What was your gay sexual awakening?

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You have to be old to appreciate this guy. One of the hottest guys I've ever seen. I fell in love with him as he modeled for Undergear and International Male magazines 1970s/80s.
 
In this year 1999 this guy began porn.. not sure what I saw him in first .. where he was 21 when started porn.. I was 29/30 when first seeing him.. and he was such a freaking sexy young man

He isn’t what gave me my sexual awakening but seeing his young face and nice ass n cock definitely made me proud to be gay

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Well aside from the underwear lane in target. I think it was (well think his name was mark. Can't remember after all this time) we were all on the track and cross country teams. He wore the gym shorts. It just kinda popped out a bit and one day I was "yeah that's good"
 
I never had an 'awakening' as I've always known. I didn't know what it was at the time, just that I wanted to be 'closer' to boys (without even knowing what that meant). Somehow more than friends. Didn't know anything about sex at the time. This is all pre-internet, no one talked about it, I thought I was all alone in this. Then the HIV/AIDS crisis hit in the early/mid 80s and I first heard of 'men who have sex with men' and 'gay'. I'm like 'that's what it is! and I'm not alone!'. Made me feel validated, though it was a dark time in history.
 
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I remember finding a pictured novel of forum sex stories belonging to my father.

Within this book were detailed stories of straight couples using anal toys on the guys as well as straight guys experimenting with other men.

These stories sparked my curiosity to play with my hole. I started with fingers in the shower while jerking off. Over time I started using larger and larger objects. It wasn't long before I was using vegetables wrapped in plastic kitchen wrap.

On a hunt for more pornographic material in my parents bedroom, I stumbled across a vibrator that must have belonged to my mother.

While the thought of where it had been was off-putting, I wrapped it in a condom and took it for a ride. I can remember having a huge eye rolling orgasm.

At the time, it didn't really cross my mind what being gay was. I guess I was ignorant and in denial. All I knew was that it felt good and I needed it more and more.
 
I'm not sure if there was one specific moment for me. Looking back when i was a kid there were certain classmates I was growing up with whom I had "interest" in that i would later realize were probably crushes.

But in media, hmm i remember how pleasantly shocked i was too see Bruce Willis' penis in The Color of Night :joy::yum
 
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JTT in the later seasons of Home Improvement lol

And Zac Efron's 2007 magazine cover haha I had that picture in my room

Also the naked shower scene in Starship Troopers, there were a few full frontal guys


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I was out shopping with my parents and I had to use the toilets.

It was a smallish mall with only 3 cubicles. At that age I wasn't keen on urinals so I went into a cubicle. The middle one was occupied which annoyed me.

After finishing my piss, I noticed a small peep hole in the stall divider. I noticed the shadow under the stall moving around a lot.

I decided to take a look through the hole and saw a man stroking his cock on the other side.

I couldn't help watching, I was glued. Within about a minute he blew his load, it was the first time I had seen a man cum in real life.

When he finished, I hurriedly got out of the stall. I could see him in the mirror peering over the top of the door as I left. I assume he had been aware of me watching the whole time.

By the time I got back to my parents, they asked me what took so long. I quickly lied that I had an upset stomach while still trying to act normal.
 
My supervisor noticed my cock hardening while we were working semi naked in a boiler room and suggested I come to his place for "dinner". We had a talk when I arrived and he asked me if I was curious to find out more and when I admitted I was, he sat me on the kitchen bench, unbuttoned my pants and started blowing me. It was incredibly good and I was soon pumping my load down his throat. We had dinner and afterward talked a bit more, pants came off again after dinner and I was amazed to feel myself respond to his gentle fingering.
I'd never considered anything sexual with a man before but very soon my perspectives were changed...