Blog entries by cedarizzo
My desire to play with big toys and get fisted started with my first boyfriend. He bought me my first dildo. He was about 7.5” and average thickness. One day he surprised me with a dildo about the same size as him. At the time, he was still fucking me at least once or twice a day. We fucked...
Last week, I got that "itch" again to play with the toys. My goal is to go wider with the toys so I can finally take a fist. It only took me a few moments to start taking those big toys again. So, I decided I needed some new big toys (it is very addicting!) So, when that "itch" started again...
Lately my sex life has taken a nosedive. I haven't hosted at my gloryhole in a few months. My work schedule has been horrible lately. When I do have some free time at home, most of that is spent on cleaning or laundry or getting some rest. I haven't even had time to use the big toys, needless...
Last month I was going to setup my gloryhole at a hotel in a nearby city. The biggest reason for doing this was so I could hookup with the 20 year old from Reddit. We talked a few times on Reddit and then switched over to emails. He came over one night and he was a very hot sexy guy. We've...
There is very little to report from last weekend. Early Saturday morning, I went to get my 2nd Covid Vaccine (Pfizer). I had been warned by a few people that the second shot is much worse than the first. I am here to report they were not lying! Within a few hours, I kept getting the chills. A...
I saw this on another blog and thought it looked fun.
1. What tends to feel better for you, sex or masturbation? Sex! Always sex!
2. Your 5 favorite spots to be stimulated. Nipples, Taint, Ass, Prostate and Balls.
3. Have you ever had your prostate stimulated? Yes
4. Have you ever had an...
My plans to try setting up a gloryhole in a hotel was canceled when the plans fell apart. The one guy, that I was hoping would be able to visit, let me know that he couldn't make it. And then we had a snow/ice storm that day. I decided it wasn't worth the risk, so I canceled my hotel room...
So yesterday I received the new Fuck Machine, sorry, I mean the HiSmith Premium Sex Machine. The differences between the machine (I'll call BadMachine) that I just returned and this new one are like night and day. This machine is super sweet! First off, it was super easy to put together...
I've kept my gloryhole setup for many months, but as much as I want to use it, I rarely invite anybody over. I did have a night of fun last month when I invited the 2 guys from Reddit over. The one I really liked; we are still talking but we have not met again. The other one keeps messaging me...
I wasn't planning on doing anything last night. But when I got home, I saw the package from Fort Troff with the Fuck Machine controller had arrived. I've really been missing the Fuck Machine! So I decided that I needed to have some fun with the big toys. That meant I would need to clean out...
I have had a few guys ask me where I get a lot of my toys from. I hope this is allowed by LPSG, this is just my opinion, I do not and will not have any advantage of this.
I originally started buying from Fort Troff back when they sold poppers. They had a great selection for a great price...
I've been talking a lot to the 20 year old from Reddit. I guess I need to give him a name, for now I will call him B. He's the one who drove over 2 hours to visit my gloryhole. He sent me an email afterwards thanking me. He said he would like to visit again but it was too far. And then about...
A recap: 2 weekends ago, I met a couple of 20 year old guys from Reddit that were both lots of fun. Later in that weekend, I also realized that by placing the fuck machine on the my coffee table, it would be at the perfect height to fuck me while I am in the sling. It was definitely a game...
I am so tired of Covid. And I understand most people are tired of it too. For the last few months, I have started feeling a bit depressed over not going out. Not seeing people.
But more importantly, I was missing sucking dick. I mean, I really, Really, REALLY miss sucking dick!
I remember...
Sorry, this is a long entry. I want to talk about my introduction to adult bookstores and gloryholes at the bookstores. I also want to mention some of the very memorable adult bookstore encounters I have had over the years. My first introduction to adult bookstores was thanks to my friend Jeff...
My love for gloryholes started my senior year in high school. My senior year, I got a part-time job near the local university campus. Both of my parents worked at the university, so many after school when I had to work later, I would walk to my mom's office and wait for them to get off work...
I've been so damn horny all week. I haven't been able to even jack off.
Tonight, one way or another, I need to get off. Of course, I would like to get off with another guy instead of my hand. So when I get home, I am setting up the gloryhole. I've already placed the ad on DL.
Hopefully...
I was reading the post about have you ever snooped into your partner's computer. That made me think of my 3rd boyfriend and what happened to us.
This happened right after my 2nd boyfriend died and I made the mistake of jumping right into another relationship. (I was really messed up at the...
This past weekend was a slow lazy weekend. I thought about hosting at the gloryhole, I got it setup and ready to go, but I never did invite anybody over. I did talk to a few guys that were interested on Grindr, but I have been in a moody funk for a while. I decided just to self-isolate for the...
I chatted the other day with a guy on Grindr that I did not recognize. Seemed like an okay guy at first. He was very good looking in the picture and his profile looked good. But the longer the conversation continued, the more red flags I saw.
At first he talked about how he could never meet a...