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His cum was just beginning to drip from my chin as he stepped out the door, a quick “thank you” passing through his lips, and then he was gone. I didn’t know his name, nor did I care to find it out. I got up from my knees and grabbed a paper towel from the kitchen. After soaking it under cool water in the sink, I applied it to my face, hoping to wipe away the disgust I felt for myself within but merely streaking the load he had shot across my five-o’clock shadow. How did I arrive at this point? I wondered to myself as I stared out the front window of my parents’ home on the quiet, suburban street. At the age of 32, I didn’t expect myself to be here again, inviting anonymous, hung cocks from Grindr to use my throat as if it were made to be fucked.
Take this recent exploit with the nameless 19-year-old who lives less than a mile away. Yes, he had a beautiful cock that was made for sucking. I put all my effort into it, showering it with kisses before working my magic tongue along its veiny shaft, engulfing it down my hot throat. It was obvious the teen hadn’t been deepthroated many times before as he let out a sharp exhale whenever I pressed my face all the way down to his pubic bone; however, each time I looked up at him with a wicked smile wrapped around his cock, he could barely maintain eye contact. What a waste, I thought as I coaxed his load out of him over the next 20 minutes. I tried every trick in the book to get him to take notice of me, including showering him with compliments (“wow, your cock is really perfect”) and rubbing along the sensitive parts of his body with my fingers while my mouth worked tirelessly. Hell, I even tried to get the kid into it more by putting his hand on the top of my head, hoping he would finally notice there was an actual person attached to the end of his dick. Nope. He shot his load with barely a mumble then left.
I cast my eyes down from the glass of the window, holding back tears that threatened to fall. Why am I doing this to myself? I deserve better, right? My own penis, which barely registered my guests’ presence, was hidden beneath my black athletic shorts. The bulge it created, even soft, was eye-catching as the bulbous head pressed against the fabric. What the fuck is wrong with you? I asked downward, remembering that just before the ringing of the doorbell, I was fully erect and excited about the prospect of another hung cock to pound my mouth. Unfortunately, there was nothing sexy about what just occurred; instead, I was left feeling unfulfilled, again. What is it I need?
My universal callout seemed to be answered as my eyes rose upward and focused out the window, only to find the neighbor from across the street, Alex, strolling down his driveway shirtless. His bronzed body glowed in the sunlight, and though his age, 39, was beginning to catch up with him, it was clear he knew how to take care of himself. I bet that’s not the only thing he knows how to take care of…my mind (and penis) wandered as I took in his form and considered what lay beneath his cargo shorts. My eyes trailed down, praying to find some indication of what he might be packing, but they found his 4 kids swarming around his legs instead, each demanding his attention as he strutted. “Fucking suburbs…” I thought aloud as I looked back down at my engorged cock. The urge to jump on Grindr again struck like a lightning bolt, but I didn’t want to be that guy. I had lived that lifestyle once before to disastrous consequence, and I wasn’t going to let it happen all over again.
Instead of clicking on the orange mask icon as I glared at my phone, I quickly pressed my fingers into the screen, asking my friend Melanie what she was up to tonight. Aside from being a trusted ally, Melanie and her family helped me escape the torture of my hormones that imprisoned me at my parents’ house. “Sure, come on over!” was her reply. “The Meyers are coming over too, so feel free to stop by whenever.” Ah, the Meyers, I thought as I crept up the stairs toward the shower to clean off the remaining cum of my now forgotten conquest. It’s sure to be another interesting night in the suburbia…
Take this recent exploit with the nameless 19-year-old who lives less than a mile away. Yes, he had a beautiful cock that was made for sucking. I put all my effort into it, showering it with kisses before working my magic tongue along its veiny shaft, engulfing it down my hot throat. It was obvious the teen hadn’t been deepthroated many times before as he let out a sharp exhale whenever I pressed my face all the way down to his pubic bone; however, each time I looked up at him with a wicked smile wrapped around his cock, he could barely maintain eye contact. What a waste, I thought as I coaxed his load out of him over the next 20 minutes. I tried every trick in the book to get him to take notice of me, including showering him with compliments (“wow, your cock is really perfect”) and rubbing along the sensitive parts of his body with my fingers while my mouth worked tirelessly. Hell, I even tried to get the kid into it more by putting his hand on the top of my head, hoping he would finally notice there was an actual person attached to the end of his dick. Nope. He shot his load with barely a mumble then left.
I cast my eyes down from the glass of the window, holding back tears that threatened to fall. Why am I doing this to myself? I deserve better, right? My own penis, which barely registered my guests’ presence, was hidden beneath my black athletic shorts. The bulge it created, even soft, was eye-catching as the bulbous head pressed against the fabric. What the fuck is wrong with you? I asked downward, remembering that just before the ringing of the doorbell, I was fully erect and excited about the prospect of another hung cock to pound my mouth. Unfortunately, there was nothing sexy about what just occurred; instead, I was left feeling unfulfilled, again. What is it I need?
My universal callout seemed to be answered as my eyes rose upward and focused out the window, only to find the neighbor from across the street, Alex, strolling down his driveway shirtless. His bronzed body glowed in the sunlight, and though his age, 39, was beginning to catch up with him, it was clear he knew how to take care of himself. I bet that’s not the only thing he knows how to take care of…my mind (and penis) wandered as I took in his form and considered what lay beneath his cargo shorts. My eyes trailed down, praying to find some indication of what he might be packing, but they found his 4 kids swarming around his legs instead, each demanding his attention as he strutted. “Fucking suburbs…” I thought aloud as I looked back down at my engorged cock. The urge to jump on Grindr again struck like a lightning bolt, but I didn’t want to be that guy. I had lived that lifestyle once before to disastrous consequence, and I wasn’t going to let it happen all over again.
Instead of clicking on the orange mask icon as I glared at my phone, I quickly pressed my fingers into the screen, asking my friend Melanie what she was up to tonight. Aside from being a trusted ally, Melanie and her family helped me escape the torture of my hormones that imprisoned me at my parents’ house. “Sure, come on over!” was her reply. “The Meyers are coming over too, so feel free to stop by whenever.” Ah, the Meyers, I thought as I crept up the stairs toward the shower to clean off the remaining cum of my now forgotten conquest. It’s sure to be another interesting night in the suburbia…