The Awakening of Robert: A Journey into Desire

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The Awakening of Robert: A Journey into Desire

Robert Hayes was a 60-year-old business professional who had just emerged from a 35-year marriage that ended in divorce six months ago. With salt-and-pepper hair, a lean frame honed by years of jogging, and a closet full of tailored suits, he’d spent decades as a corporate finance executive, projecting stability and success. His ex-wife, Margaret, had been his college sweetheart, and together they’d raised two daughters now thriving on their own. But the divorce—sparked by years of growing apart—left Robert untethered, free to confront a desire he’d suppressed since his youth: to explore his attraction to men. Specifically, he fantasized about becoming a gay cocksucker and, ultimately, being bred by another man. The ideas electrified him, a secret he’d never acted on but now felt compelled to chase.

One sleepless night in April 2025, alone in his new condo with a glass of bourbon, Robert opened his laptop and found Doublelist. His pulse raced as he typed an ad:

"60-year-old newly divorced professional, fit and discreet, ready to explore a lifelong fantasy with a man for the first time. I want to start with sucking and see where it leads—maybe more. Seeking someone mature, professional, patient. Coffee first?"

He posted it and waited, heart pounding. Responses poured in, and after weeding out the mismatches, he zeroed in on three: a doctor, a banker, and a lawyer—fit, professional men who promised a gentle introduction to his desires.

 

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Story 1: The Doctor - Dr. Michael Grayson

Email Exchange:

Robert (April 11, 2025, 10:23 PM): "Hi Michael, I’m a 60-year-old exec, just divorced, never been with a man. Your profile says doctor—tell me about yourself?"

Michael (April 12, 2025, 7:15 AM): "Morning, Robert. I’m 58, cardiologist, married, 6’1”, 180 lbs, still run daily. I’ve guided a few first-timers. Coffee at Starbucks on Elm, Tuesday, 10 AM? No rush—just talk and see."

Robert (April 12, 2025, 9:47 AM): "Tuesday works. I’m 5’11”, 170 lbs, jog too. I’m nervous—I want to suck a man and maybe… get bred someday. New to this."

Michael (April 12, 2025, 10:02 AM): "That’s brave, Robert. I’ll wear a navy blazer, green scarf. Coffee first, then we’ll figure it out. Slow steps."

The Meeting:

On Tuesday, April 15, 2025, Robert met Michael at Starbucks. The doctor’s gray hair and kind eyes put him at ease. They shook hands, and Robert felt a spark.

“Glad you came,” Michael said, sipping espresso. “What’s this about for you?”

Robert exhaled. “Divorce gave me freedom. I’ve always wanted to suck a man off—maybe let him breed me later. Never tried it.”

Michael nodded. “Big leap. Let’s finish here, then head to the Hilton nearby. No pressure—just explore.”

In the hotel room, Michael shed his blazer, revealing a toned frame. He unzipped, his thick cock stirring Robert’s hunger. “Start with this,” Michael said gently. Robert knelt, tasting him—salty, alive. It was intoxicating. As Michael groaned and came, Robert whispered, “Next time, I want you inside me.” Michael smiled. “We’ll get there.”