This is a true story from my freshman year in college. I started in the late 1990s majoring in engineering. At the time I went by the name Rob or Robby, and I looked like a young Tom Pelphrey.
My roommate in the dorms was another engineering student named Corey. Corey at the time looked a lot like a young Matthew Gray Gubler from Criminal Minds. He was tall and fit with striking features. I quickly realized that I'd need to not think about him sexually to make it through a whole year living with him.
I identify as bisexual and honestly didn't plan on telling Corey because by the end of the first month we'd both hooked up with girls. I thought the chances he was also bisexual were pretty slim. My sexuality, I found out, was easier to spot than I thought because I was invited to an LGBT mixer by a guy in one of my classes. Out of an abundance of caution I decided to tell Corey just in case he found out I'd went. Corey took it better than expected and told me that he'd already guessed I liked guys after the way I'd always stare at one of our well-built neighbors that walked around our dorm floor shirtless.
While I knew I was bisexual, I didn't have a ton of experience with guys. Brandon, a guy from the mixer, had been pursuing me via the campus email system. I'd given him my email at the mixer and he was in the closet just like me. I certainly wasn't ready to advertise my sexuality to anyone, so exchanging emails allowed us to flirt safely. After a lot of emails back and forth Brandon mentioned he had a big dick and asked if I'd ever sucked a big one because he didn't want anyone to scrape his tool with their teeth. I told him not to worry that I knew what I was doing.
Let me be clear, I had no fucking idea what I was doing. I'd never sucked a guy off before. My only experience prior to this was exchanging handjobs while making out. Since our flirting was all over email I'd seen no reason to not inflate my oral skills. My plan worked until Brandon told me his roommate was going home next weekend and I should come stay with him. He made it clear he was hoping to test out my mouth during the visit.
That night I confessed to Corey that I'd talked myself into a huge mess and didn't know what to do. He thought it was hilarious that I was so worked up over giving a blowjob.
"You should've made more gay friends because I'm sure they'd all be happy to let you practice on them."
Corey spread his legs and used him hands to pretend like they there guiding a head up and down on his dick.
I rolled my eyes at him but the whole time I was thinking about his hands on my head. "They don't need to be gay they just need to have a dick. Preferably a big dick."
We made eye contact that lasted several seconds. I didn't know how large he was hard, but I knew he was fairly large limp.
"Robby... no... don't even think about it!" Corey crossed his arms like he was warding off evil.
"I've helped you all semester with physics so I think you owe me to at least consider it. If you don't want to do it I understand, but at least consider helping me out."
"Fine. I'll think about it, but the answer is probably no." He turned away from me, and I dropped the subject.
Neither of us met up with anyone that weekend and he was acting horny at dinner Sunday night pointing out hot girls at another table, so I felt comfortable bringing the subject back up when we got back to our room.
"So... did you think about helping me out? I promise if you do no one will every know about it." I was doing my best puppy dog eyes pleading with him to help me.
"Yeah, as much as it freaks me out, I've decided to help you pass your oral exam, but you'll owe me big time."
[I'll post part two very soon]
My roommate in the dorms was another engineering student named Corey. Corey at the time looked a lot like a young Matthew Gray Gubler from Criminal Minds. He was tall and fit with striking features. I quickly realized that I'd need to not think about him sexually to make it through a whole year living with him.
I identify as bisexual and honestly didn't plan on telling Corey because by the end of the first month we'd both hooked up with girls. I thought the chances he was also bisexual were pretty slim. My sexuality, I found out, was easier to spot than I thought because I was invited to an LGBT mixer by a guy in one of my classes. Out of an abundance of caution I decided to tell Corey just in case he found out I'd went. Corey took it better than expected and told me that he'd already guessed I liked guys after the way I'd always stare at one of our well-built neighbors that walked around our dorm floor shirtless.
While I knew I was bisexual, I didn't have a ton of experience with guys. Brandon, a guy from the mixer, had been pursuing me via the campus email system. I'd given him my email at the mixer and he was in the closet just like me. I certainly wasn't ready to advertise my sexuality to anyone, so exchanging emails allowed us to flirt safely. After a lot of emails back and forth Brandon mentioned he had a big dick and asked if I'd ever sucked a big one because he didn't want anyone to scrape his tool with their teeth. I told him not to worry that I knew what I was doing.
Let me be clear, I had no fucking idea what I was doing. I'd never sucked a guy off before. My only experience prior to this was exchanging handjobs while making out. Since our flirting was all over email I'd seen no reason to not inflate my oral skills. My plan worked until Brandon told me his roommate was going home next weekend and I should come stay with him. He made it clear he was hoping to test out my mouth during the visit.
That night I confessed to Corey that I'd talked myself into a huge mess and didn't know what to do. He thought it was hilarious that I was so worked up over giving a blowjob.
"You should've made more gay friends because I'm sure they'd all be happy to let you practice on them."
Corey spread his legs and used him hands to pretend like they there guiding a head up and down on his dick.
I rolled my eyes at him but the whole time I was thinking about his hands on my head. "They don't need to be gay they just need to have a dick. Preferably a big dick."
We made eye contact that lasted several seconds. I didn't know how large he was hard, but I knew he was fairly large limp.
"Robby... no... don't even think about it!" Corey crossed his arms like he was warding off evil.
"I've helped you all semester with physics so I think you owe me to at least consider it. If you don't want to do it I understand, but at least consider helping me out."
"Fine. I'll think about it, but the answer is probably no." He turned away from me, and I dropped the subject.
Neither of us met up with anyone that weekend and he was acting horny at dinner Sunday night pointing out hot girls at another table, so I felt comfortable bringing the subject back up when we got back to our room.
"So... did you think about helping me out? I promise if you do no one will every know about it." I was doing my best puppy dog eyes pleading with him to help me.
"Yeah, as much as it freaks me out, I've decided to help you pass your oral exam, but you'll owe me big time."
[I'll post part two very soon]