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(This is Part 2. Part one is here.)



I woke up slowly. My head didn’t hurt but it felt like my thoughts were lagging behind somehow. Probably the third round of scotch was overkill. No regrets.



Right?



I didn’t regret anything…did I?



I opened my eyes wide.



Holy shit. How did that even happen?



My naked body was tangled in blankets with pillows scattered around me. I’d clearly slept quite restlessly, but I barely remembered it. What I did remember was now practically screaming in my brain.



Todd. Naked. Holding my cock. Smiling at me. Holding me. Me holding him.



Fuck.



But he wasn’t there in my room with me, so…so obviously things wrapped up somehow. I remembered his arms around me, his body against me as we stood pressed together in the living room. I remembered we laughed a little. We cleaned up and just stayed naked together.



Right.



That’s why I had the second glass—to stay comfortable with that part.



The third came when I started thinking about my skin too much.



We’d spent a few hours eating whatever we could find that we didn’t need to cook and lounging on the couch. I remembered his loose balls and dick hanging across his leg as he draped himself like a model on the couch. And I remembered him letting me look and me not hiding my gawking.



I kept replaying his eyes fixed on me, that generous, entranced look he’d had. I needed to keep that in the front of my mind as I kept getting flashes of the night and how consumed I’d been by his presence. I had to remember…that he’d felt it too.



I finally threw a leg over the side of the bed and pushed myself upright. Standing, I saw my reflection in the mirror across the room, dimly lit by the morning seeping out through the edges of my curtains. I stopped. I stood and looked.



The warmth of the bed had left me loose and soft. My balls hung generously and my cock was slightly swollen as it always was in the morning. I ran my hands across my stomach, through the dark, coarse hair there, felt the ridge of my muscles and tried to see it the way Todd had seen it. I’d spent so long staring at my body in my life…never with the kind of attention he’d given me last night. Always with scorn or at least a critique. I let my hand down to my balls and tugged on them gently, just breathing with the sensation of my own hand and looking myself over. I almost felt ok with it all for a moment.



I heard a creak and rustle out beyond my door in the living room.



He was awake too.



I hesitated, considering my next move. I could just go out like this. I felt good about how my dick looked at that moment…why not capitalize on it?



And then I considered the possibility that I’d open the door to find him fully clothed and me just naked for no fucking reason. Even with everything we’d shared now, that seemed terrifying enough that, without even negotiating with myself, I had my flannel pants in-hand and was pulling them on quickly. I had a t-shirt nearly on, too, but I stopped.



It wasn’t cold. I didn’t need it. Maybe this time I could just…at least try to be this guy.



Shirtless, with my pajama pants strung loosely at my hips, the vague tops of my pubes even creeping out, I walked carefully over to the door. It wasn’t closed all the way. I eased it open silently with my fingers, just to see what I was walking out to first.



I saw Todd’s silhouette against the early light pouring in through the wide windows beside the fireplace. He looked just like he had last night…that stance, like a statue carved on the spot. He was firm, sharp, solid…and I realized after my eyes adjusted, he was naked. Standing in front of the wall of glass, staring out at the morning, the line of his tapered waist curving with his rounded ass and his broad shoulders gently rising and falling as he just seemed to be taking it all in.



I leaned against the doorframe for a minute and just stared, obscured by the shadow of the alcove.



His hand drifted in front of him for a moment, and the unmistakable rise and fall of his arm drew all of my attention. He turned ever so slightly. Just enough. The line of his rigid cock jutted out from his dark shape. I breathed deeply and rubbed my hand against my chest…to feel my own presence for a minute, or to maybe hope to calm my suddenly racing heartbeat. I watched him move slowly, mindlessly, his hand just rubbing and teasing his dick as he stood.



I let my hand drift down to paw at my pajama pants, feeling my own swelling cock against the soft fabric. I pushed my hand down behind the waistband and squeezed my penis with a downward force that made my glans swell against my fingers. I got very hard very fast.



“Hey,” I heard him say, even though he hadn’t turned around fully still.



“H-hi,” I said, my voice croaking with morning tightness.



“You sleep ok?” he asked, his hand still lazily pulling on his cock as he turned to face me now.



“Yeah, I think so,” I said, my hand still down my pants as I stood up straighter to meet his stance.



“I was worried that the last glass knocked you out,” he laughed softly, his voice still groggy with the morning too.



“No, I’m good,” I said, just letting my eyes wander over his hairy legs, his ass, his rising and falling chest, his draping balls and his erect cock.



He didn’t flinch. He just let me stare at him. He was staring back too. We were obviously tired, slow, easing into the morning—but there was already a magnetic energy emerging. I let it lure me forward and stepped slowly out of the doorframe and into the living room. He stepped toward me, too, holding his dick loosely. We met in the broad rectangle of sunlight that was now warming the floor. I could see him so much more clearly, and I felt the light bouncing off my bare chest just as his free hand came up and stroked my arm softly. He was smiling, but his eyes still looked sleepy.



“Nice way to start,” he said quietly.



“Yeah, it is,” I said.



I felt my pajama pants slip a little more with each motion. My ass was practically hanging out of them. My hand, still dragging on my cock slowly, was also pushing the flannel waistband down with every movement. Finally they just softly cascaded around my ankles and I stepped out of them.



“Even better,” he chuckled lightly.



Our eyes met. I smiled. He just looked transfixed.



To be here, like this, in the morning without the fatigue of the day or the fog of alcohol to soften my attention—it all felt so different than it had last night. Cleaner. Clearer. More focused. Our eyes lingered on one another in a way that seemed to take in everything that the frenzy of the night before had missed. I studied his face, the way his nostrils moved gently as he breathed, the fade of his hair into the stubble that covered his angular cheeks. His eyes seemed to be wandering over my face and beard and chest with the same deeply attuned awareness.



With one hand I slowly stroked myself, and with the other I rubbed and massaged his chest. He breathed heavily, and his free hand wandered up my arm, over my shoulder, to the back of my neck.



And before I knew what was happening, he pulled my face toward his and our lips met.



Oh shit. This was new.



The tip of his tongue met my own for a flash as our mouths locked together more forcefully. My hands went to his waist and held him close. Our cocks bumped against each other as he kept one hand gently on my neck and his other arm slid up my back to guide me in even closer. I felt the scratch of his stubble against my face. I’d never felt anything like that before. It made my cock surge to feel his roughness against my own, and yet also feel his soft, tender lips as we kissed slowly, deeply, breathing together. I heard a small groan swell from his throat as he was methodically grinding his cock against mine.



He pushed himself back for a second.



“Sorry…sorry, man, that was probably too much,” he gasped slightly with a nervous smile. “I just…kind of couldn’t help myself.”



“No, no…not too much,” I said, barely able to catch my breath as I felt my dick brush against his torso. “That was…I liked it.”



“Yeah?” he asked, smiling more widely with relief. “I…I wasn’t sure. But…couldn’t really help–“



I brought my hand up to his face and brushed it against his sharp jaw and the bristling hair there. He stopped talking and just stared into my eyes while I gently touched his stubble.



“This feels nice,” I said. “Different. But really nice.”



I leaned in and wrapped my lips around his again. He sighed heavily into my mouth and let me hug him closer. Our chests merged together as our arms encircled one another.



He laughed into my mouth a little as he leaned heavily against me, breathless and yet also powerful as I felt his muscles barely containing his energy.



“Fuck man,” he breathed, resting his forehead against mine. “I almost did that last night but…I didn’t want to freak you out. Even after…everything else…this feels like…I don’t know.”



“Like being wanted,” I said.



He sighed heavily as he held me close.



“Yeah,” he whispered. “And it makes me feel sort of wild.”



“I like when you lose control a little,” I chuckled, holding his shoulders as we breathed together, our cocks slowly grinding into one another.



He smiled and kissed my neck. Like he had the night before. I closed my eyes and groaned slightly as he gripped me with a kind of strength I could actually fall into a little.

And I could feel that he could hold me—not just a hug, but he could take the weight of me without wavering. That was a new feeling too.



I felt him shift, not pushing but guiding me back gently. I stepped backwards carefully, leaning against his unyielding arms, finding the hair on his forearms with my fingers as I let him release me down on the couch with a cushioned bounce onto my back.



Before I could even speak he was suddenly on top of me, straddling my thighs with his wide knees.



For a moment his hands rested on my firm chest and we just stared at each other. He breathed heavily, looking like he suddenly wasn’t sure if he quite knew how he got there.



“You ok?” I asked with a smile, feeling our leg hair brush together as he looked down at me.



He ran his hands slowly down my chest and over my stomach. His eyes followed his fingers as they swirled gently through my pubic hair and slid down on either side of my scrotum. He pushed his hips forward slightly and let his own balls rest on top of mine as his hands held everything together, our combined heat keeping us soft.



“I just…like to have you close like this,” said Todd. “Your body…your…your attention.”



“You definitely have my attention,” I laughed lightly as our cocks bounced off one another.



“I know,” he said earnestly. “It’s kind of all I’ve ever wanted…from the beginning I think.”



He looked into my eyes and a smile flickered across his face, but I could tell he suddenly felt like he’d said too much. Even now, like this, naked and touching and holding, he looked like he felt exposed.



I let my hands fall and grip his thighs, sliding our hips together firmly. Then with all my might I sat up, my abs tight as I let him shift around until I was sitting upright against the back of the couch and he still straddled me. I wrapped my arms around his waist, our cocks running up and down together.



“Kiss me again,” I said quietly. “Like you wanted to last night.”



His white teeth appeared through his smiling lips and his eyes were bright. He eagerly dove toward me and ran his hands over my smooth head as his mouth crashed into mine and his hips gyrated against me. I let my hands cover his firm ass as we moved slowly together. Our tongues pushed and swirled against one another as the weight of him forced my breath out hard and fast.



Oh.



This is what he meant.



Ok. Wow.



His hands left my head and started fumbling around on the couch for a moment while he refused to take his lips away. Finally I looked out of the corner of my eye to see that he was trying to find the bottle of lube from last night that was sandwiched beneath the pillows beside us.



I smiled in our unending kiss and reached over for it myself.



I popped it open and generously drizzled the shining liquid on our cocks. I closed it and tossed it aside. With my right hand, I wrapped my fist around our penises together, feeling the ridge of his swollen head slip and flick across my encircling fingers as he started moaning into my mouth and pushing a bit more frantically against me.



Holding our cocks together firmly, I humped slowly and deliberately. Todd backed away from my lips finally, his face a little red and his eyes wide. He panted heavily until he finally found the presence of mind to meet my pace. I could tell it was taking him more effort than he may have expected to slow down and stay with me. But as his mouth fell open and his hands rested on my shoulders, I could see he liked the intentionality. His eyes closed for a moment and his back arched as our throbbing cocks glided back and forth on one another, my hand holding them directly together. He took a few slow, humming breaths.



I just watched him.



Felt him.



Let him go wherever he was going for a minute.



His muscles twitched as he moved. His chest kept swelling and falling with a kind of vibration. His hairy, muscular stomach undulated when he pulled and pushed his cock against mine. His hand went up to his head and brushed his dark hair back as he sighed, his bicep flexing a little as his arm moved slowly. I felt my cock swell even more at the sight of his lithe but firm strength. He let himself follow my rising and falling hips, finally opening his eyes as his hands fell back onto my chest and brushed at my nipples gently.



Our breathing was louder, and we were both softly groaning and grunting with each push and stroke together. He kept one hand on my chest while the other slid down and cupped my balls while our penises continued to move along one another in sync.



He let go of my chest and brought his hand down to cover my fist. As we pumped into my hand, for a moment I thought he meant to take over, like he had last night. But instead his hand just gripped over mine, squeezing it to make the friction on our cocks that much more intense.



I groaned as he tightened my hand around our cocks with his own fingers. His other hand came up to encircle my fist now entirely. He held my grip with both of his hands, riding my lap and thrusting while our cocks slid together, faster, with his chest puffed and heaving.



“This feels…so…fucking…good,” he moaned, shaking his head in disbelief. “Whenever I see you like this, I just…it always just takes me in.



His smile flickered and relaxed as his eyes opened and closed while he rocked.



“Ughhhh…yeah, hold our cocks together” he whispered. “I love feeling you like this…”



He squeezed our hands together more as he breathed out his moans. Our balls rolled gingerly over one another as we moved together. I realized the slit of his dick was leaking precum generously, keeping the lube slick and smooth. The way his hands were held together squeezed his arms inward enough to push his pecs out even further.



“Oh god…” he breathed as his movements became longer, deeper, more forceful.



I felt the head of his cock slide along my frenulum rapidly as he was moving now with far more force. I couldn’t help but meet his motion with my own pushing and lunging enthusiasm. The wet, smacking sound of our dicks flying between our joined fists was getting louder and louder. My own cock head was fuller as I pumped as well.



With my free hand I reached up and rubbed his chest, moving all over until my fingers made their way up his neck and I held the back of his head softly. He leaned in with my gentle guidance until our faces nearly touched, his rapid breath against me. Our cheeks met.



“I…I’m gonna…” he breathed.



“Yeah, go, come on,” I whispered.



I pushed my mouth forward onto his as our tongues mashed into one another—thick, wet, firm, pressing together. He started thrusting wildly, moaning loudly while he kissed and sucked on my mouth.



“Fuck…fuck…oh god,” he panted.



He arched back again suddenly, his hands moving to my thighs, his chest broad and open to me as he pumped wildly.



“Oh shit!” I cried out.



I hadn’t realized how close I’d gotten until my body took over—jerking, pulsing, unraveling—as I thrusted more rapidly than he even was.



His eyes went wide.



All at once my hips bucked, my abs clenched, and my eyes went unfocused for a moment when I felt a thick burst of cum explode from my cock inside my hand, rocketing forward and streaming across Todd’s dick and pubes.



“Oh—uhhhhh—fuuuuck,” I breathed as more and more semen poured through my fingers, pushed out and mixed with lube as Todd kept thrusting vigorously.



“Don’t st…don’t…don’t let go,” he groaned as his shoulders started spasming rapidly.



His chest rose and then stayed full for a moment until he fell forward toward me.



“Ohhhhhh….god….ooooooohhhhhh”



His face rushed against mine and our lips met softly while he jerked and twisted and I felt the pulsing of his cock in my hand, against my own slightly softened dick. His cum spilled out, warmly running down my balls.



He fell fully against me and I caught him with both hands, my wet fingers against his firm back. He kept kissing me softly until the deep sigh between us seemed to collapse us both into each other.



Finally, after he seemed to recover his frame of mind, he rolled off me carefully and fell back onto the couch.



The wetness strung out across my leg as he moved to lie limply against the cushions with his arm falling toward the floor.



“Holy shit, man,” he breathed heavily as his firm leg stretched out across my lap.



“Yeah,” I said quietly, slowing my breath and turning to look at him spread out before me. His legs fell open widely as his glistening cock and balls spread across his thigh. It coaxed me in again. Without hesitation I bent and stretched toward him. His arms came up to meet me.



I let him hold me as I laid myself out broadly on top of him for a moment. I kissed his neck as he sighed and his long arms wrapped around me. Our legs entwined as I kissed his shoulders, his chest, his face—slowly, methodically, breathing deeply with each touch. He rubbed my back. Finally I slid limply beside him, between his strong, hairy body and the soft back of the couch. He turned slightly, letting me wedge in as he pressed his ass against my softened cock and the wetness across my torso. He wrapped my arm around him as we spooned quietly on the couch, staring at the morning light growing broadly across the living room floor. He took my hand and held it against his chest and we were just quiet. Together.



* * *
 
It had taken us a little while to rouse ourselves from the couch, but eventually we made coffee and breakfast. As the late morning rolled in, we’d decided to get out and enjoy the sunshine on what was clearly going to be a warm, ideal day. Even though part of me wanted to just stay inside with Todd and spend the entire day with our bodies, I also wanted to show him the surrounding natural tranquility and beauty. We packed a bag of a few snacks and water, put on shorts, t-shirts and hiking boots and headed out into the breeze and brightness.



The sun was warm and radiated from the grass and ground around us as we walked toward the sparse line of trees that led to the denser forest beyond. The path was broad and rolled out ahead. Our boots crunched in the gravel as we walked side-by-side. His arm kept drifting out once in a while to just touch me, shoulders bumping together. I let my own hand find his back and arm now and then as we walked and talked,



I realized it was always like this when we were together.



Small moments of contact, of connection.



But now it felt like it meant something very different than it had before. Even just a few days ago, it would always make me burn a little inside to feel his closeness and yet also feel how inaccessible he still was. I’d take what I could get back then.



But as we moved together, these little touches and gentle collisions seemed to be more about the unseen tie that kept drawing us together—something that had always been there but had never been allowed to really reveal itself. But now that it had, now that there wasn’t any question about what this feeling was or if it was just in my head, this wasn’t frustrating or teasing.



It was electric and invigorating. And I was at ease.



By the time we reached the lake beyond the woods, I’d sweated through my shirt and could feel the moisture trapped between my back and the bag hanging off my shoulders. I suddenly realized anyone else would have ditched the shirt a while ago. But outside the seclusion and safety of the cabin, I still felt that undeniable impulse to cover and hide.



Even with Todd now. Even after everything. Suddenly that ease didn’t seem so close.



“Can we swim in it?” he asked, jolting me out of my spinning fixation on my own torso.



“Oh,” I said looking at him and his eager face. “Oh, yeah, I have. People do. I just…I didn’t bring…”



Todd just stared at me with a smirk.



“Seriously, man?” he laughed softly. “Still?”



I laughed nervously with him. I could see the absurdity of my suddenly resurgent prudishness. But I also had never dared to come anywhere close to skinny dipping before.



“Is there any chance that someone else would show up?” he asked, clearly trying to give my fear its chance to breathe.



“I mean…” I started, trying to both find my excuse and somehow remain honestly rational. “I guess…I guess I’ve never seen anyone else out here.”



Todd shrugged. Clearly that was good enough for him.



“But that doesn’t mean there couldn’t be,” I said hurriedly.



“Their lucky day then,” he laughed, pulling his shirt off swiftly and unbuckling his belt. Before I could think of another objection, his shorts and underwear were around his ankles as he kicked everything off with his shoes and stretched enthusiastically in the open, bright air, his soft cock and balls hanging freely and drawing all my attention once more.



“Shit,” I muttered.



“It’ll be fun,” he said with his intoxicating, bright smile as I just took in his entrancing body once more. Then his hand came over to my shoulder gently. “With you.”



I looked in his eyes and saw it—honesty. He wanted this. Wanted me. And who was I to withhold that now?



I set the backpack down in the sparse grass and peeled off my wet shirt slowly, draping it over the bag. I lifted my feet out of my boots carefully and stuffed my socks inside. With slow breath I unfastened my shorts and peeled them off carefully, putting them with my shirt as well. Finally, just in my boxer briefs I looked over to see how eagerly Todd was watching me. Any other moment in my life, eyes on me would have convinced me to abandon the entire crazy idea. But something in his glancing and scanning felt safe and affirming. And so when my underwear came off and his smile and satisfaction were undeniable, I almost didn’t mind that at this exact moment my dick wasn’t hanging as freely as his or that the sudden air on my balls made them tighten slightly.



“Ten outta ten, man,” he said, shaking his head with a mesmerized smile.



I rolled my eyes and forced a laugh.



His hand came over to my arm. I leaned toward him. He looked me over again. He yanked me close quickly and kissed my cheek. I felt myself flush.



“Come on!” he yelled and sprinted toward the water, his furry ass bouncing away from me as he splashed and kicked his way into what had been a pristinely motionless lake.



I watched him disappear below the surface for a second and then explode back up with exuberance.



I took a breath and then ran in after him.



The water was colder than I was prepared for but also exactly what my sweating face and torso needed. I let myself fall forward and submerged for a moment, then pushed up and breathed deeply as my arms and legs spread wide. I felt the coolness surrounding every inch of me as I lazily drifted for a moment.



Todd’s fingers caught mine. His wide arms were stretched toward me and I let him pull us together as the water rushed out between us. His hands found my back as he guided me in close. I stretched my arms over his shoulders. Our soft cocks bumped together beneath the surface of the water as my lips found his and he pushed himself into me.



“See?” he said, grinning wildly as we held each other. “I told you!”



“I’m getting there,” I laughed back.



“Sorry if I’m pushing you too far,” he offered more quietly with a crook smirk.



“I need it sometimes,” I said. “And I trust you.”



“Good,” he said with lighthearted relief as he hugged me closer and dragged me along in the water.



It could have been an hour as easily as a minute that we swam together, moving through the quiet water as the echo of birds and insects from the surrounding grass and forest filled the air. Only our voices and laughs echoed out now and then as we moved apart and then back together over and over.



Finally, Todd started drifting toward the shore and decided to stroll out onto the grass. I watched his flexing ass and thighs emerge, dripping wet as the hair that clung all over his body looked darker and heavier.



He turned toward me. His cock and scrotum were both a little shrunken from the cold, his thick dark pubic hair dripping as he stood and stretched in the warm sun. I reached down to stretch and adjust my own penis. The cold water had me drawn up far more than I would have ever wanted someone to see.



But I’d meant what I’d said. I trusted him.



So I waded out toward him, knowing he was staring at me the whole time as the waterline dripped from my chest to my thighs to reveal my own wet, dripping hairy body.



“Fuck, man,” Todd called out loudly.



“Shut up,” I laughed.



“No way,” he laughed back as I got closer to him. “I’m gonna be thinking about that reveal for a long fucking time. You’re always showing me something else I didn’t know I was so into until it’s you.”



“Yeah, well, same,” I said, standing in front of him now in the warmth myself.



Todd squatted down before spreading himself out naked on the grass by my feet. I just looked him over, the last small rivulets of water dripping down from his chest and abs as he closed his eyes to feel the sun. I got down next to him and laid shoulder to shoulder. His hand drifted over and took mine. Our fingers locked together as we rested in the sun. The grass and dirt together were cool and coarse, maybe even uncomfortable, but the way his thumb was tracing my palm and wrist gently, mindlessly, pleasantly—it was keeping me fixated on his presence above all.



The sun dried my skin thoroughly and it felt a little stiff to shift and move beside one another for a moment. Todd sat up beside me, knees bent as he looked me over with a placid happiness. I looked up at him, shielding my eyes for a moment.



“I really enjoy seeing you like this,” he said, his hand drifting over and stroking my stomach softly. “You have so much presence, you know? There’s something…strong…beautiful in it.”



I sat up on my elbows a bit to meet his gaze more directly. I didn’t quite know what to say. But I could see in his eyes how much he meant it.



“You have a hard time believing me with that kind of thing,” he observed before I could find the words to contradict him.



“I mean, kinda, yeah,” I admitted. “I’m just very aware of all these different things about my body that aren’t quite right.”



“What the fuck does that even mean?” asked Todd. For a moment, he almost looked offended—on my behalf.



“No, I just mean…there’s…stuff I wish I could change,” I said quietly. It felt a little silly to even say it out loud now. “Parts of my skin and stretch marks and things from when I was so much bigger. Things like that.”



Todd’s hand drifted back over my stomach gently, over my chest. I let him touch me, but it felt different. Like he was searching for something.



“I don’t see it,” he said, shaking his head. “If there’s a line or a mark, every time I see it or touch it I just see how much you worked, how strong you are, how alive. And it makes me want you more.”



I chuckled weakly and shook my head as I sat fully up beside him..



“What?” he asked.



“I feel like that’s what I see in you,” I said. “What I’ve always seen. Admired. Wanted.”



“Well…this weekend was inevitable then,” he said softly.



He put his arm around me and held me close, his head against mine for a moment. We sat there in the bright sun, naked and warm, looking out over the shimmering water. His hand ran lazily over my back, caressing and feeling and tracing. I closed my eyes and felt his touch as we just sat silently together.



After a while of resting beside the lake, Todd finally stood up and put his hiking booys back on—but nothing else.



“Wanna head back?” he asked.



I just looked at him, his coarse, lean frame and the sun casting sharp shadows over his musculature. His cock hanging loosely over his balls.



“Like this?” I scoffed in disbelief.



“You really wanna put that sweaty shit back on?” he laughed.



“I have never…ever…” I said, my eyes wide with horror at the suggestion.



“There’s literally no one here but us,” said Todd, stretching widely. “Plus, the list of things we’ve never done that we’re getting to check off now has only been fantastic as far as I can tell.”



Before I could argue, he’d unzipped the backpack and started shoving all of our clothes inside. He tossed my boots and socks at my feet with his wide smile.



“Fuck,” I breathed. “Fine.”



I stood up and let the air blow against my back for a moment. The warm sun had my own sack and dick looser and a little heavier, so I wasn’t nearly as scared as I might have been straight out of the water. As I laced up my boots, I felt Todd’s eyes on me as I was squatted over. I smiled to myself. This guy was changing me…setting something free finally.



I guess I always knew he would.



“I’ll even carry this,” he said, throwing the backpack over his bare shoulders. The weight pulled his chest open broadly and his nipples out boldly.



“You’re so fucking hot,” I muttered as I stood up.



He came over to me and put his hand on my face for a moment, looking in my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me briefly, gently, like it was becoming familiar in the best way. His hand ran down my neck, my chest, my stomach, until it came down and cupped my balls gently, pulsing over them and lifting carefully. I felt my cock swell for a moment.



“Come on,” he said quietly, letting go and turning as his hand ran around my hips and gave my bare ass a small squeeze.



I breathed deeply as I followed after him, my dick hanging heavily as I moved.



* * *
 
When we got back to the cabin, the sun was high overhead and radiating down intensely, the bright blue sky in its cloudlessness was offering no real relief from the rising heat of the day. Our naked bodies were glistening, sweat beading all over. When we went back inside we found the air a little bit cooler.



Todd dropped the bag down and kicked off his boots as I did the same.



“That was fantastic,” he said with a deep exhale. “I love it out here.”



“I’ll admit, it took me a while to calm down walking like this, but it ended up feeling really good,” I said. “Plus I would have sweated through everything twice over probably. I smell like a dry lake.”



Todd laughed and sniffed himself, scrunching his nose exaggeratedly.



“Yeah, fair,” he said.



“I’m gonna hose off I think,” I said, walking slowly toward the bathroom.



“Oh, yeah, good idea,” said Todd, following after me casually.



I paused to look at him.



“Oh,” he said, stopping. “I thought—no sorry, go ahead.”



“What, you want in on this too?” I asked with a laugh.



“Sorry. I’m not trying to crowd you,” he said with a soft, vulnerable smile.



I took his wrist firmly. He looked up at me with relief as I pulled him along into the bathroom.



He let me lead him inside, standing against the sink casually with his cock hanging exaggeratedly while he watched me turn on the water.



The steam started to build as I felt the temperature fluctuate on my hand. When it was right, I turned to him and reached out to take both of his hands as we stepped in together.



Todd gripped me excitedly, holding me close to his body under the showerhead for a moment as the water cascaded over us.



Then he pressed me against the tile wall gently as he kissed my neck and held me there in the warm water. My hands went to his slick, firm ass as I let him slowly grind against me. His cock was already stiff and moving against my thigh rhythmically.



I could feel his energy building as his hands traced my shoulders and sides with a kind of frenetic energy.



But I had something else in mind.



“Wait a minute,” I said softly.



He stopped abruptly and backed off. His eyebrows were raised apologetically as he stood back.



“Can you stand there? Let me…” I said, my voice trailing off quietly as I reached over and took a handful of shower gel into my palms.



I rubbed my hands together slowly and then spread the soap over his chest. His face softened into his gorgeous enjoyment as he watched me carefully wash and massage his pecs and shoulders. I moved gradually and methodically, letting my thumbs circle his nipples a little more playfully every time they passed over. I ran the soap over his hard stomach and around his back, running up to his shoulders again.



I took a little more gel in my hands and reached out low and took his cock in my fingers delicately, twisting softly and using the soap to slide smoothly as his eyes closed and his breath forced its way out. I turned my hands, moving down his length, and then held his balls with both hands and lifted them, sliding my hands up on either side until I came back up to his cock and moved both hands in slow circles while pulling him toward me. He groaned and smiled while his hips thrusted forward as well, eyes opening to look at me with his approval.



I leaned in and kissed him briefly.



Then I reached around him, letting the water run off both of us as it washed away the lather that clung to his chest hair and pubes. I found the shampoo, took a dab, and then rubbed my hands into his thick, dark hair which had been pushed back by the water. As I massaged his scalp he breathed deeply and let his head rest in my hands heavily.



“That feels so nice,” he muttered. “It all does.”



“I don’t want to rush through anything,” I said quietly. “I want to savor every minute we have here together.”



His hands curled around on my ass and eased me forward while I massaged his head. My dick had risen fully to meet his and they brushed alongside one another while the water poured down between us.



Finally after the soap and rinsed off him fully, I gathered enough to lather my own body, backing up just enough to let Todd watch me wash, which he did with a kind of hungry fascination while he tugged slowly on his own cock and balls. My raging boner almost tempted me to just jerk off with him then and there. He probably wouldn’t have hesitated.



But again. I had other ideas.



Before he could react to my quick rinse-off, I reached behind him and turned off the water. He looked surprised at the abrupt end to our shower.



“Towels there,” I said, nodding to the shelf just beyond the glass wall.



He looked at me with curiosity for a moment before reaching around to grab a towel for each of us. He knew something was up. I kind of liked keeping him guessing.



I took the towel he handed me, opened it widely, and started drying his body slowly—his chest, his face, his hair, his ass, his balls. I spent a little extra time gently drying his rigid dick.



He spread his towel wide and wrapped it behind me, pulling me in it against him.



“What are you up to?” he asked with a smirk.



“You make me feel so safe,” I said quietly. I felt my eyes tingling as they locked on his. “I guess that’s just finally letting me own moments like this a little bit.”



He looked proud. Happy. For me and for us.



“I’m here for it, man,” he said warmly.



“Ok good,” I said, tossing our towels aside. “Come on.”



I took his hand and led him out of the shower slowly. We stepped carefully over the tile and back through the cooler hallway, out into the living room again.



This space where so much had already happened. It felt like a destination now for everything I ever wanted to give him and have him give me.



So this felt right.



I led him around to the couch and gently pushed him back until he flopped down. His cock had softened a bit and bounced with him, his warm, loose balls hanging generously between his perfect hairy thighs.



He looked up at me as I stood over him.



I could see the anticipation and curiosity in his face.



I knelt down slowly in front of him.



I pushed his knees a little wider and let myself sink forward between them.



“Oh shit…” he muttered.



I looked up at him and smiled.



“Ok so…I’ve never done this before,” I said quietly. “I’ve thought about it enough though so…so hopefully…”



I shrugged playfully. He smiled and laughed lightly.



“Fuck, man,” he sighed as my hand gently wrapped around his increasingly heavy dick.



Our eyes locked on each other, I bent forward a little more, lifting his growing cock toward my face until it came to my lips. I kissed slowly just beneath the swollen crown, letting my tongue flick out a slow, teasing stroke.



“Hoooooly shiiiit…” he groaned deeply. “Ohhhhh….yeah.”



I let my tongue broaden across the underside of his shining glans as his hips rushed forward. His eyes rolled back and his chest arched as I licked long and slow. He shuddered slightly when I ran my tongue down the length of his shaft and back up again. His hand rested delicately on the side of my smooth head, following the rise and fall of my movement.



I looked up at him, and he looked down at me, slightly dazed.



I opened my mouth more widely.



I let my lips cover the entire head of his penis, careful to not let my teeth graze, and pushed my tongue along the bottom while I took more and more of his length in.



The warmth of him was almost stunning—thick, alive, and pulsing against my tongue. Every flinch and gasp from him told me he felt everything too.



His skin was soft, stretched tightly over something that felt impossibly firm. I could feel him pulsing against my tongue.



I tasted the subtly salty precum that was leaking. I couldn’t hold back my own moan of satisfaction while I watched the ecstasy bend Todd back harder.



“Oh—oh my god,” he whispered.



My hand came up and held his balls. They felt soft, full, warm. Heavy in my hand as I caressed them just like I knew he loved.



I realized I understood Todd’s body far more now by how he felt and moved, not just how he looked. I instinctively knew how he breathed, how he shook when I found the right spots, how his movement and gasps asked for more before words ever did.



I bobbed my head slightly. He thrusted carefully. With my other hand, I held the base of his cock firmly and slid my fist from bottom to top, following my mouth and swirling my tongue around the firm ridge of his head as he bucked.



For so much of our time together, he’d been the strong and sure one. But now, he was trembling, breathing sharply, seemingly undone by my hands and mouth. I felt like I was making him unravel with every breath, every whispered word, every stuttering thrust. And he seemed so eager to let me. I felt like I had complete control of him.



His hairy pecs heaved and his hands tightened on the pillows at either side of him while I moved my mouth and hands with the care and rhythm I’d always wanted myself.



His head rocked back and forth



His moans kept getting louder as I went, raw and unfiltered like his body was speaking for him.



His hands came to my face as his fingers ran through my beard.



Our eyes met while he looked down at me with absolute amazement. I couldn’t help but smile, letting his cock pop out of my mouth just long enough for me to take a deep breath before I brought my lips back down.



I let go of his balls and reached down to gently stroke myself while I kept going. I’d barely realized how much my own cock had been leaking precum steadily, so wet I barely needed to touch it to send sparks up my own spine.

His hips started to gyrate more, but I pulled back slightly—not off him entirely, just enough to let the head of his cock rest against my lips as I swirled my tongue underneath, right along that swollen, pulsing ridge.

“Oh—oh god,” he choked out, his voice cracking. His fingers tightened around my head again.

I started stroking him more firmly now, my tongue flicking just beneath his glans while I held his shaft in a steady grip. His abs flexed and I watched his chest rise and fall in rapid, shallow breaths.

“Fuck, I think I’m gonna—” he started.

I took his cock out of my mouth, letting the head rest right against my widened tongue. I licked the underside vigorously now, pumping fast with my hand. His tip was slick and swollen, aimed toward his tight but rounding belly.

His whole body clenched—then spasmed as his control seemed like it had short-circuited. I gripped him and watched him come apart.

With a deep, guttural groan, his whole body arched forward, and his cock surged in my hand. The first thick rope of cum shot out across his stomach, barely missing my lips, landing just below his chest. He gasped like it surprised even him. I couldn’t look away, even as I stroked myself a little more vigorously. Another burst followed—hot, heavy, pooling on the lines of his abs. I kept pumping him, slowly now, watching every quiver and pulse as he spilled across himself, his moans rising and falling with each burst.

“Shit, shit…” he breathed, his eyes fluttering closed as he sank back into the cushions.

I leaned up and kissed his slightly shaking thighs. With one hand I slowly squeezed the last of his cum out of his penis onto his pubes and let my other hand rest gently on his hip as he caught his breath.

“Oh my god,” he mouthed slowly.

He looked spent. Not weak, but perfectly surrendered to the moment. Laid bare in front of me. Not just his body. His face was soft and almost baffled by what had just happened.

I sat up a little on my knees while I started stroking myself more. I just wanted him there. In front of me. For me.

His eyes wandered over my body while I jerked myself more. My breath was quicker. My arm and chest were flexing while he watched me.

His cum was still glistening on his stomach, slowly trailing into the hair on his abs. I couldn’t look away as I pumped faster, my own cock wet and warm with cum and saliva. He watched me with open eyes and contentment. Not just approval, but with absolute presence as he was witnessing something I’d never let someone see before. Even him. Not like this. Not while I was the one just feeling and showing.

He didn’t look away at all.

I felt the unavoidable build up. I stood up in front of him quickly, my rock hard cock thrusting toward him as I pumped wildly.

He reached up softly and stroked my balls, just looking at me with complete acceptance and desire.

For once, I didn’t even think to shrink away. I let him see me. All of me.

And then, crying out, I came like an explosion.

Thick pulses launched out from my cock and streaked across his balls, his stomach, his chest.

I groaned as it poured out of me onto him, my muscles clenching, my breath catching.

I started to fall forward and he rose up to grab hold of me, guiding me on top of him as he kissed me deeply—before we even fell back fully.

Our cum slid between us as our bodies entwined.

“Holy shit, man,” he whispered into my ear. “That was the most fucking incredible thing I’ve ever…seen…felt…done…”

He sighed heavily, holding me even tighter.

“I never would have thought…never asked,” he said quietly.

“You’ve given me so much,” I whispered, my breathing only just beginning to slow enough to speak. “So much of yourself. Helped me find so much of myself now. So…it just felt right. You do. You feel right to me. And I feel right with you.”

“God, man,” he breathed. “Yeah…”

I curled against him, and he wrapped his arms around me again like it was the most natural thing in the world.

The couch was too small, our limbs were tangled, and there was probably cum drying somewhere between us.

But I didn’t care.

I’d never felt more seen. More…here.

And for the first time in maybe forever, I didn’t feel like I had to move.

I just let myself be—with him.
 
Wow.

This is just ... well, beautiful.

The big dream one never dared allow to play out fully even in one's mind -- and it's actually happening, moment by moment.

And with all the emotions that come along with the lust -- and ahead of it, behind it, past it -- right there on the screen.

Thank you.
 
“Sorry…sorry, man, that was probably too much,” he gasped slightly with a nervous smile.
“Fuck man,” he breathed, resting his forehead against mine. “I almost did that last night but…I didn’t want to freak you out. Even after…everything else…this feels like…I don’t know.”
“I know,” he said earnestly. “It’s kind of all I’ve ever wanted…from the beginning I think.”

He looked into my eyes and a smile flickered across his face, but I could tell he suddenly felt like he’d said too much. Even now, like this, naked and touching and holding, he looked like he felt exposed.
“Holy shit, man,” he whispered into my ear. “That was the most fucking incredible thing I’ve ever…seen…felt…done…”

He sighed heavily, holding me even tighter.

“I never would have thought…never asked,” he said quietly.

With Todd having taken so much of the lead, it's really nice to see him unsure of himself like this.
 
With Todd having taken so much of the lead, it's really nice to see him unsure of himself like this.
Thank you for your encouragement! As always, glad when something so personal as this kind of fantasy lands with someone else. And, yeah, I’m glad you picked up on that subtle nod to what I think is true in most of us, even the seemingly most confident—at the end of the day, just want to know we’re seen, accepted, safe, ok.