” the one with black hair said.

“Not only that but this kid has a plug up his ass,” the blond-haired guy added. “Makes it easy to know what he wants.”

“Before we get to his ass, lets find out how talented his mouth is,” the black-haired guy said as he placed his hand on my shoulder and pressed down.

I followed his lead and got down on my knees, in front of these two guys.

The black-haired guy pulled his cock out of his sweats. The other guy did the same.

I was now starting at two erect cocks. I took the black-haired guy’s into my mouth and started to suck and tongue his cock while I reached out and grabbed the other’s guy’s cock and gently stroked it. After a cock of minutes, I swapped and sucked the other guy’s cock, stroking the other. I kept alternating between the cocks.

After a bit, the blond-hair guy said that he wanted to try my ass. They helped me up and bent me over, telling me to hold onto the sink for support.

“Damn, he’s dripping cum.” Blondie laughed, as he removed my plug and the older guy’s cum leaked out of my ass.

Blondie stripped off his sweatpants and toss them onto the counter beside the sink.

“Your hole is already lubed up and begging for action,” he said as he guided his cock into me. He proceeded to give my ass a good pounding.

After a while, the other guy said it is his turn, he had already removed his pants. Blondie withdrew his cock from my ass and stepped aside. He was replaced by his friend who slipped his cock into my waiting ass.

As my ass received a pleasurable fucking from the black-haired guy, Blondie did something that I didn’t expect. He got under me and started to suck my cock. I was receiving my first blowjob while being fucked and I felt like I was in heaven.

Needless to say, I could not help but cum, sooner than I wanted. Nevertheless, it felt fantastic shooting my load into Blondie’s mouth as his friend pounded my ass.

When I stopped cumming, Blondie stood up. He patted his friend on the back and he withdrew his cock from my ass. They had me kneel in front of them, as they jerked their cocks, which were aimed at my face. I asked them to fill my mouth with their cum, as I opened my mouth wide.

The black-haired guy was first to cum and he directed most of it into my waiting mouth. I swallowed as much as I could. It wasn’t long afterwards, that his friend followed suit, filling my mouth with his cum.

They both had me lick their cocks clean before they put their pants back on. They thanked me for the good time and hoped to see me again. They then left.

I washed up in the sink before heading back to the stall to retrieve my clothes. I put the plug back into my ass. It felt looser then before. I guess all that fucking stretched it nice and good. I got dress and headed home. I never felt so alive.

On the walk home, I was thinking that although I enjoyed myself at the park’s bathroom, I wanted to have something more stable. I wanted to be dating a nice guy around my age. I wanted a real relationship. I figured that I good start would be to check out the LGBTQ society on campus and go from there.

I can get turned on but a variety of things, but THIS STORY got me going and after the first few lines I was def getting more interested, along with my cock! As I read further and further, I noticed I was getting rock frickn HARD, and I didn't even try to keep my hands off myself. I finally shot MY load when he said he wanted them, after everything else, to fill his mouth with their cum! I really hope we get to hear about his furthering his experiences--THIS was HOT!

 

[BulgeGuySD]

OMG this was a really good story inevitably I had to bust a nut , the material is so intense and so good the I felt I was watching it all thank you

 

[deleted17481971]

My new routine was to jerk off while watching gay porn, usually oral compilations. Eventually, I came across a video where after the guy sucked his partner’s cock for a bit, he turned around and was fucked in the ass. It got me wondering what it would feel like to have a cock in my ass. I was soon watching video of guys sucking and fucking each other while I jerked myself off until I came again. I decided that I needed to buy a dildo and find out what it was like to get ass fucked.

I looked up where the sex shops were and found one that was located in the gay area of town. I headed there after lunch.

As I approach the sex shop, I quickly look around to see if anyone was watching, not noticing anyone, I duck inside. I was okay being gay but thought that it would be embarrassing if someone I knew saw me going into a sex shop. Not that I was expecting anyone I knew to be wondering in the town’s gay area. There was a staircase heading upwards, I walk up and was greeted with the sight of DVDs and magazines. With the easy access to porn on the internet, I was surprised that anyone would want to buy these. However, most of the store was dedicated to sex toys. There were a whole range of items, many of which I have no idea what they were. I spotted the dildo section and head towards it.

I could not believe that large assortment of dildos. There were big ones, small ones, even ones that look like a fist. Some looked very realistic, including a set of balls, others just looked like rods in assorted sizes. I was not sure where to begin but knew that it was not with the large ones.

"Can I help you find something?" A voice says from behind me. I jump slightly at hearing the voice and I turned around and realized it was the guy from the counter.

"I'm looking for a dildo." I said nervously.

"For you or a friend?" He politely asked.

"Um, for myself," I reply trying not to look him in the eye.

“Are you experience or new to anal play?”

I knew he could tell by my demeanour that I am new to this.

"New, I never had anything up my ass.” I answered truthfully and then added, “However, I have sucked a cock.”

He smiled and told me to follow him. He guided me over to the next row and shows me a range of buttplugs which he told me are better for beginners, and that once I get my hole used to being stretch, then I could try using a dildo.

With his advice, I purchase an 'anal training kit' which he explained was designed to gradually stretch my ass to be able to take bigger things. The kit included three buttplugs, small, medium and large. Obviously, I was to start with the small one and work my way up in size as my asshole got used to being stretched. He suggested that I could leave the plug in my ass, put on a tight-fitting pair of underwear while doing chores around the house. He guaranteed that it would make the chores more enjoyable, while allowing my ass to get used to the plug. He said that once I could take the large plug I could try a dildo. He recommended a 6 inch one that had a slight curve to it and behind its balls was a suction cup. He explained that the suction cup could be attach to a wall or stool to make fucking it more fun. He also insisted that I get a bottle of lubrication and told me the importance of using plenty of lube. He also suggested that if I wanted to practise my oral skills, that I could suck on the dildo while one of the plugs filled my ass. He warned me to make sure that I washed the plugs and dildo after each use and to dry them off before storing them. I thanked him for his help, and he invited me to return again, and he would help me find other toys that he knew I would like.

When I get home, I took my purchases to the bathroom and washed and dried the plugs and dildo. I stripped as I entered the bedroom. I lube up the smallest plug, which was just a little thicker than my finger and push it into my ass. Surprisingly it went in quite easily. As evident by my hardening cock, I liked how it felt in my ass. I open my laptop and return to the gay site.

I was watching a scene involving two football players making out in the locker room and it made me very horny. I took the small plug out of my ass. Pulling it out felt as good as putting it in. I lube up the middle-sized plug and push that in my ass. As the fatter part of the plug entered my hole, I felt some resistance and a little discomfort I pulled it out and applied more lube to it and in and around my asshole and then slowly worked it into my ass. Once I managed to get it in, the discomfort soon turned into a feeling of ecstasy as I enjoyed the feeling of my ass feeling full

I never knew having something up my ass would feel so good. I apply pressure on and off to the bottom of the plug, sending waves of pleasure throughout my hole. I continue doing this while stroking my cock and watching the guy on the screen take his teammate’s cock into his ass. The feeling of the plug in my ass along with the visual stimulus was too much for me and I blew my load. As I was cumming, my ass tightened around the plug and I felt my orgasm wash over my body. Such an incredible feeling.

I felt spent but in a good way. I remove the plug from my ass, washed up, and took a nap.

Over the next week, I use my plugs every day, stretching my hole enough that I finally was able to take the big plug without too much discomfort. I found that the medium plug fitted comfortably enough in my ass that I could leave it in for an extended period of time. I wore it around the apartment and at times when I went out to do some errands. Although when I went out, I wore a shirt that extended below my waist to cover any erections that the stimulation in my ass from the plug sometimes caused. During my jerk off sessions, I would insert the large plug into my ass while sucking on the dildo.

The next step was that I would first get comfortable with the large plug in my ass while sucking on the dildo. When I felt I was sufficiently stretch, I took the plug out and inserted the well lubed dildo into my ass. I slowly fucked myself with the dildo. I eventually tried mounting the dildo to the wall with its suction cup, laid some towels below on the floor and fucked myself. I slowly increased bucking my ass back and forth. I managed to get the full length of the dildo into my ass and fucked myself. I reposition myself, changing the angle and the head of the dildo started to hit my prostate. This caused precum to continuously leak from my cock. I never had so much drip before and was thankful that I laid out the towels, which was getting drenched with my precum. I jerked my cock as I fucked my ass and had an incredible orgasm.

I continued my daily fucking and jerking session. I sometimes placed the dildo on a chair and fucked myself that way.

I watched some threesome movies and it gave me the idea of getting a second dildo so that I could fuck and suck on at the same time.

With the help of the same clerk at the sex shop, I got a realistic 9 inch dildo with suction cup that also vibrated. He said that the vibration would give me a nice new feeling. Boy was he right. It felt great fucking my ass with the vibrator while sucking on the smaller dildo.

With the help of the dildos, I came quite comfortable fucking my ass while also improving my oral technique. It was now time to graduate and find a real cock to fuck my ass. I did some searching on the internet and found out that the bathroom in the park was a know gay cruising spot, especially on Friday and Saturday nights. I set Friday night as the night that I would try to lose my virginity or at the very least, suck another cock.

To ensure that I was properly stretch, I wore the medium plug to the park. I also brought the bottle of lube with me.

I notice that there were some guys hanging out outside the bathroom. There were two guys in their 20’s who were chatting with each other. The other guy, standing alone was in his 30’s. I would be happy with any of them that was willing to fuck me. I made a point of looking at each of them in the eyes as I made my way into the bathroom.

There was no one inside. I enter the same stall as last time, removed my clothes and sat on the closed toilet lid, with the plug still in me. I placed the bottle of lube down on the floor beside my clothes. I hoped that one of the guys would come and join me.

I didn’t have to wait long. I hear someone walk in and he entered the stall next to me. I look through the hole and saw that it was the older guy. He lowered his pants and sat down on the toilet. He stroked his cock that got hard fast. His cock looked bigger than the cock I sucked but not as big as my 9 inch dildo.

He tapped his foot near the wall, which I now knew was a sign that he wanted action. I in returned, stuck my finger through the hole and wiggled it in a “come hither” fashion to let him know I wanted his cock. He quickly responded by sticking his cock through the hole. I waste no time staring this time, instead I drop to my knees and took his cock into my mouth.

I gently suck this cock. I roll my tongue around the head of his cock which got him softly moaning. When his cock felt rock hard, I moved my head back, allowing his cock to leave my mouth. I ask him if he would like to fuck me.

He quickly answers yes.

I stood up and removed the plug. I told him that I am going to coat his cock with lube.

“I sure love a kid who comes prepared,” he laughed.

I lube his cock and stroked it a few times to make sure I got it all slicked up. I turn around and bent over, lining my ass up with his cock. I reached back and grabbed his cock, guiding it into my hole, I pushed back and took his cock up my ass. Yes, it hurt at first, but the pain faded and was replaced by a very pleasurable feeling.

The feeling was indescribable. It felt different and much better than the plug or dildo. Unlike when I was able to control the dildo, the man determined the speed and angle of the thrusting, and this added to the thrill. He started off slow but built-up speed.

I thought to myself about all the time I wasted trying to lose my virginity with a girl but was extremely happy that a cock had taken my virginity.

Leaning on the toilet for support, I reached behind and spread my ass cheeks which I pressed against the cubicle wall. I wanted to get as much of his cock up my ass that the gloryhole would allow.

He picks up the pace and was fucking me hard and fast. The feeling was incredible and increased my horniness. Precum was dripping from my cock, which was harder than it’s ever been while bobbing back and forth with the movements of the cock fucking my ass. I want to prolong this feeling, so I didn't dare touch my dick for fear that I would cum.

Suddenly the man slowed down and I felt a warm sensation spread through my ass. The man was cumming in my ass. The knowledge that my ass was being filled with cum for the first time put me over the edge and I came hard while groaning. I never knew that I could cum without actively touching my cock.

The man withdrew his softening cock out of my ass and back through the wall. I felt empty. I collapse onto my knees, drained of all energy. The guy’s cum began to leak out of my hole, I felt it drip down my thighs. I also heard the man get dress and leave.

I looked around and saw the buttplug resting on my clothes. I picked it up and shove it in my ass, wanting to keep the rest of his cum in place. I sat back down on the toilet seat. I figured I’ll take a few minutes to rest up before getting dress and heading home.

As I was about to put my clothes back on, I heard the bathroom door open and two voices. It must have been the two younger guys.

They came directly to me and knocked on my stall’s door.

“We were told that you have a talent mouth and ass,” one of the guys said. Then the other added, “Come on out. Let’s have some fun in a large space.”

The older guys must have told them about me. I wasn’t expecting another round but no reason to pass on the opportunity. Besides, it would be nice to be able to interact with the person without a wall between us. I left the stall and joined them.

“Whoa, you are naked, obviously you were expecting us,” the one with black hair said.

“Not only that but this kid has a plug up his ass,” the blond-haired guy added. “Makes it easy to know what he wants.”

“Before we get to his ass, lets find out how talented his mouth is,” the black-haired guy said as he placed his hand on my shoulder and pressed down.

I followed his lead and got down on my knees, in front of these two guys.

The black-haired guy pulled his cock out of his sweats. The other guy did the same.

I was now starting at two erect cocks. I took the black-haired guy’s into my mouth and started to suck and tongue his cock while I reached out and grabbed the other’s guy’s cock and gently stroked it. After a cock of minutes, I swapped and sucked the other guy’s cock, stroking the other. I kept alternating between the cocks.

After a bit, the blond-hair guy said that he wanted to try my ass. They helped me up and bent me over, telling me to hold onto the sink for support.

“Damn, he’s dripping cum.” Blondie laughed, as he removed my plug and the older guy’s cum leaked out of my ass.

Blondie stripped off his sweatpants and toss them onto the counter beside the sink.

“Your hole is already lubed up and begging for action,” he said as he guided his cock into me. He proceeded to give my ass a good pounding.

After a while, the other guy said it is his turn, he had already removed his pants. Blondie withdrew his cock from my ass and stepped aside. He was replaced by his friend who slipped his cock into my waiting ass.

As my ass received a pleasurable fucking from the black-haired guy, Blondie did something that I didn’t expect. He got under me and started to suck my cock. I was receiving my first blowjob while being fucked and I felt like I was in heaven.

Needless to say, I could not help but cum, sooner than I wanted. Nevertheless, it felt fantastic shooting my load into Blondie’s mouth as his friend pounded my ass.

When I stopped cumming, Blondie stood up. He patted his friend on the back and he withdrew his cock from my ass. They had me kneel in front of them, as they jerked their cocks, which were aimed at my face. I asked them to fill my mouth with their cum, as I opened my mouth wide.

The black-haired guy was first to cum and he directed most of it into my waiting mouth. I swallowed as much as I could. It wasn’t long afterwards, that his friend followed suit, filling my mouth with his cum.

They both had me lick their cocks clean before they put their pants back on. They thanked me for the good time and hoped to see me again. They then left.

I washed up in the sink before heading back to the stall to retrieve my clothes. I put the plug back into my ass. It felt looser then before. I guess all that fucking stretched it nice and good. I got dress and headed home. I never felt so alive.

On the walk home, I was thinking that although I enjoyed myself at the park’s bathroom, I wanted to have something more stable. I wanted to be dating a nice guy around my age. I wanted a real relationship. I figured that I good start would be to check out the LGBTQ society on campus and go from there.

Yep read this thinking oh yeah ho him then wow was I surprised- swelling, hand in position, getting hard as a rock and finally letting go a gush as I reached the last few sentences omg omg O M G!!!!!
Shit! No one to help clean up oh well ……

 

[lycraluvr223]

This is a total work of fiction that I hope you enjoy.

Realizing I am Gay

I am a freshman and renting an apartment off campus. My parents are paying the rent as it was their idea that I live off campus so that I have a quiet place to study.

I'm a nerd. I admit it. I don't care. I’m a bookworm. I'm not at all sporty. Also, I'm skinny with little muscles but I'm also not unhealthy.

All of this means that I am a natural hit with the ladies. I can't keep up with them. I bounce from one to another, never with the same girl twice. Well, that is what I dream about. Unfortunately, the truth was that girls were not interested in me. I'm also really shy so that didn't help. I admire the guys with nice toned and sexy bodies and the confidence that matches, attracting all those girls to them. I pretty much have given up trying to hook up with a girl to avoid the embarrassing rejection. The extent of my sex life consisted of watching porn and masturbating and since I live alone, I got to do that a lot. Hence, I did get a lot of action, except it was always with my hand.

On that particular Saturday, I was walking home when a sudden thunderstorm began. I decide to cut through the park to shorten my walk. I am in the middle of the park when the rain becomes ridiculously heavy. Instinctively I run to the closest shelter, which was a bathroom.

Surprising, the bathroom was relatively clean, but it smelt like stale piss. Not that I cared as I was out of the rain. The rain outside was getting heavier so I headed into a stall to sit and wait it out.

The stall was also relatively clean for a toilet in the park. I took my clothes off, wringed out as much water as I could and placed them on the floor, hoping that they would dry a bit. I placed some toilet paper onto of the closed toilet lid and sat my naked butt down. I figured I had a lot of time to waste while waiting for the rain to stop so I pulled out my phone and started to watch some Tik Tok videos. It donned on me that since I was sitting here naked and alone, I might as well look at some porn and shoot a load.

I am stroking my hard cock looking at a pic of a brunette when I heard someone enter the bathroom and I, of course, stop jerking. The guy moved towards the stall next to mine. I heard the door squeak open and closed and see a shadow of movement out the corner of my eye. Looking over at the stall’s wall I saw a hole cut into it, which I failed to notice until now.

Out of curiosity, I look through the hole and could see the lower half of the guy next door. He was sitting there on the toilet with his pants around his ankles. I guess he had the same intentions that I had, as he began to stroke his hardening cock. I assumed that he didn’t realize that I was in the next stall.

This was the first time that I had seen another guy’s erect cock, outside of porn videos but I move back figuring it was not right spying on him. Although I must admit, watching him, to put it mildly, pique my interest. I had to fight my desire to continue watching him.

I was startled when I saw his eye looking through the hole at me, which was followed by the stranger asking me if I liked what I saw.

Obviously, he knew that I was spying on him. It was also at this point that I realized that my cock was hard. He must have thought that I got hard watching, not knowing that I was jerking off before he came in. But, then again, my cock did go limp when I was startled when he first entered, so he would be correct in believing that my cock reacted to him. But why would it?

The next thing I knew was that the guy stood up, approached the wall, and slowly pushed his cock through the hole. I sat there mesmerized by his cock. Yes, I have seen other guys’ cocks before in the locker room in the school’s gym but never so close to one and never a hard one. His cock, unlike mine, was uncut. Also, its purple head was glistening with precum.

I was naive for not realizing earlier that this was a gloryhole. Of course, I knew what gloryholes were and I also knew enough that he was expecting me to suck his cock.

Instead of freaking out, I kept gawking at his cock. As I stared at his cock, etching its details into my mind, I increasingly had a desire to reach out and touch it. Not only that, but I also had an urge to suck it. I don't know what was happening and why I had these thoughts. Why was I so calm about this? No not calm, I was excited. It seemed like the natural thing to do.

Before thinking about it any further, my hand reached out and I was holding the stranger’s cock. At the same time, it felt similar and different to the way my own feels. I instinctively started stroking the cock slowly, fascinated at seeing the foreskin sliding back and forth over the head of his cock. I heard a soft moan from behind the wall. The head of the cock was shiny with more precum. Before having any time to think about it, I drop to my knees onto the stall’s floor and lick the head of the stranger's cock.

I was hooked at first taste. His precum was delicious. I keep licking until there was no precum left. I then put the whole head in my mouth and suck slowly. I couldn’t believe that I was sucking a cock, let alone a stranger's cock, through a hole in a wall. I have no idea who this guy or what he looked like. I continued to suck and pleasured the cock with my mouth. I think it was that I was performing a lewd act with an anonymous person which made me so incredibly horny. No, it was the fact that I was sucking a cock that made me feel horny.

I slid his cock further and further into my mouth. I try to go a bit too far and gag. Knowing my limits, I adjusted my technique and focus on providing the best blowjob I could. Not that I had any real-life experience to guide me, but I had watch plenty of girls sucking cock in the pornos. His moaning must have meant that I was doing it right.

As I continue sucking, I wonder what was going to happen when it came time from him to come. Will he warn me, or will he just shoot in my mouth? Do I swallow? Do I spit? Will he be disappointed if I spit his cum on the floor or would he just be happy that I got him off?

As it turned out, he did not warn me. I had about half his cock in my mouth when he started to release his warm, slightly salty, cum. I initially cough a bit, and some leaked out the sides of my mouth, but I did my best to swallow as much as I could. His cum tasted like nothing I ever had before but surprisingly, it tasted pretty good. As soon as he finished shooting his cum, he pulled his cock out of my mouth and back through the hole. I heard him zip up and he got out of the stall and left the bathroom without saying a word.

I sat back on the toilet, still naked, thinking about what I have just done. I had sucked a stranger’s cock and swallowed his cum. And I had enjoyed it. I was so horny, as my rock-hard cock confirmed. I jerked my cock savouring the taste of his cum that was still in my mouth. It didn’t take long for me to unload my cum as an intense orgasm sent shockwaves through my body.

After calming down from the high that my orgasm gave me, I put on my damp clothes and left the stall. I saw my reflection in the mirror with cum on my chin and neck. I washed my face and then headed home.

During the walk back home, I was re-examining aspects of my life. I realized that the girls in the porn movies that I was attracted to were always flat-chested and boyish. Furthermore, it’s not that I wanted a body like some of the guys but that I was attracted to their sexy bodies. Also, the reason that I was not trying to hook up with girls was because I was not interested in them, it was guys that I wanted to be with. It was their cocks that I wanted to play with. How I instantly wanted to suck the cock as soon as it was presented to me. I was realizing that I was gay. Or more like that I was finally accepting that I was gay. Seeing the cock appear through the gloryhole simply triggered what came naturally to me and that is why I showed no hesitation to sucked it. Seeing that cock, allowed my true gay nature to be freed. Surprisingly or maybe not so surprisingly, accepting that I am gay did not freak me out, instead, I felt a sense of relief. I finally figured out an important part of who I was.

As soon as I got home, I went into the bedroom, stripped off all my clothes, grabbed my laptop and got onto my bed. I found a gay site and started to watch some gloryhole videos to which I jerked off while reliving what I did in that bathroom. I related to the guys sucking cock through the hole and eventually shot cum all over my chest. I scooped up some of my cum and licked it off my hand. My cum tasted okay but was distinctly different from the cum I had earlier. I hoped that soon I would be able to compare the taste of other guys’ cum to mine. Now that I knew I was gay, I had a lot to make up for. I hoped that hooking up with guys or at least a guy, would be easier than my unsuccessful attempts of finding a girl.

I feel the same way as you do.

 

[lycraluvr223]

This is a total work of fiction that I hope you enjoy.

Realizing I am Gay

I am a freshman and renting an apartment off campus. My parents are paying the rent as it was their idea that I live off campus so that I have a quiet place to study.

I'm a nerd. I admit it. I don't care. I’m a bookworm. I'm not at all sporty. Also, I'm skinny with little muscles but I'm also not unhealthy.

All of this means that I am a natural hit with the ladies. I can't keep up with them. I bounce from one to another, never with the same girl twice. Well, that is what I dream about. Unfortunately, the truth was that girls were not interested in me. I'm also really shy so that didn't help. I admire the guys with nice toned and sexy bodies and the confidence that matches, attracting all those girls to them. I pretty much have given up trying to hook up with a girl to avoid the embarrassing rejection. The extent of my sex life consisted of watching porn and masturbating and since I live alone, I got to do that a lot. Hence, I did get a lot of action, except it was always with my hand.

On that particular Saturday, I was walking home when a sudden thunderstorm began. I decide to cut through the park to shorten my walk. I am in the middle of the park when the rain becomes ridiculously heavy. Instinctively I run to the closest shelter, which was a bathroom.

Surprising, the bathroom was relatively clean, but it smelt like stale piss. Not that I cared as I was out of the rain. The rain outside was getting heavier so I headed into a stall to sit and wait it out.

The stall was also relatively clean for a toilet in the park. I took my clothes off, wringed out as much water as I could and placed them on the floor, hoping that they would dry a bit. I placed some toilet paper onto of the closed toilet lid and sat my naked butt down. I figured I had a lot of time to waste while waiting for the rain to stop so I pulled out my phone and started to watch some Tik Tok videos. It donned on me that since I was sitting here naked and alone, I might as well look at some porn and shoot a load.

I am stroking my hard cock looking at a pic of a brunette when I heard someone enter the bathroom and I, of course, stop jerking. The guy moved towards the stall next to mine. I heard the door squeak open and closed and see a shadow of movement out the corner of my eye. Looking over at the stall’s wall I saw a hole cut into it, which I failed to notice until now.

Out of curiosity, I look through the hole and could see the lower half of the guy next door. He was sitting there on the toilet with his pants around his ankles. I guess he had the same intentions that I had, as he began to stroke his hardening cock. I assumed that he didn’t realize that I was in the next stall.

This was the first time that I had seen another guy’s erect cock, outside of porn videos but I move back figuring it was not right spying on him. Although I must admit, watching him, to put it mildly, pique my interest. I had to fight my desire to continue watching him.

I was startled when I saw his eye looking through the hole at me, which was followed by the stranger asking me if I liked what I saw.

Obviously, he knew that I was spying on him. It was also at this point that I realized that my cock was hard. He must have thought that I got hard watching, not knowing that I was jerking off before he came in. But, then again, my cock did go limp when I was startled when he first entered, so he would be correct in believing that my cock reacted to him. But why would it?

The next thing I knew was that the guy stood up, approached the wall, and slowly pushed his cock through the hole. I sat there mesmerized by his cock. Yes, I have seen other guys’ cocks before in the locker room in the school’s gym but never so close to one and never a hard one. His cock, unlike mine, was uncut. Also, its purple head was glistening with precum.

I was naive for not realizing earlier that this was a gloryhole. Of course, I knew what gloryholes were and I also knew enough that he was expecting me to suck his cock.

Instead of freaking out, I kept gawking at his cock. As I stared at his cock, etching its details into my mind, I increasingly had a desire to reach out and touch it. Not only that, but I also had an urge to suck it. I don't know what was happening and why I had these thoughts. Why was I so calm about this? No not calm, I was excited. It seemed like the natural thing to do.

Before thinking about it any further, my hand reached out and I was holding the stranger’s cock. At the same time, it felt similar and different to the way my own feels. I instinctively started stroking the cock slowly, fascinated at seeing the foreskin sliding back and forth over the head of his cock. I heard a soft moan from behind the wall. The head of the cock was shiny with more precum. Before having any time to think about it, I drop to my knees onto the stall’s floor and lick the head of the stranger's cock.

I was hooked at first taste. His precum was delicious. I keep licking until there was no precum left. I then put the whole head in my mouth and suck slowly. I couldn’t believe that I was sucking a cock, let alone a stranger's cock, through a hole in a wall. I have no idea who this guy or what he looked like. I continued to suck and pleasured the cock with my mouth. I think it was that I was performing a lewd act with an anonymous person which made me so incredibly horny. No, it was the fact that I was sucking a cock that made me feel horny.

I slid his cock further and further into my mouth. I try to go a bit too far and gag. Knowing my limits, I adjusted my technique and focus on providing the best blowjob I could. Not that I had any real-life experience to guide me, but I had watch plenty of girls sucking cock in the pornos. His moaning must have meant that I was doing it right.

As I continue sucking, I wonder what was going to happen when it came time from him to come. Will he warn me, or will he just shoot in my mouth? Do I swallow? Do I spit? Will he be disappointed if I spit his cum on the floor or would he just be happy that I got him off?

As it turned out, he did not warn me. I had about half his cock in my mouth when he started to release his warm, slightly salty, cum. I initially cough a bit, and some leaked out the sides of my mouth, but I did my best to swallow as much as I could. His cum tasted like nothing I ever had before but surprisingly, it tasted pretty good. As soon as he finished shooting his cum, he pulled his cock out of my mouth and back through the hole. I heard him zip up and he got out of the stall and left the bathroom without saying a word.

I sat back on the toilet, still naked, thinking about what I have just done. I had sucked a stranger’s cock and swallowed his cum. And I had enjoyed it. I was so horny, as my rock-hard cock confirmed. I jerked my cock savouring the taste of his cum that was still in my mouth. It didn’t take long for me to unload my cum as an intense orgasm sent shockwaves through my body.

After calming down from the high that my orgasm gave me, I put on my damp clothes and left the stall. I saw my reflection in the mirror with cum on my chin and neck. I washed my face and then headed home.

During the walk back home, I was re-examining aspects of my life. I realized that the girls in the porn movies that I was attracted to were always flat-chested and boyish. Furthermore, it’s not that I wanted a body like some of the guys but that I was attracted to their sexy bodies. Also, the reason that I was not trying to hook up with girls was because I was not interested in them, it was guys that I wanted to be with. It was their cocks that I wanted to play with. How I instantly wanted to suck the cock as soon as it was presented to me. I was realizing that I was gay. Or more like that I was finally accepting that I was gay. Seeing the cock appear through the gloryhole simply triggered what came naturally to me and that is why I showed no hesitation to sucked it. Seeing that cock, allowed my true gay nature to be freed. Surprisingly or maybe not so surprisingly, accepting that I am gay did not freak me out, instead, I felt a sense of relief. I finally figured out an important part of who I was.

As soon as I got home, I went into the bedroom, stripped off all my clothes, grabbed my laptop and got onto my bed. I found a gay site and started to watch some gloryhole videos to which I jerked off while reliving what I did in that bathroom. I related to the guys sucking cock through the hole and eventually shot cum all over my chest. I scooped up some of my cum and licked it off my hand. My cum tasted okay but was distinctly different from the cum I had earlier. I hoped that soon I would be able to compare the taste of other guys’ cum to mine. Now that I knew I was gay, I had a lot to make up for. I hoped that hooking up with guys or at least a guy, would be easier than my unsuccessful attempts of finding a girl.

Thanks for the story. It rings familiar to me.

 

[JoeMexer]

My new routine was to jerk off while watching gay porn, usually oral compilations. Eventually, I came across a video where after the guy sucked his partner’s cock for a bit, he turned around and was fucked in the ass. It got me wondering what it would feel like to have a cock in my ass. I was soon watching video of guys sucking and fucking each other while I jerked myself off until I came again. I decided that I needed to buy a dildo and find out what it was like to get ass fucked.

I looked up where the sex shops were and found one that was located in the gay area of town. I headed there after lunch.

As I approach the sex shop, I quickly look around to see if anyone was watching, not noticing anyone, I duck inside. I was okay being gay but thought that it would be embarrassing if someone I knew saw me going into a sex shop. Not that I was expecting anyone I knew to be wondering in the town’s gay area. There was a staircase heading upwards, I walk up and was greeted with the sight of DVDs and magazines. With the easy access to porn on the internet, I was surprised that anyone would want to buy these. However, most of the store was dedicated to sex toys. There were a whole range of items, many of which I have no idea what they were. I spotted the dildo section and head towards it.

I could not believe that large assortment of dildos. There were big ones, small ones, even ones that look like a fist. Some looked very realistic, including a set of balls, others just looked like rods in assorted sizes. I was not sure where to begin but knew that it was not with the large ones.

"Can I help you find something?" A voice says from behind me. I jump slightly at hearing the voice and I turned around and realized it was the guy from the counter.

"I'm looking for a dildo." I said nervously.

"For you or a friend?" He politely asked.

"Um, for myself," I reply trying not to look him in the eye.

“Are you experience or new to anal play?”

I knew he could tell by my demeanour that I am new to this.

"New, I never had anything up my ass.” I answered truthfully and then added, “However, I have sucked a cock.”

He smiled and told me to follow him. He guided me over to the next row and shows me a range of buttplugs which he told me are better for beginners, and that once I get my hole used to being stretch, then I could try using a dildo.

With his advice, I purchase an 'anal training kit' which he explained was designed to gradually stretch my ass to be able to take bigger things. The kit included three buttplugs, small, medium and large. Obviously, I was to start with the small one and work my way up in size as my asshole got used to being stretched. He suggested that I could leave the plug in my ass, put on a tight-fitting pair of underwear while doing chores around the house. He guaranteed that it would make the chores more enjoyable, while allowing my ass to get used to the plug. He said that once I could take the large plug I could try a dildo. He recommended a 6 inch one that had a slight curve to it and behind its balls was a suction cup. He explained that the suction cup could be attach to a wall or stool to make fucking it more fun. He also insisted that I get a bottle of lubrication and told me the importance of using plenty of lube. He also suggested that if I wanted to practise my oral skills, that I could suck on the dildo while one of the plugs filled my ass. He warned me to make sure that I washed the plugs and dildo after each use and to dry them off before storing them. I thanked him for his help, and he invited me to return again, and he would help me find other toys that he knew I would like.

When I get home, I took my purchases to the bathroom and washed and dried the plugs and dildo. I stripped as I entered the bedroom. I lube up the smallest plug, which was just a little thicker than my finger and push it into my ass. Surprisingly it went in quite easily. As evident by my hardening cock, I liked how it felt in my ass. I open my laptop and return to the gay site.

I was watching a scene involving two football players making out in the locker room and it made me very horny. I took the small plug out of my ass. Pulling it out felt as good as putting it in. I lube up the middle-sized plug and push that in my ass. As the fatter part of the plug entered my hole, I felt some resistance and a little discomfort I pulled it out and applied more lube to it and in and around my asshole and then slowly worked it into my ass. Once I managed to get it in, the discomfort soon turned into a feeling of ecstasy as I enjoyed the feeling of my ass feeling full

I never knew having something up my ass would feel so good. I apply pressure on and off to the bottom of the plug, sending waves of pleasure throughout my hole. I continue doing this while stroking my cock and watching the guy on the screen take his teammate’s cock into his ass. The feeling of the plug in my ass along with the visual stimulus was too much for me and I blew my load. As I was cumming, my ass tightened around the plug and I felt my orgasm wash over my body. Such an incredible feeling.

I felt spent but in a good way. I remove the plug from my ass, washed up, and took a nap.

Over the next week, I use my plugs every day, stretching my hole enough that I finally was able to take the big plug without too much discomfort. I found that the medium plug fitted comfortably enough in my ass that I could leave it in for an extended period of time. I wore it around the apartment and at times when I went out to do some errands. Although when I went out, I wore a shirt that extended below my waist to cover any erections that the stimulation in my ass from the plug sometimes caused. During my jerk off sessions, I would insert the large plug into my ass while sucking on the dildo.

The next step was that I would first get comfortable with the large plug in my ass while sucking on the dildo. When I felt I was sufficiently stretch, I took the plug out and inserted the well lubed dildo into my ass. I slowly fucked myself with the dildo. I eventually tried mounting the dildo to the wall with its suction cup, laid some towels below on the floor and fucked myself. I slowly increased bucking my ass back and forth. I managed to get the full length of the dildo into my ass and fucked myself. I reposition myself, changing the angle and the head of the dildo started to hit my prostate. This caused precum to continuously leak from my cock. I never had so much drip before and was thankful that I laid out the towels, which was getting drenched with my precum. I jerked my cock as I fucked my ass and had an incredible orgasm.

I continued my daily fucking and jerking session. I sometimes placed the dildo on a chair and fucked myself that way.

I watched some threesome movies and it gave me the idea of getting a second dildo so that I could fuck and suck on at the same time.

With the help of the same clerk at the sex shop, I got a realistic 9 inch dildo with suction cup that also vibrated. He said that the vibration would give me a nice new feeling. Boy was he right. It felt great fucking my ass with the vibrator while sucking on the smaller dildo.

With the help of the dildos, I came quite comfortable fucking my ass while also improving my oral technique. It was now time to graduate and find a real cock to fuck my ass. I did some searching on the internet and found out that the bathroom in the park was a know gay cruising spot, especially on Friday and Saturday nights. I set Friday night as the night that I would try to lose my virginity or at the very least, suck another cock.

To ensure that I was properly stretch, I wore the medium plug to the park. I also brought the bottle of lube with me.

I notice that there were some guys hanging out outside the bathroom. There were two guys in their 20’s who were chatting with each other. The other guy, standing alone was in his 30’s. I would be happy with any of them that was willing to fuck me. I made a point of looking at each of them in the eyes as I made my way into the bathroom.

There was no one inside. I enter the same stall as last time, removed my clothes and sat on the closed toilet lid, with the plug still in me. I placed the bottle of lube down on the floor beside my clothes. I hoped that one of the guys would come and join me.

I didn’t have to wait long. I hear someone walk in and he entered the stall next to me. I look through the hole and saw that it was the older guy. He lowered his pants and sat down on the toilet. He stroked his cock that got hard fast. His cock looked bigger than the cock I sucked but not as big as my 9 inch dildo.

He tapped his foot near the wall, which I now knew was a sign that he wanted action. I in returned, stuck my finger through the hole and wiggled it in a “come hither” fashion to let him know I wanted his cock. He quickly responded by sticking his cock through the hole. I waste no time staring this time, instead I drop to my knees and took his cock into my mouth.

I gently suck this cock. I roll my tongue around the head of his cock which got him softly moaning. When his cock felt rock hard, I moved my head back, allowing his cock to leave my mouth. I ask him if he would like to fuck me.

He quickly answers yes.

I stood up and removed the plug. I told him that I am going to coat his cock with lube.

“I sure love a kid who comes prepared,” he laughed.

I lube his cock and stroked it a few times to make sure I got it all slicked up. I turn around and bent over, lining my ass up with his cock. I reached back and grabbed his cock, guiding it into my hole, I pushed back and took his cock up my ass. Yes, it hurt at first, but the pain faded and was replaced by a very pleasurable feeling.

The feeling was indescribable. It felt different and much better than the plug or dildo. Unlike when I was able to control the dildo, the man determined the speed and angle of the thrusting, and this added to the thrill. He started off slow but built-up speed.

I thought to myself about all the time I wasted trying to lose my virginity with a girl but was extremely happy that a cock had taken my virginity.

Leaning on the toilet for support, I reached behind and spread my ass cheeks which I pressed against the cubicle wall. I wanted to get as much of his cock up my ass that the gloryhole would allow.

He picks up the pace and was fucking me hard and fast. The feeling was incredible and increased my horniness. Precum was dripping from my cock, which was harder than it’s ever been while bobbing back and forth with the movements of the cock fucking my ass. I want to prolong this feeling, so I didn't dare touch my dick for fear that I would cum.

Suddenly the man slowed down and I felt a warm sensation spread through my ass. The man was cumming in my ass. The knowledge that my ass was being filled with cum for the first time put me over the edge and I came hard while groaning. I never knew that I could cum without actively touching my cock.

The man withdrew his softening cock out of my ass and back through the wall. I felt empty. I collapse onto my knees, drained of all energy. The guy’s cum began to leak out of my hole, I felt it drip down my thighs. I also heard the man get dress and leave.

I looked around and saw the buttplug resting on my clothes. I picked it up and shove it in my ass, wanting to keep the rest of his cum in place. I sat back down on the toilet seat. I figured I’ll take a few minutes to rest up before getting dress and heading home.

As I was about to put my clothes back on, I heard the bathroom door open and two voices. It must have been the two younger guys.

They came directly to me and knocked on my stall’s door.

“We were told that you have a talent mouth and ass,” one of the guys said. Then the other added, “Come on out. Let’s have some fun in a large space.”

The older guys must have told them about me. I wasn’t expecting another round but no reason to pass on the opportunity. Besides, it would be nice to be able to interact with the person without a wall between us. I left the stall and joined them.

“Whoa, you are naked, obviously you were expecting us,” the one with black hair said.

“Not only that but this kid has a plug up his ass,” the blond-haired guy added. “Makes it easy to know what he wants.”

“Before we get to his ass, lets find out how talented his mouth is,” the black-haired guy said as he placed his hand on my shoulder and pressed down.

I followed his lead and got down on my knees, in front of these two guys.

The black-haired guy pulled his cock out of his sweats. The other guy did the same.

I was now starting at two erect cocks. I took the black-haired guy’s into my mouth and started to suck and tongue his cock while I reached out and grabbed the other’s guy’s cock and gently stroked it. After a cock of minutes, I swapped and sucked the other guy’s cock, stroking the other. I kept alternating between the cocks.

After a bit, the blond-hair guy said that he wanted to try my ass. They helped me up and bent me over, telling me to hold onto the sink for support.

“Damn, he’s dripping cum.” Blondie laughed, as he removed my plug and the older guy’s cum leaked out of my ass.

Blondie stripped off his sweatpants and toss them onto the counter beside the sink.

“Your hole is already lubed up and begging for action,” he said as he guided his cock into me. He proceeded to give my ass a good pounding.

After a while, the other guy said it is his turn, he had already removed his pants. Blondie withdrew his cock from my ass and stepped aside. He was replaced by his friend who slipped his cock into my waiting ass.

As my ass received a pleasurable fucking from the black-haired guy, Blondie did something that I didn’t expect. He got under me and started to suck my cock. I was receiving my first blowjob while being fucked and I felt like I was in heaven.

Needless to say, I could not help but cum, sooner than I wanted. Nevertheless, it felt fantastic shooting my load into Blondie’s mouth as his friend pounded my ass.

When I stopped cumming, Blondie stood up. He patted his friend on the back and he withdrew his cock from my ass. They had me kneel in front of them, as they jerked their cocks, which were aimed at my face. I asked them to fill my mouth with their cum, as I opened my mouth wide.

The black-haired guy was first to cum and he directed most of it into my waiting mouth. I swallowed as much as I could. It wasn’t long afterwards, that his friend followed suit, filling my mouth with his cum.

They both had me lick their cocks clean before they put their pants back on. They thanked me for the good time and hoped to see me again. They then left.

I washed up in the sink before heading back to the stall to retrieve my clothes. I put the plug back into my ass. It felt looser then before. I guess all that fucking stretched it nice and good. I got dress and headed home. I never felt so alive.

On the walk home, I was thinking that although I enjoyed myself at the park’s bathroom, I wanted to have something more stable. I wanted to be dating a nice guy around my age. I wanted a real relationship. I figured that I good start would be to check out the LGBTQ society on campus and go from there.

Enjoyed this story a lot. I thought that the shop assistant might help with the butt plug, but used that thought as an additional play time thing.

 

[Chuck1226]

I have no romantic feelings for men. I wouldn't be interested in a relationship, but I really enjoy gay sex and porn... I had jackoff buds ad never touched each other. I had a gay friend of my old female roomie learn of that and ask to jack with. Roomie encourage it. He got hard as fuck looking at mine soft, that me hard at flattered. He asked to touch.. I said ok...It turned me on . I grabbed his...and got more turned on . He put me in his mouth and I was shocked but it was so good I let him go... In a few minutes I felt I was gonna cum .. I told him and he sucked it all out
then jacked his and licked my asshole ... He moaned and shot on my asshole and ate it more... I loved it...I jacked alone with dildos and gay porn but never really had a sexual experience with a man. but I couldn't wait to do it again. I had never had a cock in my mouth but I had sucked my dildos to see if I could... So, I took to it.. It turned me on so much... From that day forward we had a jack , suck porn day every week... We both got tested , because I wanted to eat cum. He said you can try this too... He started rubbing my lube cock on his asshole , the head popped in and the next I knew I was fucking a man and enjoying the hell out of it.. I l love when made his cock jump and ooze... Hitting his prostate and watching him just start squirting , made me pre and he told me to cum in his ass... I loved it... It wasn't long after I was toying my self told him to slow fuck me and I was then what I thought to be gay. but I LOVE women... Which makes me bi... The last 3 girlfriends are fully aware...

 

[deleted17481971]

I have no romantic feelings for men. I wouldn't be interested in a relationship, but I really enjoy gay sex and porn... I had jackoff buds ad never touched each other. I had a gay friend of my old female roomie learn of that and ask to jack with. Roomie encourage it. He got hard as fuck looking at mine soft, that me hard at flattered. He asked to touch.. I said ok...It turned me on . I grabbed his...and got more turned on . He put me in his mouth and I was shocked but it was so good I let him go... In a few minutes I felt I was gonna cum .. I told him and he sucked it all out
then jacked his and licked my asshole ... He moaned and shot on my asshole and ate it more... I loved it...I jacked alone with dildos and gay porn but never really had a sexual experience with a man. but I couldn't wait to do it again. I had never had a cock in my mouth but I had sucked my dildos to see if I could... So, I took to it.. It turned me on so much... From that day forward we had a jack , suck porn day every week... We both got tested , because I wanted to eat cum. He said you can try this too... He started rubbing my lube cock on his asshole , the head popped in and the next I knew I was fucking a man and enjoying the hell out of it.. I l love when made his cock jump and ooze... Hitting his prostate and watching him just start squirting , made me pre and he told me to cum in his ass... I loved it... It wasn't long after I was toying my self told him to slow fuck me and I was then what I thought to be gay. but I LOVE women... Which makes me bi... The last 3 girlfriends are fully aware...

Fuckn hot mate hot as all hell

 

[Zach Gold]

Good story

 

[lycraluvr223]

This is a total work of fiction that I hope you enjoy.

Realizing I am Gay

I am a freshman and renting an apartment off campus. My parents are paying the rent as it was their idea that I live off campus so that I have a quiet place to study.

I'm a nerd. I admit it. I don't care. I’m a bookworm. I'm not at all sporty. Also, I'm skinny with little muscles but I'm also not unhealthy.

All of this means that I am a natural hit with the ladies. I can't keep up with them. I bounce from one to another, never with the same girl twice. Well, that is what I dream about. Unfortunately, the truth was that girls were not interested in me. I'm also really shy so that didn't help. I admire the guys with nice toned and sexy bodies and the confidence that matches, attracting all those girls to them. I pretty much have given up trying to hook up with a girl to avoid the embarrassing rejection. The extent of my sex life consisted of watching porn and masturbating and since I live alone, I got to do that a lot. Hence, I did get a lot of action, except it was always with my hand.

On that particular Saturday, I was walking home when a sudden thunderstorm began. I decide to cut through the park to shorten my walk. I am in the middle of the park when the rain becomes ridiculously heavy. Instinctively I run to the closest shelter, which was a bathroom.

Surprising, the bathroom was relatively clean, but it smelt like stale piss. Not that I cared as I was out of the rain. The rain outside was getting heavier so I headed into a stall to sit and wait it out.

The stall was also relatively clean for a toilet in the park. I took my clothes off, wringed out as much water as I could and placed them on the floor, hoping that they would dry a bit. I placed some toilet paper onto of the closed toilet lid and sat my naked butt down. I figured I had a lot of time to waste while waiting for the rain to stop so I pulled out my phone and started to watch some Tik Tok videos. It donned on me that since I was sitting here naked and alone, I might as well look at some porn and shoot a load.

I am stroking my hard cock looking at a pic of a brunette when I heard someone enter the bathroom and I, of course, stop jerking. The guy moved towards the stall next to mine. I heard the door squeak open and closed and see a shadow of movement out the corner of my eye. Looking over at the stall’s wall I saw a hole cut into it, which I failed to notice until now.

Out of curiosity, I look through the hole and could see the lower half of the guy next door. He was sitting there on the toilet with his pants around his ankles. I guess he had the same intentions that I had, as he began to stroke his hardening cock. I assumed that he didn’t realize that I was in the next stall.

This was the first time that I had seen another guy’s erect cock, outside of porn videos but I move back figuring it was not right spying on him. Although I must admit, watching him, to put it mildly, pique my interest. I had to fight my desire to continue watching him.

I was startled when I saw his eye looking through the hole at me, which was followed by the stranger asking me if I liked what I saw.

Obviously, he knew that I was spying on him. It was also at this point that I realized that my cock was hard. He must have thought that I got hard watching, not knowing that I was jerking off before he came in. But, then again, my cock did go limp when I was startled when he first entered, so he would be correct in believing that my cock reacted to him. But why would it?

The next thing I knew was that the guy stood up, approached the wall, and slowly pushed his cock through the hole. I sat there mesmerized by his cock. Yes, I have seen other guys’ cocks before in the locker room in the school’s gym but never so close to one and never a hard one. His cock, unlike mine, was uncut. Also, its purple head was glistening with precum.

I was naive for not realizing earlier that this was a gloryhole. Of course, I knew what gloryholes were and I also knew enough that he was expecting me to suck his cock.

Instead of freaking out, I kept gawking at his cock. As I stared at his cock, etching its details into my mind, I increasingly had a desire to reach out and touch it. Not only that, but I also had an urge to suck it. I don't know what was happening and why I had these thoughts. Why was I so calm about this? No not calm, I was excited. It seemed like the natural thing to do.

Before thinking about it any further, my hand reached out and I was holding the stranger’s cock. At the same time, it felt similar and different to the way my own feels. I instinctively started stroking the cock slowly, fascinated at seeing the foreskin sliding back and forth over the head of his cock. I heard a soft moan from behind the wall. The head of the cock was shiny with more precum. Before having any time to think about it, I drop to my knees onto the stall’s floor and lick the head of the stranger's cock.

I was hooked at first taste. His precum was delicious. I keep licking until there was no precum left. I then put the whole head in my mouth and suck slowly. I couldn’t believe that I was sucking a cock, let alone a stranger's cock, through a hole in a wall. I have no idea who this guy or what he looked like. I continued to suck and pleasured the cock with my mouth. I think it was that I was performing a lewd act with an anonymous person which made me so incredibly horny. No, it was the fact that I was sucking a cock that made me feel horny.

I slid his cock further and further into my mouth. I try to go a bit too far and gag. Knowing my limits, I adjusted my technique and focus on providing the best blowjob I could. Not that I had any real-life experience to guide me, but I had watch plenty of girls sucking cock in the pornos. His moaning must have meant that I was doing it right.

As I continue sucking, I wonder what was going to happen when it came time from him to come. Will he warn me, or will he just shoot in my mouth? Do I swallow? Do I spit? Will he be disappointed if I spit his cum on the floor or would he just be happy that I got him off?

As it turned out, he did not warn me. I had about half his cock in my mouth when he started to release his warm, slightly salty, cum. I initially cough a bit, and some leaked out the sides of my mouth, but I did my best to swallow as much as I could. His cum tasted like nothing I ever had before but surprisingly, it tasted pretty good. As soon as he finished shooting his cum, he pulled his cock out of my mouth and back through the hole. I heard him zip up and he got out of the stall and left the bathroom without saying a word.

I sat back on the toilet, still naked, thinking about what I have just done. I had sucked a stranger’s cock and swallowed his cum. And I had enjoyed it. I was so horny, as my rock-hard cock confirmed. I jerked my cock savouring the taste of his cum that was still in my mouth. It didn’t take long for me to unload my cum as an intense orgasm sent shockwaves through my body.

After calming down from the high that my orgasm gave me, I put on my damp clothes and left the stall. I saw my reflection in the mirror with cum on my chin and neck. I washed my face and then headed home.

During the walk back home, I was re-examining aspects of my life. I realized that the girls in the porn movies that I was attracted to were always flat-chested and boyish. Furthermore, it’s not that I wanted a body like some of the guys but that I was attracted to their sexy bodies. Also, the reason that I was not trying to hook up with girls was because I was not interested in them, it was guys that I wanted to be with. It was their cocks that I wanted to play with. How I instantly wanted to suck the cock as soon as it was presented to me. I was realizing that I was gay. Or more like that I was finally accepting that I was gay. Seeing the cock appear through the gloryhole simply triggered what came naturally to me and that is why I showed no hesitation to sucked it. Seeing that cock, allowed my true gay nature to be freed. Surprisingly or maybe not so surprisingly, accepting that I am gay did not freak me out, instead, I felt a sense of relief. I finally figured out an important part of who I was.

As soon as I got home, I went into the bedroom, stripped off all my clothes, grabbed my laptop and got onto my bed. I found a gay site and started to watch some gloryhole videos to which I jerked off while reliving what I did in that bathroom. I related to the guys sucking cock through the hole and eventually shot cum all over my chest. I scooped up some of my cum and licked it off my hand. My cum tasted okay but was distinctly different from the cum I had earlier. I hoped that soon I would be able to compare the taste of other guys’ cum to mine. Now that I knew I was gay, I had a lot to make up for. I hoped that hooking up with guys or at least a guy, would be easier than my unsuccessful attempts of finding a girl.

Your tale has many similarities to my experience. The events had me reassess slot. Really examining feelings, desires. What turns me on now versus what did before.