I was overcome with joy at the prospect of sharing a room with my crush and couldn't wait until the next day to mention it with him. The story gets pretty uneventful around this time, so I thought I might drviate a little bit from it. It's important to mention that, until this moment, I had not told anybody about my sexuality. My first breakthrough happened after a night at the bar with Mark (my roomate), and some of his friends. After we got back to the dorms, I started crying, thinking about having to go back after the end of my exchange, and told him my life story, eventually coming out to him. Given his background, he was surprisingly accepting. It felt good to speak my truth, and I did it a few more times before leaving for D.C. Another memorable one was when I traveled with my exchange buddies to San Francisco. We were in an Uber, and they were talking about their life prospects and ended up asking me if I was ever going to get married to a woman. I, jokingly, said "Rescue me, if I do!" They got the message and were also very supportive, but our conversation was interrupted as we discovered that our Uber driver spoke our language.
ONE MONTH BEFORE THE TRIP
I work up the courage to walk up to my crush's room and invite him for dinner at the dining hall. When I get there, I am met by a familiar face that I saw at the beginning of the semester. At that time, I was taking some PE classes and had to change afterward. Coincidentally, this guy would always be in the same line of lockers as me, always naked. He was about my height, tanned, with curly dark hair. He clearly didn't manscape, but his ripped body wasn't overly hairy, and his pubes did not cover his average cut dick. It was weird seeing him in some clothes. Apparently, he was Pablo's roommate (lucky guy) and, in my head, potential love interest (they had met before Pablo's exchange and traveled together for a bit). I also invited him to dinner, but he couldn't go. I have to admit that I was a little relieved, as I wanted some time alone with my crush. It appears that he wanted that, too. As soon as we were far enough, he told me that if we were given a choice, he might have chosen another roommate, as they were disagreeing too much. I was happy that there was no one in his mind as of that moment, but sad that he wasn't getting to enjoy his exchange to the fullest.