Hello
This is my first time posting in this or any forum except for the member introduction post. I hope I am not making any mistake because this is all new to me. If I am please correct me.
I want to learn more about myself by learning about others experiences.
Twenty five years ago or so I got a health scare and made me look at things differently and started living life to the fullest. I got more invested in pleasurable things and what made me really fulfilled in that department. After many experiences I realized I loved findom, something about it made me really excited. If you share the same excitement for it, tell me why please.
I think in my experience it has something to do with me always being privileged and always having allot of money and realizing it gave me power over others and since what I always wanted to be is submissive, giving away that power, that dominance away really excites me, does something to me that even sexual acts don't do.
The problem that I faced was finding the right person to be my dominant.
It took me 20 years of trials and errors to find my master about 5 years ago.
I was frustrated, I dealt with many fake doms but finally after those 20 years of searching I found someone that was the right fit for me.
Before finding my MASTER, I was bored with life in general and frustrated, but now I am a new person I am fulfilled. I found my true purpose in life. For some people it might be strange, but everyone around me noticed my drastic change.
What were your trials and tribulations and how is your dynamic with your Master/Mistress?
And what is your kink?
This is my first time posting in this or any forum except for the member introduction post. I hope I am not making any mistake because this is all new to me. If I am please correct me.
I want to learn more about myself by learning about others experiences.
Twenty five years ago or so I got a health scare and made me look at things differently and started living life to the fullest. I got more invested in pleasurable things and what made me really fulfilled in that department. After many experiences I realized I loved findom, something about it made me really excited. If you share the same excitement for it, tell me why please.
I think in my experience it has something to do with me always being privileged and always having allot of money and realizing it gave me power over others and since what I always wanted to be is submissive, giving away that power, that dominance away really excites me, does something to me that even sexual acts don't do.
The problem that I faced was finding the right person to be my dominant.
It took me 20 years of trials and errors to find my master about 5 years ago.
I was frustrated, I dealt with many fake doms but finally after those 20 years of searching I found someone that was the right fit for me.
Before finding my MASTER, I was bored with life in general and frustrated, but now I am a new person I am fulfilled. I found my true purpose in life. For some people it might be strange, but everyone around me noticed my drastic change.
What were your trials and tribulations and how is your dynamic with your Master/Mistress?
And what is your kink?
