Here's one for the women here.
I've been in pretty constant contact with a member here and it's become a little more heavy and a little more intimate over time.
I'm coming out of a pretty controlling relationship, come from a very conservative background and live in a very sexually repressive country - so the opportunity to really express myself, to explore my sexuality and to say "fuck it" and tell hin the fantasies that I've always bottled has been liberating.
Here's the thing. We're going to be in the same city in a couple of weeks, and we've both shared a fantasy about what might happen when we're there. The idea of a (brief, semi public, R rather than X rated sexual) meeting with him and of the two of us doing something that we've spent months talking about is really hot but also enough to make me feel just a little queasy.
So the question.
Do I meet up with him (in the fantasy it's always been a brief, almost anonymous act) and make it happen or is it better left a fantasy?
I'm torn between thinking that my doubts are just my background holding me back from pleasure and thinking that my inner voice is raising the flag to protect me.
I know it's not much to go on, but all of this is new to me. Appreciate any hints, tips or advice
I've been in pretty constant contact with a member here and it's become a little more heavy and a little more intimate over time.
I'm coming out of a pretty controlling relationship, come from a very conservative background and live in a very sexually repressive country - so the opportunity to really express myself, to explore my sexuality and to say "fuck it" and tell hin the fantasies that I've always bottled has been liberating.
Here's the thing. We're going to be in the same city in a couple of weeks, and we've both shared a fantasy about what might happen when we're there. The idea of a (brief, semi public, R rather than X rated sexual) meeting with him and of the two of us doing something that we've spent months talking about is really hot but also enough to make me feel just a little queasy.
So the question.
Do I meet up with him (in the fantasy it's always been a brief, almost anonymous act) and make it happen or is it better left a fantasy?
I'm torn between thinking that my doubts are just my background holding me back from pleasure and thinking that my inner voice is raising the flag to protect me.
I know it's not much to go on, but all of this is new to me. Appreciate any hints, tips or advice
