I am sorry this is so long, but I feel like some back story is needed because this is kind of a big idea and would love some serious responses or personal experiences from others.
I (27) a gay man, am married to my wonderful husband(35) and we have been together for a total of 8 years and married 5. My husband is the top in our relationship. When I met my husband, he was more experienced in the bed than I was. He introduced me to so many fun kinks to try in bed and we are constantly exploring new things together. We have never been open or done things with other men. We had discussed it in the past and both agreed it's not something we want. I find my husband extremely sexy, I could just watch him jack off and find it so hot. Recently he asked if he could post some sexy pictures on twitter, I agreed with no hesitation because I think he's so sexy. I am not a jealous person at all. Whatsoever. He gets so many compliments on his body and I started to find it very hot. He would respond to guys in a flirty way and started to find it kinda hot and would get hard just thinking about it. I began to notice that when my husband finds something hot or something that turns him on, it will immediately turn me on and I find it so hot. I will give my husband head or play with his nipples while he's watching porn on the tv and I think it's so hot. SOO getting to the point, this past weekend we went to Folsom Street Fair in SF, it was my first time and it was so fun. We watched so many hot guys fucking in the street and we checked out so many hot studs together. I had gone to the restroom and when I got back my husband had told me a guy asked to give him a blowjob. He denied because I was not there. He asked if I would be down to let that happen and I said yes I wouldn't mind him getting a handjob or blowjob. We were both extremely horny and so many hot men everywhere but by the time that happened the event was ending and we were tired and ready to head home. On our way home, I told him I think I would want to watch him receive a blowjob from another man. He was kind of shocked but said he would be down too. I told him I don't want to be in an open relationship though. He agrees with me on this. I don't want to go do stuff with other men behind each other's back. We got home, had some really hot sex after that crazy day. I came and thought about the idea of my husband doing stuff with another man and I still was getting hard just thinking of the idea. The next day we tried something new and he was in a zoom lounge with other guys showing himself and jacking off while I was off screen fucking myself with a dildo and jacking off to him. We both had a great time and he said it was so hot. It made me even more curious of the idea to watch a man do things to him.
SO I am just curious if anyone has ever done this. We don't want to be in an open relationship, I don't want to be swingers. I just want to see my man do things to another man because I think he's so sexy and when he's super horny and into it, I get so hard and horny. He asked if he wanted me to find someone or if he should and I said he should. I am not sure if this is like voyeurism and I do not realize it. Not entirely interested in watching other men just my man.
TL;DR I want to watch my husband do stuff with another man. I find my husband so sexy and just thinking of the idea of another man turning him on and worshipping his huge cock is so hot. I am nervous because we have never attempted something like this and am afraid it's going to make things weird or change things. We don't want to be in an open relationship at all.
I (27) a gay man, am married to my wonderful husband(35) and we have been together for a total of 8 years and married 5. My husband is the top in our relationship. When I met my husband, he was more experienced in the bed than I was. He introduced me to so many fun kinks to try in bed and we are constantly exploring new things together. We have never been open or done things with other men. We had discussed it in the past and both agreed it's not something we want. I find my husband extremely sexy, I could just watch him jack off and find it so hot. Recently he asked if he could post some sexy pictures on twitter, I agreed with no hesitation because I think he's so sexy. I am not a jealous person at all. Whatsoever. He gets so many compliments on his body and I started to find it very hot. He would respond to guys in a flirty way and started to find it kinda hot and would get hard just thinking about it. I began to notice that when my husband finds something hot or something that turns him on, it will immediately turn me on and I find it so hot. I will give my husband head or play with his nipples while he's watching porn on the tv and I think it's so hot. SOO getting to the point, this past weekend we went to Folsom Street Fair in SF, it was my first time and it was so fun. We watched so many hot guys fucking in the street and we checked out so many hot studs together. I had gone to the restroom and when I got back my husband had told me a guy asked to give him a blowjob. He denied because I was not there. He asked if I would be down to let that happen and I said yes I wouldn't mind him getting a handjob or blowjob. We were both extremely horny and so many hot men everywhere but by the time that happened the event was ending and we were tired and ready to head home. On our way home, I told him I think I would want to watch him receive a blowjob from another man. He was kind of shocked but said he would be down too. I told him I don't want to be in an open relationship though. He agrees with me on this. I don't want to go do stuff with other men behind each other's back. We got home, had some really hot sex after that crazy day. I came and thought about the idea of my husband doing stuff with another man and I still was getting hard just thinking of the idea. The next day we tried something new and he was in a zoom lounge with other guys showing himself and jacking off while I was off screen fucking myself with a dildo and jacking off to him. We both had a great time and he said it was so hot. It made me even more curious of the idea to watch a man do things to him.
SO I am just curious if anyone has ever done this. We don't want to be in an open relationship, I don't want to be swingers. I just want to see my man do things to another man because I think he's so sexy and when he's super horny and into it, I get so hard and horny. He asked if he wanted me to find someone or if he should and I said he should. I am not sure if this is like voyeurism and I do not realize it. Not entirely interested in watching other men just my man.
TL;DR I want to watch my husband do stuff with another man. I find my husband so sexy and just thinking of the idea of another man turning him on and worshipping his huge cock is so hot. I am nervous because we have never attempted something like this and am afraid it's going to make things weird or change things. We don't want to be in an open relationship at all.
he’s so fucking hot 
