Blog entries by cedarizzo
This past 12 months have been a roller coaster ride from hell. The best thing to happen was getting the new job last year. It was the best thing to happen to me in a long time. Great boss, HUGE pay raise, and great coworkers. The worst thing has been what has been going on with my boyfriend/now...
Continued from part 1…#9, the 20-year-old had messaged me after he left. He was wanting to come back, but this time he wanted to be in the sling anonymously. I told him that I am not a top, he said that wasn’t a problem. He had somebody interested in coming over if I was okay with that. I have...
Up until Memorial Day weekend, my life had been super busy and hectic with no play time. My sex life had been dwindled down to nothing. I realized for the first time in a long time, with Memorial Day weekend, I would have a 3-day weekend to do whatever I wanted to do.
Friday when I got home...
Had an interesting weekend. A few weeks ago, I was contacted by a couple that I had played with a few times. They were inviting me to an orgy they were wanting to host at their house. I accepted their invitation and told them I would be there.
I was off the day of the orgy, so I spent a lot of...
Nothing new to report besides me falling down on a patch of ice and injuring my right wrist. I have a cast on my arm until I see the specialist. I am hoping they will take the cast off then.
I did make a surprising discovery. A few days before I hurt my wrist, I was shopping at one of the...
Had an interesting night last week. I haven't been hosting at my gloryhole lately. Between the winter blahs, working too much and personal issues, I haven't had time, desire or energy to host. But last week, I was fucking horny!
I had been talking to a few guys, and I had kept putting them...
Hard to believe it has been 2 months since my last post. Life got busy, things went fast, and shit happened. Honestly, I've been super busy with work and spent a lot of time with my boyfriend, which doesn't happen enough.
My last post I talked about a new fuckbuddy I had. A nicely hung 19...
Last month, I met an interesting guy. He is a 19 year-old college student (I'm going to call him FB, short for fuckbuddy). Normally, I stay away from guys that young. I prefer maturity and experience. But this guy is different than most 19 year-olds. First off, he is very straight forward, but...
I have added a variation to my sexual play. I still have the gloryhole, but I have switched it up to anonymous sling play.
The sling stand has been part of my gloryhole for a few years. My gloryhole setup is made from a set of wires that run from the top of the front door to the front corners...
Life has been super busy, so my play time has suffered lately. But that doesn't mean I haven't hosted, just not as much as I would like.
Mr. Monday Night Regular (MrMNR) has been out of commission for a few months. He had messed up his knee/leg during the pandemic. They did surgery on it...
Last Friday night's Bloomington hotel trip did not happen. When the kid told me 2 weeks ago that he would be free on Friday night, I once again offered the hotel room. He sent me many emails about doing this and how excited he was. I got the hotel room, but I also made sure to know how late I...
Today is going to be a good day. Here is a bonus blog post.
Things are going great at the new job. The boss is a nice guy, I've known him for many years and have always got along with him. He is a few years older than me and he is a big guy. I am 6'1" tall and he is easily 3 or 4 inches...
Nothing new to report, work has been crazy. The new job is working out great, but I am still working a few days a week at the old job. But the longer I work there, the closer the end is near for the old job. I am excited to have that chapter over with in my life.
Tonight I am supposed to meet...
So the new toys arrived yesterday. I was happy with the size. Both of them are slightly thicker and longer than my other toys. But one thing I wasn't happy about was the firmness of the toys. They were both a little bit less firm than usual and it makes them harder to use by yourself. I tried...
Nothing really new to report. For the last few months, my entire sex life has revolved around me and the new dildos. Last month I added 2 new dildos, Beefcake LG/XL and Atlas LG/XL. It has taken me a few weeks, but I am able to easily take Beefcake. The only problem I have is if it is on the...
Life has been super crazy hectic lately, seems like I have no free time. Last week, I needed some "me time"....okay, more like I needed some "me alone with the toys time"! So after work, I went home, had a drink while I relaxed in the hot tub. I then deep cleaned and took a hot shower...
My life has been chaotic for about 6 weeks. My job, my partner's mom and my grandparents have cause a lot of stress for me. I did start a new job (part-time for now, I am still working a few days each week at the old place) so that has helped.
But last week, with the new job and me taking care...
I started the new job this past week. The agreement is I work Tuesday and Friday at the old job and I work Monday, Wednesday and Thursday at the new job. But the new boss and I talked and we both agreed that if I ever leave the old job, I can work for the new boss full-time. The new boss is...
I haven't been having sex lately. I haven't set the gloryhole up in a long time. The few offers I have had, I blow them off. My mood has been down, I haven't been feeling like putting much effort into anything sexual. My sex life right now is 3 or 4 times a week, I will watch porn and jackoff...
I often talk about some of the hottest encounters that I remember. For the most part, they are 99% true. I do change the names. I sometimes change something that might give out too much information. But (in my mind at least) they have all been very hot and fun.
For some reason today, I started...