This thread wasn't really all that applicable to me, until literally last weekend. For me, being bisexual has usually just been about getting off. I am not really all that attracted to the male form, though I do get aroused at the site of a man's naked ass, or erect penis. Anyway, most of my experiences were me topping or getting sucked, with having only bottomed a couple times (which I wasn't in to), and going down on a few times on other guys. In all of those cases, and most of the cases where I topped or was sucked, I wore condoms, or my partner did. That was until I met this one guy, who is now a FB. In fact, I am not sure, but it could be that it's becoming more than just sex (a first for me).
I met this guy who posted a CL ad. He was like me in that he has a live in girlfriend, needs discretion, and is not out to anyone (in my case, I know i post here and it may seem like i am out as a bi man, but I am not). It started out with the usual email back and forth, get to know each other chit chat. As it turned out we are about the same age (within a couple years), both have similar jobs, have very similar interests in movies, TV, music, hobbies, etc. We had similar good and bad experiences with other guys, and with women. Our sexual preferences were complimentary: him being mostly a bottom, me being mostly a top, but both of us said we were open to other things, too. It seemed like we were literally like brothers already, and through email we decided to meet off line at a brewery with 2 miles of his house last Sunday evening. It worked out since his girlfriend was out of state visiting family and his ex had the his kids for the week, and my girlfriend was actually visiting her long time girl friend (platonic), who took her to a concert.
When I met this guy, I instantly was comfortable with him, and he with me within just a few minutes of talking. We talked for 10 hours, getting more and more buzzed as the night went on. We told each other things we only shared with people we knew really well, and in some cases, had never told anyone else. It was like we knew each other for years. We both were also aroused by one another, sneaking in more and more sexual innuendo and topics as the night went on. I was really getting turned on, with one big (HUGE) difference...I was sexually attracted to not just the idea of having sex with him, but TO him.
Finally, when 10 minutes to 2AM came, we had to close out our tabs. Both of us at that point were straight up drunk. Since we weren't in any condition to drive, we both left our vehicles there, and took an uber to his place. Along the way to his house, he discretely started rubbing my cock through my pants. When we got there, we practically started making out immediately after the front door closed. In no time, we were on his couch, naked, and grinding each other, penis to penis, while we made out. I know it was risky doing it, but he went down on my without protection. Just before I was about to cum, he stopped, and brought out the lube for me to top him. I slipped my cock into his ass, and being used to protected sex, along with the slippery lube and warmth of his ass, the pleasure sensation was amplified as I kept thrusting and feeling the end of him on the inside. I am not going to lie....it didn't take long for me to cum!
I felt this wave of intimacy I have never felt with another man, and with only two other women in my entire life. Even after I came, I just laid there on top of his back for a few minutes, holding him and kissing his neck. Then, I felt this new wave of emotion, and the closest thing I can describe it as being is that of feeling feminine submissiveness (something completely foreign to me), and wanting to please him. So, I pulled out of him, guided him to lay on his back, and kissed him from his neck to his cock, and took it into my mouth, unprotected. As I sensed him stiffening and getting ready to cum, he stopped me, and asked if he could top me.
As I have already said, I am not really into being topped, but for some reason when he asked me, that feminine feeling of submissiveness just took me over, and I said yeah. He lubed his cock and my ass, and slowly entered me. It hurt a little, but after I relaxed, the burning stopped (most of it anyway, it still hurt a little), and the pleasure began. He fucked me, then climaxed inside me, and collapsed in exhaustion on my back, just as I had with him. I felt the warmth and wetness of his cum inside me, and felt his cock go flaccid inside me. I don't know how to describe it, but I felt so pleasured, and so submissive in those few moments, that feel like he could have asked me to do almost anything short of killing someone, and I would have done it for him, if he wanted me to. We moved to the bedroom and I spent the rest of the night in his bed with him. Nothing as intense, but we continued to pleasure each other manually in between laying there naked, spooning each other. I had to get up early that Monday morning to get back to my place, before my girlfriend (who also spent the night at her friend's house), got home.
I've thought about this guy all week, and we have emailed each other. We are setting up something for this Monday, and I can't wait!