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Fantasy.
Ugh. Hating life right now. My husband had become such a dick. I think he was thinking of leaving me. He keeps telling me I was fat, and that I needed to lose weight. Jesus. I had 2 kids. Yes I was bigger . But not fat. Well maybe I was. But still. I wasn’t obese, But here I was, Headed to the gym in my lunch break. I could work out for 40 minutes, shower, and get back to work in Time.
As I drove I saw him. Matt. He was a really nice truck driver we have at work. He was a chubby man. But he was so sweet. He was always a gentleman but I had caught him looking at my ass. Other guys at work would always joke about seeing my panties when I bent over. Laughed and complimented my ass but always acting like childish perverts. I have seen Matt look, but when I’d look at him. He’d just smile and his eyes were so warm and inviting. He would always remain closer to me and not mock and joke.
We talked a lot each morning before he left the yard. He always called me beautiful. “Good morning beautiful” “have a great day beautiful”. Sometimes it was sunshine “Good morning sunshine”.
Last week I even told him “if I wasn’t married” when he greeted me “good morning my sunshine”
“I’d be honored Kara” was his response.
Matt was walking toward work, I did I uturn and pulled up beside him. This wasn’t the best area
“You ok? Need a ride?”
“I’m ok. Dropped my truck off at Penske for a broken window” he replied. I told the boss I was going to walk back. It’s only 2 miles”
“I’ll give you a ride…” I said. The ride I was thinking suddenly changed in my mind. I hadn’t had sex in a few years… i had never thought of cheating before. No. I won’t cheat. We just need to work on our marriage after I lose some weight, I thought to myself.
“No. I’m ok Kara.. I don’t want to interrupt your lunch” he said.
“Oh. I’m going to the gym.. hubby says I need to lose weight” I said.
“What? No way. You’re perfect” he said innocently
“I’m hardly perfect. But thank you”
“Well you don’t deserve to be told that by the man who loves you. You are busy working mom. You look damn good to me Kara” he said.
“Thank you” I blushed
“Ok. I won’t keep you, beautiful” he said.
“Oh.. ok. Enjoy your walk” I smiled.
“I will. Enjoy the gym?” He said awkwardly
“I won’t” I smiled and pulled away.
I worked out for over 50 minutes. Daydreaming about Matt…. I don’t even know why. He was so sweet though
I skipped my shower due to lack of time. Ran to the car and drove back. The skies are so dark. Storms were coming. Ugh. Well. Glad I didn’t shower.
The rest of work sucked. Until I was about to leave. I became irritated by The old sleeper cab truck rolled up to the inbound gate. I was pissed. I wanted to clock out and go home. Maybe… get some time alone to get Matt out of my mind. My pussy has been wet since I’d been daydreaming about him all day. What was wrong me today. Jesus.
However. My day suddenly got better. It was Matt driving the old sleeper.
“What the hell?” I smiled up at him
“It’s the only spare truck right now” he said.
“It’s a big truck for local work ain’t it?” I said.
“Yep… bed and all” he said. “Reminds me of my old over the road days”
“Oh wow. I’d love to join you” I said. Then realized that could be taken multiple ways.
“Uhm,…. Where?” He said.
“Let’s just leave that be” i blushed.
“Alrighty” he yelped and put the truck in gear.
“You need to get to your car before it storms Kara!” He said as he pulled through.
I smiled and shut the door. I still had to log out. I heard a crack of thunder.
“Fuck” i sighed.
I finished and began to walk up front. It’s nearly quarter mile from the gaurd shack tk office. The wind began to pick up hard. Then drop. Drop. Drop came rain. I was closer to the gaurd shack than the building.. but I really wanted to leave… so i kept heading toward the building. Then the flash of lightning close by,,, and the horribly loud thunder, and then the monsoon hit. I didn’t make it. Not even close. Then I saw Matt. Parked beside the dock. Waving for me to come to his cab. He reached out as I ran to his truck. He grabbed my arm and helped me quickly get in his truck. We stood between the seats. Much closer than I had planned to be to a man. I know I had to smell of sweet from not showering at the gym, and now soaked hair.
“You smell nice!” He sighed. As if he read my mind.
I looked up at him, actually assuming it was sarcasm like my Husband would say to me. But I could see on his face he meant it.
“Thank you.. but no I don’t. I stink i am sure. I didn’t get to shower at the gym” I said.
He moved closer and smelled my shoulder. “No… you don’t. You smell good” he said.
“Well” I said flustered “I’m sure i look like a drowned rat now” I laughed.
“Eh. You still look pretty damn good to me” he said.
“OK STOP!” I blushed.
“Sorry”. He said. “I’m not trying to act that way, just giving you compliments. I’ll back off”
“Have a seat. We will wait out the rain and I’ll take you to your car” he smiled as he sat in the drivers seat.
“Ok” I said as I sat down in the passenger seat.
“Honestly, don’t mind the compliments” I said. “I don’t get them much”
“You should”. He smiled.
“I don’t, i promise… only from you each morning actually”. I said. He smiled warmly.
“Chip?” He asked. Handing me a bag of Lays.
“I don’t need these” I said as I began to eat them anyway.
The rain lasted a while. We talked about work. Me losing weight. A few other things, and somehow my sex life, or rather lack of, came up. I’m pretty sure it was me who blurted it out. But i told him we hadn’t had sex since my my last baby. Due to my size.
The rain began to wain. The windows were all fogged.
“Let me take you to your car” he said. He turned on the defrost and wipers.
“Ok” I said. Still thinking about how fat I felt and how self conscious I was now talking to Matt.
The window finally cleared, Matt out the truck in gear and began to move.
“Anyway…What? Your size?? What are you. 140-150lbs ?” He said as he pulled out of the spot and headed toward the gate.
“Yeah I wish. Try 180 or more. But thank you “
“Well… it’s a good looking 180lbs Kara…” he fell quiet
I noticed he kept squirming and adjusting for the past few minutes. I watched the rain out the front window but was watching him with my peripheral. He had a large bulge in his shorts
“You’re a working mom with kids. You look phenomenal to me” he said.
“Thank you sweetie… hey are You OK? I finally had to ask.
“Hahahaa. Yeah. Sure…. I’m…… I uhm.. I’m… uncomfortable” he stammered and pulled on his shorts again. he drove around the block.
“Why?” I asked.
“Well… to be honest.. talking to you about sex has… turned me on” he said
“Oh… oh. Really?” I asked.
“Yeah. Sorry. I know that’s not right” he said.
“Uhm. I’m flattered. Well. I guess talking about sex does that to men, so not really my doing”. I said.
“No… it’s not that. It’s definitely you” he said.
“Oh”. I blushed. It felt good to be admired.
“Sorry” he said.
“Oh please don’t be… i appreciate it to be honest. I don’t get that sort of compliment much”. I said. Kind of shocked how we were having this conversation as if it were about the weather.
“Yes you do.: You just don’t know it” he said.
“What?” I asked.
“After we talk every morning. This is an issue for me, But normally I’m alone. I can… make room as a drive” he said.
“WHAT?” I yelped.
“Sorry” he said.
“Well… you’re driving… and We are all adults here. You can… make room” I smiled. “I’ll look out the window”
“I can’t do that Kara. That’s not right. You’re married”. He said.
“No one will know and I won’t look. Once it stops raining I’ll get in my car” I smiled turning to the window again. He pulled beside me car and set the brakes.
“Trust me. Your hubby wouldn’t like you in a truck with man with his pants unzipped and with a hard on” he said.
“True…. But if all you’re doing is unzipping. I can’t see it anyway. Right?” I said.
“Yeah…. But still”. He said.
“Just do it…. It’ll be ok”. I said “I kind of like that I made you… turned on”.
“You always do… are you sure about this?” He asked.
“Yes… please. Get comfy” I smiled. I turned toward the window again. But looked back at him as He unzipped his pants. His blue boxers now visible. His bulge was huge.
“Oh my” I sighed silently but my mouth was wide open
“You weren’t supposed to be looking KARA!” He said laughing.
“Yeah well.. that’s hard to miss”
“Ugh… I’m sorry… but thank you” he said. He pulled on his long bulge adjusting it so it laid flat pointing toward his stomach in his underwear still
“Uh… oh…. It’s ok hun… it’s ok. Really” I said damn near panting.
“You ok?” He said
“Uhm… yeah. Yes. Yes. I’m ok.. it’s just… kind of big” I looked directly at his face. “I mean… damn”
“Hahaha. Sorry. It’s your fault for being so cute” he said.
“No. No I’m not… but seriously, . I mean… you’re really.. BIIIIGG” I Said still staring at his eyes. Then I looked down. Apparently it made his blood flow more becuase his cock arched against the materia
“Sorry. This isn’t right. You’re married. I feel horrible. . I can put my pants back” he said. Beginning to zip up.
“No… no really. You’re fine. You are fine” I was literally unable to make sentences. He stopped and left his bulge exposed
“We shouldn’t be doing any of this Kara” he said softly. Looking at me.
“Look. I’m not going to lie. I’m…. I’m… really turned on. I was going to go home and.. this is embarrassing… masterbate… to the thought of you… And not because you’re so big. YOU turn me on. I was turned on before I even saw….. THAT” I pointed “But we can’t. I can’t. We… can’t” I kept babbling
“Kara… I know” he said. He grabbed my hand. “I know… it’s ok.. you’re ok”
We sat in silence. Then I spoke.
“Look…. We can’t. We both know that. But I also don’t want this to end”. I said. “Just the feeling you’re giving me. The way you’re making feel. You make me feel wanted… I don’t want that feeling to stop” I said. “I don’t know what to do”
“Uhm.. it won’t end. Trust me. You make me like this all the time” he said. “Now you know I WANT you”
“Oh… fuck Matt.. stop! That doesn’t help” i laughed.
“Help what?” He said.
“Well… bluntly speaking.. Help me keep my panties on” I said calmly
He looked into my eyes. “Oh……damn…. Kara. We cant…. remember?” He said. He pulled his hand from mine, I think he had just realized he was holding me hand
“I know we shouldn’t” I sighed
“Shouldn’t?” He said. “Stop talking yourself into this Kara”
“I can’t help it Matt. I need to be made to feel good. I need to be wanted. I need to feel this… and, not to sound like a slut. I kind of want to feel that….” I pointed at his bulge again
“Kara… you are wanted… I can assure you” he said pulling up on his shaft to show I made him hard.
“Well… at least you make that obvious…”I smiled… “ Can I see it?” I asked suddenly.
“Kara… no…. We cant to this” he said. “You know you’ll regret that”
“I just want to see how big it is” I said.
“And then what?” He asked
“Then we will go from there.. one bridge at a time”
“Kara…” he said.
“It’s ok.. please” I said batting my eyes
Ugh. Hating life right now. My husband had become such a dick. I think he was thinking of leaving me. He keeps telling me I was fat, and that I needed to lose weight. Jesus. I had 2 kids. Yes I was bigger . But not fat. Well maybe I was. But still. I wasn’t obese, But here I was, Headed to the gym in my lunch break. I could work out for 40 minutes, shower, and get back to work in Time.
As I drove I saw him. Matt. He was a really nice truck driver we have at work. He was a chubby man. But he was so sweet. He was always a gentleman but I had caught him looking at my ass. Other guys at work would always joke about seeing my panties when I bent over. Laughed and complimented my ass but always acting like childish perverts. I have seen Matt look, but when I’d look at him. He’d just smile and his eyes were so warm and inviting. He would always remain closer to me and not mock and joke.
We talked a lot each morning before he left the yard. He always called me beautiful. “Good morning beautiful” “have a great day beautiful”. Sometimes it was sunshine “Good morning sunshine”.
Last week I even told him “if I wasn’t married” when he greeted me “good morning my sunshine”
“I’d be honored Kara” was his response.
Matt was walking toward work, I did I uturn and pulled up beside him. This wasn’t the best area
“You ok? Need a ride?”
“I’m ok. Dropped my truck off at Penske for a broken window” he replied. I told the boss I was going to walk back. It’s only 2 miles”
“I’ll give you a ride…” I said. The ride I was thinking suddenly changed in my mind. I hadn’t had sex in a few years… i had never thought of cheating before. No. I won’t cheat. We just need to work on our marriage after I lose some weight, I thought to myself.
“No. I’m ok Kara.. I don’t want to interrupt your lunch” he said.
“Oh. I’m going to the gym.. hubby says I need to lose weight” I said.
“What? No way. You’re perfect” he said innocently
“I’m hardly perfect. But thank you”
“Well you don’t deserve to be told that by the man who loves you. You are busy working mom. You look damn good to me Kara” he said.
“Thank you” I blushed
“Ok. I won’t keep you, beautiful” he said.
“Oh.. ok. Enjoy your walk” I smiled.
“I will. Enjoy the gym?” He said awkwardly
“I won’t” I smiled and pulled away.
I worked out for over 50 minutes. Daydreaming about Matt…. I don’t even know why. He was so sweet though
I skipped my shower due to lack of time. Ran to the car and drove back. The skies are so dark. Storms were coming. Ugh. Well. Glad I didn’t shower.
The rest of work sucked. Until I was about to leave. I became irritated by The old sleeper cab truck rolled up to the inbound gate. I was pissed. I wanted to clock out and go home. Maybe… get some time alone to get Matt out of my mind. My pussy has been wet since I’d been daydreaming about him all day. What was wrong me today. Jesus.
However. My day suddenly got better. It was Matt driving the old sleeper.
“What the hell?” I smiled up at him
“It’s the only spare truck right now” he said.
“It’s a big truck for local work ain’t it?” I said.
“Yep… bed and all” he said. “Reminds me of my old over the road days”
“Oh wow. I’d love to join you” I said. Then realized that could be taken multiple ways.
“Uhm,…. Where?” He said.
“Let’s just leave that be” i blushed.
“Alrighty” he yelped and put the truck in gear.
“You need to get to your car before it storms Kara!” He said as he pulled through.
I smiled and shut the door. I still had to log out. I heard a crack of thunder.
“Fuck” i sighed.
I finished and began to walk up front. It’s nearly quarter mile from the gaurd shack tk office. The wind began to pick up hard. Then drop. Drop. Drop came rain. I was closer to the gaurd shack than the building.. but I really wanted to leave… so i kept heading toward the building. Then the flash of lightning close by,,, and the horribly loud thunder, and then the monsoon hit. I didn’t make it. Not even close. Then I saw Matt. Parked beside the dock. Waving for me to come to his cab. He reached out as I ran to his truck. He grabbed my arm and helped me quickly get in his truck. We stood between the seats. Much closer than I had planned to be to a man. I know I had to smell of sweet from not showering at the gym, and now soaked hair.
“You smell nice!” He sighed. As if he read my mind.
I looked up at him, actually assuming it was sarcasm like my Husband would say to me. But I could see on his face he meant it.
“Thank you.. but no I don’t. I stink i am sure. I didn’t get to shower at the gym” I said.
He moved closer and smelled my shoulder. “No… you don’t. You smell good” he said.
“Well” I said flustered “I’m sure i look like a drowned rat now” I laughed.
“Eh. You still look pretty damn good to me” he said.
“OK STOP!” I blushed.
“Sorry”. He said. “I’m not trying to act that way, just giving you compliments. I’ll back off”
“Have a seat. We will wait out the rain and I’ll take you to your car” he smiled as he sat in the drivers seat.
“Ok” I said as I sat down in the passenger seat.
“Honestly, don’t mind the compliments” I said. “I don’t get them much”
“You should”. He smiled.
“I don’t, i promise… only from you each morning actually”. I said. He smiled warmly.
“Chip?” He asked. Handing me a bag of Lays.
“I don’t need these” I said as I began to eat them anyway.
The rain lasted a while. We talked about work. Me losing weight. A few other things, and somehow my sex life, or rather lack of, came up. I’m pretty sure it was me who blurted it out. But i told him we hadn’t had sex since my my last baby. Due to my size.
The rain began to wain. The windows were all fogged.
“Let me take you to your car” he said. He turned on the defrost and wipers.
“Ok” I said. Still thinking about how fat I felt and how self conscious I was now talking to Matt.
The window finally cleared, Matt out the truck in gear and began to move.
“Anyway…What? Your size?? What are you. 140-150lbs ?” He said as he pulled out of the spot and headed toward the gate.
“Yeah I wish. Try 180 or more. But thank you “
“Well… it’s a good looking 180lbs Kara…” he fell quiet
I noticed he kept squirming and adjusting for the past few minutes. I watched the rain out the front window but was watching him with my peripheral. He had a large bulge in his shorts
“You’re a working mom with kids. You look phenomenal to me” he said.
“Thank you sweetie… hey are You OK? I finally had to ask.
“Hahahaa. Yeah. Sure…. I’m…… I uhm.. I’m… uncomfortable” he stammered and pulled on his shorts again. he drove around the block.
“Why?” I asked.
“Well… to be honest.. talking to you about sex has… turned me on” he said
“Oh… oh. Really?” I asked.
“Yeah. Sorry. I know that’s not right” he said.
“Uhm. I’m flattered. Well. I guess talking about sex does that to men, so not really my doing”. I said.
“No… it’s not that. It’s definitely you” he said.
“Oh”. I blushed. It felt good to be admired.
“Sorry” he said.
“Oh please don’t be… i appreciate it to be honest. I don’t get that sort of compliment much”. I said. Kind of shocked how we were having this conversation as if it were about the weather.
“Yes you do.: You just don’t know it” he said.
“What?” I asked.
“After we talk every morning. This is an issue for me, But normally I’m alone. I can… make room as a drive” he said.
“WHAT?” I yelped.
“Sorry” he said.
“Well… you’re driving… and We are all adults here. You can… make room” I smiled. “I’ll look out the window”
“I can’t do that Kara. That’s not right. You’re married”. He said.
“No one will know and I won’t look. Once it stops raining I’ll get in my car” I smiled turning to the window again. He pulled beside me car and set the brakes.
“Trust me. Your hubby wouldn’t like you in a truck with man with his pants unzipped and with a hard on” he said.
“True…. But if all you’re doing is unzipping. I can’t see it anyway. Right?” I said.
“Yeah…. But still”. He said.
“Just do it…. It’ll be ok”. I said “I kind of like that I made you… turned on”.
“You always do… are you sure about this?” He asked.
“Yes… please. Get comfy” I smiled. I turned toward the window again. But looked back at him as He unzipped his pants. His blue boxers now visible. His bulge was huge.
“Oh my” I sighed silently but my mouth was wide open
“You weren’t supposed to be looking KARA!” He said laughing.
“Yeah well.. that’s hard to miss”
“Ugh… I’m sorry… but thank you” he said. He pulled on his long bulge adjusting it so it laid flat pointing toward his stomach in his underwear still
“Uh… oh…. It’s ok hun… it’s ok. Really” I said damn near panting.
“You ok?” He said
“Uhm… yeah. Yes. Yes. I’m ok.. it’s just… kind of big” I looked directly at his face. “I mean… damn”
“Hahaha. Sorry. It’s your fault for being so cute” he said.
“No. No I’m not… but seriously, . I mean… you’re really.. BIIIIGG” I Said still staring at his eyes. Then I looked down. Apparently it made his blood flow more becuase his cock arched against the materia
“Sorry. This isn’t right. You’re married. I feel horrible. . I can put my pants back” he said. Beginning to zip up.
“No… no really. You’re fine. You are fine” I was literally unable to make sentences. He stopped and left his bulge exposed
“We shouldn’t be doing any of this Kara” he said softly. Looking at me.
“Look. I’m not going to lie. I’m…. I’m… really turned on. I was going to go home and.. this is embarrassing… masterbate… to the thought of you… And not because you’re so big. YOU turn me on. I was turned on before I even saw….. THAT” I pointed “But we can’t. I can’t. We… can’t” I kept babbling
“Kara… I know” he said. He grabbed my hand. “I know… it’s ok.. you’re ok”
We sat in silence. Then I spoke.
“Look…. We can’t. We both know that. But I also don’t want this to end”. I said. “Just the feeling you’re giving me. The way you’re making feel. You make me feel wanted… I don’t want that feeling to stop” I said. “I don’t know what to do”
“Uhm.. it won’t end. Trust me. You make me like this all the time” he said. “Now you know I WANT you”
“Oh… fuck Matt.. stop! That doesn’t help” i laughed.
“Help what?” He said.
“Well… bluntly speaking.. Help me keep my panties on” I said calmly
He looked into my eyes. “Oh……damn…. Kara. We cant…. remember?” He said. He pulled his hand from mine, I think he had just realized he was holding me hand
“I know we shouldn’t” I sighed
“Shouldn’t?” He said. “Stop talking yourself into this Kara”
“I can’t help it Matt. I need to be made to feel good. I need to be wanted. I need to feel this… and, not to sound like a slut. I kind of want to feel that….” I pointed at his bulge again
“Kara… you are wanted… I can assure you” he said pulling up on his shaft to show I made him hard.
“Well… at least you make that obvious…”I smiled… “ Can I see it?” I asked suddenly.
“Kara… no…. We cant to this” he said. “You know you’ll regret that”
“I just want to see how big it is” I said.
“And then what?” He asked
“Then we will go from there.. one bridge at a time”
“Kara…” he said.
“It’s ok.. please” I said batting my eyes